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    Project Rockstar 2015 Journals

    Project Rockstar is the amazing and life transforming program run in conjunction with Love Systems each year. We take 5 Rockstars for nine weeks and change everything about their lives. Project Rockstar focuses on three fundamental pillars: Game, Fitness and Lifestyle. Each component of the program is focused on optimal growth in these three key areas.

    We ask the Rockstars each year to keep a detailed journal of their experiences on TAF so the Love Systems community can follow the guys on their transformation. Each day, there will be new posts about new incredible experiences so be sure to check back each day and follow our guys on the ride of their lives.



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    Introduction

    For the past year I've reading the previous journals dreaming that one day that would be me, but never actually thinking that I could get in. I'm a 28 year dude from Ireland working in a corporate environment or at least I used to work in a corporate environment. I've done some cool things in my past, working internationally and living in a range of different countries. After 12 weeks of a grueling fitness program project project rockstar is officially a go.

    Day 1

    The instructors had told us that day one would be intense and man they werenít lying. To begin the day, all the rockstars convened in the lobby of a hotel here in Vegas. We all sheepishly introduced ourselves then the instructor team plus some past alumni guys came down to collect us.  Then we went up to one of the instructors rooms. We started by doing our introductions.
    I went first and I was so nervous and my introduction was so shit the instructors starting laughing and made me do it again but were recording this time (the idea being that we can look back at this at the end to see how far weíve come). After the rockstars had done their introductions the alumni and instructors did theirs. Theyíre introductions were infinitely better than ours.
    Then, we the rockstars, did ours again, going a bit more in depth this time. As everybody told their story I began to realise that I was in some baller company and I began to feel wholly inadequate. I wondered just how the fuck I managed to get on this program. The rest of the day was spent outlining logistics and rules for the rest of rockstar.
    After this wrapped up (which was pretty late) there was a mad scramble back to our mansion (which is absolutely pimping by the way) where we got ready in a massive rush - no time for food or showers etc - none of us had eaten since breakfast (a pretty big deal for guys who have been having 6/8 meals a day for the past 12 weeks). We went to the xs pool party at Encore which was insane. Game wise we had been given no instruction for the night except have fun. I literally couldnít bring myself to approach any girls at the start of the night. I said to myself ĎIíll just wait till Tuesday (when the 10 day starts) when we will actually be pushed into setsí. After about 45 minutes of wandering around taking it all in, some of the other rockstars had begun to approach so I said Ďfuck ití and started approaching. I got a phone number on my first approach which I was pretty happy with. I opened a good number of sets for the rest of the night but my conservations all seemed to just fizzle out. I also spent massive hour long chunks of time wandering around just pussying out of approaches. Towards the end of the night we were all shattered. Myself, an intern and Deacon L (who was making out with a smoking hot chick) all stayed until 4am. By that point we were starving (having not eaten since breakfast) so we asked the taxi driver to bring us somewhere with healthy food. He brought us to a shithole casino in old vegas that served steak and eggs for $6 - Such good value we ended up buying 2 each!! It was a nice little bonding experience to end the night (not the type of bonding experience I was aiming to end the night with though). When we got back, Hootie, one of the instructors that lives with us (I should point out we live with Hootie and Vybe - both legends) and another rockstar were outside the house with 2 chicks. Both had just come very close to banging the girls. The girls were leaving as we were arriving and actually hopped into our taxi. That was the end of an eventful first day.

    Day 2

    On day 2 we were brought out to the desert by 2 of the 2014 alumni (one ex air force and one ex green beret). We spent the day shooting water melons, hams, propane cans etc with a vast array of guns: pistols, glocks, shotguns, semi automatic machine guns etc. It was pretty scary holding, loading and shooting such powerful and dangerous guns but it was a good confidence builder and more importantly it was badass as fuck.
    That night we went to Marquee where we had our own bungalow. The bungalow is basically a 3 storey luxury apartment in the middle of the club. Having it gives you an incredible amount of status, which made things with chicks so much easier; as a result the night was infinitely better than Sunday. Between the instructors, the alumni and the rockstars we had the house full of chicks within an hour and thereafter there was a constant flow of chicks in and out! It was an amazing spectacle to just even watch and at times I actually found myself just sitting back and watching. I brought two english chicks back at the start of the night. The one I was hitting on was pretty hot and I was getting on great with her. I even spoke to her mother on the phone and told her she was about to be my future mother in law. After a while things with that chick fizzled out and Iím not entirely sure why although she was pretty drunk which I think was a factor. Soon after I got another 2 chicks back to the bungalow. I gave them the grand tour and hung with them for about 2 hours. I ended up banging one of them in the bedroom of the bungalow. Straight afterwards one of the alumni guys banged the other chick in there, they were literally standing outside the door waiting for us to finish. I fucking love the bungalow, it is such a cool place to bang because the wall at the foot of the bed is just a massive window that overlooks the whole club, you really feel like a boss looking down at the rest of the club, while your cock is being sucked by some chick you met down there earlier in the night. I ended up bringing my chick back to the rockstar mansion where I banged her again. A nice way to end a pretty sweet night.

    Day 3

    Day 3 was the first day of the 10 day bootcamp and our first day of official instruction. The instructors introduced the broad concepts of the simplified natural curriculum and went into detail on the first of 4 conversation strands - which was normal conversation. Our instruction for the night was to go have normal conversations with girls (no weird routines etc) and we werenít allowed leave until they left first. The idea was to plow through all those awkward silences and get used to talking and driving conversations (This kinda resulted in lot of pretty boring sometimes awkward conversations) We went to Draiís where we had a table (that also had a Jacuzzi, which was full of chicks by the end of the night). At the start of the night Hootie brought me and a couple of guys around and watched us open. He gave me some good pointers on my body language telling me that I was leaning in too much (as a result of being tall) and that my shoulders were coming forward too much which resulted in my posture being poor. My night after that was both good and bad. Good in the sense that I approached a good number of girls and wasnít half as anxious about it as I thought it would be, and bad in that most of my conversations were pretty boring and fizzled out pretty quickly. I got some girls back to the table throughout the night but once I got back to them back I never really knew what to do and conversation died pretty quickly. Towards the end of the night I got a sizzling hot model back to the table and after that had fizzled out I managed to get 2 smoke show English girls back to the table. I was happy to get them back to the table but incredibly frustrated to not have the skills to take it any further with any of them.

    Day 4

    On day 4 we learned about the next conversation strand in the model - fun/flirty conversation. We went to wet republic in the MGM grand where Calvin Harris was spinning. We had a table pretty much right beside the DJ booth. Within a few minutes myself and another rockstar had pulled 2 chicks back to our table. They were fun and we had some good fun/flirty conversation with them but after a while they left. As I was leaving the table a chick that I had pulled to our table in Draiís the night before was passing by, she gave me a big hug and I pretty much had to sit her and her friend at out table. It wasnít really ideal as they had bounced from our table the night before, so internally from the get go I kind of felt that the same thing was gonna happen again. My chick sat in the corner and I had her friend sat on my lap (there was no more sitting space as the instructors and alumni pretty much had the table full of chicks at this stage). I ended up talking the chick on my knee more than the other one and started ramping up the sub-comms on her as much as possible. Sterling winged me for a bit but I was never really sure how the logistics of pulling the chick on my knee was going to work. I felt she was never really going to do anything while her friend, who I originally hit on, was sitting right beside us. After about an hour conversation fizzled out and they left. I went back out hunting for pussy again but felt really clunky as I had been in the club for about 2 hours at this stage and only done one proper approach. Nevertheless I managed to pull another 2 chicks back to the table, one ugly one hottish. I had really good fun with them and things were going pretty well with the hottish one (I was holding hands with her and stuff). Calvin started spinning around this time and things just got even more fun. It was the first time on rockstar where I was having genuine unadulterated fun. We pretty much all took our t-shirts off (most of us being jacked as fucked) and were standing on the couches and tables just jumping around the place. Our table was the place be, jacked guys and hot chicks having a ton of fun. After about 45 minutes to an hour Calvin ran out of his hit music and started playing more DJ type music, songs Iíd never heard of anyway (Oh I should point out that I briefly made out with the hottie during the madness when Venture was talking to the ugly one). Things at our table began to calm down a small bit as well. I had kind of run out of conversation with the girls as well and ended up just aimlessly dancing beside them on the couch. Things at got pretty cold with my girl at this stage she was resisting any hand holding attempts I was making. Then one of the instructor's came over and said in my ear ďare you just gonna stand there fucking dancing beside her all night or are you gonna bang her?Ē It was a wake up call for me. I thought Ďfuck how the hell am I gonna do this?í I hopped down grabbed her hand and said ďlets goĒ - she threw my hand away. I thought ĎFUCK!!í I could kind of feel the pressure of the instructor watching me as well, I knew I had to push like fuck. Then Hootie showed up out of nowhere and I explained what was going down. He immediately got the ugly chick down and started leading her out. I grabbed my chicks arm but she wouldnít budge. Then I grabbed her arm with both my arms and broke her bracelet. She freaked out a bit at me but started following Hootie and the ugly chick. I followed them but really felt it wasnít on. (Just to note this was happening at like 2:30am and they had a flight at 6). We all stopped about halfway to the exit and it was really on between Hootie and the ugly chick. Hootie had no idea how much it wasnít on between me and my chick and I felt guilty that he was going to needlessly bang an ugly chick on my behalf. Luckily my chick cockblocked him hard. They eventually left and my chick gave me a big hug and kiss (which I found odd given everything that had gone down in the previous 10 mins). I approached a few more girls after that but ended up going home empty handed. I also felt a bit down that things went from so good to so bad with my chick at the end. It definitely rocked my confidence a bit and bizarrely I kind of felt that I had let the instructors down.
    On day 4 I also got a new roommate (I was on my own up to that), one of the mentors. He is a straight up legend and possibly one of the best-looking humans (that includes both men and women) that I have ever seen in the flesh. He looks like a Hollister model and girls pretty much froth at the gash immediately when they see him, heís also incredibly jacked and one of the coolest, friendliest guys Iíve ever met. The instructors have told him that he is going to absolutely slay it this summer and because of his looks pretty much every girl will open green for himÖ.bastard!! I think we are both gonna have a lot of fun rooming together this summer. Thankfully we have a bang room, specifically for banging chicks otherwise I think I would be spending a lot of this summer sleeping on one of the many couches in the rockstar mansion.

    Day 5

    Day 5 started with feedback. I was told that I need to stop looking like a deer in headlights when Iím out. The instructors said I look like Iím overwhelmed by being on rockstar, getting baller tables etc and it is sometimes evident in clubs. I need to act more like ĎI own this shití ĎI belong hereí etc. Their feedback is spot on, I definitely canít believe Iím here and Iím still getting used to the baller nature of our nights out. My posture is also still an issue. Day 5 was a night off so me and some of the other rockstars took a walk around the strip and grabbed some food. It was pretty chill but somehow, due to a lot of aimless wandering and some really slow service at the restaurant we went to, we managed to stay out until 4am. So much for using our night off to catch up on sleep, I guess we are just kind of nocturnal beasts now, although not really, nocturnal beasts sleep during the day, rockstars donít!

    Day 6

    On day 6 we finished off the core curriculum, which covered the 4 conversation strands, normal, fun/flirty, warmth/depth and our favorite, sexualisation. We headed to Marquee that night, no bungalow this time though. My aim was to sexualize every conversation to the point of blowout. On my first set (which I was doing with one of the interns who was also trying to sexualize to the point of blowout) the girls said ďyou guys need to stop saying sex so much, it is way too early to be talking like thatĒ - on that we immediately burst out laughing,  turned to each other and high fived. ďWe are just pushing the sexual thresholdsĒ we explained to the bewildered chicks. It was a lot of fun sexualizing the conversations for the night. Later I got talking to a chick who was there with her gay (male) best friend. Things went really well and I sexualized well. I brought her back to the table but could not shake the gay guy. I tried to bounce her to the bathroom and I actually got her in the door but her gay friend actually came to the bathroom with us - so close to my first bathroom pull. After that I led them back to the table and danced for a bit and really ramped up the sexual sub comms. I ended up spending the entire night with her but could not bounce her out of the club, it was just her and the gay dude, it was his birthday and he was on ecstasy, so she could not leave him by himself - talk about a logistical nightmare. On reflection the next morning I thought maybe if I offered a threesome with the gay dude and the chick it might have gone better but then hindsight is 20/20.

    Day 7

    The following day was Saturday. We hit our first day party in Wet Republic - Calvin Harris was spinning. I thought it was going to be difficult to game at a day party - boy was I wrong!! Our table was right beside the DJ box and was full of hot chicks the entire day. I managed to pull a good few chicks to the table. One Asian chick was going super super sexual on me - grinding the fuck out of me. Two of the alumni guys were like Ďget her the fuck out of hereí. So I bounced her to the men's bathroom but as I was closing the stall door the bouncer rushed in and pulled it open, I had a tug of war with the bouncer, but he started radioing for backup and eventually kicked us out (I later learned that if you tip them $20 they generally leave you alone, lesson learned). After that I pulled 2 English chicks back to the table, they were hot and really cool. At one stage the bouncer at our table was kicking out all the fat chicks (as the table can get very full, the bouncer does this from time to time, under our instruction) and the English chicks were like Ďwhat is going oní, I explained exactly what was happening and they thought it was the funniest thing ever - my kind of girls. One of them was blonde and I really clicked with her, she was hot, chilled and just a laugh to hang with, definitely the coolest girl I met in Vegas so far. Unfortunately things fizzled out and the cool English girls eventually left our table. After that I winged another rockstar with some Irish chicks. I ended up stuck talking at the table with one of them who was not particularly hot but it was on with her if I wanted. Sterling asked me if I was going to bang her I said no and he was like Ďwhy not?í - so I was like Ďfuck it I might as well bang her just for reference experienceí and I bounced her to the pool. In the pool I found it really hard to get my dick in her pussy because we kept swaying from side to side, so I pinned her up against the side of the pool and just as I was about to put my dick in (it was literally touching her pussy) the lifeguard came over yelling at us and blowing her whistle. That was the end of that.
    That night we were back at xs. I pulled a few sets back to the table but conversation was pretty much fizzling out with all of them. Then the chick and the gay dude, from the night previous, turned up. I was like Ďfuck here we go againí. He was on ecstasy again. This time I went super hard on the girlfriend/boyfriend frame, with the chick (obviously) I also went super hard on the verbal sexual stuff and constantly told her how I was going to bang her. She kept saying that I couldnít because she was staying with the gay dude - I was just like Iíll bang him too (to which he got really excited, he kept randomly telling me that I was really handsome). I spent the entire night with her at the table in boyfriend/girlfriend mode and it was actually really nice. Come 3/4am I was exhausted (we were at the day party for 10:45 am and hadnít slept or eaten properly since). She said she wanted to stay out and rage until 8am and I was like Ďfuck thatí and I left with some of the other rockstars. I got my back to my bedroom and at 4:42am she text me off the gay dudes phone (which I found suss cos I knew he wanted me to bang him) saying Ďwe should bang nowí. I was exhausted but I went to their hotel not knowing what to expect. Both of them came to the lobby to greet me and in the elevator on the way to the room I was really unsure and somewhat terrified of what was about to go down (I had spent the entire night talking about how down I was for a threesome even though I had absolutely no intention of banging the gay dude). Thankfully once we got back to the room the gay dude fucked off and myself and the chick went to bangtown.

    Day 8

    On Sunday night we were back at xs for the nightswim. Myself and another rockstar managed to orchestrate a super quick pull. We managed to get 2 chicks to leave with us after having only spoken with them for half an hour (in seminar that day we had listened to audio of Venture and Vici doing a 5 minute pull, and we pretty much copied that model to a t). It was so sweet we had them out of the club before midnight. We brought them back to mansion, banged them (my condom split and I came inside her which she freaked out about). After that myself and the other rockstar dropped them back to their hotel, went for steak and eggs and tried to figure out just what the fuck had happened. We went back to mansion and actually got a decent nights sleep for once.

    Day 9

    On Monday it was back to Marquee for bungalow night. We were all super excited to have a bungalow again. I was going for 3 bangs in a row and was excited for the night ahead. My first set went really well, the chick was green as fuck and my sub comms were on point. I was making out with her back at our table after 5 mins. I made friends with her friends and they said they liked me (crucial for logistics). I would have bounced her back to the bungalow but it was so early in the night our bungalow wasnít even open. Then her friends dragged her off to the bathroom but promised me they would bring her back, and I was pretty sure they actually would. Cockiness got the better of me at that stage instead of just swallowing my pride and chilling for 5 mins I immediately started opening more sets. Iím pretty sure the chick came back and saw me talking to more girls and bounced. Later that night myself and another rockstar pulled 2 chicks to the bungalow. Both girls were yellow and both of us thought we were winging the other - he thought my chick was into me and I thought his chick was into me. We ended up needlessly winging each other for an hour and a half. After that myself and a different rockstar pulled two chicks back to the bungalow. These chicks were also yellow. One of the girls kept accusing me of being on drugs and it really started to annoy me, so I decided to throw down a boundary (we had just learned about boundaries that day). I told her she was being really rude and disrespectful, which she really was, I said we were nice enough to bring them into our bungalow, give them free drinks and talk to them and it wasnít cool they were acting like this. After that they didnít apologize and persisted to say that I was on drugs at which point I told them to fuck off and I left the bungalow. My next set was two seated girls (not ideal but one of the instructors told me and another rockstar to go and a rule of rockstar is you do whatever the instructors tell you to do without hesitation), we sexualized early and they lost the fucking rag with us - we didnít flinch and threw down a Ďsex is totally normal especially in Vegasí frame. Between that and the girls thought I was on drugs it was all quite jarring. I couldnít get back into state properly for the rest of night. I was disappointed to not have made use of the bungalow as 2 or 3 of the other rockstars banged in there. On the upside about 12 of us (including the 2 instructors) ended up going back the mansion together and having a massive feast at 4am. It was kind of cool, as we were all buzzing telling stories of our various adventures and misadventures in the bungalow and throughout the night.

    Day 10

    The next night we headed to Omnia (one of the coolest clubs in Vegas) where Afrojack was spinning. Within a couple of minutes myself and some of the other rockstars managed to pull a group of pretty hot latinos back to our table. Things were going pretty well between myself and the chick I was hitting on. For the first 20 minutes we were vibing really well and at one stage she took a selfie and put it on instagram, within like 5 minutes it had 22 likes, I teased her about being so popular. She explained that in Arizona where she lives she does some modeling and has been in a few music videos, I just said Ďthatís really coolí without flinching. At this point I noticed that her 3 friends, who were sitting beside us, were on their own, on their phones and looking bored. At this point the dreaded Ďtable fizzleí began to rear its ugly head and things began to fizzle out between us. She began to spend more and more time on her phone. Hootie pointed this out to me and advised me to start dancing or do something to make it more fun for them. I started dancing and things picked up slightly again. After a while I decided that I was going to try and bounce her there and then before things started to fizzle again (avoiding table fizzle is a big thing Iím trying to work on, and I think taking bold right action is a way to combat it). I grabbed her hand and said ďletís get out of hereĒ. I led her to the exit, but she froze when she got there, so instead I lowered the investment and brought up to the terrace area for some fresh air. We vibed some more up there and eventually made out (in spite of her telling me repeatedly that she does not make out with guys in clubs). After that we bounced back down the table and things slowly started to fizzle out. I threw down a marriage role play to buy some time but I could feel things slipping. Just as I was divorcing her one of the other rockstars came back to the table with the blonde English chick that I really clicked with at the day party in Wet Republic. She sat beside me, gave me a big hug and we immediately started hitting it off again. I had her to the left of me and the Latino chick to the right. After a while the English chick went to the bathroom and the second she left the Latino chick, who I hadnít spoken to for 20 minutes, jumped on me and started making out with me hard. For me, that right there, was a lesson in how powerful jealousy can be. I stopped the making out before the English chick came back. Iím not quite sure how but at some stage the English chick heard somebody refer to the Latino chick as my wife, I joked it off saying it was ok, we had just got divorced, she could be my mistress, the Latino chick actually chimed in and helped me out with this. I spent the rest of the night making out with both chicks, when the other was at the bathroom or just looking the other way. They both caught me on various occasions, and tried to pawn me off to the other saying shit like Ďyou go back to your wifeyí or Ďyou should forget about me and look after your mistressí. I ended up making out and dancing with the Latino chick a lot more but eventually decided I wanted the English chick. Iím not sure how it happened but the Latino chick ended up going home with her friends and the English chick ended up at another table with some other guys. I was pretty gutted because I really wanted to spend the night with the English chick. I think I might have left my ego get in the way, which is not a good thing. The feedback from the instructors the following day was that I should have picked one earlier, escalated super hard and tried to bounce her, instead of trying to juggle both - another lesson learned the hard way.
    The next night we were back at Wet Republic. I ended up having an off night. Iím not really sure what went wrong but I think that on my previous nights I usually had managed to pull the second or third set back to the table which meant I had done very little cold approaching (some of the other rockstars were doing up to 40 approaches a night). I hate to make excuses but it felt like there was an awful lot of dudes there, although Iím not sure if this is a valid excuse as some of the instructors and at least one rockstar pulled. I managed to get one set of girls back to the table but it was never on with them from the get go. I left them at the table and went out hunting again. Towards the end of the night I met a chick that my roommate (the good looking guy, not sure of his handle so Iím just going to refer to him as Hollister) had banged the night previous. I asked her how she was and she said she just needed to get away from the table for a while. I led her to a pool off the main pool that is much more relaxed and got in with her (I should point out that I previously confirmed with Hollister that he was not going to bang her again). One of the other rockstars was in the pool with another chick. My chick started grinding me hard and I immediately ramped up the sexual sub-comms. She refused to make out with me, because Iím friends with Hollister, even though she had nearly made me cum she was grinding so much! (I should point out that she had changed her flight to stay an extra day - such is the power of Hollisterís looks) Then she randomly got out and wanted me to go back to the table with her, which I found odd. I told her I needed 5 minutes (for my erection to go away). When I went back to the table everything made sense. She was angry as fuck as Hollister was making out with another chick in front of her. I figured she wanted me to go back to the table with her in an attempt to make Hollister jealous. After about another 20 minutes we all decided to leave including Hollister who was leaving the 2 chicks behind of his own choice. I made a last ditch Hail Mary attempt and whispered to the chick that had changed her flight, that I was roommates with Hollister if she wanted to come back and make him jealous, she politely declined.

    Reflection on 10 Day Bootcamp Portion

    As I write this, the 10 day bootcamp has concluded and we have the weekend to do as we please. The majority of the rockstars have gone to the EDC music festival, so tonight in the mansion it is just myself, Hollister, Hootie and some chick Hootie is about to bang. It is a good time to draw breath and reflect on the whirlwind that has been the past couple of days. It is only as I write this post that I realize just how much shit has happened. The 10 day bootcamp portion of rockstar was really intense - going out almost every night, sober, usually for 5 or 6 hours, sometimes getting stinging criticism from the instructors, during the night and during the debriefs the following morning. Being an introvert sleep is really important for me, but Iíve managed to cope relatively well without it. The next four weeks is going to be a repeat of what we just had and I canít imagine the amount of learning that is ahead of us. (lol - Hootie and his chick have just begun banging)
    On a more personal level, the instructors have generally been pleased with my progress on the game front, but that isnít good enough for me. I want to push myself to the limit and squeeze every last drop of benefit out of this experience. To that end there have there have been a number of issues that have constantly popped up during my debriefs, one is my posture, (I have exercises that the guys have given me to combat this) and two is interactions fizzling out after I bring back chicks to the table, or table fizzle as I have begun to call it. Iím not really sure how Iím going to combat table fizzle but I know that taking right bold action will be key. I feel that I should really be pulling the trigger earlier in these interactions as opposed to letting things fizzle out. I feel I may have slipped into a comfort zone of just getting chicks back to the table and Iím not pushing hard enough for the pull thereafter. I know that Iím going to fuck up a lot experimenting with this but failure is the best way to learn. I also think that messing around and having fun with the guys at the table is another thing I need to do more, up to this point Iíve kind of planted myself beside whatever chick Iíve brought back, and not interacted with the guys as much at the table. Another point that may also help me is actually getting to know the chick a bit better before I bounce them back to the table, this would lessen my chances of ending up with any duds back at the table.
    Iím looking forward to recharging my batteries this weekend and going hard at it again thereafter. Hopefully I will make so more progress and fingers crossed I will have some more wild stories to share with you guys.

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    Introduction

    I was 26 years old and living in Indianapolis, IN when I was accepted into Project Rockstar. After 5 rounds of interviews, I was accepted into Project Rockstar. I was shocked mostly because I was unemployed and had never had a full time job. The first requirement for Rockstar was the fitness program. I wasnít too worried about it because I had already been hitting the gym pretty hard for a year and had just completed Jim Stoppaniís Short Cut to Size program. After hitting the Rockstar fitness program hard for 3 months the time finally arrived for me to leave everything behind and head to Vegas.

    I remember I saw the Luxor out of the airplane window after landing and my first thought was I canít wait to have a drink. My second thought was I canít. At least not yet. I landed in Vegas about four days before the beginning of Project Rockstar to visit my friend and relax in the upcoming days before the program. It was a very calm version of Vegas I had not seen before mostly because of the wide array of emotions flowing through my mind and body. I was really still in shock that I had even made it on the program and I really did not know what to expect. I spent the nights leading up to Rockstar sitting in the hot tub at my friendís apartment complex staring at the Las Vegas sky wondering what this summer would be like. I had feelings of excitement, fear and every other emotion in between.

    After spending those three calm days with my friend, Sunday had finally come and it was time to head to the mansion to meet the other Rockstars. As I pulled into the driveway, most of the Rockstars were outside waiting on a cab to take them to the Cosmopolitan where we would meet the instructors for the very first time. My friend drove myself and one other Rockstar to the cosmopolitan where I said my goodbyeís before the other Rockstar and I were off to enter the cosmopolitan. We had no idea what to expect so we thought we would grab a quick bite to eat in preparation for what would come. A couple of the other Rockstars met us at a restaurant in the cosmopolitan to also order food when we received a message informing us that everyone else was headed up to the instructorsí room now. I had ordered my food to go in the first place but the others had not and I wasnít going to leave them so we all scrambled together to get to the room where we would first meet everyone.

    As the last four of us walked into this fairly large room that was nearly on the top floor of the cosmopolitan we were glared at by a large room full of way more people than I had expected. It was the main instructors, the Rockstar alumni, the Rockstars, and the well known instructor Mr. M. We all shared our unique stories about what led us to the path of Rockstar and then that night we went together for the first time to XS night swim. I was scared shitless when I entered the club as were many of the other Rockstars. We were told that it was a free night out with no instruction so we all felt like the instructors wanted to watch us and judge where our current level of game stood. The thought of this made me extremely nervous because most of the other Rockstars had already been through a 10-day boot camp, normal boot camp or had been to super conference. Only myself and one other Rockstar had never had any formal training of any kind so I thought I was going to be way behind. After doing a few laps around the pool I hadnít spoken to any girls and the same was the case for some of the other Rockstars. Eventually we ended up in a group circle with some of the alumni and one in particular asked me if Iím the one with the massive approach anxiety. This particular alumniís name was Jasper and he started me off by teaching me how to properly stop girls walking by and told me just to say, ďYou are absolutely gorgeous,Ē and then walk away. I did this a few times but I never made it into any kind of state. The next night was better because it was bungalow night at Marquee so all I had to do was tell girls to come checkout the bungalow and they would come. A lot of the other Rockstars were at least used to practicing game so they were opening and talking to sets of girls.

    The 10-day started a couple days after the start of Rockstar. I learned a lot but was also really exhausted. The first few days were okay but after a while it became harder and harder to focus in seminar during the day after being out at the club until 4 a.m. One night on our way to Wet republic to see Calvin Harris at the night swim the song ďEat, Sleep, Rave, RepeatĒ came on and I started singing ďSeminar, Club, Sleep, Repeat.Ē This is what life felt like at the moment. It was really an adjusting period for me because I went from virtually doing nothing in my normal life everyday to barely having time to shower and eat dinner before heading to the club or wake up and eat lunch before heading to seminar. We had made it to the gym a few times but that was really hard to fit in. It was either go to the gym and give up sleep or sleep and give up the gym. At first I was going to the gym but now I am giving the gym up for sleep.

    I donít really know where I stand with game right now because for me itís a massive mental game. Iím working on my inner game. My biggest thing is the way I talk to myself and learning to love myself right now because Iím walking around sorry for my existence for no fucking reason what so ever. The best way I can think of my game right now is like an athlete being in the zone or having a completely shit night. When Iím in the zone or ďin stateĒ my game can be really tight from the open all the way to the close. When Iím off, then Iím completely off and I canít even open and end up just looking miserable the entire night. So far Iíve had one reference experience where I feel like I ran nearly perfect game from the open to the SNL. It was at wet republic for a Calvin Harris day party and I was with Vybe and Alexander. I saw them open two girls and there was a third so I slid in. I donít remember everything I said or did per say but I just remember feeling in a zone. I had already had one really good set where I opened a really hot Italian girl that hung with me for quite a while so my confidence was pretty boosted.

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    I remember when I applied for project rockstar I stayed up for 20 hours on the last night trying to rewrite certain areas that I was not happy with after spending 2 weeks writing the application out. I almost didnít submit the application after spending about 3 hours on the last question, but I knew I wouldnít live with myself if I didnít at least try. I never thought that I would ever get into project rockstar with the high amount of successful people that actually go through the program even though I think I have done some cool shit with my life. After a few weeks of interviews I got excepted in, I was in shock I didnít really know what to say but I was so thankful for the opportunity I was given.
    I flew into Las Vegas two days before project rockstar started so I could get adjusted to the time difference and catch up on some much need rest before the being of the program which didnít really work out that well for me. I arrived at the house on Sunday morning and met all the other guys which was a pretty awesome experience, not very often you can just roll up to a house and just start talking to everyone as though you had been long lost friend which pretty cool considering the nervousness I had coming over. We all went and met up with the instructors that afternoon to go over the program and to do introductions. I was sitting in my chair at this time listening to everyone elseís stories, including instructors and alumni. I would have to say it was at that moment I starting doubting myself whether I belonged on this program. I was literally sitting listening to a lot of people that had done so much cool shit with the lives I was really starting the think were I was going to fit in but as the all of the stories unfolded the common theme is that we all come from similar back rounds with women.
    Sunday was our first night out, which was at xs night club for the night was which was really cool to see but I was so nervous, I think I approached about 2 girls the whole night which was terrible considering how many girls were there. I did feel better seeing I wasnít the only one in the same situation as I think everyone was struggling during the night but I guess everyone got there cardio work done after walking around the pool about 200 times.
    Starting the 10 day on the Tuesday couldnít come quick enough from me, I was so nervous and inside my head, over thinking things before they happened. Having done the 10 day before I knew what the simplified curriculum was all about and how it worked, but sitting through the class again was a reminder to how much I had missed or not taken in last time I did it. Our first night out was at draiís night club. The whole night was about getting into normal conversation for about 15 min which went pretty well, must of my conversations at the start of the night werenít hooking at the start as I wasnít approaching strong enough. One of the alumni Ian, was the one that corrected me on where I was going wrong. Surprising enough I started opening with much stronger than I had been to the point that night I wasnít getting blown out every time I approached. Towards the end of the night I made out with one girl and tried pull here out of the club but got screwed my her not wanting to leave her friend, looking back now I think that was start of how much logistics come become.
    Day 2 we went over the fun flirty part of the conversation, this is probably the area I struggle in the most with even though I know how to joke around my friends, for some reason I find it much more difficult to do with women. I think I am over thinking things rather than letting the conversation flow naturally which is really frustrating when you can literally watch and know when the conversation is about it fizzle out. Trying to inject some humour into the conversation shouldnít be has hard as Iím making it, maybe I should be lower my expectation of the conversation but I am sure the more conversations I get into Iíll start seeing more success but I know itís really going to take some work on my part. I have found most of my interactions have been going pretty well but I know it not where it should be. Having a fun flirty vibe about you is something that women are attracted to, so itís something I will be working hard on.
    The third day was learning to inject sexual intention into the conversation. At first this felt a little bit clunky, probably because I wasnít used to actually saying what I was saying to her but I didnít let it stop me I was get blown out a lot but I was doing that with the purpose of trying to find thresholds within the conversation. I was actually surprised how some women reacted to it so earlier on in the conversation, having good sub communication in the interaction really helps and probably is the most important part of the conversation. At first I thought I was doing alright with the touching, but it wasnít until Vybe pointed out to me that I need to start touching a bit more. Over a few night really started to see how much you can actually get away with all because I was told to be as touchy as possible as you can always scale it back down, which I learnt really quickly when talking to a Swedish chick. Over the past ten days I have had to push myself well and truly out of my comfort zones which I a good thing. When I think about the first night out to where I am now is a big improvement but not as much as I want for myself. I guess growing up I have always picked up a new skill fairly easily but for some reason I struggle with learning game. The more I look into it probably more of an inner game issue rather than any of my out game, which I will have to keep working on.
    The biggest benefit of a program like this is having instructors around you 24/7, doesnít matter whether youíre at home or out at a club, being able to grab and instructor and ask them to watch you in a conversation or if you have a sticking point that you canít get over or if you are just in a shit state they will generally help you, but I also know that itís up to me to seek out that help as well.

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    Introduction

    Who Am I

    Iím 31 from Canada. I work in health care. Iíve dabbled in the game since finding ĎThe Gameí by Neil Strauss in í08. I took my first bootcamp in 2010, and have done several programs since. Iíve improved quite a bit from my baseline, but I know I can do so much more. Getting into Project Rockstar in March of this year was one of the happiest and most memorable days of my life.

    Regarding fitness, I actually bloated to the fattest Iíd ever been in December. I was in India, eating buffets 3x/day. I went up to 185 pounds. I did the Gethin program upon returning to Canada, and went immediately into a second round once getting into Project Rockstar. After 22 straight weeks on the Gethin program, I had lost 46 pounds and looked like a completely different person.

    Iíve now completed 2 weeks at Project Rockstar. It has been an absolute whirlwind of an experience. In this reflection blog, Iíll try to encapsulate the crazy amount of learning that has occurred in this timeframe. But whatever I write will fail to do it justice. Itís been just that much.



    Chronology of Events

    So every day there have been seminars from 2-7. This has included debriefs from the night before, and, up until this weekend, the standard 10-day bootcamp. This is the official timeframe, but they always run overtime. Frankly, thereís just so much material, it averaged about 1 h overtime. This made this really tight in terms of getting home and going to the infield event.

    We went out every night since arriving, except for Thursday nights. Iíve used those to sleep, but even 10 h of sleep isnít quite enough. Weíre always tired afterwards. Project Rockstar is exceedingly well organized. We have a rental house, rental cars, we always have great table service every place we go, and weíre getting amazing training. Vici, Venture, and Sterling oversee all of this. However, itís the alumni that do the most hands-on training. Iím extremely grateful for their help, but more on them later. So up until this weekend, the standard seminar-outing has been our timeline every day.

    This weekend is Electric Daisy Carnival. Itís one of the largest Electronic Dance Music festivals in the world. Weíre essentially taking a break from hardcore gaming to enjoy the music hereÖ well most of us are. Myself and a couple other Rockstars are still gaming while out. I am, however, a big fan of EDM, so I took breaks to watch some of my favourite sets. I saw Hardwell in action last night. The funny thing is I was about 500 m away from him. Wednesday night however, at our infield outing at Wet Republic, he was in the booth in front of us as a guest of Showtekís, the main performers. I lost a girl to him. A lot of the Rockstars lost girls to him. Itís not like he was gaming, but they just wanted to get in his booth and hang out with him. I probably approached about 30 girls that night at Wet Republic, but my ballsiest approach was Hardwell himself when he was standing right in front of me. Right before I opened my mouth to ask him for a photo, however, his security guards stopped me. Better luck next time! Still, it was a really wicked night.



    Fitness

    Given all the time constraints, Iím extremely proud of myself for keeping my body in shape on Project Rockstar so far. We have outsourced a chef for the house, so we always have an abundance of healthy foods. Iíve also gone on the maintenance fitness program prescribed to us by Sterling and Vici. Itís way more feasible, being only 4x/week and about 1 h at a time. This is in sparkling contrast to the 3 h/day I was spending on the Gethin program. Iíve maintained the abs I got (a function of body fat percentage) and still feel like Iíve dropped a pound or 2. My clothes are a bit looser than when I bought them, which is still better than a bit tighter, which was my worry coming into the program.



    Progress Iíve Made

    Letís start with the stats, but first, a disclaimer. As Iíve been taught, we really canít be focused on the outcomes, but rather the process. If I take care of the process, the results will come inevitably. Iíve only banged one girl. It was in a closet, so I kind of did it for the story (no she wasnít attractive). Iíve made out with over 20 girls. Iíve gone to 2 girlsí homes, but didnít bang either of them. One was a virgin, and the other was obsessed with finding her friend.

    More importantly are the skills and mentalities Iím honing. You would think that being so tired, I would pick and choose which nights to cruise, and which nights to game. The instructors donít really allow you to do that, and so Iíve mentally shortcut my mentalities to approach as many as I can (though by this, I also mean approach well, and not just say hi to a million people). Iím approaching anywhere between 20 and 40 girls/night. This is often a factor of how many of my sets are hooking, but even so, youíll rarely catch me just hanging around doing nothing.

    The most important mentality Iíve probably reframed in my head is that if it gives me fear, that translates instantly in my head to go do it. It starts with approaching, but it also extends to sexualization, which I discovered within a week was my biggest sticking point. I just wasnít pushing beyond a particular threshold, probably in large part because of my very conservative nice guy upbringing, something Iím sure many readers can relate to. But now Iím doing it early and pushing it farther than ever. I tried to finger a girl at EDC last night. It didnít work, but Iím really praising and judging myself on whether or not I tried to push my boundaries.

    One more big tip Iíll share that I learned on rockstar thatís helping immensely is the ď5 in 10Ē concept. As soon as you enter the venue, approach 5 sets within the first 10 min. The goal isnít that they hook, although that happens sometimes. Rather, it shortcuts the process of getting in state. So say you start the night at 22:00. Instead of getting in state by 23:30 and only gaming for so many hours, now youíre gaming 1.5 h more. Itís far more effective, and really gets the ball rolling. Iíve been praised for my approach reflex and mentality. I believe what the instructors are telling me without using these words exactly is that if I keep this up, staying committed to the process and not really thinking about the big picture, Iíll achieve all my goals with game by the end of the program. This is the approach Iíll take forward. Iíll check in with you guys next week.

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    Its been exactly 2 weeks since the beginning of rockstar, and I can honestly say this was hands down the best decision I have ever made. To be surrounded by so many successful and motivated people who are taking the time out of their own lives and away from their businesses to help many of us overcome lives of frustration and shed insight into their experiences and how they overcame their own fears and challenges is truly an inspiration. Most of the alumni have been in places far worse than where I started so to hear their stories and just experience how rockstar changed their lives is unbelievable until you see how it has changed many of us in only the first 2 weeks.

    My journey started out pretty low, not getting my first real kiss until I was 18 and my virginity a year later. By many standards a lot of people would look at my life and think everything is fine and that Iím in an enviable situation. But for me personally things always looked great on the outside while inside I felt alone and isolated. Most of my friends always saw me as the optimistic guy always having a blast, flirting and talking with pretty attractive women and occasionally taking one home. For me it was never enough to be placed in the right situation again and again but yet not have the confidence to consistently talk to the most attractive women at the bars and clubs. In many ways it was like having the keys to a Ferrari and not knowing how the hell to drive.

    So coming into rockstar I definitely felt ahead of the game. I had taken a bootcamp superconference 2014 in las vegas, and had some level of success prior to the start. My mentality from before was always direct. I hated the idea of memorizing lines and checklists as a guideline for game 1 because I did not have the time or patience to sit and memorize them so always used the model as more of a guide because there were many time I had been able to pull girls in 10-15 minutes rather than go through a step by step outline. It just felt very unnatural and robotic to go through different phases and levels of the model.

    The first 2 nights we went out there was 0 instruction and help which was a great thing as the alumni could access where we all were in regards to our game. I was definitely a bit nervous not having been gaming the last 3 months, being so busy with work and the fitness component( gained 12 lbs of lean muscle). Things were very clunky and it took me that first day to regain my bearings. Needless to say things did not exactly start out as I had hoped. By day 2 though I was starting to get back in the groove and approached much more confidently and with much better reactions (made out with 3 girls and was able to get one of those said girls tops off before the cockblock (her friend) rolled out and grabbed her away. Things were starting to look much better.

    When they first introduced the simplified natural curriculum it was exactly the style I could relate to. It really makes ďgameĒ so much easier to learn and understand without having to memorize steps and lines. It just makes learning game so much easier without having to memorize much of anything. Just be the best version of yourself you can be. For me personally it has always been with my perception of how others view me and so I always placed myself in a little box and rarely if ever dared to venture out and explore the boundaries. It was not easy but day after day I tried with very few results. Everything in my mind was trying to resist the urge to take big risks and stay comfortable but by not getting the results I wanted I knew I had to change my mindset and take the big jump. Luckily all the mentorship helped a great deal in understanding the hurdles I placed upon myself and that it was ok to test the boundaries. So I went a little overboard. I was talking to much more attractive women, but would then get blown out by overstepping. The old me would have said donít do it go back to the safe zone but that old me is done. I needed to prove to myself where the boundaries lie and so learned some very valuable lessons. The boundaries were a lot wider than I had ever imagined. Suddenly I went from approaching tons of set with very few interactions to approaching fewer sets with much better results.

    The end of week 1 concluded with me talking to 1 tropics model I had briefly conversed with while she was competing (always having a great table is key!). I saw her walking past our table and boom, it was like all the practice and training over the first week clicked and I was on cruise control. It was an incredible feeling talking to a total 10, and having her fully engaged in conversation. Her friend wanted to go back to their table of friends so they left but she first asked that I take her number. Even though it was just a number it was an amazing feeling to be able to not only talk to the girl of my dreams but have that mutual connection with a person. And it was only the end of week 1!

    The whole time I made a conscious effort to focus on 1-2 goals per night(usually just 1) in an attempt to build a solid foundation upon which to build. I know the goal is to rack up numbers but I knew from experience that that would come in time with solid foundations. The start of week 2 was trying to fit it all together. I guess it must have worked because after 10 minutes of talking to a girl at the club, ended up taking her into the bathroom and having some fun. And yes she did have 2 tongue piercings. The second day I pulled a girl back to the rockstar mansion after 20 minutes of conversation but did not have the same success. Again testing the boundaries and learning valuable lessons rather than just looking at it as a failure. The next night met another model from the vegas hot 100 competition and building off the lessons I learned throughout the week took her back to the mansion and score. Its only been 2 weeks in and already I feel like I am light years ahead of where I was the last 6 years of learning game.

    As I reflect on the last 2 weeks the biggest lesson I have learned is that taking big risks can also lead to big rewards. Besides the game aspect all the mentors and alumni and my fellow rockstars come from around t4e world, and al successful and motivated in their respective lives, and come together with the common goal of helping each other be the best versions of ourselves we can be. It is an experience that can not be truly expressed in words and in many ways only when you get to meet and see just how much it can affect peoples lives.

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    Saturday 20th of June
    Again the majority of the boys went to EDC. It was just myself and an intern in the mansion. Jasper, one of the instructors, was not going to EDC so the three of us decided to go to Surrender. When we got there it was uber quiet, I counted 36 people. We thought the night was going to be a bust but thankfully it picked up and ended up getting really busy. The intern and I were pretty much allowed do what we wanted, as in we could drink and we weren’t going to be forced into sets etc. I decided not to drink, given that I haven’t drank since March I want to make it a big occasion when I actually do go back drinking. Jasper was approaching left, right and centre, it was quite impressive. He is really funny in set as well, and I was actually taking notes on my phone. Later in the night I had a good albeit drunken chat with him about all things rockstar, he spoke of his experience and re enforced the point that it is not the number of lays you get on rockstar is irrevelant, what really matters is the friends you make and the networks you build for which are crucial for everything that happens after rockstar.
    I didn’t really approach many sets during the night, I was more so riding on Jaspers coattails for the night. At some point during the night I got talking to a Canadian chick and we really it off. We spent the majority of the night together talking, dancing and making out. I was in girlfriend/boyfriend frame for the entire night with her. I even managed to bounce her as far as the taxi lie but she refused to go home with me. I spent the rest of the night texting her but to no avail, she had a major issue that she would have been the 4th girl I banged in 2 weeks (maybe shouldn't have told her that, but the simplified natural model is based on honesty and masculinity so I said ‘fuck it, I might a well be honest’). The following morning at 8am, I get a text from her saying she regretted not banging me. She was checking out at noon so I knew time was limited, I went straight to her hotel. When I got to the lobby I sent her a photo (she didn’t know I was going to her hotel). She still resisted and said I couldn’t go to her room, but she came down to the lobby to meet me. We went for coffee and chatted for a bit. We then went for a romantic swim in the swimming pool of her hotel. We made out a lot and it really turned her on. Then we went for a pleasant stroll around old vegas. I eventually managed to get her back to her room and got to the stage where both of us were naked. I reached for a condom but she still still stated that we were not banging. At that stage I did something Jasper had taught us. I started jerking off and said “well I’m having sex you can join me if you want to” - she joined in, gave me a handjob and I ended up cumming all over her. It was pretty hot. After that we went for a shower together which was really intimate, and she said she regretted not actually banging me!! I guess the lesson I learned from the whole experience is to trust what the girl is telling you with her body language, her signals, her actions etc and not to take what she says verbally that literally. (Although obviously there is a line, when they say stop you really do have to stop in spite of anything else their body language might be saying).

    Sunday 21st June
    Again most of the guys went to EDC on Sunday night. 4 of us who weren’t going decided to go to the movies. It was cool to just chill out, relax, enjoy each others company and most importantly get a good night’s sleep.

    Monday 22nd June
    Monday night was bungalow monday again. The majority of the rockstars were too shattered from EDC to be excited about it but I felt fine. My first couple of sets were a little clunky but I didn’t let it affect my state. At some stage early in the night I winged another rockstar and we ended up bringing two chicks back to the bungalow. They were fun but very yellow and after about half an hour they left. After that the exact same situation repeated itself but this time with another rockstar. Again both chicks were yellow but I stuck with it for the long haul this time. The original rockstar left and at various points of the night I was being winged by different rockstars. I slowly turned my chick from yellow to green. It took about 150 attempts to make out with her but I eventually did. After that it kind of began to fizzle and the chicks said they wanted to go the dance floor. I still felt it was kind of on with my chick so I lead them to the dancefloor. On the way Vybe jumped in and saved the day. Within minutes he was making out with my chicks friend then slammed on the girlfriend/boyfriend frame hard. After that he gave a masterclass in leading girls out of a club and back to our car. It was girlfriend/boyfriend frame from then on until we got back to the house. There we fixed the chicks drinks and brought them out to the pool. Then Vybe led his girl to his room and shortly after I lead my girl to my room, where we preceded to go bang bang. It was really amazing to see the whole ‘Leading a girl out of a club’ thing in action and really useful for me as that is something that I’ve definitely been struggling with up to this point.

    Tuesday 23rd June
    On Tuesday we went Drai’s, a rooftop club. My first couple of sets were fine. I hadn’t done a he said/she said on the way to the club so things were a little clunky to start. On those first few sets I ended up winging one of the rockstars, he was hitting on a hot chick and I went in to speak to her fatish friend. Things went well between the rockstar and his girl and he ended up bouncing her back to the table, which meant I had to go back to the table with her friend. I ended up speaking to her for about 45 mins. It was all normal/boring conversation but it kind of brought my state down a bit. Thankfully they both left and I was free to go out hunting again but as soon as I went out again I saw another rockstar in set with hot chick and a really fat chick. I knew i had to jump on a grenade again, as this whole rockstar experience is a group effort first and foremost (also I got winged a lot the previous night, where I ended up getting laid so I felt I owed the universe a debt). I jumped in and opened the big fat friend. Again things between the rockstar and his girl went well and we all ended up bouncing to the table. We were at the table for what felt like an hour but was probably less. After that I was pretty tired but ended up bringing a chick of my own back to the table. However as soon as she got back to the table she started to turn her back on me and talk to her friends, I felt like I had no time to waste so I left her there and went out again. I ended up bringing another chick back to the table. She had a pretty hot body and I felt things were going OK (but not great) between us but all of a sudden she got up and left to go to the bathroom. At this point I had had no good solid interaction and it was pretty late in the night. I bumped into Hootie and told him that I was having an off night. He told me he was really tired and also having an off night. It looked like most of the other rockstars were doing really well at that point so it was really reassuring to know that even the instructors can sometimes have off nights as well. Even though it was still pretty early Hootie and I decided to bounce and we brought Vybe with us. In the car on the way home we talked about the best way to get into really good state, the type of state where it feels like your superman cape drops and you are just like ‘these bitches are mine’. Some of the guys have been doing 5 approaches in 10 minutes or saying random shit to people in the first 10 minutes but in the car Hootie came up with a new experiment for getting in state. The plan is that a group of us will go to the club an hour earlier and walk around the casino (all the clubs are in casinos here) talking to everybody and anybody we see. The idea is that this will supercharge our state before we even enter the club.

    Wednesday 24th June
    After Tuesday night being such a bust I was determined to work my butt off on Wednesday. Hootie, an intern a mentor and I went the casino an hour early to carry out our ‘getting into state’ experiment. We walked around the casino for an hour saying random shit to people and giving people high fives. To be honest I’m not sure if it worked for me although I was in great state for the majority of the night. I think for me being an introvert getting an extra hours sleep before we go out would be more beneficial for me. Having said that I think for the sake of the experiment I am going to try it at least one more time. Anyway to get onto to the events of the night. The first few sets went fine then my third set with 3 Candian girls properly hooked. Myself and 2 other rockstars brought them back to the table. I was getting on really great with my chick, did a marriage/divorce role play and although she was slightly yellow I really felt it was on. However after about half an hour her friends dragged her away to the bathroom. Initially I thought I would definately have had her if her friends didn’t take her but when I text her later in the night she didn’t respond, so maybe there was something I did wrong that I just haven’t figured out yet. Immediately after that set myself and the same rockstar bounced another 2 chicks back to the table. These chicks were Swedish but things didn’t quite as well and they bounced after about 10 minutes. For the rest of the night I worked my ass off approaching, I didn’t really get blown out that much, the majority of my sets hooked to some degree, although I didn’t manage to get any more chicks back to the table. I think pretty much all of us worked our asses off and burnt the place down to the ground. We left at 3am exhausted, happy with our efforts but not happy with our results or lack thereof (except the guys who actually banged obviously).

    Thursday 25th June
    Thursday night was a night off for us. Myself and 3 of the other rockstars went to the alumni house for dinner. We all did our introductions again (as some more alumni have come since the first day). It was inspiring to hear just how much self improvement all of the alumni experienced as a result of rockstar. It was also really cool to to chat informally about our experiences on rockstar so far.’

    Friday 26h of June
    On Friday we were back in XS and had ourselves a cabana. Zedd was spinning and the place was full of chicks from the get go. The vibe was excellent and everybody was in a great mood, the table was full of chicks before I even got in. This actually worked against me as I went to the bathroom on the way to our table and by the time I got to the table literally everybody was in set. I ended up standing around by myself for about 10 minutes before eventually opening 2 milfs just for the sake of trying to up my state. My state was still pretty poor after this set, I also have a pretty bad head cold which was giving me a splitting headache. After that I approached a girl from Vancouver and brought her to our table, she was pretty yellow the entire time and that interaction fizzled after a while. A combination of my head cold, my headache and incredibly high temperatures were affecting my state. I grabbed one of the alumni guys and asked him to bring me around to do some approaches (you have to be proactive if you want to improve in any area of life) and that helped a lot. After that myself and another rockstar bounced 2 Irish chicks back to the table. We had a fun time with them but they were pretty yellow and ended up ushering the age old words ‘we are going to the bathroom’. Towards the end of the night myself and Vybe were with 2 aussie chicks. Things were going well, we were making out with and managed to get them to the taxi line but their big fat friend came with them. We brought them all the way back to the mansion but their big fat friend ended up throwing major spanner in the works and they ended up leaving again after 5 minutes. Shortly after they left one of the rockstars emerged from a room where he had just lost his virginity!!! Everybody arrived back and we kind of ended up having a massive virginity party. It was fun.
    I had a big breakthrough in my feedback session today. Up to this point my main aim has been getting chicks back to the table then hopefully somehow get sex. Instead my aim should be to them lead the girl as much as possible, Led her to the table, but when things start to go stagnant led her elsewhere like the bar, the casino, a bathroom etc. If a girl is willing to be led somewhere it is a good gauge as to whether she’ll go home with you. Also if you’ve been leading her to x,y and z all night, leading her back to her hotel/our mansion won’t be such a big step. This is such a massive realisation for me and my goal for the next few nights is to play around with leading, fuck it up a few times invariably, then try to calibrate it.

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    Journal Entry 1

    With the close of the 10 day program of simplified natural, we were given all the basic fundamentals needed to help jump start the rest of rockstar. After going out to nightclubs and the occasional day club, a break was definitely needed. EDC- electric Daisy Carnival was the perfect way for the rockstars to get together, let loose, and have some fun dancing until the sunrise. We definitely had a blast partying with each other running around stage-to-stage dancing until our feet hurt and then spending the rest of the days sleeping. By Monday most of us were pretty wiped out, but ready to get back to working on our game. Unfortunately I can feel a cold coming on and my energy levels were pretty low but I still wanted to get out there and practice.

    Getting back in the flow was a little difficult just because it had been a few days since the last time we had all gone out with the purpose of gaming. I still managed to get into some long sets but it was a slow night in general. I talked to one of the instructors about which areas I needed to work on and it was the same thing I had been hearing over the first week. I keep playing in the safe zone verbally and physically. I always knew this was a huge point for me, always playing things safe, trying to avoid risk or anything that could lead to catastrophic failure. In a lot of ways I have confidence but I need to believe more in myself and that I can push the boundaries with success.

    After breaking up into smaller groups our rockstar instructors broke down our progress during the first 2 weeks and what steps we needed to take to continue moving forward with our progress. This type of individual help was incredibly helpful as I have always felt that small changes can lead to the biggest results. Im on the right track but still not pushing the limits enough physically.. I was getting blown out earlier after the first week and then went back into my normal comfort zone. So last night my goal was to push the thresholds and find those limits. The first set started out great. Came in to wing a fellow rockstar not having any clue what the girl looked like. Was pleasantly surprised when she was pretty attractive. She started out yellow but once we got her on the dance floor and back to the table. I went in for the kiss and she moved away but she must have liked it because her hands were all over after that. It was my first set of the night so I was not too upset when she told me her and her friend had to leave to get some sleep but that I should get her number.

    The rest of the night was just practicing the same thing, trying to ramp everything up a little bit. I sniped a sexy girl with tattoos from another cabana and got her number. Eventually got her to come to our table where I kept trying to escalate verbally(need to continue working on the physical part) we made out here and there and she seemed interested but they were ready to keep partying. I had only gotten a few hours of sleep over the past 2 days so I wanted no part of it and just decided to get home and rest up since I started getting a cold earlier in the day. Over the next couple days my plan is just to really ramp up the physical as its been my biggest weakness so far.

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    EDC

    Electric Daisy Carnival was last weekend, a core part of the programme for Project Rockstar, but actually a break from the daily routine of pure game. Itís an opportunity to enjoy one of the biggest electronic dance music festivals, and form closer bonds with the group. Some people are more into the music than others. No one else is gaming. The only people hitting on girls are a select group of rockstars.

    I probably spent about half the time hitting on girls, and the other half enjoying the shows. I am a big fan of EDM, so it was great to hear Tiesto, Hardwell, and so on. Iíll never forget the final night, when we partied as a group till the sun came up and the last song was played. Iíll also never forget the blowjob I got in the Ferris wheel. This was a great reward for my efforts.



    Post-EDC

    We went out Monday-Wednesday nights. They were all relatively weak nights for Vegas, as I think the city was hungover from EDC. Fortunately thereís a new crop of girls to hit on. The best part of the program format now is that all the Rockstars have been divided into groups of 2-3 with an individual instructor. So the evenings after seminar, we have a group debrief led by Sterling, then we break off into our subgroups. We have very detailed debriefs with our lead instructors (mine is Jasper this week, who is an amazing teacher and really cares!). We get specific instructions for the night. And when infield, we get specific attention from our specific instructor, and are often in field with our subgroup. This has really allowed me to small chunk my learning. Right now itís my subcomms, converting yellows to green, as well as owning sexual talk. Jasperís been pleased with my progress, as have I, though no results to show from it yet.

    Today I also did some day game in a small group for the first time since starting Rockstar. It was fun, though Iíll need quite a few sessions like this to really get this down.



    Lifestyle Entrepreneur

    This week, our seminars changed to the business portion of the Project Rockstar content. We had some amazing sessions with Jesse Krieger. He taught us some cutting edge techniques on how to generate an idea for a business, and how to get it started. As Rockstars, we get special access to Jesse, who has promised to help mentor us in the future in these endeavours. As an example, most of last yearís Rockstar class has left their jobs and started their own enterprises. Jesse is an inspiration.

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    Days 3-6

    Since my last post the thing I was really trying to work on the most is pushing the boundaries and getting out of my safe zone. I tried to think about the previous nights and rethink how the interactions had gone. I was seeing improvements in the chemistry I was forming simply by testing the boundaries instead of just casual interest with my usual normal boring conversations and body language.

    Tonight we went to a night time pool party with a dj known for pretty hard edm music. The night was pretty slow but I really wanted to try and push things. After I couple laps I realized that most of the girls in the place were at our table. Everyone was having fun and it was still pretty early in the night. I started out a little slow but then quickly realized how to fix it. I saw one the girls I had met earlier and could tell there was pretty mutual interest. I started out real strong and I could tell it was going pretty well. I knew one of the rockstars had been talking to her earlier but when I got the all clear I went in and got the make out pretty early. I was ramping and playing the thresholds and getting a feel for how the chemistry was building in our conversation. Things were going well but it was still pretty early in the night and I wanted to get more sets in so I went around again a few times and practiced with a lot more success. The rest of the night was just more blowout trying to test a=the boundaries and learning something more everytime. That would also become the goal of the next night- get blown out.

    This night felt much different from the start, and not because of how intensely hot it was.. Instead of my normal talking to girls to warm up, I hung around with the rockstars, alumns and instructors and just chatted it up. The conversations were hysterical. This got me into a really great state and I just knew tonight was going to be fun.

    I went around with an instructor and almn and started I few set. I opened real strong with both groups and tried to push things pretty fast. She was with a large group but my boys came to help out. Everything went pretty well as far as a warm up, started to feel the boundaries a little more. The next set I hit even stronger, and even one her her friends commented wow your friend must really like my friend. They had to get to their own table so I got her number, er tried to memorize it and forgot what it was. Note make sure to always just hand her your phone.

    The rest of the night I continued to push things further and further. I met a very cute local girl who I talked to for most of the night. She was a very toned down version of my type so it was great seeing how there was chemistry from the start. We danced a bit here and there and everything was going great. I would go back and check in with the guys and also meet more girls and it was amazing to see just how the interaction were going so much smoother than before. I even had one with a dancer from a professional sports team who was smoking hot. It was unbelievable being able to have a conversation with someone and actually maintain it for awhile. I knew I had to really test things so I went in for the kissÖand completelly hesitated at the last moment. She got me and the interaction quickly soured. Unreal. Oh well, another lesson to be learned. I was pretty happy with how the night went, and after speaking with my instructor we hashed out that im getting a much better feel for everything and to now scale things back just a little bit but now at least understanding what it feels like and where to take it.

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    Day 22 - 25

    Today marks the 20th day that I have been living in the Rockstar house. Last night was the first night that I was able to clock in 10 hours of sleep since the start of the program. Normally I have been averaging around 4-5 hours of sleep and that’s with cutting the gym out of my routine. Some of the other guys have been making it to the gym at random times but I figured out sleep is more important for me. I’m definitely feeling a lot less jacked than I was at the beginning of the program but I can always get jacked again. I feel like the most important thing for me to focus on right now is my game.

    As I reflect on the last week, I can’t help but feel like I don’t have a good metric as to where I stand because I never had a proper post EDC rest. EDC was the first time I was allowed to drink since I was accepted into the program so I went pretty hard all three days. The Monday after EDC was Bungalow Monday at Marquee. I had no idea how I was going to make it through the night coming straight out of EDC with no rest. I was in a really negative state the entire night and hardly talked to any girls. I was basically being a huge pussy.

    I met one girl in a group that the alumni instructor T opened. She was an average looking Marilyn Monroe look alike. I took her to the bungalow and had some normal conversation with her as I showed her around the Bungalow. We eventually ended up sitting on one of the Bungalow balconies and the conversation turned over to the depth end as we had some things in common with each other. I could have definitely physically escalated her but since I was being a pussy I just continued the depth conversation until she told me the whole reason she went to the club that night was to sell her blow. I offered to walk her out of the bungalow and we went back into the outside area of Marquee. We hugged and she said I was such a sweetheart and we made out for a minute before parting ways.

    The next day during debrief we were all assigned to the instructor that thought they could help us out the most. My debrief feedback was that I am the stereotype of a cool guy that girls ideally want to fuck but that I have to embrace and believe that. Sterling said that above all else state management is the most important thing for me. If my state is good then I am a lot of fun to be around but when my state is bad then I’m not so much fun to be around. I was also assigned to Vybe who wanted me to work on being more bold sort of like James Bond or Ryan Gosling. He said I can get away with a whole lot more stuff instead of floating in the middle ground of normal conversation like I currently am.

    That night we went to Drais nightclub and my state was in a much better place. My passive subcomm was smiling so I was smiling for no reason the entire night. I still hesitated to open a few girls but for the most part I opened all the girls I wanted to. I started with just warming up by telling girls they look super cute and ejecting. My first actual conversation happened when Vybe and I were hanging out together and I spotted two cute girls walking our way so I slid back and stopped one of them and said “Woah you are super cute and I had to stop you.” They were receptive to my open and then Vybe joined in to wing me. We talked to the girls for quite a while and I was able to experience first hand how Vybe uses teasing, subcomms, fun, captivating, and sexual bits in real time conversation. The girls ended up going to the “bathroom” after we chatted with them at our table for a while.

    I had a few other conversations that night but nothing too exciting. One of the other rockstars opened the first girl I had opened that night and she responded with “That is so nice. Thank you.” I looked over to the rockstar and said, “That is exactly what she said to me earlier tonight.” Her friend pulled her away after that but it was pretty funny. Next we opened what I later discovered was an escort because she asked me if I wanted to go dance with her and then said that she wasn’t going to lie she’s an escort.
    I planned on going home early for some much needed sleep that night but when 4 A.M. rolled around and all the instructors had left the club I noticed the bottle was still full so I was like no way I’m leaving a full bottle. A few rockstars and I stayed and one of the rockstars pulled three girls back to the table. Me and another rockstar followed and he called dibs on one of the girls so I was like fuck it I’ll take the other who looked weird from a far but was actually kind of hot in a weird way. An alumni instructor ended up trying to snag her and went for physical escalation pretty quick but she ran off so I just chilled back and smoked a cigarette.

    She ended up coming back and asking me what I was smoking and then said she was smoking the same so I was like great let’s smoke together. This girl had went skiing down so many slopes that night and was talking my ear off but she was all green lights. Even though I knew she was turbo green for me I was still being a pussy and not touching her so the instructor that I thought left put my arm around her and then told me to just go for the make out and pull her out of the club. After being a pussy for like 10 more minutes I ended up making out with her and then she went to the other side of the table so the instructor told me to just chill back and see if she comes back. She came back and then I said let’s get out of here and she was down. She gathered her two girls and I thought the three rockstars and girls were going to go back to the girls’ hotel but it turned out only my girl was down so I took a taxi with the three girls to the MGM grand.

    I ended up banging her in front of one of her friends in all sorts of positions and it was great. Her pussy was so wet and she sucked my dick so well. She even licked my butthole so I banged her even harder as a bonus for that. She fucked so great and I fucked her so great she was quivering. She told me I should charge women for sex and that she would be happy to pimp me out to women so that they could have the same experience she just had. She said she had never squirted before but felt like she could with me and so I made her do it. My fucking game is no where near Sterlings but I like to think I am a pretty solid fuck and always get great feedback. I’m not banging as many girls as some of the other rockstars but it’s all good. It’s a work in progress. I ended up not sleeping until 10 A.M. and barely made it back to the rockstar mansion at 1:30 for Jessie’s lifestyle entrepreneur lecture.

    The next night out in relation to this reflection was the Wednesday Wet republic nightswim. In my zombie state, I started out the night opening strong but my task was to work on fun conversation and all I was having was normal conversations so I let that negatively affect my state and eventually stopped opening girls. That in combination with the club generally sucking that night left us leaving the club early to get some much needed rest. Last night was our night off so I had dinner at the alumni house and went home for those 10 hours of sleep. Here I am now finishing this story and feeling fully rested and ready for tonight.

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    Days 21-23 - Ironing Out the Mechanics

    Iím not getting results. People are seriously starting to pull in this house. Iím not. What the f*ck! Okay, Iím not just stating this as a point of frustration. Rather, these are leading questions to an amazing focused debrief session I had with Sterling and Vici.

    These guys are incredibly perceptive, and hereís what they see from me and another Rockstar. We have one-dimensional game. Weíre able to makeout with a tonne of chicks, yet are barely closing any. (For example, I made out with 7 on Friday night at XS.) What that means is weíre not building any actual chemistry with them. Itís still too mechanical. This kind of game works on 5 min pulls, but is worth squat with every other type of interaction. (And the 2 pulls Iíve gotten so far were pretty quick, and the girls were super interested from the get go.) Most girls arenít of that variety, and thatís where my fellow rockstar and I have been lost and completely misfiring. Sterling and Vici directed us to slow down on our active subcomms and sexualization. Iíve been really pushing those these last few weeks, and now itís time to seriously dial back. Treat greens as if theyíre yellow, and yellows as if theyíre orange (?). Build a real connection with these girls, and pepper in sexuality (pepper, as opposed to splatter). Donít make out just because the kiss is there, which is exactly what Iíve been doing to this point. Instead, make out to relieve a shit tonne of sexual tension built up properly.

    Saturday was my first night doing this, and it felt very weird at first. But slowing it down with this one particular girl, I never felt as much boyfriend-girlfriend frame, as if thereís a bubble around us, as with any other girl on Rockstar. I resisted making out with her like 5 times before actually doing it, but when I finally did, it felt so right and soooooo different from all these other makeouts that Iíve done. It felt exactly as Vici described it to me that it should.

    Last night I did the exact same thing, except my entire night was spent with one girl. She was most definitely a yellow light when I first got there, but she turned green after a bit. The old me wouldíve blown through her thresholds super quickly and she wouldíve run off. But the new me is an entirely different animal. I feel now that this has opened up a tonne more of opportunities for me. In any case, I bounced her out of the club pretty quickly. We went on a bit of an adventure in Vegas (she had politely declined to come back to the house with me on multiple attempts). I ultimately fingered her at another club, and my only regret is not trying for the bathroom pull. Thatís progress. Iím still not bringing girls home, but staying super focused on the process. Iím just going to do exactly what Iím told.

    Today we started life coaching seminars with one of the mentors. It was awesome. We just scratched the surface today, but I feel Iíll be a far less judgmental person by the end of the week, and even more comfortable with myself.

    By the way on a really cool note, 2 nights ago this house truly looked like Jersey Shore. We had so many girls back, half the guys in the house didnít know where to sleep. 3 weeks in onlyÖ I canít wait to see how our story progresses, so stay tuned!

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    Days 20-22

    After really pushing the sexual and physical thresholds for the last 3 days, now was the time to start recognizing the different boundaries and scaling thing back just a little. I was already starting to realize after getting blown out where the line was and that the girls will definitely let you know if you are close to crossing it. So by understanding how the interaction is going you can easily self assess whether you need to ramp things up or scale back and try again later.

    Since it was a Friday I already had a feeling that tonight was going to be a good one. The weekend brings a lot more people just looking to let loose and have fun. For the first hour I was still going strong but quickly realized I was still ramping things up too much and needed to slow down a little. I made I conscious effort to really start evaluating the interaction. I had been so used to staying near the threshold that now I was finding it difficult to move back down. After talking with the instructors I figured it out. The next hour was great in and out of sets just practicing going from normal to more sexual conversations while keeping all the fun and flirty bits. It was getting pretty packed on the inside as the main dj was about to come on, so we went inside. Because the volume was loud and the inside area was pretty tightly packed, I was really able to focus on the physical parts and quickly came into eye contact with a cute brunette. It was pretty green from the get go and so I was able to ramp things up very quickly. She was there with her sisters, her sisters bf and a random guys her sister had been dancing with. That sister was also pretty messed up on molly so the girl I was talking to and the sister with the bf were keeping close eyes on all of us. We danced for awhile and talked about the crazy things we had both done while making out pretty heavily until they needed to use the restroom. 20 minutes go by and I see just tons of gorgeous women I wanted to approach but because the bf was around I couldnít. I made the decision to just power through even though the logistics were terrible. They eventually came out and we went right back to before. She kept saying she wasnít going to sleep with me but kept trying to make out. I would try my best to not break the tension too much so would go very hot and then very cold. She had no interest in leaving so when they decided they needed to use the restroom I just left. I met one of the alumns while going back to the table and decided to check out an afterhours spot. While there wasnít a ton of people there we did manage to talk to a few cuties here and there. I saw a very tall blonde and headed over to introduce myself. It went from yellow to green pretty quick after I upped the physical touching and we started making out pretty quickly after before her friends dragged her away. It was getting very late in the morning so I decided to head back home.

    After talking with the instructors they now felt it was time for me to expand on the lower threshold again and bring more warmth into the conversation. This has always been really tough for me because I naturally want to keep everything for fun and high energy and tend to stay away from the deep some would call ď boringĒ conversations. So that was the plan for tonight.

    Again starting out was great but we could already tell tonight was going to be a much slower night than the last few. I got blown out a few times, but then later went in to wing one of the guys who had opened the set I had gotten blown out by. Now she was pretty green so the 4 of us kept teasing each other and made our way to dance floor in front of the dj. Now the girl was a little yellow. One of the instructors told me its because i was a little too strong with the physical and to back it up a little. He had to go check some of the other guys out and help them so left me with the 2 girls. His energy was much higher than mine so I had to figure out how to pump more fun into it. I noticed that the girl I was trying for was not as engaged so I started talking to her friend and she opened up a lot more to me so that helped keep everyone together until the instructor came back. From there we just continued around the venue having fun. It eventually came out that the girl had a bf but kept telling me that I was making it very hard on her. We eventually got them back to our mansion but while in the cab my girl had began texting her bf and that pretty much killed the rest of the interaction as she just kept talking about him and then got on the phone with him. After talking with the instructors it was because I didnít bring enough warmth in with her and that was the main reason she hesitated as she was clearly interested in me.

    After debrief the main thing I needed to work on now was bringing more warmth into the conversation while staying fun and flirty. I met a couple of girls who helped un get through the bouncers so my state was pretty high from the start. I met a cute brunette and things were going well. She eventually left but we made sure to plan on meeting up later in the night. The rest of my interactions went well but nothing I was overly interested in. I eventually met her again on the dance floor and things got pretty hot pretty quickly. We went back to her hotel room and had a really great time. I realized with even just a slight change in the interaction let to a great result. So now I just need to continue down this same path, bringing more warmth into the conversation.

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    Days 16 - 19

    Today marks the 20th day that I have been living in the Rockstar house. Last night, day 19, was the first night that I was able to clock in 10 hours of sleep since the start of the program. Normally I have been averaging around 4-5 hours of sleep and that’s with cutting the gym out of my routine. Some of the other guys have been making it to the gym at random times but I figured out sleep is more important for me. I’m definitely feeling a lot less jacked than I was at the beginning of the program but I can always get jacked again. I feel like the most important thing for me to focus on right now is my game.

    Day 16
    As I reflect on the last week, I can’t help but feel like I don’t have a good metric as to where I stand because I never had a proper post EDC rest. EDC was the first time I was allowed to drink since I was accepted into the program so I went pretty hard all three days. The Monday after EDC was Bungalow Monday at Marquee. I had no idea how I was going to make it through the night coming straight out of EDC with no rest. I was in a really negative state the entire night and hardly talked to any girls. I was basically being a huge pussy.

    I met one girl in a group that the alumni instructor T opened. She was an average looking Marilyn Monroe look alike. I took her to the bungalow and had some normal conversation with her as I showed her around the Bungalow. We eventually ended up sitting on one of the Bungalow balconies and the conversation turned over to the depth end as we had some things in common with each other. I could have definitely physically escalated her but since I was being a pussy I just continued the depth conversation until she told me the whole reason she went to the club that night was to sell her blow. I offered to walk her out of the bungalow and we went back into the outside area of Marquee. We hugged and she said I was such a sweetheart and we made out for a minute before parting ways.

    Day 17
    The next day during debrief we were all assigned to the instructor that thought they could help us out the most. My debrief feedback was that I am the stereotype of a cool guy that girls ideally want to fuck but that I have to embrace and believe that. Sterling said that above all else state management is the most important thing for me. If my state is good then I am a lot of fun to be around but when my state is bad then I’m not so much fun to be around. I was also assigned to Vybe who wanted me to work on being more bold sort of like James Bond or Ryan Gosling. He said I can get away with a whole lot more stuff instead of floating in the middle ground of normal conversation like I currently am.


    That night we went to Drais nightclub and my state was in a much better place. My passive subcomm was smiling so I was smiling for no reason the entire night. I still hesitated to open a few girls but for the most part I opened all the girls I wanted to. I started with just warming up by telling girls they look super cute and ejecting. My first actual conversation happened when Vybe and I were hanging out together and I spotted two cute girls walking our way so I slid back and stopped one of them and said “Woah you are super cute and I had to stop you.” They were receptive to my open and then Vybe joined in to wing me. We talked to the girls for quite a while and I was able to experience first hand how Vybe uses teasing, subcomms, fun, captivating, and sexual bits in real time conversation. The girls ended up going to the “bathroom” after we chatted with them at our table for a while.

    I had a few other conversations that night but nothing too exciting. One of the other rockstars opened the first girl I had opened that night and she responded with “That is so nice. Thank you.” I looked over to the rockstar and said, “That is exactly what she said to me earlier tonight.” Her friend pulled her away after that but it was pretty funny. Next we opened what I later discovered was an escort because she asked me if I wanted to go dance with her and then said that she wasn’t going to lie she’s an escort.

    I planned on going home early for some much needed sleep that night but when 4 A.M. rolled around and all the instructors had left the club I noticed the bottle was still full so I was like no way I’m leaving a full bottle. A few rockstars and I stayed and one of the rockstars pulled three girls back to the table. Me and another rockstar followed and he called dibs on one of the girls so I was like fuck it I’ll take the other who looked weird from a far but was actually kind of hot in a weird way. An alumni instructor ended up trying to snag her and went for physical escalation pretty quick but she ran off so I just chilled back and smoked a cigarette.

    She ended up coming back and asking me what I was smoking and then said she was smoking the same so I was like great let’s smoke together. This girl had went skiing down so many slopes that night and was talking my ear off but she was all green lights. Even though I knew she was turbo green for me I was still being a pussy and not touching her so the instructor that I thought left put my arm around her and then told me to just go for the make out and pull her out of the club. After being a pussy for like 10 more minutes I ended up making out with her and then she went to the other side of the table so the instructor told me to just chill back and see if she comes back. She came back and then I said let’s get out of here and she was down. She gathered her two girls and I thought the three rockstars and girls were going to go back to the girls’ hotel but it turned out only my girl was down so I took a taxi with the three girls to the MGM grand.

    I ended up banging her in front of one of her friends in all sorts of positions and it was great. Her pussy was so wet and she sucked my dick so well. She even licked my butthole so I banged her even harder as a bonus for that. She fucked so great and I fucked her so great she was quivering. She told me I should charge women for sex and that she would be happy to pimp me out to women so that they could have the same experience she just had. She said she had never squirted before but felt like she could with me and so I made her do it. My fucking game is no where near Sterlings but I like to think I am a pretty solid fuck and always get great feedback. I’m not banging as many girls as some of the other rockstars but it’s all good. It’s a work in progress. I ended up not sleeping until 10 A.M. and barely made it back to the rockstar mansion at 1:30 for Jessie’s lifestyle entrepreneur lecture.

    Day 18
    The next night out in relation to this reflection was the Wednesday Wet republic nightswim. In my zombie state, I started out the night opening strong but my task was to work on fun conversation and all I was having was normal conversations so I let that negatively affect my state and eventually stopped opening girls. That in combination with the club generally sucking that night left us leaving the club early to get some much needed rest.

    Day 19
    Last night was our night off so I had dinner at the alumni house and went home for those 10 hours of sleep. Here I am now finishing this story and feeling fully rested and ready for tonight.

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    Day 20
    It is 5:51 A.M. on the 23rd morning of Project Rockstar. I am sitting outside on the patio of the Rockstar mansion watching the sunrise with one of the other rockstars. As I rewind 2 days back to Friday, day 20, I was sitting at the alumni house with a LS instructor named Bravado discussing my goals for the night to come. It was around 9:00 P.M. and we were sitting on the couch talking about things like your best friends coming before women, entertaining yourself with your boys at the club and how women will naturally be a side effect of following this philosophy.

    I have always put my best friends above all. This kind of mindset is not something I was ever taught. It has always just made sense to me. My real friends are the people that bring meaning to my life and the people that I know without a doubt will be there for me as I am for them. It comes from a place of feeling close like they are your family because that is exactly what they are. It is never from a place of feeling like you owe them something or are dong something for some kind of gain. It is from a place of genuine love. When those are the kind of friends that you have then that is something magical and priceless. It also something to be very fortunate for because it is very rare to find those kinds of friends. That is the kind of friend I have always been and that is the kind of friends I have made on this rockstar adventure.

    The belief in this philosophy regarding friendship is something that Bravado and I share and that is what has brought us so close. He see’s a lot of himself in me and I see a lot of myself in him. It’s really cool when you each say things that the other person was just about to say before they say it. Bravado talked to me about learning to not care about how other people perceive me because I know my self worth is high and that any woman I talk to should be so lucky to be brought into my world.

    Bravado told me the best way to boost my state is to do things with my friends that are self entertaining. The idea is that you learn to come from a place of abundance. I’m learning to let go of caring so much about the outcome. I’m learning to think in terms of it would be great if something happens but I don’t need it to. This is something that the main rockstar instructors also feel passionate about and have been ingraining in us. It is a recurring theme for me because I have been walking around in life caring so much about what others think of me and defining my self worth through external factors that don’t have anything to do with me as a person.

    Finally, it was time to leave the alumni house and head to XS nightclub. We arrived at the club at around 10:15 P.M. which is something I definitely recommend because you get in fast, have time to just relax, set up your base, and watch the night unfold. Once we entered the outside area of XS, Bravado instantly started saying “hello” to every girl that walked past us. Some would reciprocate and say “hello” back and others would not. The point is it didn’t matter who responded and who didn’t. It was just goofing around and not giving a shit. Eventually one of the “hello’s” hooked and Bravado amplified it by saying, “3 out of 30, Yes!!”

    Though I only opened a few sets that night at XS, I learned some very valuable things about having fun, state management and rapid escalation. I watched Bravado bring sex into the conversation within just a few minutes and one girl was getting so aroused she just jumped at my face and starting kissing me. She was not the best looking girl but my takeaway from that was that I can practice with someone I’m not necessarily attracted to so that when I am with someone I am attracted to I have a reference experience to fall back on so that I can remain calm and collected for when it does matter.

    Later in the night my state was starting to fall. This was around 3:30 and Bravado and I were walking around the pool area when we saw two women sitting alone on a couch at their bottle service table. Bravado told me to go say “Elephant” to them and walk away. I was reluctant because in my head I thought I’ve tried these little tricks and they don’t work but Bravado wasn’t going to let me walk away from this one and changed the word to “snuffaluffagus.”

    I went and said it to them and they laughed and I walked back to Bravado feeling the same. Bravado said, “Ok, now go back and tap her on the shoulder and say “Call me.” I was reluctant so Bravado said, “Ok, go say your friend told you that wouldn’t be able to get a ride home unless I came up to you and told you to call me.” The girls laughed and said ok but when I walked away this time I felt a burst of excitement out of no where. For once being silly was fun and I was completely out of my head space.

    Other things I took from Bravado that night were silly jokes like if I don’t get laid tonight then it’s the total end of game or I’ve had sex before so why do I have to get laid tonight. The point is that it’s not the end of the world if you have a night out that you don’t get laid. At the end of the day I had a great night out with my best friends in this amazing city living this amazing life and there is nothing to be down about.

    Day 21
    The next night was the 21st night of rockstar and we were headed back to XS. The overarching lesson Sterling taught us during the debrief that day was to love ourselves and realize our self worth. Realizing that I am enough and that I’m bigger and better. This theme was now hitting me from all fronts. I had Bravado on one side, Ian and Jasper, Andrew, and Vybe all hammering on this belief. It was a really motivating and eye opening feeling. In my personal debrief with Vybe, we discussed working more on state management for me and working on getting into state and then boosting it without alcohol. The best way to do this is starting the night off saying outrageous things but keeping in mind that the key is that it is all outcome dependent.

    For my first open of the night, I went up to a blonde girl in passing and told her that I was looking for someone to fist my asshole. She looked at me like complete shit but it was absolutely hilarious. Next, Vybe and I winged another rockstar in our group after he opened with “Have you guys seen any sharks in the pool?” The conversation was super normal for me and I kind of felt slightly awkward but I stuck with it for a pretty long while until we were all done with it. At this point I hadn’t felt much of an increase in my state yet but was feeling a massive amount of approach anxiety for some reason.

    I went to wing a rockstar that was talking to two girls but the one I talked to didn’t speak any English. I went to wing another rockstar talking to two girls but they also spoke little English because they were from France. I winged Vici and Alexander in another set of girls that were there for a birthday party for a while and it was fun to see them in action. I heard Vici tell one of the girls that he normally has good game but tonight his game is just off and that he feels like having really deep conversation about his passion of sculpting. I also heard them call the girls racists against whites and giving them shit for only being into Alexander since he’s Swedish and exotic. It was all really funny and I just tried to maintain my normal conversation with the girl I was talking to.

    I later ended up winging another rockstar where we were trying to convince the girls we were male strippers. They were a bit confused but we got them to come back to the cabana with us and continued conversation there. The conversation I was having was going really well. I had bits of normal, fun, flirty, and warm going but hadn’t really ramped up the sexual conversation or active subcomm. My conversation would have lasted much longer but her friends got bored for whatever reason and said they wanted to go dance.

    Sometime around 2:00 A.M. while Avicii was playing my state clicked in and I started to not give a fuck. These girls were walking past a group of us and I yelled “White dress, Yellow Dress, YESSSS” super loud and they started laughing as did everyone else. It was so much fun. From there I just started opening every remotely attractive girl I saw but nothing really hooked until around 3:45. I was with Sterling, Alexander and one rockstar when I saw a cute Mexican girl coming from the bathroom. After I opened her she said they were just leaving so I was like but why it’s Avicii playing. She was like I’m over this place and I’m more into hip hop and want to dance. I was like we can pretend this is hip hop and dance right here don’t leave. She was like convince my friend so I went up to her friend and her friend was like you have to convince her, pointing at the girl I opened, so I accused them both of being liars and then grabbed my girl and started dancing. One of the other rockstars winged me with her friend and we started ramping things up fast which resulted in pulling them back to the mansion and a SNL for both of us in a little over an hour.

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    Day 21
    We were back xs again on Saturday. I was feeling so much better than the day before. My state was excellent from the get go. My aim for the night was to lead chicks and bounce them around the venue with the aim of eventually getting them home. I achieved this goal with 2 girls but didnít manage to get any of them home unfortunately. The first was a really hot blonde chick. Hootie and I bounced herself and her friend back to the table, where things went pretty well. Then we led them to the bar, back to the table and then over to the pool. They eventually left us to go to the bathroom. I led another chick to the dance floor but it was extremely hot and packed (Avicii was spinning) so I left her there, she wasnít that into me anyway. That was everything on the leading front. The rest of the night was spent cold approaching, which was fun but not very productive although I did end up making out with one chick.
    Things I learned:
    ē I need to put effort in with my approach game. I feel Iíve gotten a little lazy as Iíve grown tired of constantly explaining why we have been here so long etc. I need to do more of the bullshit stuff like the stripper story or I sell cocaine to kids
    ē I need to explain the Ďself development programí story better
    ē I still need to lead more, I need to take more risks and be bolder on this front
    ē At the end of the night when I am tired, I still need to work hard. At the moment I feel like Iím approaching, just for peace of mind as opposed to going in with the aim of bouncing her out of the club

    Day 22
    Sunday night means xs night swim. For the first night on rockstar we did not have a table. This was mainly due to us not making enough use of our table on the previous two nights. We got there early and I after a period of aimlessly walking around I began my warm up sets. They went OK, I feel my sub-comms have improved a lot, I used to slouch my shoulders a lot, but I feel I nearly have that problem cleaned up. I got talking to a group of Irish girls and singled out one to hit on. I bounced her and her friends to the bar (which wasnít too hard given that they are Irish) where my girl proceeded to slam drink after drink after drink. After about half an hour chilling with them I managed to make out with my girl and bounced her to the dance floor, where I realized she was very drunk. After that I bounced her to a bar in the casino, but she could barely sit up straight, I ended up having to babysit her and co-ordinate with her friends to come look after her. It was a bit of a shit experience but on the plus side it really ramped up my state. For the rest of the night myself and some of the other rockstars pretty much set up a kill zone and approached everything that entered. Most of my approached actually hooked for a while but would fizzle out shortly after. In hindsight I think I may have been using too much normal conversation, I think I may need to sexualise more. When we first learned sexualisation I went way overboard with it, then began to dial it back, I think now I may have dialed it back too much though.

    Things I learned:
    ē Gauge how drunk the girl is before trying to bounce her out of the venue
    ē Sexualise more
    ē Inject more emotion into normal conversation

    Day 23
    Monday - our favorite day of the week. Back at Marquee for bungalow Monday. I spent the majority of the night in the bungalow with English chicks that myself and Vybe brought back. There was 5 girls but only 2 were single, both were yellow. I had a lot of fun with all 5 girls, probably too much in fact. The conversation was always either normal or fun/flirty. I did not do enough sexualisation or depth. By the time I eventually left them the nightclub was closing and I ended up going home empty handed.

    Things I learned:
    ē I am getting stuck in the safe/comfortable conversations threads of normal and fun/flirty. I need to push the thresholds, take more risks and sexualise a lot more
    ē I need to use push/pull. Up to this point Iíve been using only pull and no push
    ē If things are not going anywhere I should bounce a lot earlier

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    Blog Entry 4 Ė Days 24-26 - Camaraderie

    Let me start by taking a moment to describe the amazing male bonding thatís taken place here. The Rockstar leadership must have chosen carefully, because weíre all meshing extremely well. For a group of 13 guys living, gaming, and learning together 24 x 7, there really havenít been any conflicts. Itís been such an incredibly supportive environment for learning as well. Weíre always pulling for the other guy to win out. If Iím talking to a girl with a fat friend, it wonít be long before another Rockstar will roll over to wing me. My favourite bonding moment so far was when one of my fellow Rockstars lost his virginity. When the rest of us returned to the house, we were all celebrating. The next day, the Rockstar leadership showed up with a ďHappy VirginityĒ cake. The Rockstar blew out the candle after we sang him ďHappy VirginityĒ to the tune of ďHappy BirthdayĒ. It was hilarious.

    More than my Rockstar class, thereís a lot of bonding going on with the large amount of alumni that come out with us to both party and teach. Weíve all got the same positive outlook on life, and addiction for self-improvement. Everyone meshes super well. Some alumni are here for the duration of the program. Most of them rotate in and out, taking time out of whatever theyíre doing with their lives to help us out. Theyíve rented a house as well down the road. Recently every few nights they do a big alumni dinner and invite a rotating cast of Rockstars. I had my first cheat meal in 3 months there Ė Thai food! They also serve as inspiration. They were in our shoes as little as a year ago, and now I get to see them to things that you wouldnít believe possible every night.

    The best part of all of this is that we have access to this amazing network of people for life. Iíll now have friends in virtually every major city in the world thanks to Project Rockstar. The benefits will continue long after this program finishes.

    We finished our life coaching workshop, and it was awesome. We essentially started a process of recognizing and ultimately embracing our dark sides. This involved some meditation. I can totally see the value of this workshop, and supplements game, personal development, lifestyle, and so on, rather well.

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    Day 22

    It is 6:43 A.M. on Wednesday morning at the Rockstar mansion. Most of the guys are getting some much needed rest right now. The once virgin rockstar from less than a week ago is now banging a girl he pulled last night and one of the instructors is banging her friend. Reflecting back to Day 22, Sunday nightswim at XS, I entered the club with a pretty high level of approach anxiety despite having banged a virgin the night before.

    I was standing by the pool of XS with another rockstar smoking a cigarette when the rest of the boys marched past us connected in a train yelling, shouting and power posing. Though the power pose is a funny thing we do to boost our state at the club, itís actually something Hootie taught us in his body language seminar. Basically you raise both your arms over your head with your hands in a fist and this is supposed to make you feel more confident and boosts your confidence or something.

    As the boys marched past, two smoke shows saw them in passing them and wanted to get a snap chat of them in on the train so I took the snap chat which led into Vybe and I chatting with them for a bit. They were Vegas locals. I was pretty nervous during the whole conversation because I had not quite clicked into state yet. My goals for the night were to touch and be more fun and sexual as well as state management. The conversation was pretty normal on my end with a little touch but nothing aggressive. I could not help but want to watch Vybe flirt, tease and touch very naturally. I found myself wanting to listen to what he was saying and emulate it but I know I have to find my own style.

    The girls eventually left to find their table. Me and another rockstar spotted two hot girls so he opened and I winged. I fell into my normal conversation comfort zone with my girl while the other rockstar was killing it with his subcomms. The conversation lasted about an hour until the girls eventually blew us off. I felt like it was my fault because I hadnít brought the fun with my girl and was being a super huge pussy about touching her. My state started to fall pretty quickly after that because I fell into the trap of going too long without talking to anyone which Iíve learned is the fastest way to get into my head and mess up my state.

    Vybe came by later and grabbed me to walk around with him. About 1 minute later there was a polish girl dancing by herself so Vybe sent me to open. I told her she is fucking beautiful and she lit up. I didnít have to do a lot because she opened super green but I was again going into normal conversation so Vybe came around and put my arm around her back. After dancing around for a bit Vybe came over and introduced himself and told her she should walk with us. Unfortunately, she had two friends from out of town who also wanted to tag along which made the logistics annoying. I ended up spending most of the night with her and learned I should have bailed way earlier.

    Bravado ended up coming to the club a bit later which really cheered me up. The club was about dead by that point so we chatted and got to know one another more. T was also there which cheered me up even more and made for a good ending to the night. Me and one rockstar went to Draiís after hours after XS and smashed it to some black chicks for a bit but it was so ghetto and not my scene. Regardless we stayed there until 7:45ish A.M. and were the last ones on the dance floor dancing to return of the mac which I had requested the DJ to play.

    Day 23

    I ended up in bed at 9:30 A.M. and woke up at 1:45 P.M. for seminar on Day 23. I was totally exhausted but pushed through. During the seminar I was wishing I had gone home and went to bed the night before instead of going to Draiís after hours because I could hardly focus. The seminar covered some things that are really important especially for me and my inner game. We were asked to answer some pretty deep questions about stuff that had happened in our past and share our answers with everyone in the room. It was pretty emotional and a bonding experience because everyone had to share some deep stuff that was or is effecting their life and mental space. We learned about our light and dark sides and the qualities that go along with both. The light side is the positive qualities that you want or have and the dark side is the negative qualities that you want or have and everyone was asked to make a list of all the words they could think of for each.

    After seminar we had our debriefs. Vybe talked to us more about clicking into state and bringing the fun and sex into conversation. My goals for the night were again state pumping, fun and sexual conversation/subcomms. We headed to Marquee for ďbangalowĒ Monday and I was totally dreading going to the club because I was running on only 3 hours of sleep. Me and one of the rockstars decided to bust out our 5 approaches in 10 minutes and the first one he opened was super green so I was all about sticking to them just to warm up and because I was so tired. The other rockstar was about getting his 5 in so he left while I stayed with the girls. I started off normal and clunky as usual but walked around with them for a bit and eventually took them to the bangalow which they were skeptical about at first.

    Once in the bangalow they were no longer skeptical and I took them for a tour. I was starting to ramp things up with my girl by touching her and telling her sheís really fucking sexy. We ended up on the balcony alone for a while so we sat on the couch with her laying her head on my arm and she started taking the conversation deeper by talking about family which for me is deep because my father passed away when I was 17 and my mom left after my parents divorced when I was 8. We ended up making out for a bit which was a win for me because I felt like I could lay down on gravel and get have an epic sleep.

    The girl was a little weirded out about me not drinking even though I told her I had just been out partying a lot and was taking a night off from drinking. I guess in my head I rationalized that since I really wasnít drinking that night I was technically lying but that logic is fucked. I should have just played it off like I was drinking too. The girls ended up going to the bathroom in bangalow and then leaving without even a goodbye. How rude of them to disrespect such wonderful hospitality.

    I met up with Bravado in the bangalow for his last night in Vegas. It was really emotional for me because I felt like I had connected with Bravado more than anyone else, with the exception of Vybe who I also felt pretty tight with, as far as the instructors go since being on rockstar.

    I actually had started feeling like the instructors didnít like me at all and that they felt like picking me was a mistake. I donít know why I had that feeling but it was just in my gut like I could sense it and Iím usually not wrong when I feel those types of vibes. Iíve been hypersensitive in social situations and aware of whatís going on around me. Regardless of whether or not my senses were right, I was feeling this way until Bravado took me under his wing and made it his mission to be my personal wingman and instructor. He really helped me feel like I have a place on rockstar and showed me how to have fun and not take game so seriously. I felt so tight with Bravado on a level that had nothing to do with game and it was funny because I didnít even know who he was or that he was an instructor when I met him.

    I had already teared up a little bit earlier that day just thinking it would be our last night out. I was also really emotional about T leaving as well because me and him became really tight really fast just because heís a really fucking cool person and also really cared about helping me progress. Bravado and I went out into the club area of XS and this time he said he wanted to see what I can do and zipped his mouth shut. I opened a couple of older women and he winged me. He made the conversation a lot of fun by at one point zipping his mouth shut and making me answer questions his girl was asking him and then making me talk to both. I pushed through it and the women started laughing about the whole thing. After about 20 minutes or so we ejected from the conversation.

    On our way back to the bangalow there was a girl sitting by herself so I sat down by her and chatted for a bit until I found out she was married and was waiting on her guy friend to come out of the bathroom. Next, Alexander and I opened some girls and he found out his girl was a freak straight from the start. I had some normal conversation with mine with a little touch mostly from pulling her into me by the back of her neck to talk into her ear. We danced with the girls for a bit and then grabbed their other friend to take back to the bangalow. My girl freaked out when she realized her sister wasnít with us and left the bangalow to go back into the club to find her.

    Alexander and I took the other two up to the bangalow balcony where the hot tub was. They immediately loved it and took their clothes off leaving only their underwear on so Alexander and I did the same and went in with them. His girl was dancing on the edges of the hot tub and chatting up a storm about her past problems. The girl I was winging him with didnít talk much to me or me to her because I thought Alexander was trying to pull a threesome as we had just had a lecture on threesomes that day. It turned out that the girls were lesbians but the girl Alexander was talking to was still into guys. They ended up leaving the bangalow and Alexander was cock blocked by his girlís girlfriend.

    The night ended with me and Bravado saying our goodbyes which was really difficult for both of us. We teared up a lot and he told me I was money and I am starting to know it just before driving away. I entered the rockstar mansion from the side gate and went around to the bench around the corner of the back yard away from where any of the other guys could see and went into an all out cry for a few minutes. I decided told myself that night everything I do for the rest of the program will be in spirit of him. Iím not here to waste time and feel sorry for myself. I have to be relentless and make the most of this experience because I know I can smash it and grow at a massive rate if I just believe in myself. Even if I donít believe in myself I will put myself forward anyways and eventually I will come to believe it. I hope to see Bravado again sometime very soon.

    Day 24

    We had seminar on day 24 at the cosmopolitan. We were asked to find our most powerful negative and positive qualities from the lists we had made and to then turn them into sentences. We each had to stand in the middle of the room and read our sentences to everyone else and then they would repeat what we said back. As an example from my negative qualities list my sentence was, ďI am a chronically masturbating, worthless failure of a human being.Ē That really sucked to hear back from everyone else. On the positive side, a couple of my sentences were, ďI am beautifulĒ and ďI am confident.Ē These felt good to hear from my friends when it felt like they meant it which I believe they did.
    After seminar I learned that I had been moved from Vybeís group to Alexanders. On the one hand, I was sad to not be working directly with Vybe anymore since I was starting to feel like we had began building a connection and that he understood me. On the other hand, I was really excited that my new instructor was Alexander because we have some common interests that we can connect on and his sexual game is on point. I feel like he displays his masculinity clearly in his interactions and that heís very bold.

    My goals for that night were to open strong with stupid shit, pumping my state, touching, and ramping things up to blow out through my active subcomms. We left the rockstar mansion that night in the convertible Camaro and jammed the whole way which really pumped up my state. I think it was the most Iíve ever been in state aside from one other night since Iíve been on rockstar. I entered Drais and started opening straight away. I met this interesting life coach girl and brought her back to our table. We talked for a bit but I was in my head that I hadnít put my arm around the back of the couch and just sat back in a chill manner. I guess I just didnít know how to go about touching her from there. After a bit she wanted to get some water and go to the bathroom so they left. Me and Alexander walked around the club until a rockstar and I opened two girls.

    My girl was borderline yellow/green but because I wasnít touching and flirting with her she thought I was just a cool normal guy having good conversation. She had no idea I was hitting on her because I wasnít doing anything to show it. She ended up being pretty boring and was trying to talk down about my wing which I didnít appreciate so I let them go to the bathroom without really giving a shit. I went up to her friend later and asked her if anything was wrong with my friend and she had no idea what I was talking about. She thought he was very forward but cool so it turned out the other girl just sucked. After that all they did was just walk circles around the pool which was pretty funny to watch.

    That night was pretty slow at Drais so everyone left at around 2 A.M. Me and another rockstar stayed until the end. We found a few more girls to talk to with the longest interaction being close to 3. We watched some other guys pull them to their table and run some terrible game on them as they entered the club. When the guys were blown out we went after them and opened them when they sat down near the pool. My conversation was a total mind fuck because my girls mind was not anywhere near planet earth. She was asking question like what is air and what is age and what is energy and all this other philosophical stuff though she clearly had no idea what she was talking about. She also was British one minute and Canadian the other but I pushed through her bull shit for the sake of winging my boy until the end.

    We left the club with the girls and he went for the phone number and then let them run along. I was sure they werenít going to go anywhere with us but I wanted to push it until maximum blow out. In the end we left drais satisfied that we did our best and had 4 more interactions that we would not have had if we had left earlier.

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    Day 24 - Day 26

    Day 24
    My feedback from Vybe (who is the instructor that has been assigned to me this week) from bungalow Monday is that Iím playing it too safe. I am sticking to my comfort zones of normal conversation and fun/flirty conversation. While I am good at fun/flirty and girls will stick around because they are having fun, there is no teeth to my interactions. He said that I was sexualising a small bit, but my idea of where the threshold is and where it is actually at are two completely different things. To that end my goal for the night was to push the sexual boundaries to the point of blowout and also to start incorporating push/pull, which is something I hadnít been doing at all.
    We went to Draiís and I pretty much achieved my goal. I sexualized a lot and got blown out a lot. It is a lot of fun when your goal is to just sexualize hard. At one point I was telling girls to come back to our house for a gangbang, they would laugh, then I would show them photos of the gangbang that some of the guys had the previous night, the girls reactions were hilarious. I also did some push/pull but it was very clunky. In general, the club was dead and we ended up leaving early.

    Thing I learned:
    ē You can push the sexual boundaries way harder than you imagine.
    ē My push/pull is clunky and needs a lot of calibration

    Day 25
    We were in Wet Republic tonight for the Wednesday night pool party. It was probably on of my worst nights on rockstar so far (well apart from the first night). Firstly I had a hard time getting into state. I did my first few sets with Sterling winging me and none of those sets went well, in fact one girl wouldnít even speak to me. This affected me more than it should have had but I knew the only solution was to take right bold action. My next 6 sets were yellow at best. I felt like I was spiraling downwards. I eventually got a 2 set to hook with Jasper, and we talked absolute shit to those girls for like half an hour. That got my state up but it was never solid for the rest of the night.
    Another thing that affected me that I had arranged to meet a chick that I had met in Draiís the night before. I felt it was really on with her in Draiís the night before but she got dragged to the bathroom by her friend. I spent the day texting her and told her we had a table. But at our debrief we were warned not to bring back chicks to the table too early and not to burn through the bottle. She arrived at midnight (super freaking early) and text me to come get her. I thought I would ignore her text until like 1:30 then get her but she ended up at our table with some of our instructors friends way before that. She looked pretty bored so I figured I would go out around the pool practice game then go back to the table at 1:30, enjoy the DJ and talk to her - big mistake!! By the time I got back to the table (after a rough night of gaming state reducing yellows) she was totally enamored with Vici. Technically I could have called monkey (what we say when another guy is talking to a chick weíve previously spoken to) but she was melting into Vici and my state was so low I would almost certainly have blown things. She eventually left with him and I left with some of the other rockstars shortly after. Later that night (at like 4:30am) back at the mansion I was talking to another rockstar about the whole escapade. He was like ĎDude you should have just brought her to the table straight away or just called monkey even you did feel like you were going to blow ití, and he was totally right. He had a similar story where he had inadvertently let things slip with a girl he was trying it with because he took no action. Right there and then we vowed we would never let that happen again. We said when we come back to the mansion empty handed it will only ever be because we blew things or we tried and things fizzled out but NEVER because we didnít try. It is the things in life you donít do that you regret.

    Things that I learned:
    ē Donít get your hopes too much if you are texting a girl during the day. With 20 plus guys gaming in the club and the complexities of table etiquette, the logistics of carrying out the pull are going to be difficult. Itís also probably better from a learning and development perspective to go game new chicks every night anyway.
    ē Donít get too fixated on one chick. I think because I thought I had a guaranteed bang waiting for me at the table, I subconsciously put less effort into my other approaches.
    ē Donít accept defeat so easily, always at least try.

    Day 26
    It is Thursday and a complete day off for us. We spent the day chilling in the pool, catching up on sleep, journaling, laundry etc.
    I want to use this post to speak about my progress so far. When we started rockstar we were told over and over again, that our bang count is not important, and our bang count has no correlation to what we get out of rockstar. We were also told that if we go on a dry spell not to let it get us down, have a processed oriented goal on nights out not a result based goal. I partially took this on board, but I banged 4 chicks in the first week and a half so I never really thought about it too much. It has now been 10 days since I banged and in spite of everything it is really getting me down. I canít help but feel Iím going backwards somehow although my overall feedback has been that Iím doing OK. Tuesday was a good night because I really was just focused on my processed orientated goal which was sexualising. My goal in my own head on Wednesday was to bang that chick I was texting and when that didnít happen it got me down.
    At the moment I am still probably a little too focused on banging, or more specifically viewing my night as a success/failure based on whether I banged or not. That is a mindset that I have to work on changing.

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    Blog Entry 5 Ė Days 27-29

    Project Rockstar is a program designed to bring out the best, most masculine version of you. Itís a summer mentorship program. On day 1, Sterling explained to us that weíll have trouble relating to our old friends back home once we return. Within a couple weeks, I started to see why. We are all changing so much. Itís easier for me to note this in others than myself (as Iím sure it is for everyone). But even for myself, Iím changing a lot.

    We are hand-selected and screened for a certain attitude, a level of positivity, a hunger for self-improvement. When I think of my friends back home, there is a spectrum. Some of them are all into this, game and all. A few are actually quite negative, and can be that downer voice. I can hear them clearly saying, ďThis [going out and hitting on girls] is a waste of time.Ē Most are in between. I can see myself becoming increasingly incompatible with the negative friends. In fact, the people Iím most compatible with right now are the rockstars, and that may be true for quite some time after this program. This is a sobering thought.

    The high-level feedback Iím getting now is that my mechanics are solid, and theyíve noticed Iím pushing my interactions. Whatís lacking is a true belief in myself, and that I carry around a supplicating vibe. This is why my results have been lacking. These are not overnight fixes. But working closely with the alumni and leadership, Iím very optimistic about overcoming these this summer.

    We had an awesome barbecue pool party at the Rockstar mansion yesterday. This was my first 4th of July celebration ever in the United States. You Americans go crazy for this! We all had a great time enjoying our company. In the night, we watched fireworks go off from nearly the top floor of one of the larger Vegas hotels. It looked spectacular.

    Iíve continued to progress with my Ďyellowí game. Every night, my instructor from my small group gives me something specific to work on. Right now, weíre really fine-tuning my body language. More importantly, itís that vibe of not chasing girls that Iím working on, though this is much more difficult and far less tangible to work on. My opening has gotten really strong. I canít warm up at a club without something sticking anymore. This feels awesome.

    Status = learning

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    DAYS 24-26

    Last time after the debrief, we discussed going away from the fun and flirty sex stuff and diving deeper into warm conversations and hitting more of a gf/ bf vibe. I had been riding the upper thresholds pretty well, getting blown out but then tailing then down and bringing in more warm conversations delving deeper about who we both are and the things in our lives that we are passionate about and really delving deeper into each of our lives and who and why we are who we are.

    The guys also gave us a really great talk about extroverts and introverts and the differences between the two types and also how that could be beneficial or not during our interactions. Since I feel like I am more of an extrovert, I am really good at the beginning stages of interactions but not so much at the tail end which seems very accurate to what I have been dealing with and going through. I realized that I really do not like to go into the warm side at all so I really wanted to focus on that the next few days as I am getting much more comfortable about my physical communication skills.

    Through the other seminars we have been receiving about accepting who you are I have also noticed I have been becoming more comfortable as well as confident with who I am. Part of that is accepting your faults as well as youíre the person you want to be.

    This was another night time pool party. The night was a pretty slow night compared to all the rest. I winged a couple sets where the girl I ended up talking to was not my type. This really helped as i decreased my fun flirty and increased my more normal / deep conversations. I was a little worried that tonight was not going to be a good night, but then my instructor asked me to approach a cute blonde. Immediately it was pretty green and we both laughed at the back and forth banter. It got to the point that it was so much fun riding the upper fun flirty thresholds that I totally forgot about the warm side, until the instructors pointed it out. I cant believe I just forgot but me and her had really great chemistry and it felt great. We sat down and started to open up more about each other and the things that drive us. We eventually got back home and had an amazing time together. It was actually a lot of fun getting to know this person on a much deeper level because of the connection that we were able to establish.

    The following night was another night time pool party with a great dj but a possibility for rain. I started out really hot, talking to a a lot of attractive girls but leaving on a high note and telling them to meet us by the table later. I made a point of trying to have more fun during the first half while at the club which really pumped up my state. Eventually while running around with an instructor I winged him on a couple cute blondes. We brought them back to the table because things were going really well. I was having so much fun that I forgot about the warm side and even when she would try to bring it out I would consciously know it and then reject it and stay in the fun and flirty. Eventually they left and I knew exactly why.
    I have found my biggest sticking point to date and bringing this warm bf vibe out of me is my newest and toughest challenge. I really need to focus on making more of a connection with the people I interact with. Its amazing when you have that mentorship to help you overcome those obstacles and guide you into those areas where you can succeed.

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    Day 27 - Day 29

    Day 27
    Today Sterling gave us a speech about going through peaks and valleys in game. He explained that even he can go through a dry period during rockstar. A lot of what he said resonated with me and gave me great comfort. Tonight I put less pressure on my shoulders to get laid and decided to concentrate on having fun instead. I ended up getting a 5 minute pull. I opened a girls with really strong sub-comms and she was glowing green from the get go. She mentioned that it was hot and i grabbed her hand and said Ďletís go to the barí. We went to a bar in the club but it was busy so I suggested we go to the bar in casino as it would be less busy. I led her out of the club, past the bar in the casino and straight to the cab line, she didnít resist at any stage. We hopped in a cab, came back to the mansion, I tied her up and banged her. After I how she decided to bang me in less that 5 minutes, she said ďyou were dominant and you led. It is hard to find a guy that is sex worthy because most guys are puppy dogsĒ. That sentiment is pretty much EXACTLY what they teach on the 10 day.

    Things I learned:
    ē Concentrate on having fun.
    ē Led and be dominant
    ē Early pulls are possible (This chick had driven 4 hours to see the DJ and left with me just as he started.)

    Day 28
    Day 28 was 4th of July. We had a massive BBQ at the house, with all the rockstars, some chicks, some alumni and the instructors. We were allowed drink for the first time so some of us were up drinking at 10:30 in the morning. The BBQ and party was a ton of fun. In the evening we went to Sterling's suite on the strip and looked down on the firework show. I t was epic. After that we went to XS. I canít remember much of the night out but I have vague memories of making out with a number of chicks.

    Things I learned:
    ē 4th of July is fun
    ē Drinking is fun

    Day 29
    Tonight we went to XS. I was still hungover and super tired from the 4th of July celebrations. At the start of the night I did a lap with Sterling. We got in 2 sets but both were pretty boring. I think a lot of people were still feeling the effects from the 4th. After that I opened a chick that was glowing green. It felt like it was on and I was ramping up the sub-comms super hard. It looked like it might have been another 5 minute pull. Then the bouncer broke us us up and she walked away - stupid bouncer!!! The rest of the night was ok. I had few sets hook but I could not get away from the tiredness or my hangover. It was an odd night overall, I didnít feel like I had an off night but I wasn't fully on either. I had some good sets that really amped my state but because of the hangover that feeling would diminish a lot quicker than usual.

    Things I learned:
    ē No matter how tired/out of state you are, you are always only one set away from being back in the game
    ē Always keep opening and taking the right action

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    Days 26-28

    I have been trying to work on building out the lower thresholds more, bringing more warmth and deeper levels of conversations the last week which has been pretty tough. I hate talking about myself, and then mix in good music and high energy and there is just something about taking things slow and deep which I really hate. I do enjoy getting ot know people but maybe its more about me bringing out that deeper side of me that I do not like talking about. Today was our off day so most of the guys just wanted to relax and watch a movie. The movie ended by about 1:30am and I was still pretty awake. I had met a bottle service girl at one of the clubs last year and I really wanted to see her again especially now that I was way more confident and dressed like a bad ass.

    When I got to the club I was a little disappointed that it was closed. I decided to gamble a little bit but then got bored so decided to head home. The spearmint Rhino happened to be on the way so I decided to stop by. I had done a couple stripper and hired guns with Fader so I had a little bit of background but was a little rusty on the practice. It is pretty much the exact opposite of what I had been doing the last couple weeks but I do love strippers so why not. As soon as I walked in a smoking hot blonde came up to me and we began flirting. We talked for awhile I I got her number. That conversation was pretty strong so I felt pretty well about it. The rest of the night I just kept practicing my stripper game with the occasional text back and forth with the stripper until the club started to die down.

    Friday we met with our groups and discussed what we were working on and again I wanted to keep bringing in the warmth. I was in really good spirits though a little tired after the night before. I went around with one of the instructors just goofing around and having a great time. I started talking to these 2 girls, and right in the middle of the conversation I was expecting him to com ein but instead he brought a gorgeous Asian girl over and said, ďhey she said she knows you from last year.Ē I immediately stopped the conversation I was having and walked over to her and knew exactly where I had met her, roughly 9 months ago in the exact same club. That time I was able to get her number but the whole interaction was clunky and she never responded to my text message. This time after a few weeks of rockstar everything went a lot better. We spent the whole night together laughing and dancing and kissing. I was having such a great time out with her and all my friends that it never occurred to me to bounce, and even when one of the instructors suggested it I couldnít bring myself to leave because everyone was having such a blast. We closed down the club and then all of us went back home. Instead of taking her straight to my room though I gave her the tour and we sat down outside just talking. She ended up getting really tired and wanted to go home so I took her back. I was not too worried because she was coming back the next weekend and she is from my home town, but of course I realized that I could have made it happen had I brought her home earlier and gone straight to my room when I got home.

    Saturday night was another awesome night. We were back at the club, working on the usual things. Since we had an inside table again tonight I just wanted to focus on having fun and rocking out with the boys. Kaskade was playing so I hung out at the table most of the night just having fun with whoever was at the table as that was the shift we had been trying to make- bringing from of a group fun environment. As the night was getting closer to the end, one of the instructors asked if I wanted to go to drais again and of course I said yes. On the way to Drais I started flirting with a girl in the car next to us not knowing that they were also headed to drais. I met her inside and it was pretty on from the get go. We danced and had a great time time untl she said she had to go with her friend. I was pretty surprised because everything had gone really really well up to that point. The instructor told me to just text her and be dominant and tell her that I wanted to see her. I was on my way home but kept up the texts and ended up going to her hotel and spending the night with her. Mentorship is a great thing.

    Sunday night was another pol party, and as usual it began running around the club just having fun. I saw a group of cute Asian girls and said something jokingly in their direction when they all screamed and jumped on me. I later realized that it was the same group I had managed to hit on 3 Sundays in a row. One of them came on very green and so again I spent most of the night with her bouncing around the club with her and her friends, with my friends dancing and having fun. Her friend was talking to a promoter so we also managed to get into the vip and right behind the dj booth with dead mouse was still spinning. It was pretty awesome. Logistics ended up ruining any chance of a pull as she couldnít leave her best friend but I still had an awesome night.

    This week was pretty epic for me as I stopped thinking about the mechanics of the interaction and just began focusing on the interactions themselves. I knew by focusing on small things at a time and really building that solid foundation it would help immensely for everything else. I can not wait for the final few days we have left in vegas and canít believe how much more we have to go!

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    Blog Entry 6 - Days 30-32

    Saturday and Sunday going out was full of red lights. I didnít really get a lot of quality sets in. Guys still got laid. Why am I still shooting blanks? Every evening, we have a debrief session as a group, led by Sterling. Heíll often give a talk about some topic affecting the group for 20-30 minutes off the top of his head. This time, it was about the 2 aspects of game. The first is the mechanics. He basically said we all have those down. The second part is about self-belief and inner game. Some people have this down great. Others are well on their way. A bunch of us still need a lot of work here, myself included. This is why, he believes, Iím still not getting the results.

    Breaking off into our subgroups, I discussed this further with my instructor. It appears that when I come into a club, I enter this hunter mode, and Iím not actually that focused on having fun with the boys. I need to learn this latter aspect. So for Monday night, my sole goal was to focus on that. I even decided not to open girls (but Iíd wing). I fought this impulse all night, but I succeeded in not opening at all. I focused on hanging out with the boys and having a fun time. It was fun for the most part, except when the boys were in interactions with girls, leaving me alone. This was a new experience, but so necessary. I used this time to actually see how other guys walk the fine balance of chasing girls yet having fun with the boys.

    Last night, the real focus as per the Rockstar leadership, was to create a fun environment at our table. This is going to be the main focus of our nights out from here on in. We have enough mechanics. Halfway through the night, the table became packed with girls. All the guys were having a great time. We ended up taking about 6 girls back to the mansion for a wild afterparty that definitely included some nudity. It was hilarious and super fun.

    Our seminars are now quite varied. We had talks on tax structuring and leadership earlier this week. The curriculum is jam-packed. Next up: skydiving!

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    Day 25 - 27

    I was looking forward to going out on Day 25 for Martin Garrix at Wet Republic. It was the first night I was out with my new instructor. My goal for the night was to work on fun and banter. I talked to a few girls that my instructor had pointed out but I wasnít going and opening on my own. My instructor eventually told me that I have to start opening automatically because they wont be around to push me when I go home.

    At one point one of the rockstars asked me if there is a funny word for penis in English because he wanted to tell a girl that another rockstar was talking to that the rockstar has a big penis. I told him to use cock and so he went up to her and told her that his friend has a huge cock. The rockstar was like did he just say Iím a huge cunt and I said no he said you have a huge cock and then I turned to the girl and said it is true Iíve seen him using his penis pump. Everyone laughed and my state went up.

    I opened a couple of aussie girls later in the night and took them to our table. Iím not sure what ended up happening with them but the next thing I knew they were in the DJ booth. The last girl I talked to was from Jersey. She was way into me so there wasnít very much game required on my part. She had one friend that was in a bad mood so I kept giving her crap about not smiling. Her friend eventually warmed up to me and then Vybe winged me. We told them to come over for an after party and they gave us so much trouble about it. They were saying things like they donít know us and is it safe.

    Vybe laid down a hard boundary and told them that they were really cool and that we enjoyed hanging with them but if they are thinking like that then we honestly donít want them to come back with us. They ended up in the cab with us but the cab drove so slow and I had to sit in the front seat so I couldnít keep things going with my girl and Vybes girl ended up passing out. When we made it to the mansion they decided that they werenít going to come in.

    The next night was a much needed off night so we stayed in and watched the movie Crazy, Stupid, Love. Ryan Gosling is a good example of a bold attractive man that attracts women.

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    Day 28 - 30

    Day 28 was the 4th of July and we had a party at the Mansion. I missed half of the party because I slept until 5 PM that day. I was woken up by another rockstar holding a can of beer for me. I was really excited because this was going to be the first night we were allowed to drink since EDC. We watched the fireworks from Sterlings balcony at the Cosmopolitan. We pre partied there before going to XS. We were all in such great state entering the club because we had been having fun all day.

    We had a table inside of XS and Kaskade was DJing that night. The girl I talked to that night was a gorgeous Brazilian girl. I opened her directly and canít really remember what I said from there. Everything was flowing well and we moved the girls inside to our table. I was relaxed and calm during the whole interaction and wasnít in my head thinking about the conversation during the conversation like I normally am. After a while I discovered that she had met Christiano Ronaldo the night before at XS and he was texting her to go out with him to Omnia that night. She stayed with me for a while longer before Ronaldo had her go to Omnia.

    I was a little down about the situation but thing I needed to see was that I actually had a big victory there. I managed to attract a woman who is gorgeous enough for one of the best soccer players in the world to want her and she stayed with me and was even saying she wished she didnít have to go. That is pretty amazing.

    At the end of the night I winged one of the other rockstars who was into this girl but had two friends with her. I brought a bunch of fun to the conversation and we took them back to the mansion for an after party. The rockstar quickly pulled his girl inside the house from the pool and I entertained her two friends while he was inside banging. It was wild how much fun I could bring if drinking. I know Iím a fun person and I need to be able to show it while I am sober.

    Day 29 was at XS. I found out that my body language while opening wasnít very good so I worked on that all night. I ended up getting blown out 17 times that night. I couldnít get a single girl to open for me. I was either not smiling or smiling but coming in too needy in my body language.

    Day 30 was supposed to be a huge party in the bangalow where focused on partying as a group rather than everyone just out for themselves. I was supposed to be in the recruitment group whoís job was to keep bringing girls into the bangalow all night. Unfortunately, Marquee shut down the outside area because of the rain and we werenít able to party in the bangalow. We ended up packed inside of Marquee. I had a lot of fun hanging with the boys that night but I didnít talk to very many women. Now that this is the last week of the Vegas portion of rockstar, Iím coming to some realizations that I will talk write about in my next blog.

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    [B]Day 30
    Today was Bungalow Monday. Usually on bungalow Monday our plan for the night would be to cold approach chicks, bring them back to the bungalow and hit on them until they either bang us or get sick of being hit on and leave. However, today our focus was solely to just hang out in the bungalow, have fun with each other and have an epic party. Only 4 guys were commissioned to go out and round up chicks. However, due to a massive rain storm that hit during the day the outdoor area of Marquee was closed. This was a major disaster for us as the back door of the bungalow is just off the outdoor area and pulling girls through the front door would require them to leave the club and walk through the casino for about 5 minutes. Nevertheless some of the guys managed to pull a group of chicks back. Myself and and a handful of the other rockstars partied with these girls in the bungalow for almost the entire night. It was a lot of fun but we didnít get very far with the girls, although one of the mentors got a blowjob in the hottub. I pulled one of the girls into the bathroom on 3 separate occasions but she refused to have sex on each occasion.
    At about 3am we all went into the nightclub which was super loud. I find it really difficult to game when it is incredibly loud and thought it would be impossible to pull. However at least 2 of the rockstars pulled, which was a big eye opener for me.

    Things I learned:
    Between the guys pulling the girls back to the bungalow through the front door and the guys that pulled in the mega loud club, I learned that nothing is impossible, you should always at least try even if the environment/situation is not ideal and no matter what obstacles are in your way you should always be aiming to adapt and overcome.

    Day 31
    Tonight we went to Omnia for only the second time. The focus of the night was to have fun. The focus of the program in general is switching from lone wolf old approach game to creating a fun environment. The general thought behind this switch in focus is that more people should get laid this way. Creating a fun environment involves, dancing at the table, interacting with each other at the table (as opposed to relentlessly hitting on the girl we have brought back), bigging each other up and generally making the night all about having fun with the guys.
    After we arrived we began our first task which was filling the table with girls. Given the skills we have acquired so far this was a relatively straight forward task. After that we began creating a fun environment. By this stage our table was packed with girls and everybody was just having a blast. Then Sterling sent out a text saying that we could drink. Shit then began to get cray. Our table was absolutely pulsating, more and more girls began to get drawn to it and overall it was just a fuck ton of fun. After the club ended we managed to pull a record 8 girls back to the mansion where we had an insane after party which continued until 8am. Incredibly nobody actually managed to bang.

    Things I learned:
    Aside from getting girls back to the table I did very little on the game front. I mainly spent the night dancing. Having said that I still managed to make out with a girl!
    Creating a fun environment at the table will act as a magnet for chicks, but I must remember to actually hit on some of the chicks. The onus is on me to make things happen.
    Day 32
    Today was a day off for us. Given the after party that we had last night a lot of us didnít get to bed until 8am so most of the day was spent sleeping. In the evening we had a Q and A session with the instructors where we could literally pick their brain on anything. We asked them a lot of high level philosophical questions, for example the effect that getting game had on their lives (both positive and negative). It was super interesting to hear their thoughts and opinions on everything
    At night we all went for sushi, chilled out and reflected on the antics of the previous night.

    Things I learned:
    During the Q and A session Sterling informed us that the reason that nobody pulled last night was because we didnít get the balance between having fun and hitting on chicks correct. This is something I need to work on because I barely hit on any chicks last night, I need to realise that chicks are not just going to fall into my lap, I have to go out and be responsible for making sex happen.

    Day 33
    Today we went skydiving in the morning. I wonít go into too much detail but as you can imagine it was an amazing experience.
    In the evening we had our closing dinner for Vegas. I didnít actually attend the closing dinner as I had a date set up with a chick I met here a few weeks back. This particular chick I had met over EDC weekend, back then she point blank refused to have ex with me. However since then I have been texting her and thanks to strong text game she decided to drive 5 hours to come have sex with me. We booked into a hotel for the night where we got up to all types of crazy banging. In the evening we went for dinner, then drinks in a pub. On the way home from the pub we stopped off at a strip club which made her super super horny. Then on the way back to the hotel we were walking through a casino where I led her to the women's restroom, there she gave me a blowjob and I banged her! Before rockstar I never in my wildest dreams thought that a date could have played out like that and for it all to feel so natural and normal.

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    Days 28-30

    As my game has improved pretty dramatically, its been pretty amazing not having to really focus so much on the mechanics of the interaction but in the interactions and person Im having the interaction with. Its been really amazing being able to have fun and deep conversations with beautiful women and to get to know them on so many different levels.

    As the weekend closed, we met with our new instructor groups to hash out our goals for the coming week. Things have been going pretty well for me so the few things I felt I needed to work on was converting more yellows and also going back to more physical escalation. There have been plenty of times where I could have left the club but instead was having such a great time with all the guys that I just stayed at the club with the girl instead of bouncing her out.

    We were all really pumped for the night party that night as its suaully the best party of the week, but the weather turned on us. Instead the indoor outdoor club that I love turned into an indoor only party which made it pretty tough to game. Dash Berlin was playing so I spent most of the night dancing. Towards the end of the night though I saw a cute blonde sitting next to the vip area and began talking to her. It was pretty green from the beginning so we talked for a little bit and then met her friends who were ready to go party in their friends room. Once we got out of the club I talked to her guy friend who gave me his approval to bang his friend(not that I needed it) and me and her took off for her hotel room. Not a bad way to end the night.

    The next night we went to one of the big mega clubs in vegas. We had another sick table with a great view of the dj. I was having a blast with the guys ata the table but it was time to get some girls. So off we went. I was taking with my buddy when this smoking hot redhead gave me the look. Just as I was making my way towards her one of the guys in our group started talking to her and me and the instructor just laughed it off. I talked to him about it after and he said the same thing, soooo hot. Theres so many girls in vegas and the relationships we have formed with each other over the last 5 weeks trumps any girl. We made our way back to our table which was now packed with girls and danced a little more. I went off again with the instructors and met 2 hot Asian models and brought them back. It was pretty green and we made out a bit while dancing. She was with her friend though and it was impossible to separate them both until eventually her friend got sick and they had to leave. We ended up back at the house for the after party which Iím sure someone will give details about in their blog entry.

    The next day was an off day that was desperately needed. The final weekend in vegas is coming up so we need all the rest we can get to really make the weekend epic.

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    Blog Entry 7 - Days 33-35

    So there isnít a lot to add to this blog, simply because since my last entry we had 2 nights off. And thatís good, because I have about 20 minutes between getting home now from seminar and leaving for the club. Yeah, thatís how tight our schedules are. Iíll definitely be sleeping my entire flight to Europe.

    The second night off, we all went as a scheduled activity as a rockstar class for skydiving. It was my first time. I was nervous for sure, but I just followed the instructions of the guy (it tandem jumping). It couldnít be more scary than opening a group of really hot girls, eh? It was actually exhilarating. The free fall is the best part. I felt I could barely breathe at first, with the wind rushing into my face. Then the parachute came out, and it was a slow glide down to earth. This really brought us closer together as a group.

    That same night, we went to a big buffet with all the instructors in Caesarís Palace. This was my first time really gorging on food since Christmas. I deserve this! We all bonded more as a group, as this is the last time the Vegas group will all be together outside of the club. I think my body paid for it, because my abs had slightly less definition the next day. Besides, we all had food babies that night.

    Last night we went off to Marquee. I felt relatively rusty, not having been out in 3 full days haha! It was still a blast. Iím starting to feel the wear of going out and partying excessively for this amount of time. I actually took half the night to warm up. It was like my body and tongue were full of lead. I tried to pull 2 girls home that night, but neither would come as far as the elevator. I had finger banged one cutie on the dance floor. I know I was instructed to build chemistry, but I couldnít help myself there haha.

    Today I did some day game with a fellow rockstar. Itís really de-emphasized in the curriculum, and frankly thereís been virtually no time in Vegas to do so. However, itís definitely an area of interest of mine, so I took advantage of a seminar-free afternoon.

    Finally, we ended with an amazing power talk from Mr. M, the founder of Project Rockstar. Heís such an amazing and genuine dude. Much respect for a guy whoís truly done it all in his life.

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    Blog Entry 8 - Days 36-38

    Iíve got very little time before we leave the house. Iím very sad to actually leave Vegas. Itís actually surreal to think that we wonít be here in a few hours. This has been our home for the last 5 weeks, though it feels like weíve been here for far longer. The shared experiences Iíve had with my fellow rockstars has been packed into a much smaller timeframe. Call it the time dilation effect of Project Rockstar. Iím only halfway through the program, and the changes are just underway, but I feel like my old life was years ago. Incredible!

    We had a big high-level debrief from Sterling 2 days ago. While he spent about 5 min on each person individually, everyone could relate to elements in each otherís debrief. That was universal, as I discovered after discussing with the other rockstars. Mine was about confidence. I just donít carry myself with the air of self-confidence that I should, given my life experiences and accomplishments. Itís funny; I came into this program a little bit cocky, feeling my strengths were in self-confidence and masculinity. But the veil is truly revealed here. This may have been just a faÁade, a false sense of bravado. Once the lack of relative success started setting in, it mightíve crumbled to the little boy, or student demeanour (as Sterling put it), that I display. I spent about an hour with one of the instructors yesterday, who personally sought me out to elaborate on what he felt Sterlingís message was. For the rockstar break, I have a lot of self-reflection and specific exercises to do. When I realize my self-worth, I will be far better off for it, and girls will take notice.

    This debrief has really underscored something I started to realize a few weeks ago. Project Rockstar isnít really about girls. Thatís the icing on the cake. Instead, itís about personal development. If I come out of this summer not even with my self-worth fully realized, but at least on the path towards getting there, this summer will be a total win for me. To hell with results. True self-confidence is the real prize for me. And awareness of the problem is the first step.

    For these last few nights, my emphasis (and that of the group in general) was on having fun, and on the people that are not coming with us to Sweden. It feels very sad to be leaving these people behind. The party we had last night, though, was off the chain. There were 2 orgies going on in the house. Lots of people got laid. I had a tough first half of the night, feeling totally out of steam, but ended up banging a really hot Irish girl in the bathtub. A couple rockstars walked in on me. It was hilarious.

    Status = off to Europe

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    Blog Entry 8 - Vegas Reflection

    Weíre now off on our Project Rockstar break. Itís just the rockstars. Some instructors will join us for week 2. But the point of the break is for further bonding within the group. Iím going to take this opportunity to look back at 5 incredible weeks of personal growth.

    As Iíve said in a previous blog, Project Rockstar at its core has very little to do with game. Okay, thatís part of it, but more the icing on the cake. Consider game a vehicle through which personal growth is achieved, primarily the masculinity element. As one instructor recently put it to me, Tony Robbins does the exact same stuff for you as Project Rockstar does (this makes me want to attend one of his workshops one day), but without the getting girls part. And as men, thatís denying such a core part of our natures.

    Hereís a summary chronologically of the last 5 weeks. Itís felt like Iíve been on Project Rockstar for months. Because the schedule is so compressed, we all feel like weíre in a time warp. The first 2 weeks essentially was the 10-day program in conjunction with 10-day clients. So it felt like a massive bootcamp. We got the core elements of the curriculum, and by the end, through lots of individual coaching, we got the basic elements down. Some of us were doing amazing by the end, some not so well, most in between, but the basics were set. After that, we rotated every week through our subgroups. Each subgroup worked particularly close with their sub-instructor. The daily debriefs were super helpful. They worked on our individual sticking points. As you can imagine, over time, we all made tremendous progress. I believe Sterling conveys that we all have the mechanics down to a reasonable extent.

    This leads me to the second of 2 parts of game, as I have elaborated on in previous blogs. We all need to develop that self-belief. About half the group is there already, and this is really shown in their results. The other half is still trying to get there. This is seemingly a harder part of game to learn. If your back isnít straight when going out, itís easy to spend the next 48 hours giving yourself reminders (or from other people) to make it erect (no put intended!). But to fix your internal self-beliefs? Thatís not quite as easy a correction.

    Iíll elaborate now on my personal developments. Starting with the mechanics, I had this chasing vibe with my body language. Specifically, I wasnít touching as much as I should. I fixed this by the end of week 2. Next up, I was facing them too much when seated, or had a bit of a feminine stance when facing them standing. I improved greatly on this by the end of week 4. The key was me thinking in these situations, ďHow would James Bond pose?Ē I also worked on sexualization pretty early on, spending a couple nights just pounding away at being sexual, then dialling it back once I figured out the limits. I also dialled back Ďgreen gameí, which was basically going for the makeout just because it was there, as opposed to building actual chemistry. My interactions got deeper and stronger with girls.

    Towards the end of the Vegas portion, I was repeatedly told I have inner game issues. Itís funny. Back home, I can quote my friends as saying Iím an example of masculinity and leadership to them. I think I base far too much of my self-confidence in what my friends tell me and think about me. I have a good social circle of loyal, supportive friends. I also depend too much on validation from women. In Project Rockstar, being in a new environment with new people, especially when experiencing a relative lack of success with women, the faÁade of superficial confidence is lifted, and Iím now seeing myself for what I truly am Ė someone whose accomplishments and life experiences absolutely do not equate with the self-belief I should have. Iím spending some time on the break doing the exercises prescribed to me by one of the instructors (i.e. a reflection on all the cool things Iíve done in my life, and how they made me feel). As stated before, my sole goal by the end of Project Rockstar is to be on the path to truly, real, unshakeable self-confidence, where my validation comes nearly entirely from an internal source.

    I want to talk about a cool theme I now understand more than ever: girls want sex, but donít want to be judged. Banging the Irish girl a few days ago really made this click. She was on a bachelorette party of 9. They were all together in our bungalow. She wouldnít make out with me in public, but I still had that gut feeling that she liked me. And when she asked if I have a room to myself there, clearly I knew what she was thinking. Once in the bathroom, she closed the curtain and was paranoid about me locking the door. She told me she didnít have much time. Afterwards, she said we had to pretend like nothing happened. She asked me to hide in the curtains for a few minutes afterwards, since her friends were going to come in and do their make up. Yeah, she didnít want marriage, a relationship, or even further contact with me after that night. She just wanted an uncomplicated fuck, and she realized she could do it without her friends noticing. She doesnít want to be judged by them, or me.

    Status = enjoying Europe

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    Blog Entry 10 Ė Days 42-44

    Achtung. Warning to anyone who comes to Berlin. Just because itís the capital of the richest country in Europe, doesnít mean itís like North America in certain respects. We went from having to dress super well to get into clubs in Vegas, to having to dress like crap literally to get into clubs in Berlin. People actually went shopping for crummy clothes after the disaster of the first night.

    Personally for me, the first night in Berlin was an unmitigated disaster, and it had nothing to do with game or bonding with the rockstars. 4 of us didnít get into a club for being over-dressed. So we walked over to another club. While waiting outside, we were approached by 3 guys seemingly playing the drunk, overly friendly card. ďWhere are you from?ĒÖ ďOh I love America!Ē This was followed by high-fives, and then the guys hugging us. To hell with social convention from now on, do not let guys come close that you donít know no matter how under-the-radar they are. The guy put a physical move on me, pretending it was like a wrestling move. I felt my watch slip off. In the meantime, his friend had done the same on another rockstar, whose watch strap was loosened by not taken off completely.

    I accused this guy of stealing my watch. He became enraged, rapidly speaking another language, asking if I had a problem with him. He started to disappear into a dark alleyway. I wanted to follow, but another rockstar wisely cautioned me against it. I went to club security, who was super helpful. They immediately took one of the rockstars around in a car to look for the perpetrators, while the other called the police. I never expected to end up in a police car for my first night in Berlin in 15 years, but here I was, giving them details, as they slowly drove around, without real hope of finding it. I called them today. They hadnít found it yet. I loved that watch, and to be honest, it was really expensive. I tried to take the glass half-full perspective. That guy robs people for a living, while Iím fortunate enough to be on Project Rockstar. In any case, extreme caution is advised when coming to Berlin.

    On the plus side, I got laid the next day. More details on that in the next blog, since I have a flight to Croatia to catch. Suffice to say, I got with 2 girls I found very attractive this week. But more importantly, Iím making great progress with inner game. Iím not revelling in my success with women, as thatís a flimsy foundation for maleís self-esteem. Instead, Iíve read ĎPulling Your Stringsí and ĎNo More Mr. Nice Guyí this week. Iíve had some great revelations after doing so. Again, more on this in my next blog.

    Status = Mediterranean bound

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    Blog Entry 11 Ė Days 45-47

    So yeah, about the girl in Berlin. I opened her in a super loud bar, after being blown out by like 5 girls in a row. But this girl was green. Iím fluent in German, but definitely not perfect. Iím most proud of myself because I did this entire lay in this language. Now thatís really badass! (I first started learning German 18 years ago, so finally itís paid off! haha) The tough part at first was that her friend didnít speak English, and the 2 other rockstars present didnít speak German. So I spoke to both with a while, but doing everything else as I was taught with my girl. Ultimately a German-speaking rockstar showed up and winged me. At some point, this girl said the 4 most beautiful words in the German language: ďHast du ein kondom?Ē Amazing. I pulled her pretty quickly. She hadnít had sex in 6 months, but wanted me. Finally, I had one lay where I didnít have any resistance. She came up with me and I banged her. It was pretty silent sex, since I donít know how to dirty talk in German. I do remember one word she said when I slipped it in her ass: ďLangsamer.Ē Look it up. Itís hilarious.

    I did a bunch of touristy things while in Berlin, which was different from the rest of the rockstars. This city is super historic, so I had to take advantage. I did walking tours and saw a museum. I had an insta-date from some day game, although it didnít lead to anything more. The non-night game highlight for me was standing over Hitlerís bunker. That was crazy.

    Iíve since had some great inner game revelations, which are far more important than the 2 recent bangs. Iím have value, and am equal to everyone else; this includes guys that get more ass than me, hot girls, professors, and so on. So Iíve stopped putting others on a pedestal. The second big revelation is I now have a filter. I say and act only if I truly want to, not for anyone else to like me. And the final revelation was that I should immediately stop looking at myself as a little boy; instead, Iím a very accomplished man (and so sex worthy). The inner game journey continues.

    Status = Croatia

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    Blog Entry 12 - Days 48-50

    Iím gassed. While some of the guys are going out in Croatia hardcore, Iíve only gone out twice. I intended on going out more, but after dinner, I head home, put my head down for a few min, and thereís an intense compulsion to sleep that I cannot recover from. I mean after 5 weeks in Vegas, this is totally understandable. I commend the guys who are able to go hard still, and there are a few of them. I just hope they donít run out of gas themselves in Sweden. 3 weeks of partying and growth to go!

    We did 2 super cool aqua activities this week. The first one was a tour of some of the islands. We spent the day in a large boat with other tourists. We started off on a tourist island thatís supposed to have a large beach, but it was pouring down, so we stayed in a cafť. Then the boat took us to the blue cave, which was a cool thing to see. Itís got some special light reflection that illuminates it in that colour. Finally we went to the green cave. Well, itís greenish. At least in this one, we got to swim in it. That was cool.

    Then yesterday, we went spent the day out at sea with a rental yacht and motor boat. We also had wakeboards. We explored the Dalamatian islands, and each of us tried to get up on the wakeboards. That was the hardest part, ďHarder than game,Ē said one of the other rockstars to me. I couldnít do it, but about half of us were able, and when they did, it looked super cool!

    In terms of the nightlife here, itís actually full of hot girls. Iíve barely been going out, so I canít really comment on how itís been. But a lot of us have gotten laid here. This is a great party destination. The afterparty for one bar is on an island that goes till like 5 AM. And then thereís yet another afterparty island they can take you too, though I hear there arenít too man people there. So yeah, I definitely wouldíve enjoyed this place more if it wasnít the white in the oreo that is Vegas and Sweden. I need some downtime before I make a hard push for the rest of Project Rockstar.

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    Blog Entry 13 - Days 51-53

    Iíve been hammering away at inner game ever since the break started. We arrived in Sweden last night. Factual updates will take place at my next blog. More importantly, Iíve made a shitload of inner game realizations. Here is one of my reflections typed up that basically is saying: ďI see the light!Ē


    1: pedestal

    Iíve been putting women on a pedestal. Even though itís miles ahead of where I was say 5 years ago, I still see attractive girl = so perfect, so desirable, so in control. I want and need her. What the hell, there are billions of girls in the world! If this one doesnít go for me, is that game over forever?!?

    A hot girl still has to take a shit. Sheís human too. Her actual life may be in shambles (mine is not), despite the faÁade of makeup and heels she displays when out.

    I need to adopt a buyerís mentality instead of a sellerís. How can I do this (besides stop putting girls on a pedestal)? Read on.


    2: why I look like Iím chasing (inner game)

    Iím not internally fulfilled. You canít be happy without this. Iíve had a hot girlfriend before, and even then, after a while, it gets boring. You find out sheís human. Thatís external validation. For internal, however, besides my millions of accomplishments, recognize that Iím on my path and purpose.

    I can choose to be entitled now, instead of waiting for a green to give me permission to do so. ďAct like a rockstar, and be treated like a rockstar

    Feel like I deserve the girl. And I do, goddammit, I do! I need to realize my own worth here.

    Self-amusement. Instead of shooting the arrow at the girl, waiting for it go come back positive, and then feel good, shoot the arrow at myself. Game myself. Iím my own party, the most fun at the bar. Always have fun.

    All these put together = Iím unreactive. This is whether the girl is blowing me or blowing me out.


    3: why I look like Iím chasing when I open (subcomms)

    I need to open purposefully, which means I need to be congruent (Iím acting externally how I feel on the inside, inside of just acting at times). I need to think promotion-oriented thoughts (i.e. how I might be f*cking her) instead of prevention- (i.e. what if it goes wrong?).

    Cleaning this up will give me buyer subcomms.


    4: why it looks like Iím chasing (mechanics)

    I need slower movements, laser eye contact, and rapport-breaking tonality. I could do this a lot better than I currently do.

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    Blog Entry 14 - Days 54-57

    Progress versus Regress

    Itís so hard to tell sometimes if Iím getting better or worse. Sometimes it feels like my game is the same as it was 8 months ago when I first met Sterling. Even worse, when I look at some of the rockstars whose growth has been meteoric, it feels like Iím getting even worse. However, itís all relative. Like Einsteinís theory of relativity, based on the relative motion of another body, you canít tell whether youíre moving away from it or vice versa.

    I need to zoom out for a moment, recall what I was like at the beginning of the program, or even the midpoint, and then I can compare myself to now. The only fair comparison for past and future is myself. And so damn clearly, I am far better. Yes, itís easy to get biased by a bad night. But when you run your own race, and take a bit of perspective, I see a tremendous amount of improvement.

    Iím also a far different person than when I started the program. The Gethin program changed me drastically physically. Project Rockstar has is like the Gethin program, but for the mind (personality, psyche, and everything that goes with it).

    So whatís happened since I last really checked in? I almost banged a French girl in French on the rocks in Croatia. I ended up fingering her in 2 different locations, but each time local island authorities caught us. Merde! There were tonnes of lays in Croatia from the rockstars. Itís definitely a place Iíll go back. Sweden has been super fun too, and way more laid back time wise. Itís not nearly as rushed as Vegas and even the Ďbreakí. Going out at night has revealed loads of blondes. Iím getting used to Swedish Ďhumourí. Iíve done a couple sessions of day game here. Girls are so approachable here. I got long conversations, numbers, and today an insta-date. Sheís a hottie. We walked around the city, including observing the gay pride parade for a bit. I was a bit ambitious. I was trying for the same day lay. I pushed it as far as I could, but she wouldnít make out. I probably shouldíve led her closer to home. She told me Swedish men are really reserved, so this (what Iím doing) is an entirely new experience for her. Iíll try to meet up with her for a drink in the next few days.

    Status = enjoying the sea of blondes

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    Day 34-36

    Day 34
    In the morning my date girl and I checked out of our hotel and she began her 5 hour drive back home. Before she left we were swimming together in the hotel pool reflecting on what a unique experience we had. It was totally mutually beneficial. Two cool people came together, had a lot of fun and a lot of sex. No deceit, no bullshit, no judgement just honesty. The experience just exemplifies what the whole simplified natural curriculum is about.
    It was so interesting in the pool, she commented that to others it must have looked like we were a couple on honeymoon (strong boyfriend/girlfriend frame) where in reality we had spent less than 24 hours together. She even said she kind of felt like she was on honeymoon and to be honest so did I. As I said goodbye to her I knew that I probably would never see her or never text her again and I didnít even feel slightly guilty about it because I knew she was on the same page. It was a really cool, fun, bullshit free, unique experience that I hope I can replicate with many more cool/attractive girls in the future.
    When I arrived back to the rockstar mansion I shared my story with 2 rockstars that were in the kitchen. They both had had sex in public bathrooms the previous night as well (and this was our night off!!!) After that we had the last day of the lifestyle entrepreneur lectures from Jesse where we all made out business plans (but not as you know them) for the businesses that we already run or that we plan to set up. Where else in the world do 3 dudes talk about the public banging they have done the previous night, then immediately switch gears and sit down to write a business plan - only on rockstar!!!
    That night we went to Marquee where we had the best table in the club. For some reason Marquee was incredibly busy.
    One of my first sets was a bachelorette party. I was winging another rockstar who I donít think realised how big the group was when he opened it. There was literally like 15 of them. I spoke to one of them, she was pretty cute and before I knew what was happening I was throwing down the marriage/divorce roleplay. All 14 of her friends left but she stayed talking with me. I invited her back to the table. She was down but wanted to find her sister first. She quickly became pre-occupied with finding her sister. For the next 45 minutes I walked her around the club looking for her sister. I assured her that her sister was ok and was probably just getting hit on by some guy, but she was getting increasingly more stressed and worried. We eventually found her sister who was indeed just being hit on by some guy. Her sister was baffled as to why she was so worried and they ended up having a massive fight (which didnít help matters between me and my girl at all) After that I brought my chick, her sister and her sisters friend back to our table (which took ages of wading through the packed club). When we eventually did get back to the table it was jam packed but I managed to find space for them to stand on the couch. Things fizzled pretty quickly at the table, she mainly spoke to her sister and her sisterís friend. I knew it was going nowhere so I just told them I was going to the bathroom and left. (In the earlier weeks of rockstar I would have just spent the night standing beside her aimlessly hoping that sex would happen - but through some pretty shitty experiences I now know better). I went back outside where it wasnít as hectic and spent the majority of the rest of the night chilling with some of the other rockstars. We spaoradically hit on some chicks without much success but we had fun.


    Day 35
    We are coming close to the end of the vegas leg now (2 more nights out left) and everybody is suffering fatigue. Most people are sick, have been sick or are getting sick for the second time. The program is gruelling, going out 6 nights a week and sleeping an average of 4 hours a night. Tonight I had a fever and had a bad case of the shits but I went out anyway because I really want to push it these last few days. On my first lap around xs I winged one of the rockstars. Things went well and we brought the girls back to our table. I flirted well with my chick and escalated physically. She ended up sitting at our table for about an hour. Her two friends werenít quite as friendly and the other rockstars left them. I befriended them as best as I could. Things were going well but I was DYING to take a shit. At this stage she was sitting with her legs on my legs which was putting pressure on my already cramping stomach. I knew I had to take shit but I didnít want to shit in the night club. I grabbed my chick and said Ďletís get a drinkí (even though we had drinks at the table), I told her friends I would take care of her and be back in 15 mins. I went to the bar in xs said it was too busy and led her out of the nightclub, into the casino and to the door of the bathrooms. There I had to take the unprecedented step of telling to wait outside. After that we grabbed a drink at the casino bar and she hit me with the whole ĎI hope you donít have the wrong idea, Iím not that kind of girlí spiel. I tried to smack it down immediately but I did a pretty poor job. I led her back to the table and left her there with her friends while I went and danced with the rockstars. She left the table soon after that. Although I didnít need to shit anymore I was still feeling terrible. At about 2am I decided to call it a night (extremely early for Vegas), said my goodbyes and began to leave. As I was leaving the table my chick showed up again. She started rubbing my neck and massaging my back, I had aches and pains everywhere and the massage felt fucking amazing. She stood behind me at the pool, wrapped her arm around me and continued to massage me. She pretty much did all the active sub comms that we are supposed to do. I totally melted into her which is the complete opposite of what we are supposed to do, but it felt so nice on my aching body, I didnít care. I began to understand why chicks melt into our masculine frames so readily - because it feels fucking amazing.
    Anyway my chick stayed for another hour or so. It actually turned out to be a pretty awesome experience, looking out onto the pool, deadmau5 spinning, the lightshow, some of the rockstars in the pool in their underwear in the pool in front of us with semi naked chicks, others behind us or around us with their chicks - I was just standing there thinking this is fucking incredibly awesome. By the time my chick left I felt fine again and ended up staying until pretty much the end of the night.
    I should also mention that earlier in the day I was brought out shopping by one of the instructors and now I look sharp as a fucking tack.

    Things I learned:
    Never underestimate the power of a strong masculine frame because from the other side it feels fucking amazing

    Day 36
    Last night we went to xs for the last time. It was Sunday nightswim, our 5th in a row. This was where we had our first ever night out back when we had zero game. We could not help but spend most of the night reflecting on just how far our game has come since then. I made out with 4 chicks and had my first ever 3 way make out, but I felt I had a bad night game wise. If I had a night like that pre-rockstar Iíd be walking on air for a month, now Iím like meh. I think the main reason I feel bad is because I havenít been approaching as much as I did at the start, lately Iíve been doing a lot more winging and getting my girls that way. Some of the other rockstars have turned into approach machines who stay to the bitter end every night, no matter how tired or sick they are. Their work ethic and relentlessness is inspiring.
    My overarching feedback so far is that in general my game is good but pretty one dimensional. Sterling said that I have one mode of game: open strongly, flirt, sexualise and try to pull. If it works it works and if it doesnít it doesnít. He said the next big step for me is expanding my repertoire, this will be the key to unlocking the super hot chicks.
    Hootie elaborated on this saying that Iím essentially green light shopping, I need to start trying to convert yellow lights.
    Tonight we have our last bungalow Monday AND we are allowed drink so everybody is getting super FUCKED UP!!!!!!!! Iím beyond excited. Tonight is the last night of the Vegas leg and potentially the last night we see some of the instructors and alumni. Itís going to slightly emotional but also fun as fuck because we are just going to throw a massive party. The focus of the night is just to party like fuck and have a big boys night, Iím sure there will be girls but they will merely be ancillary.

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    Days 30-32

    Day 30 was another off day which we used to rest up for the upcoming weekend. I had been texting the Asian models to see if they were stayin in town which they were but it was pretty hard to meet up due to our schedule of meetings and last minute seminars. Friday night was another night out and we were all pretty excited for the last few days in vegas. I know I had a little bit of mixed feelings as I was really starting to come into my own and getting results I always wanted to get.

    We were back at one of our favorite stomping grounds with a table in hand right in perfect view of the dj and right next to the dance floor. I wanted ot meet up with the Asian model but also knew I should not focus on just meeting up with her. This had always been an old habit of mine where I meet a girl I really like and then focus too much of my attention on her and end up ruining all the different interactions that night trying to meet up and I did not want that to happen again. I spent most of the night in and out of other conversations, bringing girls back to the table . There was one smoking hot blonde and her friend who I helped a fellow rockstar wing. She had just gotten divorced and it was her first night out. We danced a bit at our table, which happened to be packed with rockstars and girls, and made out a little. Her and her friend eventually left just as another large group of girls came into our tale. I made eyes with one and next thing I know we found ourselves dancing in the corner making out and griding to the music. Eventually her and her friends had to use the restroom so I let them go. One of the alumni asked me if I had gotten her number which I did not even think about getting(another lesson I needed to learn).

    I started texting the Asian model and she came to our table. It was super green right from the start, but I could tell her and her friend were pretty hammered by this point of the night. I could definitely tell that she was down to get out of there so when she said that they needed to use the restroom and would be right back I did not even think I needed to go with them(big mistake). 10 minutes later I get a text from her saying that her friend was puking everywhere and they needed to go home. Shit. Always go to the bathroom with them!!!!! I was starting to get a little down on myself for making so many small mistakes this far on but I reminded myself how far I had come. It was not going to happen again.
    On the way back from the bathroom I saw this very attractive redhead sitting next to the outside ring of their vip table. I had no problem ďsnipingĒ girls from other guys tables so I went in and started flirting with her. She seemed open and introduced me to her attractive friend. After another minute she got up but the friend stayed right there. I got up and moved closer to her and we started flirting. It was pretty on and we talked for awhile before heading down to the dance floor. I kept sexualizing she she loved it while we made out a little trying not to break the sexual tension too much. I brought her back to the table where some of the guys were hanging out and realized that this girl had cute friends so I brought both of our groups together. It was all pretty perfect until I realized that the redhead I initially opened was not too happy about her friends being with me. We had plans for the after party but the girls needed to huddle up (hilarious) and then took off. I had gotten my girls number so I was not too bummed out.

    The next night was at the big indoor outdoor club where deadmau5 was playing. During the first half of the night I went out with a few instructors and opened some set which we brought back to the table. I kept this up for most of the night just having a great time with all the guys. A few make outs here and then, a lot of ass grabbing as per the usual. Eventually one of the alumni brought the brunette from the night before to out table and I instantly recognized her because she was wearing the same outfit from last night. I grabbed her and it was super on. I told the alumni because he had really liked one of her friends and suddenly both groups were back again at our table. I told her I really wanted her so we should go to the bathroom which she was totally cool with. On our way to the exit we passed by these bungalows that were just having all their curtains closed. I told her to wait a second and as soon as te attendant began walking away we snuck into the bungalow. Tons of people were walking by but we did not care/ we ripped each others clothes off and started banging right next to people who had no clue what we were up to. We eventually made it back to the table where some of the other guys tried to do the same thing but ended up getting caught so my girl had to leave. Not a bad way to end the night!

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    Day 31 - 33

    On day 31 we had seminar on leadership and how to wing well. We learned about a concept called the Boomerang which is basically opening a girl, introducing her to your friend so that he can add to your value and then taking her back for yourself. That night we went to Omnia to see Nervo. We partied hard at our sick table with the idea of raging as a group to create a bad ass atmosphere that people and women are drawn to. I started the night having netted 6 hours of sleep over the last 3 days so I felt like a zombie in an alter reality.

    I started the night by opening girls with ďFuck me if Iím wrong but your name Jen.Ē I did that to pump my state before switching over to opening direct. I remember I didnít really talk to hardly any girls that night. We had a camera man there filming the whole night but each rockstar also had individual video taking tasks. My task was to get close up videos of the DJís and to also film the group as a whole having fun. I focused more on those tasks and had a great time watching all the boys rage at the table.

    I remember at some point in the night Sterling sent out a text to the group saying that we were aloud to drink so I was pretty excited about that considering how tired I was. Towards the end of the night my rockstar roommate told me that he considered me to be his best friend on rockstar which was a really rewarding thing to hear because I had no idea he felt that way.

    On day 32 of rockstar we went skydiving as a group. Though I wasnít nervous about it because I had been skydiving before, I was excited to do it again and actually experience the whole thing from start to finish this time. The first time I went I wasnít able to do that because I was so scared from the start. We all celebrated our skydiving bonding experience by drinking some beers out in the parking lot outside of the skydiving place. That night was an off night since we were all exhausted. We ended up watching the movie Crazy, Stupid, Love as a group on the theatre screen in the rockstar mansion.

    On day 33 we had the final closing dinner for the Vegas leg at the Caesars Palace buffet. The food was absolutely amazing because it consisted of every cultural variety you could imagine. I planned on going to Hakkasan with the other guys that night but I was so tired from my lack of sleep that I decided to stay home and get some quality sleep.

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    Day 34 - 36

    On day 34 we had our final debriefs and went to Marquee night club that night. In my debrief Sterling recommended that I not drink for the sake of my personal growth. I understood why he gave me this advice but the excitement of being allowed to drink after having not drank for the last 5 weeks with the exception of 4th of July was hard for me to fight off. We had an in door table and also hung out in the pool area. The hip hop club part of Marquee was also open. I didnít hang out at the table much because it was really packed so I mostly hung out by the pool area.

    Thanks to being allowed to drink that night it was easier for me to get into state but it was still a slow process. One of the few times I was at the table there were a couple of super bangable women in their 30s hanging right outside the table. Sterling told me that I know what I have to do so I went and invited them to our table. I poured them a couple of weak drinks and started having conversation with the brunette one. The conversation was mostly normal. I told her she was super sexy and asked her if she was relieved that I saved her from the massive crowd that made walking around the inside of the club impossible.

    She said she was so relieved and thanked me. Another rockstar started winging me shortly after and I felt relieved because I didnít feel like I could entertain two sexy women for very long. I asked the one I was talking to if she was into the DJ who I believe was Dash Berlin or Porter Robinson that night. She said she loves the music and then I discovered she is a Vegas local. I said to her it must be really hard to avoid going out all the time but she said she had just ended a 2 year relationship where she never went out. At some point after that she asked me for my number and then the women went to the ďbathroom.Ē

    The next girl I talked to was part of a bachelorette party. I felt pretty in state talking to her so I donít really remember what the content of the conversation was. I only know that I brought a mix of fun, flirty and sex into the conversation as well as active subcomms. I made the mistake of introducing her to one of the rockstar Alumni thinking he would either wing me or boost me up but instead he started smashing it to her and stole her away. I was stuck chatting with the bride to be for a while who was actually pretty cool. She apologized to me for getting stuck talking to her since she knew I was probably trying to hook up with somebody. Eventually they went to the table and I stayed outside by the pool area.

    Next I ended up talking to some Australian girls. The girl I was talking to was trying to get me to give her friend a birthday kiss and then a birthday bang but I wasnít really into her. Luckily my closest rockstar mate came into the conversation and the birthday was thought he was super good looking so it all worked out. My girl suggested we go have an after party at their hotel so the two of us rockstars and one of the alumni left Marquee with the three girls.

    My rockstar mate and the fellow alumni took the beds and I took the bathroom. We all banged our respective girls. I banged mine in the bathtub and then sat her with her legs spread open on the bathroom counter and banged her that way and then turned her around and banged her from the back until I came all over her ass. The other two werenít quite done yet so me and the girl went out for a smoke and then she abruptly ran back into the room half way through to throw up I later discovered. The three of us left after we were finished and had breakfast in Planet Hollywood. That marked my fourth bang in Vegas.

    I honestly canít recall what all happened on days 35 and 36 since Iím writing this blog a bit late. All I know is we went to XS on both of those nights and on one of them I sniped a very bangable blonde from Chicago while she was on her way out of the club. She opened super green because she thought I was hot. I took her to a bar in the casino and flirted with her. I felt like a boss because I was dressed super sharp in my navy blazer jacket or in what Bravado calls ďwearing the cheat codes.Ē I canít remember what all I said to her but my active subcomms were strong and I lead her by the hand every where we went. At the bar I was grounded, relaxed and confident in myself. In my head I recall myself behaving like Ryan Goslingís character does in the movie Crazy, Stupid, Love.

    The girl even told me that I am so confident in myself. I was pushing the pull back to the mansion pretty hard but the taxi line was epic and she was resisting pretty hard still so we ended up taking this long ass stroll along the street outside of the hotel. I dropped a lot of warmth and fun during that stroll until we finally made it back to the taxi line where I was going to lead her into a black car until I realized I didnít have enough cash so I led her to an ATM and then went back outside where her resistance kicked back in. I ended up spending ages trying to convince her to leave with me and couldnít figure out why she wouldnít leave yet she wouldnít blow me out either.

    We went back inside of the hotel for another stroll and ended up by the bathrooms when it dawned on me that I could just go for a bathroom pull instead of wasting all this time trying to get her back to the mansion. We were making out outside of the bathrooms and when I went to take her into the bathroom the attendant showed up and cock blocked me. It was like 7am at that point and she decided she needed to go to her room which I intended on following her to. We get to the elevators and figure out she doesnít have her key or know the name under the room sheís staying in so she goes to the front desk to get it and I basically gave up at that point.

    I just remembered I forgot to mention I figured out the reason she wouldnít go back to the mansion with me yet still not blow me out was because she had a ring on her finger which I didnít notice until after I had spent 2 hours with her. Thatís also why we couldnít go to her room because her friend was there and she didnít want to look like a cheating slut in front of her friend. Thatís my theory at least.

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    We just had our weekend break which we all went to edc .It was such a great weekend to have away from gaming and just really have some fun with the boys which was an insane weekend. Our first night back was at marque which is probably one of my favourite clubs for bungalow night. I open a few girls just to get into state which was good to begin with. I got into a conversation with a couple of girls that started off really well. As the night went on I realised the girl I was taking to was boring as bat shit but I pushed through because one of the other boys was talking to her friend but as it turned out he wasnít interested in the one he was talking to either and we ended wasting the night but it was a valuable lesson. Our next night out at draiís started off a little bit slow but got into as the night went on. for me past few nights I really had to start concentrating on my sub communications, I was really fidgeting too much which was making me look really nervous which was killing every conversation that I got into, that was due to getting inside my head to much about the fun flirty conversation which was starting to really play on my mind. The instructors wanted me to just concentrate on my sub communications and just have normal conversations. Trying to get rid of something that had become such a bad habit isnít easy, but in saying that once I become consciously aware of what I was doing wrong I felt like I was making some serious changes which came as a great relief because I didnít think it was going to be able to break it at one point.
    Some of the biggest take a wayís I have had over the last few weeks is that I have to start really trusting the process, it really did feel like my game was going backwards and I was never going fully understand the mechanics of it, but realising that starting from a good foundation start building up I adding things in as my game gets better, but one of the most important things I have learnt is that you really need to a valuate how you actually see yourself. I had to do an exercise with one the instructors that brought out somethings that I had buried deep inside me that I had never talked about that was really holding me back, just actually getting that out was like a massive weight being lifted off my shoulders.

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    Day 37 (deserves its own seperate post)

    Day 37
    I have to laugh as I read the last sentence of from Sundays blog ‘I’m sure there will be girls but they will merely be ancillary’ - man did that turn out to be an understatement! The last bungalow Monday turned out to be absolutely insane!
    We started off the night by having a few drinks in the rockstar mansion. By the time we arrived at Marquee we were in pretty good state and super excited for the night that lay ahead. I felt super confident walking in to the club, I immediately opened a blonde girl and she was glowing green - possibly the greenest any girl has opened for me so far on rockstar. I could pretty much immediately tell she was DTF so I quickly bounced her back to the bungalow. After some quick introductions and an obligatory glass of champagne I brought her to the balcony to ‘check out the view’. Before long she was giving me a blowjob - it was a pretty cool moment, looking down on the club getting sucked off, I felt like an utter boss and I’m pretty sure at least some people in the club could see what was going on. Mid blow job, one of last years alumni and his girlfriend came up to the balcony, my girl stopped but we all acted totally cool and I told her everything was fine and to continue, which she did (the importance of setting that ‘sex is totally normal frame’ is crucially important). After a few more minutes I brought her down to the bedroom where she informed me she was on her period so we couldn’t have sex. She continued the blowjob in the closet of the bedroom (no good reason to be in the closet I just hadn’t had any sexual activity there and wanted to tick it off the box) where I eventually came all over her face (I gave her one of the pillowcases to clean it up - and put the pillowcase back on the pillow #lol) All this happened within 10 minutes of entering the club!! After she had cleaned her face with the pillowcase we went back downstairs and mingled some more. She had told me she would be up for group sex later, so I told last years alumni guy and his girlfriend and left her in their capable hands. Then I went back out to the club to tell everybody what had just happened. I managed to bounce a few more girls back to the bungalow throughout the rest of the night, but for the most part I was mainly just having fun with the rest of the rockstars.
    At one point I was making out with my girl on the balcony and Sterling just strolled over and said ‘I think it is time to go back to the room’. I took my girls hand and we all (me, my girl, Sterling, an alumni from last year and his girlfriend) casually made our way up to Sterling's suite. When we got there Sterling dimmed the lights and put on some music and we proceeded to have a gangbang. It all seemed very natural and normal. After a few hours passed 3 more guys joined - another instructor and one of the interns. The intern had just come from having a gangbang in the bungalow, and now he was having his second gangbang of the night! Even more amazingly he was a virgin 2 and a half weeks prior to this!!
    At 9am we all ordered room service and had an amazing breakfast. As we ate we reflected on the the night, the entire vegas leg, how much we’ve grown and how much our boundaries for what is normal when it comes to sex and girls in general have changed.
    After breakfast the intern and I decided to go clean the bungalow but when we got there a bunch of rockstars and alumni were in the hottub balls naked with an incredibly hot stripper (also naked). Both of us got naked and jumped into the hot tub. There was a bottle of vodka being passed around and we spoke of how this experience would bring us closer. Some of the alumni gave us some advice on how to approach the break (focus on bonding as a group as opposed to gaming girls). At about midday we finally got out and went back to the mansion of the last time.

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    Days 33-35

    I was really excited over my results the last few weeks, and knew that this last night swim was going to be a lot of fun. We did not have a table, but I had a feeling I was going to run into the same group of Asian girls I had run into the previous 4 weeks. It had kind of been one big tease with this one so I really wanted to finally seal the deal. The night started off in usual fashion, lots of fun flirty conversations. I met a chick with a fellow rockstar and it happened to be her bday. I gave her the customary birthday kiss and ass grab and we went to the bar to get drinks. We kept flirting and making out and made plans for later that night. Ince they left I was already feeling really great so I when I saw a gorgeous brunette in a bathing suit walk by I was all over her. I could see the faces of my fellow rockstars near by saying how hot she was. We kept chatting but they wanted to get in the pool. I knew what I should have done but I wanted no business getting in the pool that early on. Big mistake as I never saw her again.

    I was not to disheartened though as it did not take me too long to run into the group of Asian girls. Nothing wrong with a few kisses and free champagne. We walked around the club for awhile dancing and kissing a little until she wanted to go find her friends. Perfect, as it was still pretty early in the night and I figured it was a sure thing. I kept up the conversations with other girls for most of the night until near closing where I got a message from her saying she was at drais and all her friends had left her. I was talking to another girl who was more yellow so I decided to go for thwat I thought was the more sure thing. My first thought was what the hell was she doing over there but I got my car and went to pick her up. She was so happy but told me she wanted to go back to xs. I was pretty pissed and let her know it. I couldnít believe she had me pick her up just to take her all the way back. I stayed really cold the whole way back but I could tell she was pretty drunk. We made out in the car for awhile but she would not let me go any further. I told her that she could either come home with me or wait for her friends. She got out and I took off for home. I started to get some text messagesf from her but I was not in the mood especially since some of the guys wanted to go to the strip club. I eventually got the Asian girl to agree to meet us but again she wanted me to pick her up which I was not going to do. At the strip club it was pretty dead but I still managed to get one strippers number with plans to meet soon after at her place once she took her dog out for a walk. As we were leaving the club I called her only to hear the typical stripper story- her roommate had a warrant out for his arrest and was walking her dog and got picked up by the police and her dog had been sent to a pound and she was now calling everywhere to find him. WOW.

    The next night was out last night in Vegas. It was a very bittersweet feeling knowing that we were about to have an epic last night but that it would also be the last time most of the alumni would be with us. The party started out great, tons of glow sticks, sun glasses and booze. I brought this hot blonde airline stewardess in with her friend and we spent most of the early night together. I kept going in for the kiss and she kept resisting so when I saw a couple of alumni walk upstairs with a ton of girls I excused myself to use the restroom and went to chat it up with them. I saw the blonde leave shortly after so I ended up leaving the bungalow to make some rounds of the club. I saw a very tall model at one of the outdoor tables so I began talking to her and brought her and her friend back to our bungalow. She towered over everyone else in the bungalow and we had a good time talking to one another though I ended up getting a little bored after awhile. Once they left I went out with one of the instructors and as we walked out I saw this gorgeous brunette talking with her friend and another guy. I went in and instantly there was a connection. I found out that this girl worked at a day club and night club as a bottle service girl. We both were laughing and having a great time until another guy showed up. They girl told me that the guys played for the cowboys and that she and her friend would come to the bungalow later. I said goodbye and kept rocking out for most of the night. Eventually I texted her but got a response that she was really drunk and that was the end of that.

    Eventually as the night was starting to die down I ran into a very tall, tattooed stripper. She was pretty hot and so on o the bungalow we went. I would like to say that the night ended pretty quickly thereafter but like most strippers this one was a mess. I had one chance to bang her in the Jacuzzi but realized I did not have a condom and was not going to risk it with this one. Eventually everyone came up and we spent the next few hours drinking. By this point I was getting really annoyed at her as she kept saying the most ridiculous nonsense but since I had already invested so much time my sole mission was to bang her. Eventually got her back to her place and the deed was doneÖ.a couple times before I got the hell out of there.

    Day 35 was well on the way by the time I left her place so I was only able to get a few hours of sleep before heading home to catch my flight to berlin. What an epic way to end vegas!

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    Vegas Reflection

    I have been to Vegas 30+ times prior to rockstar and I can honestly say not one of those experiences compared to the last 5 weeks of rockstar. It is hard for me to even imagine how I could have possibly had second thoughts about quitting my high paying job for this unbelievable opportunity to become the person I always wanted to be. It is even harder to imagine that only 5 weeks ago a bunch of strangers from around the world got together and now we are all very close friends who have poured our hearts and souls out to each other and shared so much of our fears, disappointments, frustrations, hopes and dreams with each other all to become the best versions of ourselves we can be. The one thing I know for sure is that by giving all of ourselves to this program we could not have done it all alone- we had to rely on each other, alumni, and instructors to help achieve the results we wanted.

    When I first came to Vegas I felt a rush of excitement. I knew this city very well from years of pool parties and nighttime clubbing. The harsh reality for me was that while I had done Vegas plenty of times getting the best tables in the club, hanging out with amazing friends and pulling beautiful women to our table I left the club the majority of the time alone. This was my biggest frustration for joining rockstar- having access to clubs and beautiful women but being unable to do anything about it. I can not tell you the amount of frustration for me this caused as many times girls would tell me I was attractive but I still was unable to do anything with them. To be surrounded time and again by gorgeous women and talk to them but not be able to do anything else was pure agony. I still remember what one of the instructors at super conference told me- ďyou kill attraction but you suck at closing.Ē

    When we first got to Vegas I remember that feeling of excitement as I got to meet all my fellow rockstars and we got to finally meet the people we got small glimpses from in our workout posts and videos leading up to rockstar. Everything that first day happened so quickly from getting to know each others inner demons and past experiences to meeting the alumni and instructors before they let us loose on Vegas without any guidance or training. I remember how it felt walking around the club that first day with a lot of pressure on my shoulders- I mean I knew from my past experiences that I could pick up girls but that first night was a very bumpy start. Things got better that second night without instructions when I made out with a really sexy brunette but I realized hardcore making out and fingering was only hurting my cause not helping it.

    When we finally started the 10 day boot camp with simplified natural I was amazed at how simple it was. I remember the first bootcamp I took 6 years ago and how the instructors told me to ask a girl at the bar how many oceans there were , and thinking to him thatís the worst thing I have ever heard. It still ended up working in getting the conversation started but it was pretty apparent to me that memorizing lines and routines were not congruent with the person I was. Even more so when after the bootcamp they told me I was headed in the right direction but need to learn more routines. Simplified natural was the exact opposite of that- no need to memorize routines but a simple plan to action where you are truly trying to be a better version of yourself.

    Having heard the stories of different alumni and instructors and how far they had come also helped as we were able to learn from so many different people from different backgrounds who had started from all different places. Of course there will always be people you align yourself with, but by arranging different groups of rockstars with alumni and instructors we were able to get a much broader grasp of the curriculum and how it pertains to each and very person and just how many different way we each interpret and express it through ourselves.

    One of the biggest changes for me personally happened when I stopped thinking of going after the hottest girls in the club and decided to just interact with the girls I would be interested in vs not being interested in. By removing the scale I took a lot of pressure off of myself and that opened my mind up to better interactions with some amazingly beautiful women. I am still trying to determine just when the ďclick: happened for me but I always felt that I understood the curriculum well and once I was able to get a firm grasp on rapid sexual escalation and being comfortable being a man talking to a women I really took off. The other part was forgetting the mechanical nature of ďgameĒ and just living in the moment and believing in my abilities and myself. It truly became about having fun rather than work or practice. I stopped thinking about the next thing to do and just started living in the interaction with each beautiful woman.

    I came into the program in arguably the best shape of my life. Due to the hectic schedule of seminars, debriefs, going out it was very difficult to keep up with the workouts but I would try as best as I could. One of the alumni even mentioned to me not to worry so much o that as we did that for the last 3 months and now it was way more important to focus and get as much out of the program as possible. We did have a chef at the house so all our meals were prepared and they were all healthy and nutritious which did help prevent any rebounding. The important thing for me is that I know in my controlled environment at home I know I can maintain the results I worked so hard to achieve and can not wait to make that another top priority in my life.

    As we put those 5 weeks in Vegas behind us I am truly thankful to have worked so hard on myself prior to rockstar as that helped me become the person that the instructor team saw so much potential in. This opportunity has started to change so much of my life into a much more positive direction and the experiences, people, and friends that I am starting to make as a result of this are priceless. I thought this would only be about meeting women but I know that this is only the beginning of so much more than that. We are only half way through this incredible summer but I know we all have so much more to grow and I can not wait to see how we all come out the other end.

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    Vegas Reflection Post

    As I type this I am sitting on my bed in Sweden (yes very far behind on the blogging front) thinking how do I even begin to reflect and rationalise those 5 weeks of craziness in Vegas! To give you some idea we started as a bunch of strangers in a hotel room in Vegas, most of us at least a little nervous about what was to come, most of us all vastly different and most of us with little to no game and we ended as a bunch of tightly bonded friends, sitting in a hottub (50 odd floors below the room) at 9am in the morning balls naked with a stripper! The journey we went on to get to that point was...well fucking indescribable actually. It was obviously awesome but it was hard as fuck as well.
    Just even sitting in that hotel room on day one was a bizarre experience in itself. I was sitting there kind of thinking Ďwhat the fuck am I doing hereí. This project rockstar thing was only ever something I ever read about from the comfort of my desk at work. It was something I daydreamed about but never thought would actually happen for me. Now here I was in this hotel room, with a bunch of the most accomplished strangers I had ever come across, feeling totally overwhelmed, a little out of place and very nervous. (Fast forward 5 weeks and I was having a gangbang in the very same room feeling totally at home).
    That first day was followed by the first night out in xs. One of the most painful nights out of my life. The instructors purposefully gave us no direction or feedback - nothing! - they just told us to go out and do what we normally do. At the time I thought it was pretty cunty from the instructors, there we were in one of the coolest nightclubs in the world, with the best instructors in the world and we were just walking around like headless chickens, hitting on chicks in the most backward, cringeworthy way possible - super much frustrating! In hindsight I can see what the instructors were doing, there we giving us a yardstick for us to measure our progress against. As horrible as the night was it truly did (and still does) serve as a yardstick for how far weíve come. In our last week in Vegas I had countless conversations with fellow rockstars that began with ďremember that first night out in xsĒ.
    The progress we made in Vegas did not come easy. To get to that point where we could reflect on how pathetic we were on ďthat first night in xsĒ did not come easy! Vegas was hard work, incredibly fucking hard work. We all fell into different patterns and routines but this is what a typical day in Vegas looked like for me: wake up at around 9am (donít ask me why I woke up so early, I would literally be the only person up at that hour), get up have a massive bowl of oatmeal and fruit, write my journal entry (for this forum) half asleep trying to reflect on the night while trying to extract what lessons I learned that would be useful for you guys to read but also for me to apply going forward. At around 11am I would go back to bed and grab an hour of sleep before we left for seminar. Seminar would start with feedback, which would sometimes be brutal and cutting (Although for the most part I have to admit my feedback was generally positive). Seminar would run then until 7/8/9pm depending on the day. Thatís like 8 hours of straight learning and note taking. After this it was back to the mansion, grab a half an hour nap, review notes, eat dinner, get ready and leave - most of this would be done in somewhat of a rush. Then we would go to the club. Normally we would enter the club clapping our hand and power posing just to try to snap ourselves out of our tiredness and into some semblance of good state (actually we still do this but now it more so for sheer fun). The night out (which would run until 4/5am) could then go either one of 3 ways:
    Walk around all night, getting more or less rejected which is soul destroying, exhausting and confusing.
    Get a chick back to the table and struggle all night to keep the conversation and attraction flowing before eventually losing her to table fizzle - also exhausting and frustrating
    Actually get laid. For the most part it is always a dogfight, you are throwing down non-judgemental frames, dealing with friends, dealing with logistical obstacles as they arise. Then spend the night banging, get little to no sleep and wake up miles from where you need to be with no time for breakfast

    Can you see the common thread? All nights, even the nights you get laid are hard work, exhausting and utterly draining both physically and mentally. From all this the biggest lesson I learned throughout all this is that anything worth getting takes hard work - lots and lots of hard work. Similar to our 12 week pre-training program it takes more work than you ever expect at the start. This is a lesson I will bring forward to my life after rockstar where I will be focusing on breaking free from my 9 to 5 grind and trying to do something more entrepreneurial. Through the gruelling vegas leg (and the pre training program) I proved to myself that no matter what the goal is, I am capable of working hard, (working harder than what most non-rockstar caliber people are willing to work) to achieve that goal. That in itself gives me so much confidence in life going forward, no matter what it is I know that I CAN AND I WILL do it.
    The best part of all this is that it is not over yet. We have 3 more weeks, living in a hotel, refining our game skills, improving ourselves, figuring out what we will do with our new badass skills post rockstar and most importantly partying every night with our awesome new best friends! ROLL ON SWEDEN!!!

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    days 22-24
    Itís the end of the week and I over the last few days I felt a massive change in my game. Just by concentrating on my sub communication and getting them to a place where I was consciously correcting myself I was able to let the conversations I was getting into flow naturally. I found myself really starting to actually have fun inside the nightís club than I have had in such a long time that was probably due to inner game issues. Friday night we were at xs night club it was only my second approach and everything hooked really well, as opposed to many night before I was thinking to much about what I should say rather than just saying it. As the night progress I was pushing the sexualization in the conversation which I hadnít been doing was well in the past or I was just way too far and getting blow out very quickly. we were making out a fair bit so I started screening for logistics as we were with two of her other friends which didnít seem to be a problem at first, I tried to bounce her out of the club first time as I lead her to the bar the was actually near the exit but she had her friends phone so that didnít work.
    After a while back with her friends I felt the energy levels starting drop so I reengaged the fun and flirty back into the interaction which I thought I did really well. I wanted to push things a bit further but she was dancing with her friends so I started hitting on another girl, which she open really green but I couldnít believe the effect it had with the first girl as she came back to me pretty quickly which was another positive thing that I learnt throughout night. It was getting late by this time so I tried to bounce her out of the club while her friends were talking to someone, as we walked away I thought we were out but her friend come running and grab her. I for me the biggest take away for the night was how much a wingman can play but how much logistic and friends can screw you no matter how good you were throughout the night.
    Saturday night out at xs again which was good as avicii was playing and I hadnít seen him before. The night got off to a really good start as first few approaches we were just saying random stupid shit that we thought was funny, it really got me in a good state. The instructor team wanted me to concentrate on being bolder and bring the masculinity into the interactions I was getting into. I open a set of girls that were in a bachelorette party, we were chatting for a bit having fun when I starting pulling the bacheloretteís garter off with my teeth, she was a bit shocked so I started teasing her for pulling away. This was a massive eye opener for me on how much you can actually get away with and to always to just keep pushing boundaries. I guess I could this night was the night the that everything was starting to really come together and felt a massive change in my game, I was approaching way more confident more bold, but it was really this first time everything was clicking together and wasnít so nervous. I was in such a good state throughout the night I didnít care about the reaction that I was getting from girls that didnít go so well for whatever reason. The night went really well but made the mistake of not going with a girl when her friends wanted to get something to eat, which now that I think back to it I donít know what I was thinking maybe I was just having a good night and didnít care.

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    Vegas Reflection

    In one of my earlier posts I wrote that I had come to some realizations that I would talk about in the next post which I never did because I felt like the content would better fit into my Vegas reflection. One night close to the end of Vegas I was driving Sterling back to the Cosmopolitan and he asked me if Iím practicing game when Iím out. The realization I had at that point was that I wasnít practicing game, at least not consistently, while out. Another instructor also pointed out that they donít think I have the mechanics of game down which I also felt was pretty spot on.

    The way the instructor explained it to me was that if they told someone who has the mechanics of game down to be fun and flirty then they would have several ideas of what they need to say. When I am told by an instructor to be fun and flirty with a girl then I think how do I do that and that I donít know what I am supposed to say. As Iím writing this I feel like the larger takeaway is that I have been allowing my anxiety and limiting beliefs to hinder the rate at which my game is growing.

    Regardless of not having game down completely, I still grew a lot in Vegas. I spent the first few weeks of Vegas being the guy who hung out by himself at the nightclub. My face looked completely miserable the entire time, I wasnít smiling and never really had any fun what so ever. After I met Bravado, I started to change into a person who was smiling and fun to be around. The pressure that I felt every night we were out started to go away. I realized I was treating going out like a job which made it really hard to have fun while I was out.

    I started getting tighter with Vybe and some of the other instructors later into Vegas leg as well. One night when me and Vybe were shooting shit he told me that for the first two weeks of rockstar most of the instructors thought I was faggot. I was really glad Vybe didnít wait until the circle of truth to tell me that because I thought itís better to know this know rather than later so I have more time to change it while on rockstar.

    The reality is that I am quite the opposite of boring once I break out of my negative beliefs and my false views of myself. The feedback Sterling gave me during my Vegas debrief was that everyone around me sees me as this awesome person who should be smashing it and that I just need to see that for myself now.

    The 5 weeks we spent in Vegas was the craziest time of my life. The most interesting part is that I am able to say that even though 98% of it was sober. Before Rockstar, I would not have described a party as crazy unless it involved alcohol. Though I havenít shattered my reliance on alcohol to have fun, I can now see that it is possible. I mean I banged 4 girls in Vegas without drinking anything other than red bull.

    I remember while I was in Vegas I was so in my head about talking to girls that I couldnít see how awesome of a life I was living. Looking back on it now I think I was in Vegas going out to a night club every night of the week where a famous DJ was playing. We had tables My only purpose in going out was to have fun with my best friends and smash it to girls. I had some of the worlds top life coaches there to mentor me and help me grow as a person. There was not a single day that went by where some kind of life wisdom was not imparted to me. That is really fucking amazing when I look at it from that perspective. It makes me realize that any one single interaction didnít matter because there are plenty of women that will never see me again out each night and then a whole set of new ones out the next night.

    The last night of Vegas was a Bangalow party at Marquee. We had hundreds of glow sticks and party glasses and so much booze. We also had lots of markers so that we could write on girls. I volunteered to be one of the guys that went out and recruited girls to take back to the Bangalow. Approaching girls in that frame killed virtually all of my approach anxiety. It took the pressure of the interaction off of me so if I was blown out it wasnít really me getting blown out but rather them not wanting to come to the Bangalow in general.

    The mentality I had as a Bangalow recruiter is the mentality I should always have and is what I worked on adopting for most of the Vegas portion of rockstar. Something else I learned in Vegas that is really powerful for me is the idea that sex is normal and something I can go after unashamedly. It was interesting because I really never asked any girls for their phone numbers. It was either bang or nothing for me. I didnít need to be that extreme but it was good because before sex wasnít even an option until after a date before rockstar. I knew SNLís were possible and had even had them before but my frame of mind was that it is something that probably isnít going to happen.

    Another mentality I had coming into rockstar was that I could only talk to the hottest girls. Obviously talking to hot girls is what every guy wants to do but there is so much more that can be gained from adopting the mentality of talking to all women. Itís important to get those reference experiences and talking to girls that are less attractive is really good for boosting state. Banging less attractive girls also feels better than jerking off and further reinforces the fact that Iím a man who loves women and that sex is very normal for.

    By the end of Vegas I felt like I belong in the rockstar family which is something I struggled with believing for a long time. I felt like I have a place on rockstar and that I wasnít mistakenly chosen. This program is truly amazing. I really want to write more insights but I want to go out tonight and make the most of my rockstar experience more so since I have hit my word minimum Iím going to stop writing this so that I can go bang the shit out of some girl tonight.

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    Rockstar Break - Berlin

    We decided to go to Berlin for the first weekend of our break. The instructor team had advised us to focus on bonding and resting over the break, as opposed to going out and smashing it to chicks every night. We knew that the weekend in Berlin would be an exception to this rule as Berlin is a massive party city, especially during the summer.

    The journey to Berlin was pretty horrendous. The last bungalow Monday was insane and I didnít end up getting back to the mansion until 2pm on Tuesday, I hadnít slept at all. I got back at 2pm packed and left the mansion at around 3 pm. Then we had like a 14 hour flight to Frankfurt - worst flight of my life, super much hungover and could not sleep. After that we got a connecting flight to Berlin and landed, I canít really remember the time difference or anything but I think it was like Wednesday or Thursday by the time we actually got to our hotel in Berlin.


    Berlin is a cool city and somewhere that Iíve been before so I didnít do much touristy stuff save go to one museum (not that anybody reading this has any interest in that). The nightlife in Berlin is a total contrast to Vegas. Itís all very dark, underground, urban all that kind of shit. On our first night out we pretty much got refused from everywhere because we were too well dressed. We quickly cottoned on that in order to get into places you essentially have to dress in shit, wear black, pretend you are cool and German.


    After 5 weeks in Vegas it was super strange to be back in a normal city. On top of being used to the bizarreness of Vegas we were also accustomed to the rockstar environment - smashing it to as many chicks as humanly possible every night! You can get away with that in Vegas as it is somewhat expected but in the real world it is not so normal.. It took us a few nights to dial it back and calibrate for normality.


    I wonít go into detail of our all nights out (some of them were fucking crazy) but I did pull one night so I will give an account of that. On this particular night we were in a pretty cool club that overlooks the city (not a typical Berlin underground grungey club). I was talking on one of the rockstars friend that was out with us, and out of the corner of my eye I saw this really cute blonde looking around with a confused look on her face (obviously looking for somebody). I strode over and said ďitís a nightclub.. people usually come here to like dance and stuff, drink, talk to girls/guysĒ (I was playing on the fact that she looked confused - she would later tell me that she wanted to fuck me straight away just because I opened with such strong body language). She started laughing and explained that she was looking for her friend. Then we got chatting for a while and I could sense that it was on, but she left to go get her friend. I wasnít too worried as the club was small and I knew Iíd see her again. Sure enough later on I saw her walk in behind the bar and get kicked out by the barman. I went over and explained how ordering drinks at the bar works. After that it was really on. I managed to bounce her out of the club and we went looking for a place to fuck in the shopping center (the club was located in a shopping center) but there was nowhere so went outside. As soon as went outside she began to freeze up and wanted to back in to find her friend. I tried to bounce her to the hotel but to no avail, so we went back to the club. As soon as we got into the club she was totally distracted looking for her friend. The search led to the bathroom where I managed to pull her into a bathroom stall only to be kicked out by security just as the door was closing (second time that has happened on rockstar). After that she found her friend and totally shut down. She went dancing with her friend and ignored me and all my advances for the next hour. At this point it looked like things were totally done so I went back to chill with the rockstars. At the end of the night I noticed that her friend had pulled a guy and the 3 of them were standing at the bar. I strode over and introduced myself to the guy and made friends with him. Then the proceeded to leave and I grabbed my girls hand and walked with them. It was a dogfight from there on in but the other 2 went to get food and we eventually jumped into a cab. She refused to back to her place (not sure why) so we went to the hotel where I was sharing a room with one of the rockstars. She was not happy that I was sharing a room and said that if he was there she was leaving. He was on a date earlier so I was hoping he wouldnít be there - but her was and she refused to go in. I was too close to let this all go to pot now so without skipping a beat I went down to reception and booked us another room where we proceeded to make sweet sweet love. The next morning we went super deep and spoke for hours about our lives, she is a really really cool chick, and does something she is passionate about for a living (dancing) and we clicked really well. Eventually she had to leave but we stayed texting (and we are still texting). A few days later she was thinking about coming to see me in Croatia!! My mind was blown that it is possible to make such a strong connection in such a short space, one of the few benefits of being super introverted.


    Things I learned in Berlin

    ēGame works a lot differently in real life cities and certain amount of dialling it back will be required for life after rockstar


    ēIt is possible to make an incredibly strong connection in a super short space of time. Lying in bed, talking the morning after is one of my favorite things (I know that sounds gay as fuck but it is true) especially when the girl is cool. From what Iíve learned on rockstar so far I know the reason that I like this so much is because Iím such an introvert.

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    Rockstar Break - Croatia

    After the the craziness of Berlin it was off to croatia for a week of relaxing and bonding. Before typing any more I can tell you we totally failed on the relaxing front (I think I stayed in for one night) but we definitely bonded. Actually we bonded to the point where I can happily say that these guys are now some of my closest - actually fuck that they are my closest friends!


    We went to Hvar in Croatia, which is now one of my favorite places in the whole world. As we were getting off the ferry, there was a massive party happening in one the bars. Lots of beautiful people all dressed in white. all drunk as fuck and all having a blast (it turned out to be a yacht week party -the next night, a gang of us dressed in white and went out with plan of trying to get into one of the yacht week parties) seeing that upon arrival pretty much put to rest any ideas we had about having a relaxing week.


    I cannot even begin to describe how epic Hvar was and to be there with a massive gang of like minded guys was amazing. Hvar is basically this tiny incredibly beautiful island. It is quite touristy but has not been affected by mass tourism. It is hard to describe the type of people that go there, lots of rich yachty type people but also lots of regular people but no asshole loudmouth yobs really go there - like there are no bachelor/bachelorette parties there which was definitely a nice change in gear from Vegas.


    Our typical day would go something like this.Wake up at 4pm, go the beach, chill, go for a nice seafood dinner, go to a day/evening club called called Hula Hula (really cool open area club, located right on the seafront, probably one of my favorite places in the world now) drink one massive 7 person jug (or 2...once 3 but the less said about that the better) of super strong cocktail EACH, get drunk, go to another club called carpe diem, drink more, hop on a boat to a party island, party there until 4am, hop on a boat to the after party island, party there until 7am, hop on a boat home, go to bed around 8am!


    Some of the guys had some epic pull stories which Iím sure they will share in their blogs. A lot of the guys experienced major shifts in their game where everything seemed to click into place for them. Personally I didnít experience any shifts like this which was kind of frustrating but I guess my game was pretty good going into the break. I actually didnít pull at all in Croatia, which was really annoying but I still had the time of my life. There were times in Croatia when I thought my game had actually gone backwards but on reflection I think it just stagnated a bit which I guess is normal.


    One one particular day we hired two boats and spent the day sailing around to the various islands. Occasionally we would drop anchor at a secluded bay and go swimming, snorkeling and wakeboarding while pumping music on the boats sound system. It was such an epic day to spend a day and definitely represented a glimpse of the rockstar type lifestyle that we are all hoping to cultivate after this program ends.


    Things I learned
    ēI think the biggest thing we learned in Croatia was how to be normal. That may sound strange but in Vegas we basically did laps of whatever clubs we were in and hit on every single girl there. That is generally not what normal dudes do when they are on vacation (although it was still a lot of fun and crucial for our learning). In Hvar we just went out, partied with each other, drank, shot the shit and if a hot chick passed we would hit on her in a very normal and natural way. Sterling commented that if a bunch of regular guys went on vacation for a week and came back with the epic pull stories we had nobody would believe them, that didnít really click with us until he said it and it is pretty cool to think how naturally badass we are now, even though at this stage we kind of take it for granted

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    Blog Entry 15 - Days 58-60

    Wow. My mind is blown. Sweden is apparently known for being a sexually liberated country with gorgeous women. But I did not expect this. What just happened? Read on.

    The night started with me almost not going out. It was one of the weaker nights in Sweden, a Sunday, and I took a 20 min nap. I could barely get up after my rockstar roommate said it was time to go out. It took some convincing and cups of espresso, but I was finally good to go.

    The place we went to was nearby the hotel. It was an outdoor heated patio that was really small. It started to fill up. Everyone there was super friendly. This was the greenest place I had yet been to in Sweden. I chatted up a bunch of girls over the next hour, but mostly focused on having fun with my friends.

    There were 2 attractive girls in one corner, and rockstar J (shall we call him) went in at the same time as me. We both opened, and mine was super green to me. You know the type that you have to hold back from making out within a couple min, or itíll happen? Thatís the type. She was a blonde Swedish girl with deep blue eyes and an unforgettable seductive gaze. I joked about my friends and I being here for gang bangs, how we just bang each other and cum in each otherís assholes. In the next few minutes, I sexualized on how she could join, and in other ways. We were making out on and off. The best frame I lay down was when she asked if we do this often, and even though I knew she was loving it, I pretended sheíd judge. I told her we did, but not to judge. I think that society looks down on people too much who do these kind of things, and they shouldnít, that people should be allowed to have fun with each other as long as theyíre not hurting anyone. And she was quite adamant that she agreed with this.

    By now she had met some of the other rockstars, made out with one, and we all left the bar. She was so down, she tried to pull a random guy that she liked into our gang bang, but we didnít let him. Back in the hotel room, we almost lost it because her friend, the one rockstar J was hitting on, while she came over, she refused to participate. She just stood there a few feet away, arms folded, silently judging, ignoring her friendís pleas to join. Fortunately this didnít stop the gang bang from happening, and I had one of the craziest nights of my life. 3 of us banged her, and it was fantastic!

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    Berlin

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    After partying in Berlin for 5 day we were all ready to go to Hvar so that we could relax and recharge before picking things back up in Sweden. We arrived in Split and had a few hours to kill until the evening ferry would take us to Hvar. We were sitting at a cafť near the ferry dock where Sterling and Alexander met up with us. We arrived on Hvar around 8PM and as soon as we walked off the ferry we found ourselves in front of Carpe Diem club. The club was raging with EDM and full of people completely wasted. The people were part of Yacht week which was going on while we were on Hvar.

    The island was packed with people and flocks of beautiful women everywhere. In that moment it was very apparent to me that relaxing was the last thing we would be doing for the next 9 days. We made it up the hill to our house and met Bronco, our landlord. He gave us this long speech on all the things we weren’t allowed to do and how we had to pay to use the kitchen and laundry.

    We picked our roommates and then cleaned up for dinner and going out afterwards. The first party we went to was at the Carpe Diem bar that was raging when we had first arrived on the island. The place was jam packed again and full of hot girls. We drank and hit on some girls at the bar and then learned about the party island. The party island was an extension of Carpe Diem bar which closed at 2. After the bar portion closed, all the people rushed to the boat taxi line for the party island.

    On the boat taxi all the drunk people were yelling, screaming and continuing the party. We walked up the path to the party islands dancing area where there was a DJ playing deep house music. Half of the people there were hammered drunk and the either half were clearly on drugs. It was yet again a scene I had never before experienced. One of the bars had a swimming pool in front of it and then there was a little beach beyond that where people were partying and hooking up.

    Game was really the last thing on my mind for the first few nights on Hvar. Most of the other guys were smashing it to chicks and I would wing or open occasionally but my main goal was to party and have fun. My only goal on that first night was to get as smashed as I possibly could since that was something that I had not done in a very long time. At 5 AM the party island closed down but when we made it to the dock we found another ferry that was taking people to another island for an after party. Me and the boys hopped on the after party boat and went to the next island to continue the party.

    The after party island was where we were all completely shit faced and dancing and yelling obnoxiously until after the sun rise. We did the macerena and created a rage circle. Everyone else on the party island stared at us in envy because of the fucking awesome time we were having. Some people came up to us and asked us if we were gay and we just started chanting “Were not gay, were not gay!!” Other people came up and asked if they could join our rage circle and we continued this madness until the party was finally over.

    Over the next few days in Hvar we slept in and then went to the beach for a couple of hours before preparing to go to the pre party. We discovered this beach bar called Hula Hula that started the party at 6 PM everyday and lasted until around 10 PM. Between 10 PM and 11:30 PM people basically took a party intermission to eat dinner and then at 11:30 people would start to pack into Carpe Diem bar until 2 AM and then off to the party island until 5 AM. This is basically the cycle that occurs everyday on Hvar.

    While partying and smashing it to girls at Hula Hula one night we discovered the 7 person mojito. We some guys walking around with this massive cup that had several straws coming out of it so we asked them what it was. We found out it was a 7 person mojito so we all went to the bar ordered one for our own self. We were standing on tables dancing and smashing it to girls and drinking person mojitos and bonding and this is what we did basically everyday on Hvar.

    After returning from the party island one morning, me and another rockstar were sitting on a bench facing the sea and having another one of our early morning life talks when two irish girls came by. They asked us for a cigarette and the rest was history. We started smashing it and took them to go skinny dipping in the sea and then went back to the place they were renting. I banged mine in her ass while we were in the shower and pumped her ass full of my cum. After the shower she found a condom and I banged her in her pussy. The other rockstar banged his girl 4 times over the course of the morning and then we left around 3 PM.

    On our last day in Hvar, me and my Hvar roommate rented scooters and rode over to Hula Hula for a couple of day drinks. There were gorgeous women sun bathing with their tops off everywhere and we just took it all in. After a couple of drinks we rode our scooters over to another city on the island. It was one of the most beautiful rides of my life going up to the highest points of the island and getting to see the sea and everything from up high. We had another drink and took in the scenery at the town that we drove over to and then headed back to Hvar around 6 PM to get ready for our last night partying on the island.

    We went to Hula Hula that night and started smashing it to these girls from Spain. Originally we were just trying to take a picture of one of the girls’ ass because it was so sexy but then they walked past us and he started talking to the one with the great ass and I winged him with her friend who was a little chunky. Him and his girl went swimming in the sea and he banged her in the sea. I went into the sea afterwards with my girl and banged her there. While I was banging her she told me she was a virgin.

    We pulled them back to our house and into our room were we banged the girls side by side. It was fucking incredible experiencing shit I would have never thought possible first hand. I gave my girl a few lessons on banging, she bled a little bit and then I banged her from the back and came on her fat ass. That was girl number 6 for me on rockstar.

    After I finished banging my girl, I got dressed and left with another rockstar to Carpe Diem to see if I could get a double dip in that night. We ended up meeting two Swedish girls and took them out to the party island. The girls were too drunk and we were too tired so we slept on the sunbathing chairs together for 3 hours until the party island closed. We then rushed back to the house to pack and make it down to the ferry for a 6:30 AM departure. As we left Hvar we were all anything but rested on our way to Stockholm.

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    Berlin

    We were all super exhausted after spending 5 weeks in Vegas and were looking forward to the rockstar break. We decided to spend the first 5 days of break in Berlin where we knew we would be doing exactly the opposite of relaxing. The idea was that we would go to Berlin and party and then go to Hvar which is in Croatia to relax for the last 9 days of break.

    I really donít even know where to start with Berlin. I guess the best way I can describe it is that it was everything and nothing like I expected. I knew Berlin is supposed to be one of the worlds largest party scenes and it certainly met and exceeded its reputation. The clubs and the city were nothing like I expected. Coming from Vegas, I had this image of massive clubs that are pretty classy. Berlin is the exact opposite. The clubs come in all sizes but the one thing the majority of them have in common is that they are far from classy.

    Our plane landed in Berlin around 8 or 9 PM and most of the rockstars couldnít wait to go to sleep. I was of a different mentality and couldnít wait to go out. Even though I was tired, I had the excitement and adrenaline of being in a new city that I have always wanted to go to boosting my energy. I also had the adrenaline of being in Europe boosting me as well. There was no way I was going to waste a single night.
    Myself and three other rockstars met in the lobby of the Tryp hotel at around 12 AM. The hotel staff recommended we go to a club called Matrix so we took a taxi over to the club. As soon as we stepped out of the taxi it was clear to us that we were entirely over dressed. The crowd was in the 18 to 25 year old age range and the club reminded me of a college bar on steroids. It had 5 different rooms that were all fairly large and had their own DJ.

    We bought some drink at the bar and then headed to dance floor of the EDM room. I canít speak for the other rockstars but I know I was a little bit nervous about opening girls in this new environment and in a new country. We danced for a bit and then found the smoking area which was much more conducive for game. I opened a couple girls but the interactions didnít go anywhere. I spent the rest of the time winging one of the other rockstars who was opening much more easily. We met two girls from I donít know where and their gay friend.

    At one point in the interaction one of the girls asked me if one of the other rockstars was gay because she wanted to hook him up with her gay friend. I shut that down instantly but it was pretty funny because the rockstar was wearing this sick leopard print tshirt. The girls eventually ran off and two of the rockstars called it a night at around 3:30. Me and the other rockstar decided to stay but we left Matrix to go and explore the other clubs in the area.

    We were headed to this club called Watergate which was supposed to be one of the more bad ass clubs in Berlin. On our way there people were partying, doing drugs and smoking weed in the streets. It was nothing I had ever seen before. We met 2 girls from Paris on our way to Watergate and after talking to them for a few minutes they joined us to go to Watergate. Once we reached Watergate, we walk up to the entrance and get denied entry because they said we came too late.
    We walk to three more clubs that night and get denied entry into all of them. It turns out that itís important to go to clubs early in Berlin because even though they stay open until 7 or 8 AM they get start denying people entry at around 4 unless youíve already been there earlier in the night and have a stamp.

    The second night in Berlin we go to this club that has a view that overlooks all of Berlin. The club was one of the more classy ones but it was kind of dead so we all left to go to Watergate. The second rule of Berlin is donít approach the entrance of a club with a large group because you will almost always get denied unless you have an even guy to girl ratio or they just like the way you look. Even though we know this we still approach the Watergate like 7 people deep and get denied of course.

    We all head down to another club where all but 4 of us made it in. I was one of the 4 that didnít get in and we determined it was because we were dressed too nice. I was super pissed at this point because that was the fifth time Iíd been denied entrance into a club in Berlin. Me and another rockstar decide that instead of letting our night be ruined we are going to take this opportunity to bro out with the other two rockstars and get them completely shit faced. We head to Matrix since we are fairly certain we can get in to the club. As we approach the club two guys swipe one of the rockstarsí very expensive watch off of his wrist and were off into the night.

    The police became involved but they never found the guy who stole the watch. At this point, we were all very upset and it was hard for any of us to see a way to make it a positive night. Our only goal then was to take care of the rockstar whose watch was stolen and do our best to help him get through it. He decides he wants to go to a bar near the hotel so were like yes lets go just chill and get through this together. We get to the bar and find out itís a hookah bar that only serves non-alcoholic drinks. I wasnít even pissed off at point after all the shit weíd already been through why the fuck not.

    Next we decide weíll just go to the hotel bar and drink so we get there and itís closed as well. What a shock. Two of the rockstars went to bed after that while me and the rockstar Iím closest with go on a mission to find food and place that will serve us a fucking drink. We get to this super low key bar and walk in and immediately get denied by the bar tender who I was prepared to murder at that point. We walk down the street and find this big and empty bar with its doors wide open.

    The bar tender welcomed us with open arms and we instantly ordered 6 of the strongest shots they had, two beers and some food. We were completely content at that point to just be broing out together and bonding. Over the course of the two hours we spent at that bar we went into deep conversation about rockstar and how amazing the program is and how much it has changed us. We talk about the changes we see in each other and helped each other see things that we didnít see about ourselves before. At 6 AM the bar closed and we walked back to the Tryp hotel in the morning daylight.

    The third night in Berlin me and the rockstar Iím closest with made a vow that it was going to be our life mission to gain entrance into the most exclusive club in Berlin if not the whole world. The club is called the Berghein and it has the most brutal door policy of any other club. They literally just look at you and shake their head no after youíve just waited in line for 2 hours and donít give you any reason. We had heard the best approach is to go in pairs of 2 and to dress like a hipster so we wore black tshirts and black pants. Two other rockstars also joined us on this adventure and were about 8 people behind us to make it look like we werenít all together.

    As we begin to get close to the entrance we watch person after person get denied entry. We watched groups of 3 to 5 super hot girls get denied as well as groups of guys. We continue to have a serious look on our face and didnít speak a single word to anyone. We make it to the door and the guy looks us up and down very closely and asks me how many we are and I signal 2 with my fingers still not speaking a single word. He leaves us and starts shooting the shit with the other doors guys for like 5 minutes and then turns around and points us into the club. This was apparently just the first filter. We get to the second check and get completely searched and they put stickers on our phone cameras because youíre not allowed to take any pictures inside the club.

    Once we paid cover and were standing inside this large hall of an abandoned USSR building converted into a club we start to celebrate in shock that we made it in. We go upstairs and the techno music is banging on the function 1 speakers and everyone was in a total trance. After about 20 minutes we run into the other two rockstars who had made it in as well and we all celebrated our success. It was one massive rave where anything went. Up some more stairs there was another dance room. The bathrooms were unisex and guys and girls would just go into the bathroom stalls together. There were dark rooms with beds in them where people were banging. The place was just complete madness.

    The unfortunate part about the club is that itís gay but straight friendly. There were still lots of girls in the club but nowhere near the amount of gay cock surrounding us. We ended up spending 13 hours in that club raving to techno and talking to all the girls we could. The club closed at about 2:30 PM and we made it inside at 1 AM the previous night. One of the rockstars met a girl from DC in the club and they vibed really well so we all left together to try and get into another club. It was 7 of us and we were denied so we went back to the hotel and went to sleep.

    I slept for the next 19 hours because all of the lost sleep from Vegas and then the madness in Berlin. The last night in Berlin three of us went to 4 different clubs and just partied like rockstars. It was truly amazing.

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    DAY 28-30
    Saturday days was the 4th of July and i was pretty exciting that we were able to chill out and have fun with the boys and by chill out i mean get wasted. i got out of bed about 9am that morning to find one of the other guys already drunk which was fucking hilarious, so i knew we were in for a good day. We all left the mansion around 7 pm to go watch the fireworks from one of the rooms at the cosmopolitan before heading out which was pretty amazing to see as you could see over the whole of Las Vegas.
    We all went into xs nightclub and i was in a pretty good state due to the alcohol that i had consumed, not that was completely wasted but enough to not have any approach anxiety what so ever, which is amazing when you have game and you donít give a shit. My first interaction I had I just went in really bold just as vybe had been getting me to do over the last few weeks, I actually started making out with this girl with in about a minute of meeting her, only for her friend to pull her away. I was in a really good state mainly due to alcohol but it also made me realise what was achievable if I just let go and didnít give a fuck. I approach this really hot chick from Kansas it hooked really until her friend pulled her away to which I grab her to get her number before she left. I saw her again later on in the night and she wanted to come with me but supposedly her friend wouldnít let her leave, I later found out it was because she had a boyfriend and he was there at the club. Even though I had a bit to drink I think tonight was that my game starting shifting. I was no long thinking about the mechanics and letting things happen more organically, rather thinking about what I was saying.
    Sunday and we were but at xs for the night swim. I started the night off really slow as I was so tired from the night before. I was really struggling to get into state. I think I made the biggest mistake by not being more talkative back at the mansion like I normally are. I approach an Asian women that turned out to be in her early 40ís but she was still fairly attractive. I ended spending a bit of time with her but I knew for many night before that I had to screen for logistics, even though the interaction was going well she lived 30 out of town in the opposite direction to where I lived and she was driving her friendís home so I pulled out as I didnít want was my entire night so lift and started approaching more girls.
    Monday night was bungalow Monday at marquee which is normally my favourite night but this night they closed of the back area because of a storm that had come through so that pretty much ruined the night as everyone was force inside. I ended just hanging out with some of the boys instead which turn out to be a pretty fun night

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    DAYS 31-33
    Tuesday night and the realization we are almost at the end of our Las Vegas leg of project rockstar. Our main focus was shifting away for cold approaching and creating and fun environment that women would want to hang around in. We went to Omnia nightclub which was one of my favourite nightclubs in Las Vegas. After hanging around the table a bit we went off the approach someone girls to bring them back to the table, a couple of the other rockstars and I didn’t get that far when we started chatting to a few girl and brought them straight back. I wasn’t really connecting with the one I was talking to but I was having a shitload of fun just hanging around the table watching nervo play.
    As the night progress I saw and Asian girl sitting down and no one talking to her so I went over. It started off really well to the point we were making out but I just can’t get her to stand up and dance, so trying to escalate was really had with the way she was sitting and not to mention no one was talking to her friend so it just really made thing a lot harder so I just got her number instead and went but to partying.
    Wednesday was our skydiving day which I was looking forward to. It was really cool to be with a whole bunch of your friends and watching the facial expression on the ones that hadn’t done it before as they didn’t know what they were in for. It was my 3rd time skydiving so it wasn’t that bad for me as I knew what to expect and the added bonus of sitting next to the door on the way up, but it was still pretty fucking exciting. We all come home and I pretty much past out on the couch from lack of sleep that was really catching up to me. I don’t think anybody went out that night as we all we all stayed in and watched crazy stupid love with Ryan gosling. It’s actually a pretty good movie if you are struggling with sub-commas and bring the bold masculinity into your interactions with women, it’s definitely something worth watching and mimicking
    Thursday we had our last night last night closing dinner which was at Caesars palace buffet, which was fucking amazing I don’t think I had eaten as much food as I did on that night. I pretty much walked out of there and jumped straight into the car, which pretty much put me into a food coma.

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    DAYS 34-36
    Friday night and we were back at marquee nightclub, I went into the in a pretty good state from doing a he said she said exercise in the car with some of the other rockstars, which just gets you into a talkative mood.
    I got into the club knowing I had to approach straight away or my state will start dropping. I bounced around a bit opening girls but nothing was really connecting that well or some girls were just out right boring. I was standing talking to one of the boys when he pasted a girl on to me as the interaction wasnít going that well. I starting talking to her but I didnít think things were going that well but I stayed there to see where I could take things. i started screening for logistics as to see who she had come with. I found out her friends went home and she stayed by herself. I knew that if I could bring a bit more fun into the interaction she was coming home with me as girls donít stay by themselves in a club for no reason, so I took her to the table were everyone was dancing having a good time. Being a bit crowded I took her down to the dance floor where I could get a bit closer to her and really start sexualizing which she was really receptive and I ended up pulling her out of the club. I got her back to the mansion and went straight the bang room and I would have to say that was probably the best two pump dump Iíve ever had.
    The next night we were back at xs I was so tired at this stage and was really starting to look forward to break that was coming up in a few days. i didnít really start talking to girls until the end of the night. I hooked a little Asian girl from LA and tried to pull her into the bathroom which is something that I had never tried but as its turned out I didnít have a condom with me and when we went back out her friends found her and that was the end of the and pretty much the end of night. I was pretty pleased to see how if you lead and hold the stronger frame women will actually follow so that was the biggest takeaway I got from the night.
    Sunday night at xs for the night swim which is not my favorite not out, but I wanted to used my time that I had left as it was my second to last night out with the instructors before we go on break and I really wanted to try and hammer home some of my sticking points. Iíve come to the realization that I have the mechanics of the simplified natural curriculum pretty well ingrained that I donít think about what I am saying, I feel itís more of an inner game issue that I having been working on this on the last 5 weeks which I feel I have progressed and got rid of some of things that were limiting myself.

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    Day 52 - 54

    We arrived in Sweden on day 52 Ö I think. We were all pretty goosed from our so called break! The instructors told us to relax and unwind on our break and if youíve been reading this journals youíll know that we did anything but that. So when we arrived into Sweden on the first day we all pretty much just crashed and went to bed.


    The next morning we met and Sterling went through all the rules of Sweden with us. This basically entailed behaving ourselves around the hotel and not hitting on the staff. He also explained a bit about the culture and how the nights out here operate.He advised us to be polite to the bouncers here as they have a tendency to be dickheads, something that we would find out later that night. He also told us that we would be splitting up into groups on nights out as the clubs and pubs here are much smaller than anywhere weíve been and if we all went to one club we would burn it down in a matter of minutes. This is a bit of a shame as I really enjoy when the whole group is out - especially now that we are tight as fuck. Girls here are pretty sexually liberated and our game is at a pretty decent level so he told us our aim now should not be to bang a girl in isolation but to push for the gangbang (so the other guys can share the love) and to create epic stories (since then pretty much all of us have developed this bizarre Ďgangbang or nothingí type attitude.


    Wednesday was our first official night out. Half the guys got a table at Soli and the other half went to a different smaller club called Collage. I was part of the crew that went to collage. It was really quite and there were very few chicks. After about 45 minutes of state killing standing around, myself and one of the interns opened a group of chicks. Things went really well with them and we ended up getting their numbers - it is a week later as I write this, since then we have had one failed gangbang attempt with these chicks and we are currently in the process of setting up round two - watch this space).


    After spending half the night in collage we bounced and went to Soli a much busier club where we had a table. At one point we were all raging at the table, Vybe standing on the couch, when one of the cunty bouners came along and started squaring up to Vybe demanding he get down. Things were getting really heated and they were forehead to forehead shouting into each others faces, about to fight - at this point most of us were wearing glittery hats for some reason and I decided it would be hilarious to lightly plant one of these gay hats on his head - I knew it was a bad idea as I was doing it but I coulnít help myself, it was utterly hilarious, but the other bouncer didnít think so and started squaring up to me. After much more posturing the manger came along and told the two bouncers to fuck right off (an indication of how much we dominate clubs when we go there)

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    Day 55 - 56

    The two major things to report from these days are the circle of truth and teaching a lovesystems bootcamp.


    The circle jerk of truth.

    I was really dreading the circle of truth. We had been told to arrive in Ventures apartment early and bring 16 hours worth of food because we would not be getting a break. We were told that there would be tears, and that last year it went until 4am in the morning!

    Thankfully we managed to get through ours in half that time, which I think is a testament to how much weíve bonded as a group (this was the focus of this years rockstar so the instructors deserve props on this). Some people still got some feedback which I can only imagine was a at least a little hurtful. For me I escaped relatively unscathed, some people even passed as they had nothing to say, which was pretty cool, the main point that people made about me that it was hard to get to know me on a deeper level. I kind of knew thatís what was going to be said but hearing it from everybody has been really impactful. Since then Iíve been making an effort to open up to people more and itís something I definitely something I plan to keeping doing after rockstar.


    Teaching a bootcamp

    At the weekend, we held a lovesystems bootcamp in our seminar room and we got to teach pretty much all of it. I thought active sub comms and the fun/flirty conversation strand. It was honestly one of the coolest things Iíve ever done and I really enjoyed it. I remember waking up on of the bootcamp mornings and saying to my roommate, ďMy job today is to teach some dudes how to pick up chicks, then go out and smash it to chicksĒ

    It was also a massive yardstick to measure just how far Iíve come. The very first day of rockstar I was super nervous to do my introduction, as I had to speak in front of people, and when I heard we would be teaching a bootcamp this also made me super nervous. Fast forward to Sweden and I wasnít nervous at all, in fact I felt I taught the material fairly confidently and well, and I got a massive buzz from teaching it. Becoming a lovesystems instructor is now something I am seriously considering post rockstar.

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    Day 57-59

    Before I start this post I must add a story that I omitted from my previous post. It happened when we were teaching the bootcamp at the weekend. Venture was teaching text game (his text game is amazing by the way), he was reading some of his text exchanges which were epic. Then a text goes out, from one of our instructors, to our whatapp group, ďfirst white guy into asian chicks to reply come to room xxxĒ I am not actually into asian chicks but it was definitely something I wanted to check off the list. I had a dilemma, listen to the rest of Ventures text seminar or bang, banging obviously won but it was a toss up. I text back first, and left immediately. When I got to the room I was expecting two asian chicks, maybe some music and drinking..I was wrong. I knocked on the door and the instructor answered butt naked, and the asian chick was on the bed, also butt naked. I introduced myself to the girl casually took off my clothes and started banging her.We swapped up position a couple of times but I hadnít banged in ages so I came pretty quickly. I casually put my clothes back on and went back to the seminar room, slightly more sweaty than when I left. From the time I left the seminar room to the time I got back, was less than 10 minutes. After Venture had finished his text game seminar I explained what happened. The students were amazed but it really reinforced the Ďsex is normalí theme that we had been teaching them earlier in the day. It is a marker of how normal sex is for me now that I actually complete forgot about that incident when I was writing my earlier post.


    Our days in Sweden have been spent doing business seminars and they have been amazing. We have been learning how to present well (eye contact, gestures, body language, content etc), troubleshooting potential challenges in our new business, learning about website design as well as a whole host of other really useful really cool shit.

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    Day 60 - 62

    Game in Sweden is a lot different to that in Vegas. In Vegas youíve got these mega clubs where you can just do lap after lap after lap and there is an endless stream of chicks, most of whom are on holidays and in the mood for adventure and wildness. We are in Stockholm now which is a real city. What I mean by this is that weekdays are quiet as people generally have work and shit, this means way way less chicks in the clubs/pubs. Now we only get a table at the weekends (and on Wednesdays, which is like a mini weekend for some reason). I have actually made a point of never being in the crew that gets a table, one because I canít afford it and two, more importantly, because in real life I mostly wonít have a table. This obviously makes life a lot harder for me but I think it will benefit me in the long run - growth happens when you are outside your comfort zone. To add to this I also feel that since the break my game has fallen off the face the planet. My game was pretty good in Vegas but now it is almost non-existent. Back in Vegas, Vici explained that this would happen (although not to this extent) and that game is always peaks and troughs. I know that my next peak will be higher than before (which will be fucking awesome) but it still sucks major balls to be in the land of hot sexually liberated blondes and to be experiencing a dip in game. Iím not sure exactly why my game has dipped and I donít know if is a good idea to sit down and analyze it because I know that it will cause me to go inside my head, and that will fuck me completely. I do think however, that I was beginning to get too result focused and forgot about some of the basics. So much so that last night I went out and my sole objective was to open without hesitation, with a shit eating grin and laser eye contact. I achieved my goal and was much happier going home than I had been previous nights. This will be my sole goal for the next couple of nights. As it stands we have 10 days left on rockstar and Iím quite worried that the only banging Iím going to do will come from gangbangs orchestrated by others. Lol, I suppose life is good when your biggest worry is that the only sex youíll get in the next 10 days will come from gangbangs.

    I know that getting through this dip is going to be fucking hard work, especially now that most of the guys are really hitting their strides (every morning the sex stories just get crazier and crazier) But work fucking hard is what I will do. We have 10 days left, tonight Iím catching up on these blogs (hence why the last few have been so shit, itís almost 2am and Iím pretty much falling asleep as I type) but for the rest of the 10 nights I am going to go out every single night, even on our off nights, I am going to work hard, approach without hesitation, do the basics right and push all interactions until I click out of this fucking dip. Hopefully then I will have some banging stories to share with you guys.

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    Berlin

    I ended up having to drop my car off at home so I did not fly with the group to Berlin. It was a weird feeling being alone after spending the last 5 weeks surrounded by amazing friends. I kept thinking about all the amazing experiences we had already shared and the ones I was missing out on on the 1 day apart from the group. Needless to say by the time I touched down in Berlin I was ready to go.

    I raced to the hotel got a tall frosty mug of beer and ran up to meet everyone. Needless to say the energy level that first night was pretty epic considering I had only slept a few hours on the plane. We went to one of the clubs one of the guys knew about fully understanding it might not be that busy with it being a Thursday night. The music was great but the club was not over packed. As we contemplated where to go to next we left to a bevy of cuties walking in. At this point we decided we could either look for new adventure or go back, but since we were anxious to explore we decided to check out a new place. None of us were able to get in being a group of guys with only one girl so while on the way to the next club we made sure to split into smaller groups and grabs girls so that we were at least a 1 to 1 ratio.

    The line was pretty long as is standard for most of the clubs in Berlin with tough door policies. We found a group of 3 cute girls who luckily knew German so by the time we got to the front we walked in as if it were all normal. This club was crazy. It reminded me of an abandoned apartment building converted into a club with many levels, rooms to chill, bars, and rooms with different djs. Everyone was so friendly and down for fun that we quickly turned our small group into a mixture of groups of people from berlin and other countries. One of the cute girls from Ireland caught my interest and we flirted for most of the night. I was a little shocked when she told me she had only had sex with 1 other guy but we had such amazing chemistry I didnít questions it when I pulled her into the bathroom. I think the idea of being in a bathroom might not have been the best as people kept banging on the doors and she freaked out. The night ended pretty early- 7 am-ish so I was not too surprised when I crashed that I slept a total of 14 hours and well into the evening of Friday night.

    Friday night was unexpectedly dead so we spent most of the night hopping around bars to clubs and then back again. Most of the guys were at one club so when we ended up there and met up some of the guys were already talking to girls. I went in to wing one of the guys but the chick ended up only speaking German so I introduced her to one of the german speaking guys. I saw a really cute brunette on the edge of the dance floor so I started flirting with her as per the usual. We hit it off really well and was surprised that she was only 22 years old. Everything was going well enough that she was ready to come back to the hotel with us but then her friend came out of nowhere. Luckily one of the German guys could understand what they were saying, and the brunette kept telling her friend to not mess this up for her. In the end though the friend won and they ended up leaving. Logistics!

    The next day we walked around the city and rented a car to check some places out. I found out that I loved a lot of the food especially currywurst and of course everything tastes better with beer. The 3rd night out we ended up at another club with the full purpose of making sure all of us got in and really enjoyed the night out together. I had normally been pretty reserved when going out but for some reason this night I was in full on attack mode. I started talking to girl after girl after girl until I met a very attractive blonde. We kissed a bit here and there but I ran into the same issue of her friends even though she said she wanted to go home with me. I could feel everything from the simplified natural curriculum starting to really click where I was just going out and being my normal fun loving self.

    It was our last night in Berlin and most of the group wanted to relax and get ready for the Croatia leg of our trip. I was in the minority though and was ready to let loose. I slept for another 14 hours so I had to meet the few guys that did go out. We ended up club hopping again just having a blast with each other. Of course there were a few more makeouts along the way but we were just having a blast rocking out to the music. I finally made it into bed by 9 am. Can not wait to come back to Berlin in the future!

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    Croatia

    After sleeping for only a few hours, I was looking forward to a nice relaxing week in Hvar- but thatís not in my nature. As we waited for out ferry we all grabbed and bite and a few beers. I saw this incredibly attractive women by the sidewalk and had to know more. I made my way over to her and we began a very flirty conversation until her friend pulled up. I got her number and told her to come to Hvar. She said she would try but her schedule was pretty crazy because she had a few photo shoots on other islands.

    The ferry ride from Split to Hvar was pretty impressive. Everything was so beautiful as the sun was getting close to setting. The water looked perfectly clear and I could not wait until the next morning to jump in. As our ferry docked into the port we could see a raging party- the yacht week people were going strong. Most of the guys were pretty tired so most of them were calling it a night. I was pretty tired but there was no way I could not go out. Me and another rockstar made our way down to the docks where we saw the raging party. I started talking to a cute girl from Finland and they told us they were going to change and head down to the beach. We told them we would meet them as they were leaving in the morning but we wanted to get a drink first. We went into the main bar/ club and started to mingle. We met a couple of cuties from Serbia who told us about another club that was pretty hard to get into. They said they could get us in without a problem so off we went. When we got there it was understood that we would have to buy a bottle but once we got our vip wristbands we took off to meet the girls on the beach. A lot of walking around the island later we finally met up. I kissed my girl here and there but I was starting to get antsy about missing out at the club. The girls had to pack anyways so we said our goodbyes and headed off to the club.

    The line outside was really packed, but we walked to the front of the line and walked right in without any problems. We walked through the VIP area and were stoked that the place was popping. We went to the bar and I made eye contact with a smoking hot go go dancer. We talked for a little bit until she had to go dance, and then me and the other rockstar ran around the room flirting with girls and having a blast. It was all so natural and we were having such a great time. I ended up getting the go go dancers number and made my way home just as the sun began to rise.

    For me the rest of time on Hvar was much of the same, eating amazing seafood, partying until the wee hours of the morning in and out of amazing conversations with beautiful girls and sleeping until the middle of the day. The beaches were absolutely stunning- crystal clear water that was just perfect enough so that you could spend hours just floating around. It was also so hot that you either had to take a few showers a day or cool off in the ocean and get a good tan. We found the perfect seafood restaurant which we visited almost 2x per day just because the food was that good.

    As far as excursions around the islands, we spent a day on a boat tour, a day renting a couple of private boats for cruising and for wakeboarding, and 1 day renting scooters to trek across the island. Everyone we met told us we had to check out the blue and green caves so one of the days we all went on a boat cruise. It was pretty early when we had to wake up so we were all a bit groggy but things only seemed to get worse as a storm began right where we were headed. Thankfully as the day wore on we made our way to the blue cave, which to give it credit was really beautiful but so short coupled by the fact that we could not jump in made it a little bit of a downer. The green cave was a lot more fun as we got to jump off the top of the boat and swim around for awhile. The day we got our own boats was one of the fun days on the island. We got to play around on the wakeboards and relax with the guys while checking out different beautiful beaches around Hvar. The best activity we did though was renting scooters and riding around the island. For one thing itís a ton of fun riding around on a scooter, but the island was so beautiful it was just amazing to check it all out. We also got to go to a few of the beaches that were more secluded and relax on the beach.

    As far as the rest of the partying went we killed it. Every night we went out and I smashed into tons of chicks. If this is a life of abundance I can definitely get used to it. Everything I was doing felt so natural, but by the time we got to the bar or club it felt like I belonged and could talk to anyone there- which I pretty much did. I pretty much talked to every attractive girl in the bar whether it was the patrons or bartenders/ vip hostess. I had already gotten the go go dancers number- still texting back and forth with her, as well as the smoking hot vip hostess. But on to the stories. The first girl I hooked up with was a smoking hot blonde from Finland. I had actually hit on her friend earlier in the night but when I later saw the blonde it was on. The second girl was a very cute brunette, half greek and half Finnish. It was really on so we made our way back to the house. Unfortunately we made a little too much noise and the owner of the house told us she had to leave. So made our way down to the beach, a 10 minute walk down a rocky trail( girl was wearing her heals) until we made it down to the beach. There were some people down there so we decided to go back to her place, a 30 min walk from where we were. On the way she needed a break so we sat on a bench right by the road but next to a beautiful view of the ocean. Since the sun was already up this morning people were driving and walking by occasionally but we finally found a break and started banging right in the open on the bench. We finished just as the next car came driving by. The next night I was flirting with a girl who wanted to meet me on the party island so before I went there I ran into the brunette again and made our way off to a park. The last girl was a cute Irish chick who I ended up skinny-dipping with. It was actually 2 of her friends and a couple random guys who ended up in the ocean except they didnít know skinny-dipping meant taking off all your clothes. So I showed them the right way to do it. I ended up not being able to meet the model I met the first day but after seeing all the bikini pictures she sent me of her modeling while I was in Hvar I added her on facebook and told her I would probably see her again next year.

    Hvar was supposed to be a break for us, but with all my skills really starting to click I found it impossible not to go out almost every night. It was such a beautiful island with amazing people and food I can not wait to go back. The big thing for me though was the realization that I had made huge improvements in my ability to communicate who I am to women. I always envisioned myself as the guy I am now so to see it all play out over the last 7 weeks has been an incredible feeling that I know would have been impossible without Rockstar. Now we head to Sweden!

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    ROCKSTAR BREAK
    BERLIN.
    After five weeks in Las Vegas i was really looking forward to this break, not just because I would be able relax and get some much needed sleep and rest from seminars every day, but more to the fact I could take the time out to chill and really get to know the other rockstars.
    We got into berlin around 9- 10 pm and I was so tired I had a shower and got change with the intent of going out. I got changed and thought I would just lay down for a bit and wait for the others to get ready but I ended up falling asleep which I really needed.
    After some much needed rest we all meet in the lobby the following so we could go and have a look around berlin which was a really cool city and had a very different vibe about it. That night we all got ready to go out, our first club we went was a fairly small club but was meant to be pretty good. When we first got there, there wasnít many people but we did hang around for a while. We all decided to go check out another place and look for more action but as we were leaving there was a lot of hot girls starting to roll in but we continue to move on. After been denied at one place we slit our group up before trying to get into another place, some of the didnít get in but a few of us got into this club that looked like a rundown old crack house, but we had a shit tone of fun. I got talking to this really cute girl from Norway, but found out she had a boyfriend but home but got as far as making out with her, had that been before rockstar I probably would of walked away but I wanted to see how far I could push things. We ended up leaving about 7 in the morning and went home to sleep so we could do it all over again the next night
    Friday night turn out to be a very crap night, we did a bit of a pub crawl but as the night went on we were spending more time in a taxi than we did in a club, it got to about 2 am and I was really tried and a bit pissed that nothing was really happening that night so I decided to catch a cab home and get some rest and try and the next day.
    A few of took a boat cruise around berlin which was okay at the start but got pretty boring towards the end as everything was in German so we didnít know much about what we were looking at so I was pretty glad to get of the boat. That night I had had lined up a date with a girl I meet off tinder during the boat cruise. When we first meet she didnít realize that I was from out of town, but I knew if she hung around for 10 minutes she was going to like me. The night went really well to the point were we ended up going to her friendís birthday party together. Actually had a shit tone of fun and I reminder her trying to imply that she didnít do one night stands, but I knew and there was no way she could resist my sexual advances and I think that was moment were I knew I had come alone way. I was mid conversation with one of her friends when she just grabbed me and said we were going home.
    Berlin is an amazing place especially if you want to party, I definitely see myself going back there again but I think it was more enjoyable because all the rockstars could hang out and spend more time together.

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    Blog Entry 16 - Days 61-63

    I had my first day game date. Day game has been going well here. Despite the lack of free time, Iíve been hitting it hard with one of the other rockstars. It takes a lot of motivation to get up on a few hours of sleep because of the big night out, day game for 1-2 hours, then do seminar, maybe day game some more for 45 min, then decide between nap, gym, blog, hang out, before the next big night out.

    Iíve been stopping virtually every girl, getting into conversations with most, and getting numbers from a portion of them. Part of this is the fact Iím getting better (certainly my conversations are far better than pre-rockstar), and part of this is the fact that Swedish girls are super receptive to day game. I was surprised today that one stunner didnít let me finish my opener, saying with a smile, ďOh Iíve heard that before.Ē Hilarious. I thought I was the only day gamer in this city.

    This one girl agreed to meet up with me. She came over to our hotel lobby for some drinks the other night. I was surprised at how fast she drank, totally outpacing me. Is this a Swedish thing? She wanted to go for a walk after, but I just took her to my room. We listened to Abba songs. I got a great talk on Swedish culture. I told her about my own. I didnít end up banging her, but we kept drinking and she ended up finishing me off. What a nice ending to my first day game date. I love Sweden!

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    CROATIA, HVAR
    After our crazy week in berlin I was looking forward to relaxing a bit more in the sun and beach……well that was the plan anyway. We got into split around and went to a cafť to me up with a couple of the instructor and have a few beers while we were waiting for the ferry.
    We arrived in hvar about 8 pm which was right in front of a place called carpe diem, the place was pumping full of people from yacht week, which got me pretty excited to go out as there was so many hot women.
    We finally arrived at our house and pretty much got changed and went straight out. We went to carpe diem club first to have a few drinks and really hang out together. About 1:30 am we all jumped on the boat and headed over to the party island where it was pumping with a good music and heaps of drunk women. Most of us that were there were just enjoying getting wasted and having a good time, don’t get me wrong we were still hitting on girls but it wasn’t like we were in Las Vegas. By 5 am the place was closing and most of us jumped on the boat to go to another island with was the after party. By this time we were pretty wasted but we were having a shit tone of fun just raging together to the point I think some people were thinking we were gay. The time we left and got home was about 9 am which capped off a really good first night which was only the beginning of the rest to come.
    Most of my days consisted of sleeping then getting up in the afternoon heading down to the beach for a couple of hour for a swim and a beer which was the only relaxing part of the trip. One afternoon we all headed in to town a bit earlier than normal to have a few drinks at hula-hula which was an amazing place to start your night. Everyone was drinking 1litre jugs of mojitos which get you pretty wasted if you have 2 of them. One of the other rockstars and I left a bit earlier so we could grab something to eat before going to carpe diem. We decided to have a drink at another bar when we got talking to a couple of Swedish women. I was really hitting on her hard to the point we were making out. She said that she was liked me and wanted to go home with me but couldn’t leave her friend, I tried to convince her to carpe diem as I knew if I could get them there her friend wold drink a bit more and relax and logistically would work out in my favour, but her friend didn’t want to go anywhere but home. I got her number as she is going too be in Barcelona the same time as I am after rockstar finishes so will she her then.
    After carpe diem we went to the party island as normal. I went up to bar and there was this really cute girl from England, I started talking to her making fun of where she is from. It went pretty well to the point that she was giving me a blow job down near the water. It was pretty funny when just as I was blow my load her sister was yelling out her name so it went all over her face. She started freaking out so I suggest she just wash it off in the water, just as her sister saw where she was. Her sister dragged her away so I was smart enough to get her number while I was at the bar, so we organised to meet up the next night.
    It was our last night in hvar and a couple of the other rockstars and I decided to go out to hula-hula just to cap off what had been an epic week. I had organised to meet up with the cute English girl later on so it was using it as a backup plan if didn’t pull from hula-hula. One of the guys started to hit on this really hot Spanish/Swedish chick that had an arse like a 10 year old boy which was going pretty well. She had a friend that was a bit chunky so I was pretty glad one of the other guys was willing to jump on the grenade for him. I ended up hitting on really hot Australian girl but her friend wanted to go somewhere but I couldn’t leave as I had the other guys wallet and phones as they had jump into the water and were banging the girls that they were with. Once they had got out it was too late and I had lost the girl I was talking to so I went and meet up with this other girl. I found here at another bar and she was with her older sister I knew it was going too hard to get her away from her sister so I just befriended her sister for a while which worked for a bit. We ended going for a walk that was behind the bar near and old church I ended trying to bang her there but didn’t have a condom so she would fuck me so I got another blow job after knowing that I wasn’t going to get her back to my place, so lesson learnt always carry a condom.
    We left the next morning and it was a bit depressing that the break had come to and end after having the best time, but cheered up pretty quickly realizing we were on our way to Sweden with no rest.

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    Blog Entry 17 - Blog Entry 17

    My mistake, I missed one blog entry. Things have been really good here. Game in Sweden is awesome; different, but awesome. Thereís a lot to adapt to simply because itís a different culture. For example, Swedish girls (society in general) donít get North American sarcasm. To a girl who hadnít texted me in a while, I asked: ďAccept Jesus, then reply.Ē Itís obviously a cheeky joke to say. Instead, she replied: ďWhat about Jesus? He was great his dad is god you should honour his name.Ē What the hell???

    I got some specific feedback from the instructors for me. They said I kill any tension (particularly sexual) all the time with humour. I also use humour reflexively to get people to like me, and when they donít laugh, I press that button harder and harder. I realized this is where I gave off that chasing vibe not just to women, but to people in general apparently. This vibe has been the utmost frustration for me, as itís something I canít see at all or gauge. It seems like my conversations and humour are forced, like Iím trying so hard with every interaction.

    So the last few nights I made some changes. I gave tonnes of silence. I stopped myself from making jokes as much as I could (so the ones that did come out were the most self-entertaining in nature as they could be). The results were amazing. Girls started chasing me more. The sexual tension built. I felt way more masculine. My wings could feel it. I think this is the turning point for rockstar for me. The last 2 nights out for me Iíve pulled girls home into my room, though I didnít make the sex happen. In any case, itís a bit soon to say, but letís see what happens!

    Day game has been another entity on its own. Iíve been doing it diligently almost every day for a bit, even though thereís been no time. Finally these last few days, weíve had some instructors watch us. Itís been great to have them fine-tune me. Iíve received a lot of encouragement. Though I havenít got any more day game dates lined up, Iím still texting a bunch.

    Weíve also done a bunch of activities just for the guys as a bonding experience. We went to the amusement park. I hadnít been on rollercoasters in years! A small group went to the most expensive restaurant in town. It was quite the experience. Iíve never had pre-dessert before! Finally, we went to the Swedish countryside to eat crayfish and bond in a cabin. It was a lot of fun.

    This will be my last entry before my reflection on rockstar. I hope youíve enjoyed it. This reflection will definitely be my most important entry, so stay tuned.

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    Day 62 - Finish

    Nooooo!!! My last post! Iím writing this back at home, a few days after rockstar, away from all my rockstar brothers. Iíve a feeling Iím going to get emotional writing this post, recounting the last few days of rockstar.

    Actually I wonít get emotional recounting our last night in Soli.Given that it was our last night there we booked out the 2 tables (there is only 2 tables in the whole venue). This meant that for the first time in forever, the whole rockstar crew could go out as one big group. I was super much looking forward to the night and we all rolled out of the hotel a one big excited group. We got to Soli and it seemed like everybody was smashing it super hard. I was dancing on the couch and wanted to jump over the back of the couch to go talk to one of the rockstars. The bouncer motioned at me not to do this and motioned that I should walk around the couch - I looked away and jumped. He grabbed my wrist and said ďletís go outside I want to talk to youĒ. In my student days I was kicked out of club and led down a flight of stairs by a bouncer who slyly beat me black and blue on the journey down the stairs - I could tell by the look in this bouncers eye that that was exactly what he had planned, so I politely said ďlet go of my wrist, you can talk to me hereĒ he replied with ďi just want to talk you downstairsĒ and I replied with ďlet go of my wrist you can talk to me hereĒ - we repeated that same conversation about 5 times both of us holding eye contact and demonstrating strong sub-comms. Then he tried to start pulling me away but being physically superior in every way I didnít budge. Then 2 more bouncers came over and shit rapidly started to escalate. They grabbed me and dragged me through the dancefloor but they brought me a different direction than where the stairs was. Pretty much the whole rockstar entourage followed in quick pursuit. Then one of them tried to grab me by the neck, so i shrugged him off and pushed him up against a wall -BIG MISTAKE - the three of them drew their batons and one of them grabbed me by the neck, cut off my air and brought down to the floor until I was kind of sitting. At this point I couldnít breath and was like ďok Iíll goĒ - I had been resisting up until then. At this point they were encircled by the entire rockstar entourage who were baying for blood (bouncer blood not mine), Venture even threw a punch at one of them (the dude always had my back in whatever scraps I got myself into). Then the bouncers bundled me into a side room and shut the door behind them. Just me and 3 angry baton wielding bouncers - my rockstar backup were locked outside the room. FUCK!!!!! One of them grabbed me by the neck and tried to hold down for the other 2. I managed to wrestle free from him, then I grabbed the cunt by the neck and threw him against the other 2. Then I literally ran and jumped the entire flight of stairs and made my escape onto the street. The bouncers were later forced to apologise to me and the guy that started it all got fired that night. The whole episode pretty much ruined my night but I have to say a massive thank you to Venture and the other guys for sorting everything out after the dust had settled. When in Sweden, fight all the bouncers!! - lesson learned!!

    On our second last night would be our last night out, we booked a table at wall (where all the hot chicks go) and we also had a table at white room (an after hours club).The night was fun as fuck, we all just hung around together, partied hard, danced and drank from massively oversized champagne bottles. Nobody really hit on chicks, the night was totally about us and the celebrating the brotherhood we formed over the previous 9 weeks. It was until we were at wall that it hit me that this thing was coming to an end. All the crazy experiences we had shared, everything, the wildest most insane summer I had ever had was ending. More importantly my time hanging out with my new best friends was coming to an end. At one stage in wall 4 of us were standing in a circle, leaning on each others foreheads bawling our eyes out. It was just sheer raw emotion. I canít even describe it properly in words - and Iím NEVER like that. For the entire night it was like a highlights reel of the summer was playing in my mind. In hindsight we must have looked gay as fuck.

    On the very last day the instructors gave their closing speeches. They were epic as per usual. When Sterling finished his speech he formally ended rockstar 2015. Nobody wanted to leave the room and it was kind of a weird and sad atmosphere. We all eventually fizzled out and went for food. Nobody went out that night and few people went to bed. We all just kind of hung out with each other in each others bedrooms, recounting tales from the summer, vowing never to slip back to ur old ways and planning trips to visit each other.

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    Sweden Review

    Fuck you Sweden and all you stand for. Sweden sucked ass. End of review!

    Ok only joking. Sweden is a lovely little country with really nice, hot, liberal, open minded people, but in spite of all that for me personally Sweden kind of sucked, at least on the game front anyway. I have to say though, that this wasnít the experience for most of the rockstars. Some of them really hit their stride game wise (my roommate for example morphed into the unofficial honey badger, and pretty much brought a chick home every night). Others found their calling in Sweden through day game and started to smash it on that front.

    Iím not 100% sure why my game never clicked in Sweden. Theoretically I should have been killing it in Sweden because my game is based in fun/flirty with very little depth - which is exactly what Swedish girls respond to best. I also have pretty good sub-comms and Iím masculine and bold. All the raw ingredients were there but it never came together for me. During one debrief the instructors tried to dissect what I was doing wrong and after a lot of probing, investigation and back & forth they came to the conclusion that my style of humor is too deadpan for Sweden, I needed to inject some animation to my facial expressions and make the jokes I was making more obvious. I started to do this and things did start to improve for me thereafter. I think if we had another week or 2 things would have clicked into place for me in Sweden and some epic pulls would have been on the cards. I suppose that highlights the value of rockstar and the value of having the instructors there to forensically dissect the little things you may be doing wrong that are having a big effect on everything else. I mean I could have been gaming in Sweden on my own for 10 years straight and probably would have never figured out that I was being too deadpan.

    Also I think there were other things going on in my head that were throwing me off my game. I was worrying if would have enough money to see me through. Being one of the least well off rockstars, I started to panic about what life held for me post rockstar. I started to wonder how I could maintain any type of semblance of the rockstar lifestyle going forward. The thought of slipping back into a corporate 9-5 type lifestyle horrified me (and still does). Once youíve seen the other side of the rainbow it makes it very difficult to go back. To see the kind of lifestyles that most of the instructors have and many of the rockstars for that matter, was a real eye opener. It showed me that there are more ways to live life and make money, than to just just work for somebody else and be paid for your time. Once you see that lifestyle it instills a drive in you to go forward and make that lifestyle a reality for yourself no matter how difficult the journey may be. It really is like taking the red pill versus the blue pill in the matrix, you get to see what life's really like.

    Also in Sweden, time began to fly by. It became very apparent that our time together with our new best friends was very limited and slipping away fast. The days began to feel like hours. There was an overarching sense that our epic summer was quickly drawing to a close. We started to cherish the precious time we had together as a group. For me personally the nights out became less about hitting on chicks and more about having fun with the boys.In vegas we put pressure on ourselves to be constantly approaching, constantly in state, always aiming to do x amount of approaches and come away with some type of lesson learned, in Sweden that pressure became less and less every day. For me and some of the other guys all this melon collie came to a head on our last night out when we were at wall and we all just burst into tears!! It was a release of pent up emotion that can only be felt when you go through something as intense as rockstar.

    It wasnít all doom and gloom in Sweden. The business seminars in Sweden were epic. One of my biggest takeaways from all of rockstar actually came from one of the business seminars. The instructor went into depth about the differences between introverts and extroverts (a topic that Sterling spiked my interest in when he touched on it in Vegas). We took a test and it turns out that Iím 66% introverted - which is freaking massive (to be 16% is a lot). All my life I just thought that I was born with some evil cunty gene that made me anti-social, anti small talk, withdrawn and a bit of a space cadet. A major reason I went on rockstar was to rectify that, become a big loud alpha male, be the center of attention at parties, all that shit which I now know to be unnecessaryÖ and it just turns out that Iím introverted, which is PERFECTLY OK. So are Sterling and Venture. Sure 66% is a lot and something Iím going to work reducing, but no longer will I feel guilty about not wanting to engage somebody in small talk when Iím tired from socialising, or wanting to go home from a night out early or not being able to make friends easily. I still think life would be easier for an extrovert but being an introvert has its advantages as well, time spent alone away from humans is awesome and I can make deep connections with other people (and this happened with a number of girls over rockstar - being an introvert it is the morning after lying in bed with a girl where I can really connect with them, and it is pretty special when it happens - I know that sounds gay but fuck it). If only I could explain to girls that as Iím 66% introverted all I need them to do is come home with me, then we can make a deep emotional connection - actually I probably will tell girls that some night (purely to get into state of course). But on a serious note it was a massive realisation for me and something I will definitely be aware of in the future and something that I will try to manage as best I can.

    In conclusion fuck you Sweden and your bouncers!!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Andrew M View Post
    During one debrief the instructors tried to dissect what I was doing wrong and after a lot of probing, investigation and back & forth they came to the conclusion that my style of humor is too deadpan for Sweden
    Man, have I heard that a lot from especially American guys who visits me here in Scandinavia, they all say it. Scandinavian girls take some humor too literal or don't quite get it. Even though we are good at English here, jokes and other subtleties may fall a bit flat. But it's just a minor cultural adaptation, sorry you had a bad experience. Come back to Sweden, you will quickly learn to love the Swedish Girls, and it will be difficult for you finding a higher quantity of stunning girls than in Stockholm, it's a candy store!

    Anyway, great reads, thanks for the inspiring journals.

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    Rockstar Reflection

    Iím less than 2 weeks out from Super Conference, but itís enough time to do at least some of a reflection on the unreal summer I just had. Iím going to start with a chronological listing of highlights, then delve deep into the greater lightbulb moments that have hit me during Project Rockstar and since returning home.


    Highlights

    1. Shooting semi-automatic weapons as a bonding experience; God bless America
    2. Feeling a loss of identity, devoid of my friends (and context) and girls from back home
    3. Within a few days, getting into 2 girlsí rooms yet not banging
    4. Spending a whole night out sexualizing non-stop; this was a great exercise
    5. Banging in the closet!
    6. Coming within feet of Jay Hardwell
    7. Getting a blowjob in a Ferris wheel
    8. Nearly being kicked out by security for approaching so aggressively
    9. Making out with 7 girls in a night; but this was a manifestation of the flaws in my game, and being called out on it by Sterling and Vici was one of my turning points; now I was to build chemistry rather than just go for the makeout because itís there
    10. Coming within feet of Martin Garrix
    11. Burning down a super hot blonde from a yellow to a green using active subcomms and much improved (James Bond-like) body language
    12. My first 4th of July celebration
    13. Being told that while I more or less have the mechanics, I really need to work on self-belief (inner game), and to focus on having fun with the boys
    14. Seeing DJ Pauley D
    15. Skydiving for the first time
    16. Finally bringing a girl back to the mansion (though I didnít bang!)
    17. Banging in the bathtub of the bungalow; this locked in my head how much girls want pleasure but just donít want to be judged
    18. Working on my inner game during the break; having this singular moment in an elevator in Berlin how I looked in the mirror and saw myself as a boy; I realized this is a ridiculous self-view; I am a man, and from then on, started to view myself as such
    19. Being robbed
    20. Standing over Hitlerís bunker
    21. Picking up and banging a girl all in German
    22. Peak of FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) in Croatia, where I wasnít going out much and trying to rest up for Sweden (as my plan was to hit it hard, and I did)
    23. Water excursions in Croatia (i.e. yachting)
    24. E-biking around Hvar
    25. Almost banging a girl on the rocks in French
    26. Realizing that my self-esteem coming into Rockstar was based on my friends from home pumping me up, and the women in my life, and this is all external validation; I need to be internally validated
    27. Circle of truth; essentially I was told to stop talking about game, have fun with the boys, stop working so hard, and that I still have this chasing vibe
    28. Aggressively starting day game in Sweden
    29. How introducing our friends to girls as our boyfriends backfired for a weekend, as it was the gay pride parade in Stockholm, and people actually believed us
    30. My friend Randy from back home partying with me for a couple days
    31. My gangbang, but more importantly, 2 follow-up conversations that made my rockstar and changed me forever
    32. My first day game date, which resulted in a hand job
    33. Going on a rollercoaster for the first time in 10 years
    34. My presentation on STIs; this had the opposite of the intended effect, causing people not to want to wear condoms anymore
    35. Doing day game and having some random brown guy follow us, trying to learn by watching us; so creepy
    36. Eating at a Michelin restaurant; the first (and last) time I had pre-dessert
    37. Circle of appreciation; I couldnít recognize myself in the video; highlights include how people said they have no doubt my game will hit the level of the guy whose game was the best in rockstar with my work ethic, it just hasnít clicked for me yet; and how good my day game is
    38. My same day pull; this included an impromptu piano performance in the street
    39. Trying mushrooms for the first time
    40. Getting a girl in my bed in Spanish
    41. 2 SNLs in Las Vegas
    42. Almost having a washroom pull


    Bigger Themes

    1. Rockstar is a rollercoaster: one day youíre feeling on cloud 9, and 12 h later you feel like crap. Itís a pressure cooker that at times is stressful, to be honest. You bang a girl, then the next night you donít, but a lot of other people do. Whatís wrong with you? Itís a constant battle against your self 1 voice (read the Inner Game of Tennis for that reference). And sometimes the feedback can be abstract. It can be a complete mindfuck. I came up with the theory of relativity on rockstar. Your own growth is the hardest to see, yet you can plainly see othersí. Some people shoot up like a rocket, so relative to them, it can often feel like youíre regressing, even though youíre not. The way I survived this mental, internal battle, was to keep looking down the mountain, how far Iíd come, rather than how much more I had to go up, and how others were progressing. The only real competitor is yourself. So stop comparing.

    2. Rockstar is 5 years of life experience compressed into 3 months: when you go out relentlessly virtually every night, and have all these knowledge-packed seminars during the day, youíre growing at a crazy rate. Sleeping 4-6 h/night (and itís all poor quality) really pushed the physical limits.

    3. Rockstar is a self-development program: the girls are secondary. Iím actually convinced girls and game are the medium through which masculinity and personal development is taught and achieved. Itís hard to see at the beginning of the program, but by the end, itís clear to everyone. I love the person Iíve become.

    4. Credit cards become this plastic object inserted into give me things: Iím just being honest here, but I really wanted to make the most of things on my rockstar, be it tables, fashion, or hard-to-get healthy meals. Iím not looking forward to seeing how much this program cost me in the end, particularly because of how much itís given me.

    5. Iím exactly like my dad: donít get me wrong, my dad is unbelievably amazing; he is my inspiration for many things in my life. But Iíve been trying for years to distance myself from the following characteristics Ė nice guy wanting to please everyone, no boundaries, always wanting to play it safe, and so on. Rockstar finally pushed me in the right direction.

    6. My rockstar did not go as planned: My original expectations were that it would be straightforward, Iíd come in, and Iíd kill it. But then the lays werenít coming the way it was for others, and I started getting feedback about my poor inner game. This made for a far more interesting journey. Iím told itís smooth sailing for so few people anyways. And when I finally started to get it around week 8 or 9, it was all the more fulfilling.

    7. Rockstar reinvigorated my passion for my job at home: I was pretty down on it prior to the programís beginning. It took me about 6 weeks of distance from it to realize how much I truly enjoy the core of it. It certainly helped that the other rockstars kept reminding me how amazing it is the work that I do. This has giving me a much healthier perspective on it.

    8. I changed a lot: I finally realized how much during the circle of appreciation, as I couldnít recognize myself in my video, and then what everyone said about me. Also as I re-read my Vegas journal prior to this reflection, I can tell the change in both my personality and game. I realized how many things I wouldíve done differently (i.e. with game). Even the tone of writing, itís like someone else wrote that journal! Here are some specifics: much more silence and less reflexive humour; I realized I had to let go of being constantly busy with work; I live in the moment now; I set boundaries, and am less of a nice guy; Iím more masculine; I have better inner game, feeling internally validated, like I deserve the girl instead of need her; I have far sharper game mechanics; and Iíve had a complete physical transformation.


    What does Project Rockstar do for you?

    1. It teaches you who you really are. For adults, thereís no other such opportunity or vehicle to do this kind of self-development.

    2. It allows you to be who you are, with whom you want to be, and wherever you want to be.

    3. Itís a complete body and mind transformation. While the Gethin program transforms your body physically (I lost about 50 pounds), the actual 10 weeks are like the Gethin program for your mind and personality.

    4. It gives you an amazing new group of international friends for life.


    Reasons Iím Proud of Myself

    1. I went to the gym 4x/week throughout the program, on Sterling and Viciís maintenance program. I also ate super cleanly throughout the program, cheating pretty rarely. I became even more cut. In fact, some girls actually believed I was a stripper. I was definitely the most dedicated of all the rockstars in this component.

    2. I banged or almost banged girls in 4 different languages.

    3. I started setting boundaries with people.

    4. I had a really strong finish, with a same day pull, and banging 2 girls in 4 nights at Super Conference.

    5. Most of all, Iím proud of myself because I left it all on the table throughout Project Rockstar. Whatever my results were game- or development-wise, I can sleep at night knowing I gave it everything I had.



    Conclusion

    Project Rockstar is one of my most proud accomplishments in life. I now walk around carrying this with me, as if to say, ďI canít believe I just did this!Ē Some days it feels like a dream. Did it really happen? Iím told the growth in the next year of my life, as long as I keep pushing it, will be even more than during this past summer. Iíll be making one final reflection blog at the end of October, in which Iíll add any further revelations Iíve had, along with updates on my post-rockstar goals. These are: 1) keep up my day game; 2) get involved in a modelling agency; 3) keep pushing night game; and 4) maintain and build upon the personality developments. The most important are silence, not using humour as a crutch, always being potent in my interactions with hard eye contact, living in the moment, not letting work consume me, and inner game (i.e. Iím going to Tony Robbinsí Unleash the Power).

    I am a rockstar. I am a fucking badass. And this is just the beginning.

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    I also agree... fuck you Sweden. Fuck you so much.

    I didnít do shit the first night of Sweden expect for meet Vybe and his smoking hot girl that he was with outside of the Sheraton hotel in Stockholm. I was attempting to buy the flavored click cigarettes and a SIM card for Sweden so that I could contact my boys and chicks I smashed into over the next 3 weeks. Vybeís girl was my first taste of Swedish beauty. She was so sexy in every sense of the word. I couldnít help but wish I had the same for myself. What I would give to bang that girl (sorry Vybe). She was so sweet as well. The nicest girl talking about cooking food for her man and all that. I couldnít help but imagine the dirtiest of things. Anyways. The first real night of going out in Sweden for me was Solidaritet on a Wednesday. We had two groups. One was a table crew and the other was a scouting mission basically.

    We all couldnít go to Solly (solidaritet) because the place is too small for 20 or however many of us there were to go. We would burn down the club so fast. The thing is though, itís totally worth being a part of the table crew at solly because the girls there are epicly beautiful. In fact all of Sweden was sexy as fuck. I am writing this journal in a hotel in Dubai over one month post rockstar wishing I was back in Sweden right now. What I am about to say next sounds terrible but the fucking 15 year old blonde girls in Sweden are so gorgeous you canít help but want to bang them as well. My mind is fucked I know but itís the truth. Girls in Sweden are so amazingly beautiful.

    While in Solly on my first night out in Sweden I was so scared. I could tell some of the other rockstars were as well. It was just a new place and we didnít know how to run our game there. We danced around and eventually I ran into a blonde and raged to my favorite song ever, ďRunawayĒ by Galantis. I moved around the club with her for a bit, tried to go deep, failed and carried on. She actually invited me to hang with her downstairs because Solly is a 2 story club but I never found her again.

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    First couple nights of Sweden

    I also agree... fuck you Sweden. Fuck you so much.

    I didnít do shit the first night of Sweden expect for meet Vybe and his smoking hot girl that he was with outside of the Sheraton hotel in Stockholm. I was attempting to buy the flavored click cigarettes and a SIM card for Sweden so that I could contact my boys and chicks I smashed into over the next 3 weeks. Vybeís girl was my first taste of Swedish beauty. She was so sexy in every sense of the word. I couldnít help but wish I had the same for myself. What I would give to bang that girl (sorry Vybe). She was so sweet as well. The nicest girl talking about cooking food for her man and all that. I couldnít help but imagine the dirtiest of things. Anyways. The first real night of going out in Sweden for me was Solidaritet on a Wednesday. We had two groups. One was a table crew and the other was a scouting mission basically.

    We all couldnít go to Solly (solidaritet) because the place is too small for 20 or however many of us there were to go. We would burn down the club so fast. The thing is though, itís totally worth being a part of the table crew at solly because the girls there are epicly beautiful. In fact all of Sweden was sexy as fuck. I am writing this journal in a hotel in Dubai over one month post rockstar wishing I was back in Sweden right now. What I am about to say next sounds terrible but the fucking 15 year old blonde girls in Sweden are so gorgeous you canít help but want to bang them as well. My mind is fucked I know but itís the truth. Girls in Sweden are so amazingly beautiful.

    While in Solly on my first night out in Sweden I was so scared. I could tell some of the other rockstars were as well. It was just a new place and we didnít know how to run our game there. We danced around and eventually I ran into a blonde and raged to my favorite song ever, ďRunawayĒ by Galantis. I moved around the club with her for a bit, tried to go deep, failed and carried on. She actually invited me to hang with her downstairs because Solly is a 2 story club but I never found her again.

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    Final Rockstar Reflection

    Itís been about 10 weeks since Project Rockstar ended. Hereís my final reflection. As promised, I start with an update on how the 4 goals I had post-rockstar are going. I continue with 12 major changes or realizations in my life since my last entry.



    Goals

    1 Ė Keep Up Day Game

    Iíve gone out 1-2x/week. Iíve continued to break through. Day game is far harder in my country than Sweden, so while I donít have another awesome story from it, Iím starting to get dates. Most importantly, itís becoming normal for me to see a hot girl in my everyday life and approach her instinctively. No training will give you this, just repetitions.


    2 Ė Modelling Agency

    Itís happening! More than any other changes for me since returning home, this has the power to make my life pop. Itís slow getting organized, as there are 5 people aboard, but Iím already getting submissions from talent for our agency. My role will be the agency manager.


    3 Ė Night Game

    Iíve kept pushing it. The fact that I just moved right after returning home, am playing catch up at my job for being away 3 months, and am pushing various other new endeavours (see above) has made me a very busy man. So Iíve gone out say 1-2 nights every 2 weeks. Nevertheless, I have been breaking through. Things I had to consciously be aware of in August are now automatic, and itís really showing. Iím having fun every single night out, and usually doing some damage. I only have one SNL (an epic story at that!), but that should increase as I do more and more night game.


    4 Ė Maintain and Build Upon Personality Developments

    This one may have been the hardest of my new endeavours. Surrounded by my old friends rather than rockstars or instructors, if Iím not conscious of it, itís easy to slide back into old habits. Re-listening to my circle of truth (and that of appreciation) a few times has helped immensely keep me on track, as has staying in touch with the crew. My inner game development has been most important. I can finally say that within the last 2 weeks, Iím over the proverbial fence. This last time I listened to my circle of truth, I laughed a lot. Most of the things I had been struggling with on rockstar Iíve completely fixed; I still have some work to do on others. Itís a great feeling. There are more specifics in the section below (i.e. silence, not using humour as a crutch, eye contact, living in the moment, not letting work consume me, etc.).

    I also learned a lot from going to Tony Robbinsí Unleash the Power last weekend. His session reinforced the process of self-improvement and -belief that rockstar started. It was amazing, but not life-changing because rockstar had done all of that for me. As Tony says, itís 80% psychology and 20% mechanics. But that 20% is still crucial, and rockstar gives you that in spades.



    Major Changes or Realizations since Rockstar

    1 Ė Active Subcomms

    Hard eye contact is the most important. This is something I practice all the time, virtually 24 x 7 (i.e. at work too). It makes me more Ďpotentí, more in the moment in all my interactions. Combined with positive mindsets and self-belief, itís done the most to generate attraction for me with girls. Proximity and touch are the other 2, but itís the hard eye contact that really makes it all go.


    2 Ė Silences

    Yes! This has been a major change for me since my post-gangbang debrief with Sterling and Scumbadger. I donít feel the pressure anymore to be the conversational engine in all my interactions. This is adding more masculinity. Even when the girl liked me before, Iíd keep yapping, which produced a chasing vibe. No longer. Instead, I often will just cast a glance at her with hard eye contact, a smile, and silence. Itís been working wonders for me.


    3 Ė Sexual Verbals

    This started off early on in rockstar as something Iíd say purely mechanically. It was necessary to turn interactions sexual (or blow them out, which is better than stagnation) and did work back then to a certain extent. As I became more comfortable, it worked better and better. In the bigger picture, however, itís much more than sexual verbals. Iíve been working on Ďowning ití in everything I do and say, making it all come from a place of Ďthis is what I truly wantí rather than ĎI want people to like meí. When I was first starting to do this on rockstar, it was clunky and I didnít really understand it. But now at work, with friends and family, and especially with girls (not just sexual verbals, itís helped me open better in day game when I say things so from my core), I do and say things that come from a very honest place. Even if itís not what people like as it often is (i.e. boundary), itís universally respected. My masculinity is growing. And when I verbalize sexually with a girl, Iím owning it so hard, itís become super powerful for me. Owning it in life and in game has been a major improvement for me, and one of the specific changes Iím most proud of (more on this later).


    4 Ė Take Massive Action Opening

    I tried to find the balance between this on rockstar and being a normal guy, having fun with the boys. I believe Iíve found it. It is important for my game to open a lot (and admittedly Iím much better at larger venues), but instead of running around like an approach monkey, Iím not forcing it as much. But when I see something I like, I go for it without hesitation and boldly. The importance of boldness canít be understated.


    5 Ė Self-Belief

    Like I said, Iím over the fence. I truly believe in myself more than ever before. Iím feeling increasingly internally validated. I remember in Hvar, a girl I was chatting up told me Iím a good-looking guy and had a lot of things going for me, but I interact like I have a chip on my shoulder. I hated the comment at the time, because it was so in line with the frustrating feedback I was getting from the instructors, namely like I didnít own it. I tried hard and consequently died hard. My turnaround came in Sweden after the gangbang feedback, and slowly, then quickly, I started believing in myself, knowing my own worth, not caring so much about every individual interaction with girls. They have responded to this newfound confidence. Mechanically, my movement and voice are both slower and surer. To boot, I walk around knowing that Iíve done something so unbelievably badass, which is Project Rockstar. Few guys can give her as good an experience as I can. She would be lucky to get me, and if she doesnít want me, sheís nuts. I didnít think Iíd get to this place of self-belief so quickly post-rockstar, but obviously Iím ecstatic to be here.


    6 Ė Having Fun

    The focus when I go out is always on the fun much more than the girls specifically. With the fun, the girls seem to come. Okay, itís a spectrum. However, Iím much more closer to the fun end than the terminator, which is a dramatic 180ļ from my pre-rockstar days. It took me most of the program to get here. Having fun with my friends when out is paramount. And because Iím so focused on having fun when out, I can honestly say that Iíve had a good to great time in every single outing, regardless of results (even though the results have been quite good on the whole). Iím not dependent on how things went with girls anymore to determine if my night was good or bad. Itís all good, and this has been such a liberating feeling.


    7 Ė Live in the Moment

    Prior to rockstar, I rarely lived in the moment. I was always plotting the next thing. The old me, writing this, would also be thinking of the 10 things I have to do afterwards. This applied to working out, Ďrelaxingí watching TV, and even dates. Life has been more of a performance geared towards achievement, and in doing so, Iíve lost out enjoying it. Even the first time Iíd bang girls, it was all about the game of doing it, plotting the next thing to say or do, and feeling that sense of accomplishment at the end of it, rather than revelling in the passion of the moment.

    I got a lot of feedback on not living in the moment during my circle of truth. Even more insightful, Scumbadger privately watched me have sex during the gangbang, and he felt I just wasnít in my body. It was a small comment he had made, but Iíve thought about it increasingly since returning home. I was more concerned about getting the gangbang and being able to say Iíve done it, than truly enjoying it, which is what I shouldíve done once it was underway.

    Thatís not the case anymore. With my one post-rockstar lay, I can say I was truly in my body. I was just letting my passion take over. When out talking to girls, Iím no longer thinking of an algorithm, of what else I want to say or direct the conversation. Itís truly simplified natural game now. In fact, I donít even think of it as game anymore. Iím just out being me, and itís working much better for me. Thereís no more game. Rockstar has really made me into a real person. With women, Iím forming real, genuine connections.

    In my life in general, Iím trying my best (Iím not perfect yet at it) of living in the moment. So when Iím working out, Iím enjoying pushing my body to the limits. Or when Iím driving, Iím enjoying the scenery. Iíve never enjoyed life more.


    8 Ė I Am My Parents

    The more Iíve thought about my circle of truth, the more I can trace the feedback to my parents. This isnít surprising, considering how close I am to them. I think many people become what their parents are. The key is to become more of who you are, and to bring out the best qualities from your parents.

    My mom is always working. She canít relax or sit still. Sheís never living in the moment, but rather always planning. Sheís very goal-oriented, and fun is a low priority (hence I think I talked about game a lot).

    My dad is way too much of a nice guy. He doesnít own it. He desperately wants everyone around him to like him, and definitely has the supplicating vibe. He doesnít set boundaries, because everyone else is more important than he is. He wants everyone to like him. Being like this, I became a chameleon, adapting to others and never being myself. He jokes a fair bit and kills tension. He tries hard for everyone to like him. See the similarities?

    Both my parents like to be ultra safe. They also fear change. Iím now starting to breakaway from all this, and it also feels very liberating.


    9 Ė Project Rockstar was One of the Hardest Things Iíve Done in my Life

    I had to remind myself many times when I was stressed out how high quality these problems are. Some people donít have food or shelter, and Iím upset bout not getting laid that night. Moreover, thereís virtually no free time. Even trying to catch up on pressing work emails, itís so hard to eke out that time. Unfortunately I used lulls in seminar time for a lot of this, but out of necessity. Moreover, weíre all grown men being picked apart by these instructors. It really takes a certain type of person to succeed at rockstar. But with the proper kind of motivation, you can really transform your life.


    10 Ė Owning It; Good Person > Nice Guy

    This has been a major change in my thought process and personality. The old me was way too far on the altruistic side of the ledger. For any decision, I used to adhere pretty strictly to the axiom that Iíd treat others as I wanted to be treated myself. Iíd always put myself in their shoes first. While this is actually a great thing to do, I probably took it too far, always putting othersí needs first. Iím not a jerk now, just more assertive. For example, I donít try to be fake nice to a telemarketer when I know I have no interest. I donít try to do those million survey requests in my emails if Iím busy. Itís about putting my needs first. Iím no longer a nice guy, but rather a good person. And Iím asserting myself more. This is a masculine thing to do.


    11 Ė Role/Person You Take On Depends on the Group/Context

    I realized this partway through rockstar. In my circle of friends back home, Iím the craziest, wildest partier. Iím at the extreme end of their spectrum. However, in the context of the people of rockstar, Iím the most safe, Ďbuzzkillí (as one rockstar put it during the circle of truth) guy. Iím right at the opposite end of the spectrum. I had become everything I didnít like about people I interact with at work (itís a nerdy field); I was the persona I didnít want to take on. Thankfully I adapted more towards the end of rockstar, becoming one of the boys. And with all the above developments, I think Iíve maintained the new person that I am, even growing on it more.


    12 Ė Miscellaneous

    A few short items, I lost my regional accent hanging out with the rockstars all summer. Itís back now that Iím home, but I spoke a generic American accent all summer. My voice also is lower than before, a deliberate body language tip I got. Finally, I started to pack on muscle in the last 2 months without adding fat. I didnít change my maintenance workout regimen at all. Instead, this is probably due to sleeping and eating more.



    My life has changed so much thanks to Project Rockstar. Most people would not believe the things Iíve seen and done. There are 2 other final major changes to mention. Firstly, my friends back home and I have noticed Iím smiling more often. I was pretty happy before rockstar, but this has taken it to a whole new level. In fact, Iím smiling more often than not these days, and Iíll often find myself breaking out into a spontaneous grin. Secondly, it appears that the game is over. I pretty much donít have to game anymore. I can just be me, do my normal routine, and hot girls just appear in my life. Itís yet another liberating feeling. The choice of your life partner is probably the most important decision youíll ever make, and this puts me in the best possible scenario. Iím proud of myself for everything Iíve done, and how much better this makes my life now and for the future.

    Thank you Project Rockstar.

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    Final Rockstar Reflection

    It has been 3 months since my Rockstar officially ended. I say officially because its never is truly over. Though we are not all together every day like we were at the mansion in Vegas, Broncos air B&B in Hvar or the Sheraton in Stockholm, the spirit of Rockstar remains very much alive inside of me. There isnít a day that goes by that I donít think about Rockstar in some way, shape or form. Itís as if there is a guardian angel named Rockstar sitting on my shoulder and influencing my daily decisions and beliefs that flow through my mind. Itís kind of like those yellow WWJD (What Would Jesus Do) bracelets that were popular a few years ago except in this case the question I ask when faced with different situations is What Would Rockstar Do.

    After 2 months of spending nearly every moment doing something that is meant to improve some aspect of my life, I canít help but feel a motivating kind of bad when I catch myself wanting to watch too much Netflix, making an excuse not to go out, feeling too sore to go to the gym, or putting off designing my future. My personal awareness of what level I can be operating on in life has been raised to a much higher level than ever before. I know that if Iím not growing then Iím dying which means I am moving away from the life I want to live rather than towards the one I do want to live and I always want to be moving towards that life.

    As an example, one of the things I used to enjoy occasionally doing was laying in bed and streaming Netflix on a Sunday. Since Iíve been home Iíve tried to spend a Sunday binge watching Netflix or some random show and it just doesnít work. I literally canít lay around and do that even if I want to just because my minds automatic response says that is not helping me grow and move forward in life so I end up turning it off and going back to reading the book Iím on, listening to self improvement podcasts and thinking about the path I want to take for my professional life.

    The same motivation to constantly grow carries over to my game as well. Before Rockstar, I went to the bars in my city with my friends and maybe talked to one girl a night if I was lucky and all the stars had aligned in my mind. The night would then end with me super drunk and walking or ubering home alone.

    Since Iíve been home post rockstar, Iím going out either by myself, which I never had the confidence to do before, or with my friends. Iím relentlessly talking to as many girls as I can without feeling bad about it, like Iím doing something wrong, worrying about what the people around me will think after a blow out or many of the other limiting beliefs that were holding me back before. I know that I have to take right action and so itís what I do because I remember how I felt before when I wasnít taking right action and I donít want to feel that. I want to be kind to myself and proud of myself and when I take right action thatís what happens no matter what the outcome is. I can go to bed at the end of the night and know I did my absolute best. I feel so comfortable talking to girls now because it's become a natural part of who I am. I feel like I am truly practicing my game now because I can actually study and think about whatís going on during my interactions now that I don't have all those negative thoughts about myself clouding my head. The journey to come is going to be an exciting one.

    The person I was at the beginning of Vegas responded with ďI hate that questionĒ anytime someone asked me how I was feeling while we were out at the nightclub and I never even realized the person asking had only meant to help me. I spent a lot of time during the three weeks of Vegas hiding in areas of the club where I knew none of the instructors or rockstars could find me. After spending a long enough chunk of the night away from everyone and beating my self up about how much I suck I would eventually build up so much anger that it would switch to motivation and be ready to approach. The problem was that by the time I went through the whole process and I was finally ready to to approach girls, there was only 1 or 2 hours left for the night.

    A bit past the mid way point of Vegas I stopped spending all my time hiding because I figured out I could actually have fun around everyone even if I wasnít constantly opening girls because I realized everyone only wanted to help me and no one was judging me. I started being my normal self who dances and enjoys EDM music but approaching was still such a mentally draining chore for me. The instructors had given me all the tools that I needed and it was up to me to use them.
    At that point, the only person that could truly fix that problem was me and it had to be by changing my beliefs.

    The last week of Vegas was when I felt at my best. Opening finally became easy and smashing it to girls was finally fun. One thing that I think helped me the most was that we were focused on creating a fun party environment as a whole group so there would only be 3 or 4 of us actually going around the club and cold approaching girls to take back to the table. Framing the cold approach in that way really took all the pressure off of me because I felt like I was doing it so that we could have a bad ass party where everyone benefitted. The only problem Iím now seeing with that frame is that I still didnít love myself enough to want to do it for me. I wanted to do it for everyone else because I am genuinely driven by helping others. The important thing was that I was at least approaching and having fun with girls and that I was building momentum and gaining positive reference experiences which helped me believe more in myself.

    The break was an epic bonding experience with the boys and a non stop party. There were maybe 3 nights during the whole break that I didnít go out. We started at 6 PM and ended at 5 AM or later pretty much every night. I banged a chick in the ocean off of no more than a 1 hr interaction and I also banged a chick in the ass and pussy after meeting her while sitting on a bench watching the sunrise before walking home after a whole night of partying.

    Though the intense partying was so much fun I do feel like I halted my growth a bit during the break because I didnít listen to Sterlings advice that he personally gave me before break which was to strongly consider abstaining from drinking. I was caught up with the idea of being on break in another country on a party island and finally being able to party with alcohol that I completely missed the lesson he was trying to teach me. I now see that he was trying to get me to fully realize that I can have fun and practice my game sober because I still hadnít completely worked through that though I was infinitely better than at the very beginning.

    Sweden was the final chapter of the epic summer. The girls are the most beautiful girls I've ever seen in my life and there an extremely high volume of them. Day game is especially fun in Sweden for this reason but night game is amazing as well. Especially at a venue like Wall where a girl that isn't a 9 or 10 is a rare sight. The beginning was a struggle for me because after partying the entire break and not really consciously working on my game I felt like I had lost the momentum that I left Vegas with. My feedback during the circle of truth was that I need to look at myself in the same way everyone else does because the person everyone else sees is awesome. After the circle of truth, my game was much better and I started building momentum again because the way I look at myself started changing for the better.

    I slowly started looking at myself in a different way and changing the internal dialogue I was having with myself to something more positive. It showed in my game because I was smiling, having more fun and being positive with girls which really improved everything and is now continuing to help me improve my life.

    There is no price that can be put on what Project Rockstar gave me. The base level of confidence and happiness that I have now with myself is something that I may have never found until many years later in my life, if ever. I have all of the instructors, fellow rockstar brothers and everyone else involved with the program to thank and will forever be grateful for as they helped me to change my life.

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