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    Project Rockstar 2014 - Daily Journals

    After 5 interviews and 12 grueling weeks of intense physical training Rockstar is finally here. A life transformation unlike anything else, the guys will be journaling about their experience here daily.

    I live for these months.



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    The grand design begins

    Something pretty ominous happened to me the moment I stepped off the plane in Vegas. First, reality hit. I’m actually here and this Rockstar thing is going to actually happen. Point of no return crossed. When I stepped off the plane and saw a Starbucks I thought I’d get some coffee. I reached into my pocket and all the cash save two dollars was gone from my pocket. When I felt the two pieces of fabric and my leg, I thought, “What the fuck?” I basically lost all my cash and felt naked. I always carry cash and not having that measurement threw me into weird space. Granted I had plenty of money on my card, but I always hated the feeling of losing cash, but welcomed the feeling of uneasiness. It was something I knew I would have to get comfortable with, and what better way than to unexpectedly get a head start.

    After meeting the boys and going through the introductions we were hustled back to the Rockstar mansion to get settled in and changed for XS nightswim. Nervous system overload. This is all a whirlwind of life being filtered through my body. Super successful people, social creatures dripping with abundance and positivity, energy you could power a house with. It’s absolutely insane in the most philosophical terms. I opened a ton of sets, most went well. I got into conversations about random dumb fluff talk and about serious logical topics as well. You could tell everyone was a little nervous about being here and so quickly being thrown into the fire. It’s a feeling that many people will not feel once in their lives. It made me think of the kind of limiting life people lead. The grand scheme of things is to really connect with people. And not just with family or friends. There are 6 billion people on this blue rock and there is literally nothing stopping you from getting to know as many of those people as possible. The only thing stopping you is the bullshit story you keep telling yourself.

    We started the 10 day bootcamp that runs concurrently with Rockstar and we were finally given a dynamic blueprint on how to achieve our goals. I say dynamic since it’s tailored to our individual sticking points so that we can expand at our own pace and really grow into that best version of ourselves. The second night on the program was sick. A lot of my sets were hitting and being the idiot that I am, I would get the number and eject. I thought I would be awkward and my subcomms would be totally off but to my great surprise, those subcomms were more or less on point. I stood up straight, shoulders back, looked girls straight into the eye. One of the alums from last year that was rolling with me commented on this and it felt great that part of my game was satisfactory.

    Now onto the good stuff. Day two in the 10 day, I winged one of the rock stars with a group of four friends. Right off the rip I grabbed one of there hands and put it on my chest and flexed. She melted, then took my hand stuck it on her ass and then onto her crotch. Awesome. My attention was directed towards her cute little friends. I told her she has hot and we hit it off. I saw she was a yellow/green right away and started ramping up sexually. She was really receptive while I went warm and normal. Before I know it, she's all over me like white on rice. A few of the instructors and a rockstar hook their friends and before I know it, day 4 on PR, I’m on my way to a hotel suite to hang with all buddies and these hot chicks. My chick put up a lot of resistance but I put on a strong nonjudgmental frame on how society misjudges women. I ended up not getting the bang but was fun sharing perspectives with this chick and gaining some great fucking reference experience with the entire process of the mating ritual. We all hopped into the party limo to Spearmint Rhino and had some fun with chicken tenders. She was actually a pretty cool chick.

    Next day, met up with her again at Surrender. I quickly formed a bubble with her and took her to the cabana that we had. She kept saying how she couldn't go home with me since nothing would happen at which point I was like, I’m going home to sleep, peace. Right then she protested to stay with her. Long story long, with some slow burn game, and a few logistical bumps, I took her back to the Rockstar mansion. After a lot of LMR, I managed to get her super excited and not to mention horny and I took her down the scenic route to bangtown. Day 4 of Project Rockstar, first pull complete. Oh and I was the first to pull a chick in the house. Just sayin. Welcome to the new reality.

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    Day 1

    Day 1 started off with a meeting in the core instructor’s hotel room at the Cosmo. The room was pretty swanky and it was a beautiful day in Las Vegas and the view was to die for. It was full of extra chairs for the seating of everyone taking part on Project Rockstar. We were soon going to be going around doing introductions, and after the build up to Project Rockstar I was ready to get started.

    As anyone would expect, the instructor’s stories and ability to deliver and convey themselves during the speech was astonishing. I had already met them before but nonetheless it still stuck me just how solid them speak and move. The Rockstars ranged in ability to do the same but it easily showed there was a large gap between the instructors and everyone else. The Rockstars were a very interesting group because all were accomplished but in their own unique ways (be it business, professional career, or life obstacles they had to overcome). Any of the Rockstars stories would make you think to yourself, “Holy shit…”. I think we all knew we were going to be with special company for the next 9 weeks.

    For the first 2 nights we were going to get to know each other and let the instructors see where we are skill wise. The first night was going to be at the Sunday night swim at XS (in the Encore). It was my first time at a nightclub with a pool party and it was a blast. The instructors were having conversations with girls almost immediately whereas the Rockstars had very little success. It was obvious that either there was a lot of rust to knock off or a lot of skill to develop. Personally I did not get into a conversation with a single girl I cold approached. Oddly enough, whenever someone else with me would approach with, “Have you met my friend?” and pointed to me it usually ended up with a conversation. Clearly my ability to apporach vs being introduced in that fashion showed a gap in my skill. Considering it was the very first night of Rockstar I was not worried about it. We had not received any instruction as of yet and we still had the entire program to go. After little success for any Rockstar we headed back for what will likely prove to be the most sleep of any night.


    Day 2

    On day 2 we met again in the hotel room with a few more instructors so a few introductions were necessary. Today we went over the outline of Rockstar and what to expect. It was definitely exciting to hear what was going to take place and what kind of transformation was going to occur. To finally know that you are going to be heading towards the person you want to become (like being confident, a social master, and great with women) was exciting. The instructors warned us it was not going to be without a bit of pain and frustration. They were here secondarily to be our friends, and primarily to push us far outside our comfort zones. As they put it, they were willing to trade the friendship at the expense of the growth.

    This evening we went to the Marquee. It was packed with girls and an awesome venue to practise at. Another Rockstar and I ended up speaking to 2 girls for the night and bouncing with them. It turned out to be the epitome of getting fucked….by logistics. They had a 3rd friend who was not with them and was not going to join because of some reason they would not tell us. After bouncing we tried to get into our friends room but had no key. It was 4 or 5 in the morning and the music was up so loud in the room they could not hear us banging on the door. After 10 or 15 minutes we tried another room but could not get up the elevator without a key card. After being room declined into rooms twice we ended up going to their room in the Bellagio. We got outside the room and my friend’s girl put the key card in and was stopped cold because the door had been latched from the inside. After they called out the 3rd girls name a couple of times the silence of the Bellagio hallways at 7AM was broken. “YOU FUCKING BITCHES. YOU FUCKING CUNTS. GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE”. The girl in the room was beyond pissed. After about 10 minutes the girl’s we were with passports were thrown out of the room. The 3rd friend was not even going to give them their clothes, only their passports! They were clearly occupied and we were exhausted, we called it quits and headed back for the night. Not going to lose sleep over the missed opportunity, it turned out to be a funny story and there will be plenty more chances to close.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jimmy D View Post
    Day 4 of Project Rockstar, first pull complete. Oh and I was the first to pull a chick in the house. Just sayin. Welcome to the new reality.
    Damnnnn... i wish i can go this year.
    Day 4 pull is the first in the house (?)

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    14 June 2014

    It is Saturday morning on day 5 of the bootcamp and I feel like I’ve just jumped off a merry-go-round that’s been spinning continuously for hours. The intensity has ramped up dramatically as we dived into the first few days of the 10-day bootcamp.

    Every day we wake up after 4-5 hours sleep and the mad rush begins allover again… Eat breakfast as quickly as possible (often this gets skipped); run to the gym in the crazy Vegas heat; pump out the day’s Kris Gethin workout as quickly as possible; rush back to the house to get ready in 5 mins; drive over to the Cosmo (been late almost every day so far); 5 hours of incredible seminars, and information overload; rush back home and immediately get ready to go out; navigate our way to the club; hit on girls until the sun rises; sleep; do it again…

    There is a song going round the clubs at the moment… “Eat, sleep, rave, repeat”… which pretty much represents the rockstar lifestyle so far!

    It’s been epic, and I’ve learnt so much good stuff in the seminars. The new threshold model just makes the art of chatting to women feel so much more bloody natural. Rather than seeing game as a linear step-by-step approach, it has this flowing feel to it where you naturally bounce between flirting and being normal. The flirting side escalates into sexualising the interaction, while the normal side deepens into a warm open conversation.

    The emphasis is on letting the conversation flow naturally and not thinking about what to say next… just by understanding some basic principles of good conversation. Sure there are routines that are given out, but these are just examples to lead you in to thinking along the same lines of direction, so that you naturally come out with your own sharp witty things to say, which I can already feel is starting to resonate.

    Night 1 of the bootcamp we hit up a club called Drai’s, which was my best club so far. Rooftop pool party overlooking half of Vegas, and the women were stunning! The goals tonight were to approach and engage in normal conversation, without thinking about anything. I was sceptical at first, after years of applying constant routines, and I was amazed to see how easy and natural it felt. I ended up having so much more fun with girls, as wasn’t always thinking about what to say next. I approached a ton of girls that night, some of the most gorgeous that I’ve approached in a long time, and brought back a few different groups to our table, where we would all be hanging out having an awesome party as a group… and bring the girls into our legendary fun world.

    I ended up kissing a cute Swiss girl along the way, who eventually ran off with her drunk friends, and then at the end of the night I met an absolutely gorgeous girl from Indiana. I was super nervous approaching, but she opened up glowing green and I walked her back to our table where we flirted for over an hour. I ended up just getting the number as her friends had to leave, but it flaked. I cant really understand why as she was super into me and begging me to get in touch. So obviously something is lacking that I need to work on.

    Night 2, tuesday night we went to Light Club. GANGSTA SHIT! Super rough aggressive hip hop crowd. I love a bit of the hippidy hop, but most of us were not stoked with the vibes there. Super loud and couldn’t hear a word anyone was saying, plus it had a pretty intense tempo. I think I got blown out at least 40 times that night. Everyone was cold as ice. But I’m kind of happy about that as I feel like it toughened me up, and I’m fearless to rejection now. Feel like I’m invincible after going through that!
    At the end of the night, had some late night food with Sterling and a few others (Man he is such an awesome dude when you get to know him more) and then we hit up Sapphires and I got to try my hand at a bit of stripper game for the first time in my life. It’s kind of awesome as they approach you and try to get you to pay for a dance, whilst at the same time you are trying to game them to forget the money and leave the club with you. Pretty much impossible, except for the advanced, but is awesome flirting practice nonetheless.

    On day 3, Wednesday, we had a much needed break night. A lot of us were considering going out, and I was hoping to land a date with the only girl I managed to hook at Light Club… but the seminar on warmth and sub comms dragged on much later into the night than normal. So from sheer exhaustion we decided to just take care of a few things and get an early night (2am instead of 5/6am).

    Day 4 we learnt about the specifics of warmth. By this stage we had covered all 5 key areas of the model… normal convo, flirting, sexual, warmth and sub comms… so we were fully armed heading out to XS nightclub where Avicii was playing. I started off in awesome state, after applying some of Vercetti’s body presence warm ups, and approached a bunch of gorgeous girls that hooked into awesome conversation straight away. The night ended strong with 5 number closes.

    I felt confident and had awesome vibes with girls the whole night… but a few major realisations emerged. Whilst I am approaching confidently, can easily engage in normal conversation, have got my flirting down and can tease effortlessly…. my sub communications and ability to sexually escalate is super weak. Probably the most immediate issue here is my sub comms and body language. Without strong emphasis here, everything else is useless. I think I have limiting beliefs and bad internal dialogue that is putting up a wall between me and the girls, preventing me from touch and creating sexual tension. I’m not really sure where this comes from at my core… perhaps growing up in a reasonably conservative household with misconceptions on how things are… but either way I need to crush this belief NOW.

    So tonight I am going out again… I think we are hitting XS again. And I am going to OVER-TOUCH. I am going to push the envelope so hard that I get blown out often from over doing it. And I plan to for the 5 days or so, to make sure I crush this belief once and for all, and unleash the awesome vibes that come with strong “natural” sub communication into my interactions.

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    Friday 13th June
    Even if I tried to write everyday I haven’t been able to because free hours here are very few. Since my last blog a few days have passed and we have started the ten day bootcamp. The first day of the ten day was an introduction and we talked about organic conversation. I don’t want to go deep on this but it was about how to have a normal conversation. The goal for the night was to have as many awkward conversations with women as we could, until eventually the woman walked away from boredom. We went to a club and I talked with a lot of women about a lot of boring things. Some of them stayed for a long time and I don’t know why. I talked to another girl for almost an hour, but she only stayed because her friend was talking to another rockstar and she was really into him.
    By the end of the night I had a lot of nonsense conversation, but the night was a lot of fun.
    The next day we had a debrief about the night before and the instructors gave us feedback about what they had seen during the night. I appreciate that they go out just to give us feedback and advice and not to only have fun.
    Then we did body language. Personally I think it’s going to help me a lot because I thought my posture was good, but that night in the club I realized I was doing a few things wrong. We also studied active and passive sub communications and flirting conversation. I think this is going to help me a lot because I’m not an especially funny guy. It’s a good way to train your brain.
    For that night the goals were to work the subcomms and have fun conversations and tease. We went to the club and I had a pretty good night. I completed all the goals I had for the night. I think I learned a lot from one of the alumni who gave me a lot of feedback. I talked to a few girls and had lot of fun conversations, and had a great night. I think I learned a lot. After that we went to a strip club… it was a little bit boring because I wasn’t drunk.
    Next day we had feedback, which I think, is a very good thing to have each day, and then we talked about sexualisation. That night was a night off so I didn’t go out. Me and the rest of the Rockstar’s had a meeting to see what we were going to do for the Rockstar week off.
    The next day we did warm conversation. That night we went out and my goal for the night was to practice sexual conversation. For me the night didn’t go to well, or at least I didn’t have much fun because the girls I talked to blew me off early. But I think for the learning aspect it was pretty good.
    Next day was inner game. It is a very helpful thing for when Rockstar ends because it’s gonna help us to master the things we’ve learned and not forget it because we won’t have the feedback from the instructors. That night we went to XS night swim pool party, and I had a great night and talked to a lot of girls.
    I think this is a very intense program, and I’m starting to feel what I’ve read about and what past Rockstars have told me. It’s just the beginning but I think it’s the beginning of a very important part of my life.

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    Welcome to project rockstar. After 12 weeks of fitness hell and the anticipation of a lifetime we finally kicked off and go to meet everyone these past few days. It hit me hearing everyone’s stories not only how driven everyone is, but how real and intense this program is going to be. Hearing the passion in Venture and sterling’s voice and hearing Vici tell his story I got for the first time a sense of how much this course is going to change my sense of who I think I could be in the future.

    I can feel a very distinct new mode of natural thinking developing with regards to talking with women. There is such a lightness to my thinking when talking with women, I know now that I don’t have to worry about much else than just seeing the opportunities that I need to in front of me and moving towards them. I think one of the biggest epiphanies I had these past few days is that they guys amongst us with the world class game don’t actually actively need to ‘game’ girls. Its just a natural extension of who they are.

    The enemy of great is good. The most amazing thing about this environment is how easy it is to learn when everywhere you look there is people with strengths to guide you and energy to roll off. It’s a fantastic thing to be a part of.

    One step at a time.

    Made another big load of progress tonight. I made sure to really hone into my habits tonight – I read over my notes but made sure they was at least 45 minutes between ending that and going out. It makes a huge difference to not only my state but my ability to get out of the logical mind frame and really get into the banter mode. Rolling in deep with the guys also helped, the past few nights I walked in alone and that just killed my state and put me in my head.

    An aside - being the guy that puts his card down on the table is also a great way to boost your state – it’s something that I should assume from now on.

    I did a lot of good tonight though. Incremental improvement over time=success.

    My warmth wasn’t as good as it was the other night because I wasn’t really focusing on it that much but that’s okay. The big thing moving forward is not fucking self sabotage!

    Another huge thing that I learnt tonight, the best guys are just having the most fucking fun.

    Marquee is also a million time better than XS.

    One step at a time.

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    We’re now 6 days into the Project Rockstar and the experience has been second to none. I have taken a bootcamp and been to a couple of Super Conferences which have been excellent but the 10 day simplified natural material we are learning resonates with me much more. Obviously the fact that they teach it over 10 versus 3 days makes a huge difference but the material also differs slightly which better fits my style (I would prefer to be a ‘natural’ which is what they teach). Oddly enough despite the large amount of time we have to go over the material I am still overwhelmed! Clubbing until the sun comes up combined with classes makes for little time for sleep, let alone trying to digest the material. Prior to Rockstar I always believed and acted that I was not pushing myself to learn until I felt frustrated, which is what I feel now. I know that when we get a day or two off I will still have a lot of great work to do to catch up and internalize what we were taught. Venture and Sterling have really made the material simple to understand and implement, but after a lifetime of bad habits and internal dialogue I will need some ‘quiet time’ to review and change it.

    One of the interesting observations so far has been the impact of the music at the venue I am at. We went to XS at the Encore (awesome club) on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. The DJs for those nights were Avicii, Lil’ Jon, and Major Lazer respectively. In my opinion the order those DJs played in is also the order for where I would rank them, and I think where most people would rank them too. They are also in order of how easy it was to open and the quality of women at the club. Friday (with Avicii) was ridiculous there. I honestly cannot recall getting blown out once and had fun conversations all night. Saturday and Sunday were filled with much more yellows and reds. I caution those reading to not cherry pick nights where there is a good DJ, it’s not realistic to follow Avicii around unless you are a groupie. The goal of pickup should be to convert those yellows to greens and reds to yellows. So go out to a plethora of DJs and venues.


    It was being out Saturday and Sunday taught me that I have to work on sexualizing and the similar inner dialogue. I have the material and know where I need to do. It’s so exciting having a goal you want to accomplish and a rough pathway of how to get there. While the instructors and people around you can help point you in the right direction the vast majority of game is what you believe internally, which means you walk the road alone. Vercetti said to us that Christian Ronaldo is widely regarded as the best soccer player in the world and and known for a neat little habit. After team soccer practices he would sneak out and practice dribbling and shooting by himself. He had what Vercetti called, “private victories”. Clubbing 6 days a week constitutes the team practices while spending some alone time going over those deep thoughts are the private victories. I think going over inner game is the missing ingredient here 6 days into this for me and is now my priority to fit into the hectic Rockstar schedule.

    All the best.

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    Today is Tuesday, June 17th. On Saturday, Day 5 of Bootcamp, we had Venture’s awesome seminar on SNL game, which was followed by Text game. His knowledge in these areas is incredible and different to everything else I’ve seen. We were armed with an abundance of skillsets in how to escalate these, as well as a completely new mindset in approaching them.

    On Saturday night, we went back to XS again where the DJ ‘Lil Jon’ was playing. Unfortunately the seminar ran late which meant we didn’t pre-order tickets on time and ended up having to wait nearly 2 hours in the queue to get in. Absolute rookie error! To make matters worse, the cold that has been spreading through the Rockstar household has finally caught up with me and spread into my throat a bit. So waiting in that queue was the most soul destroying and state draining couple hours of my life. By the time we got in I was broken… but somehow, after a few red bulls, I managed to talk my internal state into a better place and forced myself through a few sets which started to build momentum and I ended up having a decent night.

    I ended up meeting a super cute blonde from England who I bantered off all night and started to push some sub comm boundaries with. I probably could have pushed them further, but the interaction was going so well I didn’t think it was needed. I started using takeaways as well which Daniel had been demoing earlier. At the end of the night I met a cute brunette in a seated set situation and pushed sub comms even harder. Was awesome to see how far you could push them. I ended up having both her and her friend trying to rip my belt buckle open to whip out prince henry!

    However, aside from this, I think the real takeaway I had here was how easy it is to change your state, using the strength of positive mind framing. I was sick and completely exhausted, yet by continuously telling myself that I felt awesome and was ready to bring the heat, and so my night slowly shifted and my state lifted. This is something I want to capitalise on going forward.

    On Sunday, Day 6, we had an inspiring Inner Game seminar from Sterling. He has a way of breaking down complex theories and building them back up to provide awesome clarity. There were so many aha moments as we stepped through all the inner game concepts that can be used to crush limiting beliefs and replacing them with empowering ones…. And a whole lot more!

    That night we went back to XS for a third night in a row. With a very positive mindset the night started fast as I was opening without filter. I met so many awesome girls and brought back 3 or 4 groups of girls to our table where we flirted consistently. At the end of the night I met a couple really cute Danish blondes (just my style). The one was super into me, but they had to leave to drive across country at 6am that morning, so she had to leave. We’ve been speaking since and she might try come back to see me before she flies back to Europe. I got a handful of other numbers that night as well, but my newest problem seems to be “entering their number but forgetting their names, so can’t find them in my contact list later (god dammit)”!

    Yesterday we had a debrief, and then Sterling gave a full recap of the previous 6 days of seminar. At night we hit the Marquee where some of the guys had hooked us up with the sickest bungalow ever. After a couple warmup sets, including a group of cute cali girls, I met the cutest brunette I’ve hit on in years. She was drop dead gorgeous! Started off as a yellow light but gradually turned green. I took her back to the bungalow, which was like something out of a movie scene… as you walked in there was just rockstars and girls EVERYWHERE. The girls were pouring in and everyone was having such an awesome fun time!

    However, there was too much flirt and normal conversation with this girl, and so it slowly fizzled as I didn’t push the sexual and sub comm escalation boundaries… and I felt the threshold boundaries closed in around me. And when I finally made a move on her upstairs by the balcony, she closed me out. After that my state dropped hard, and I struggled to pick myself up after fucking it up with her.
    It was really frustrating that after all the recent progression, I finally meet a girl that I am super interested in, and so I put her up on a pedestal and pussy footed around her so much that I blew it.

    Later we hooked a group of Scottish girls that I wasn’t really into, but one of the instructors explained that I need to drop my standards to practice more on hooking girls I’m not that into, to help exercise the muscle so that I’m ready when the gorgeous ones come along. This is so true, as I have been setting my standards too high. To get good you need to focus more on hitting on everything that moves, and practice as much as possible, rather than waiting around for the perfect 10 all the time, and then being all clunky when you do finally meet her (like I did tonight)!

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    19 June

    It’s Thursday morning and it’s almost hard to believe that tomorrow will be two weeks since I landed in Vegas. On one hand it feels like time has flown by so quickly and we’ve only just got here, while on the other hand it feels like I’ve known my fellow rockstars for years already… as we have done so much together in such a short space of time. I’ve been in Vegas 13 nights of which we’ve been out in the clubs until sunrise 12 of those nights.

    And somehow I still feel relatively normal. I guess it comes down to the fact that we are not drinking when we go out, plus the fact that we’ve got all this extra energy from the pre-rockstar fitness program and all the good nutrition, coupled with the sheer drive and determination to make this whole thing click! So yeah, surprisingly still feeling pretty good, despite the long days and 4 hours sleep on average per night.

    It’s pretty awesome being in this household where everyone is on the same path. When it comes to fitness and nutrition, we are all constantly bouncing ideas off each other. Discussing and debating varying views on diet and nutrition, supplements and the best workout training strategies. I am constantly learning from the rest of the rockstars, and through that I think fitness is becoming more and more of a sub conscious factor within my new lifestyle! I don’t have to focus on it anymore; it feels like fitness is becoming a more natural part of my life!

    I’m also currently working on a new fitness program, now that the Kris Gethin 12 week program is finished. I want to put together a training plan that will help maintain my current level of both body fat % and muscle throughout the rest of rockstar… and then at the end I will probably switch back into another transformation program.

    On Tuesday night, Day 8, after a debrief during the day and a lot of revision of all the information we’ve had to try and absorb over the last couple weeks, we went back to my favourite Vegas club Drai’s! It’s a new rooftop club that overlooks most of the Vegas Boulevard which always has the sickest DJ’s lined up. I had a pretty good night in set most of the night with 3 or 4 girls that I hung out with for ages trying to push the sexual boundaries as far as possible, and ended up kissing a cute Swiss girl for a bit before her friends dragged her home (god damn logistics)! Earlier in the night I actually blew out a couple sets by pushing it too far sexually, which for me was exactly as planned as I needed to get a feel for the thresholds.

    Last night, Day 9, we went out to Surrender, which was a first for me at this super club, which sounds like it is a hotspot for the super conference events! One of the rockstars hooked us up a pimping table to the right hand side of the entrance of the dancefloor… probably one of the best tables in the whole club! I started the night off working with one of the alumni body language gurus on my sub comms, and he very quickly pointed out some bad passive body language that I need to work on. I eventually got into a good set with a super cute hair stylist from New York. It went super well until I got her back to the table, and for some reason my inner state faded and I let the interaction fizzle out.
    A few sets later I met the most awesome Canadian cutie ever! She was exactly my type, and was a strong challenge when it came to the banter. We bounced off each other all night, and it escalated sexually very quickly and I very likely would have taken her home had her angry friends who had been looking for her for the last couple hours not stormed in and dragged her away. Logistics shows its face yet again!!

    Was pretty crushed this morning about it, as I don’t think I’ve had such an awesome interaction with a chick in years… and I didn’t even get her number in the end.
    A lot of the rockstars are starting to click into this now… and a bunch of them have gotten laid several times already in just the first 1.5 weeks. If this is a sign of things to come, then the next few blogs are going to really start heating up…

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    21 June

    It’s Saturday morning, our 3rd and final day off of our first official break… and my head fucking HURTS! We have had a break since Thursday which means we’ve pretty much have been able to do our own thing, including drinking! Last night was EDC and the first time I’ve been drunk since early March when I got accepted into Rockstar and started on the fitness program… and the hangover brings back a thousand memories of painful Sundays! It’s actually got me thinking about whether I’ll ever go back to drinking like I used to… now that I’ve opened my eyes to this entire new world of partying sober, sharper, for longer and with no wasted hangover days!

    The last couple days with more time on our hands has given us rockstars more time to reflect on what has been a truly epic couple weeks. Although I’m one of the few that haven’t got laid on the program yet, I still feel like I’m making progress in leaps and bounds. I’m not the same person I was when I arrived in Vegas a few weeks ago. I’m approaching without filter, drastically improved my natural conversation and banter with girls with strong underlying confidence, and have broken down major boundaries in sexualisation and sub communication. One week ago I could barely hold a girls hand… yet now I’m pulling them in, biting their necks and “H.O.D” them without thinking twice!

    I’m feeling like a completely different person… with a growing inner masculinity and stronger confidence in the person I am becoming!

    The bonds between the rockstars are also starting to grow pretty tight. A few days ago some of the alumni gave us an awesome chat about their own experiences on rockstar and also gave us some awesome advice on how to make the most of it. One of the core underlying messages was to stay true to fellow rockstars and avoid any competitive nature, and focus on building long lasting relationships. And to be honest, after giving it some serious thought… I think something really special is growing here. There doesn’t seem to be any issues between any of us. Other than a few minor debates and glitches, everything has been running pretty smoothly and we are all growing closer and closer as a brotherhood.

    There are some fucking awesome guys in this crew, and I’m building some awesome friendships with a bunch of them that I can already see will last long into the future. Some of them also have business talents that really interest me in relation to a few of my own business ideas that I will be pursuing after rockstar! So it’s all pretty exciting… the bonds are really starting to fuse together now as the rockstars unite!

    The hardest thing on this program has been time management. Even with these few days to ourselves, there still just doesn’t seem to be enough hours in the day to get everything sorted… after gym, cardio, going out, shopping, reviewing notes, writing blogs, admin etc. So it’s going to get a lot tougher again when the lifestyle entrepreneur week starts on Monday (I am soooo looking forward to this by the way… it’s one of my main motives for being here, other than game).

    Thursday night was supposed to be a rest night, but one of the guys organised an epic cabana at Marquee, which was too good to miss out on. So although a lot of us were still feeling sick we pushed through and had a pretty good night and I ended up getting a number from a super gorgeous Insomniac dancer who was here to do a show at EDC (Electric Daisy Carnival) this weekend. Oh my fuck she was hot, and had eyes that could pierce the soul! Am busy text gaming her, and trying to get her out for a date after the festival ends on Monday.

    Last night, Friday, was EDC and the chaos just upped a notch. A bunch of us had tickets for the Friday night, while a lot of the others are going tonight. Last night was mind blowing! I’ve been to music festivals all over the world, including loads of electronic festivals… and also hit up EDC in London last year. But nothing could prepare me for this. The visual displays were some of the best I’ve ever seen! We ended up losing a lot of the guys in the massive 150,000 strong crowd… but still had an insanely epic night, checking out all the different tents and as many of the DJ’s as we could! Was a ridiculously awesome night out bonding with a few of the rockstar brothers! We took the night off gaming girls, but the natural element exposed itself as we couldn’t help but hit on a few little belters running by from time to time.

    That’s another thing… I’ve noticed it’s really starting to feel more and more natural as the program evolves. On Thursday night we were sick and not in the mood to party at all… yet when we got there, our state just clicked and we couldn’t help but getting sucked into awesome conversations with cute girls all over the club. Really starting to click in a natural essence! I freaking love this thing called rockstar!!

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    Monday

    On Monday as usual we went to Marquee. Some of the guys got a lavish bungalow so we got to pull girls back to it and party with them in there.
    The first set I opened was a group of girls from Idaho, two sisters and their friend. One of my fellow rockstars winged me, and we bounced them to the bungalow to party. We spent some time with them, but then I decided to go speak to more girls, because the one I was talking to was too fat. I came back into the same set a bit later, and my friend was still in set with them. We talked for a bit longer… I didn’t like my girl but one of the instructors told me to go back in and game her just for the experience. So I did it. Didn’t fuck her though!

    Tuesday

    We went to Drai’s… to a night swimming party. It was an awesome club. That night I was practicing my funny conversation. And during the night I thought I wasn’t doing too well, but in the debrief the day after I realized that I never did that bad. So, that night I had a really sexual conversation with a girl who told me that she would only cheat on her boyfriend if we found a girl. I didn’t have much fun that night but I think I learned a lot.

    Wednesday

    Because of the night before I was worried that my progress wasn’t going too good. But this night we went to Marquee and I had a great night, and had some really good conversations. I escalated pretty fast with some girls and I had a great with all the rest of the rockstars. I can feel I’m making good progress.

    Thursday

    Thursday I decided to stay home because I was sick. The rest of the guys went to Marquee, but I think they didn’t have a great night.

    Friday

    We went to EDC. It was my first music festival, so I was very excited. When I got there I couldn’t believe how big it was. During the night we didn’t hit on many chicks but I had an awesome night, danced a lot and hung out with some of the alumni and instructors. It was an epic night. We stayed there until the sun rose, which was pretty cool, and then we went home. I got home at 9 oclock and fell asleep in less than a second!

    Saturday

    I woke up at 6pm. I was really tired but we were going to EDC again so I had a shower, got ready and we headed out to EDC in the Limo. The second night was also awesome. Some of my favourite DJ’s were playing so I loved it. This night we also stayed out till sunrise. A great night!

    By now I think I starting to really feel what being a rockstar really means. I can feel how the brotherhood between rockstars is increasing, and how we are becoming a family. I think coming to this program has been one of the best decisions of my life, and I’m gonna try to work really hard and take advantage of it as much as possible.

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    I learnt a lot tonight and made significant inroads into my goals.

    Although today was a day off I went to see above and beyond at a pool party. Because of some of the Rockstar gentlemen’s club connections we were escorted to the front of the VIP section and spent most of the day with bottomless bottles.. Because we are currently in the break it’s the first time that I have gone out with alcohol in about 3 months and I can tell you – alcohol with gaming is a complete waste of time. It certainly has its merits (mostly because it makes you not give a fuck) but it’s so difficult to find the line between its positives and its negatives (lessening control over what you’re saying or doing, being hung the next day) that it’s a risk that just isn’t worth it.

    I'm starting to notice now the link between being relaxed and being myself and having amazing and powerful interactions with women when I'm talking to them. I can see that I really need to just focus on letting go and being bold and all of this can unlock for me.

    Gotta remember to stop self-sabotaging, I have written that down in about the past three journal entries I have done which means I need to focus on it now and eradicate it from my game. We have the next few days off so I plan on going right back through my notes and doing some of the exercises that were recommended to us by Sterling et al. Keen to get back to the gym, spend some time with all the boys and develop a business idea I have had recently to a greater degree.

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    Had a few days off for the first time since the program started and have actually been able to do some chores and catch up on some sleep. As I look back on the past two weeks I had made some terrific strides in the process of getting good at these things. Although I am not utterly content with my progress, I am still blown away by how much I have changed my game in 2 weeks of effort. This program is incredible and so much work has gone into making the best environment possible.

    That said, I need to really drop the hammer from now on. I must be active in getting feedback and not only have one thing that I am working on every night, but one thing I want to ask questions about and receive feedback on. My goals for nights out are now threefold. 1 – Talk to all the girls that I feel the urge to, 2 – work on something, 3 – ask on feedback for something. If I make progress on all three of those goals then I am happy and having fun.

    There are two key mental areas that I want to improve on in the immediate term. Its always been obvious to me that I had a very repressed sexual side.I had a lot of body issues as a kid and the whole sexual side of myself was buried under a huge amount of fear. This showed itself in a number of different ways, from anxiety over performance to being a creep in the past because of how hard it was for me to express what I thought wasn’t a good thing to express.

    It used to cause me great fear about sex and made sex something very mechanical for me, rather than just going with the flow. I think way to much during sex and its because of all this anxiety that exists in my mind. It's making this process really difficult for me.

    Keep laying one brick at a time, just make sure that brick is fucking perfect.

    Was a bit slow today after EDC last night. EDC is a fucking blast and something I recommend for any man women or child out there. It’s not even an almost it just purely is going to be incompatible with what my life could be like after this program.

    Had an interesting discussion with one of the guys that is rolling with us last night. The difference between the 1 and 99 percent is that the 1 percent actually have the balls to take an idea from conception to reality. That’s what I want to do. I want to live a life so fucking amazing that I can retire all of my friends and they can come and work for me and live a life of a king. I really do work for them always and in all things. Nothing in my life would make me happier right now than to become successful in a fashion so well that I can sort my boys out for life. That and finding a girl to build a world with. Those are my two priorities right now.

    Don’t take yourself so seriously when you're talking with women. Listen to music that pumps you up on the way in. Then just be yourself and be bold. That's it.

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    What a roller coaster ride Rockstar is. Man, my fucking mind is in a whirlwind. The feedback we get from the instructors is fantastic. They tell you, they will not hold you hand. You are responsible for going up to them when at the club and asking them to watch you approach and give you advice. You are also able to hook a really good set and bounce her around the entire club and if a part of the set doesn't go as you wanted it, its on you to bring it up during the afternoon debrief and ask what you can do better next time. The more specific you are the more detailed the feedback.

    Another important, immensely important point I want to make is that there will be a next time. And another, and another. One of my boys on Rockstar can open 10 sets in less than 2 minutes. Everyone who really wishes to excel in game must realize that it doesn't matter if a girl rejects your approach. What matters is you realize where you need to correct yourself and go on working chipping away at that every day. Another thing I wish to mention is the great job the instructors did picking the Rockstars. They are such a cool group of guys. Being successful is just a side note. There are too many people in this world that have tons of money but no personality, or style, or taste. We all get along very well and are daily gelling to each other’s character and humor and styles. We help each other in our various fields of expertise. If some guys need to work on banter, we banter with the guy who has the best banter of us. If we need to work on subcomms, we pair up and work on subcomms. It’s really a brotherhood tried by fire.

    Most men don’t have the balls to go up a woman who strikes their fancy and say hello. We are here because there’s a part of our lives that’s not up to our standard with respect to our ambition and happiness. We own the fact that we need to work on this shit. By owning it, we are being men. This seemingly small part of our journey is critical to our masculinity. By also owning your own sexual desires, you channel your masculinity to women and they fucking love it. This is one of my sticking points at the moment and something I’m trying hard to handle. Its not easy for me since I was taught that was the wrong thing to do growing up. Being masculine is crucial to a man’s communication with a woman and I never learned that. It is indeed a painful process to shed old skin but there’s a point where you can’t be inhibited by fear and frustration anymore. It really is hard work. It takes tons of practice. No one can wave a magic wand and boom, you have great game. When infield I try to remind myself of this Michael Jordan quote, “I have failed over and over and over in my life, and that is why I succeed.”

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    Saturday, June 21st

    We are about 2 weeks into Project Rockstar now and I am finally starting to get acclimated and into a good routine. Going out 6 nights a week until 4 or 5 in the morning and then having having debriefs (which last a couple of hours) and then seminars until we go out again is taxing. There has been so much good information in the 10 day course I want to try to implement and go over in depth but do not have the time to (as we are also still going to the gym). Rockstar is great in that you always have something to work on.

    To date my favourite part of Rockstar is the type of work we do. The first thoughts about Rockstar would be the fact that we are going to improve our love life but because the material is all about being a natural, we work on our inner dialogue and thoughts more so than anything (or at least I do). Working on internal thoughts exposes some very heavy shit you never thought of consciously, or at least through the lens of a natural. Personally, my biggest discovery of bad inner dialogue has been with regards to sex. I cannot recall the last time I was truly aroused. If I try to put a date on it, I would say maybe high school but for sure jr. high school (which was 15 years ago for me). Whenever I see a hot woman now I think exactly that, “She’s hot,” but I never visualize anything, say anything, or feel anything. I literally repress any thought in that sexual realm and think it “un-gentlemanly”. It is a big part of the game I am missing, and honestly, a big part of life. I am employing a few techniques to solve it.
    1. No more porn (unless I am watching it with a girl)
    2. Masturbate once per week (fml)
    3. Only visualize when masturbating and drag it out.
    4. Visualize having sex with woman I see on the street or whom I am talking to.
    5. Express my sexual desires verbally either in my head or out loud (to either my fellow rockstars, “I’d love to bend her over and fuck her”, or to the girl, “I’d love to bend you over this railing”)
    6. Visualize having sex with at least 5 different women while at home. I can use Google Images to find a woman I want to visualize to.

    Since being on the sexual inner game for a few days I have realized just how deeply rooted this is. I have been speaking to girls and have a very, very difficult time imagining having sex with them while holding a conversation. I want to be able to get turned on sexually and still be socially functional. Right now I have such a hard time visualizing and getting turned on it is a very clunky social interaction, and I find it very difficult getting turned on. That being said it has worked, albeit marginally. I can feel it is going to be like training a muscle and right now that muscle is so small and inconsequential it takes a lot of conscious effort for very little payoff. I do believe it will come on quickly as sex and reproduction is essential to the survival of any species, and my body would naturally want to be apart of it.

    I am very curious as to where it will be in the coming days. Stay tuned….

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    17 June

    Today is Tuesday, June 17th. On Saturday, Day 5 of Bootcamp, we had Andy’s awesome seminar on on SNL game, which was followed by Text game. His knowledge in these areas is incredible and different to everything else I’ve seen. We were armed with an abundance of skillsets in how to escalate these, as well as a completely new mindset in approaching them.

    On Saturday night, we went back to XS again where the DJ ‘Lil Jon’ was playing. Unfortunately the seminar ran late which meant we didn’t pre-order tickets on time and ended up having to wait nearly 2 hours in the queue to get in. Absolute rookie error! To make matters worse, the cold that has been spreading through the Rockstar household has finally caught up with me and spread into my throat a bit. So waiting in that queue was the most soul destroying and state draining couple hours of my life. By the time we got in I was broken… but somehow, after a few red bulls, I managed to talk my internal state into a better place and forced myself through a few sets which started to build momentum and I ended up having a decent night.

    I ended up meeting a super cute blonde from England who I bantered off all night and started to push some sub comm boundaries with. I probably could have pushed them further, but the interaction was going so well I didn’t think it was needed. I started using takeaways as well which Daniel had been demoing earlier. At the end of the night I met a cute brunette in a seated set situation and pushed sub comms even harder. Was awesome to see how far you could push them. I ended up having both her and her friend trying to rip my belt buckle open to whip out prince henry!

    However, aside from this, I think the real takeaway I had here was how easy it is to change your state, using the strength of positive mind framing. I was sick and completely exhausted, yet by continuously telling myself that I felt awesome and was ready to bring the heat, and so my night slowly shifted and my state lifted. This is something I want to capitalise on going forward.

    On Sunday, Day 6, we had an inspiring Inner Game seminar from Andrew. He has a way of breaking down complex theories and building them back up to provide awesome clarity. There were so many aha moments as we stepped through all the inner game concepts that can be used to crush limiting beliefs and replacing them with empowering ones…. And a whole lot more!

    That night we went back to XS for a third night in a row. With a very positive mindset the night started fast as I was opening without filter. I met so many awesome girls and brought back 3 or 4 groups of girls to our table where we flirted consistently. At the end of the night I met a couple really cute Danish blondes (just my style). The one was super into me, but they had to leave to drive across country at 6am that morning, so she had to leave. We’ve been speaking since and she might try come back to see me before she flies back to Europe. I got a handful of other number that night as well, but my newest problem seems to be “entering their number but forgetting their names, so can’t find them in my contact list later (god dammit)”!

    Yesterday we had a debrief, and then Andrew gave a full recap of the previous 6 days of seminar. At night we hit the Marquee where some of the guys had hooked us up with the sickest bungalow ever. After a couple warmup sets, including a group of cute cali girls I met the cutest brunette I’ve hit on in years. She was drop dead gorgeous! Started off as a yellow light but gradually turned green. I took her back to the bungalow which was like something out of a movie scene… as you walked in there was just rockstars and girls EVERYWHERE. The girls were pouring in and everyone was having such an awesome fun time!

    However, there was too much flirt and normal conversation with this girl, and so it slowly fizzled as I didn’t push the sexual and sub comm escalation boundaries… and I felt the threshold boundaries closed in around me. And when I finally made a move on her upstairs by the balcony, she closed me out. After that my state dropped hard, and I struggled to pick myself up after fucking it up with her.
    It was really frustrating that after all the recent progression, I finally meet a girl that I am super super interested in, and so I put her up on a pedestal and pussy footed around her so much that I blew it.

    Later we hooked a group of Scottish girls that I wasn’t really into, but one of the instructors explained that I need to drop my standards to practice more on hooking girls I’m not that into, to help exercise the muscle so that I’m ready when the gorgeous ones come along. This is so true, as I have been setting my standards too high. To get good you need to focus more on hitting on everything that moves, and practice as much as possible, rather than waiting around for the perfect 10 all the time, and then being all clunky when you do finally meet her (like I did tonight)!

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    19 June

    It’s Thursday morning and it’s almost hard to believe that tomorrow will be two weeks since I landed in Vegas. On one hand it feels like time has flown by so quickly and we’ve only just got here, while on the other hand it feels like I’ve known my fellow rockstars for years already… as we have done so much together in such a short space of time. I’ve been in Vegas 13 nights of which we’ve been out in the clubs until sunrise 12 of those nights.

    And somehow I still feel relatively normal. I guess it comes down to the fact that we are not drinking when we go out, plus the fact that we’ve got all this extra energy from the pre-rockstar fitness program and all the good nutrition, coupled with the sheer drive and determination to make this whole thing click! So yeah, surprisingly still feeling pretty good, despite the long days and 4 hours sleep on average per night.

    It’s pretty awesome being in this household where everyone is on the same path. When it comes to fitness and nutrition, we are all constantly bouncing ideas off each other. Discussing and debating varying views on diet and nutrition, supplements and the best workout training strategies. I am constantly learning from the rest of the rockstars, and through that I think fitness is becoming more and more of a sub conscious factor within my new lifestyle! I don’t have to focus on it anymore, it feels like fitness is becoming a more natural part of my life!

    I’m also currently working on a new fitness program, now that the Kris Gethin 12 week program is finished. I want to put together a training plan that will help maintain my current level of both body fat % and muscle throughout the rest of rockstar… and then at the end I will probably switch back into another transformation program.

    On Tuesday night, Day 8, after a debrief during the day and a lot of revision of all the information we’ve had to try and absorb over the last couple weeks, we went back to my favourite Vegas club Drai’s! It’s a new rooftop club that overlooks most of the Vegas Boulevard which always has the sickest DJ’s lined up. I had a pretty good night in set most of the night with 3 or 4 girls that I hung out with for ages trying to push the sexual boundaries as far as possible, and ended up kissing a cute Swiss girl for a bit before her friends dragged her home (god damn logistics)! Earlier in the night I actually blew out a couple sets by pushing it too far sexually, which for me was exactly as planned as I needed to get a feel for the thresholds.

    Last night, Day 9, we went out to Surrender, which was a first for me at this super club, which sounds like it is a hotspot for the super conference events! One of the rockstars hooked us up a pimping table to the right hand side of the entrance of the dancelfoor… probably one of the best tables in the whole club! I started the night off working with one of the alumni body language gurus on my sub comms, and he very quickly pointed out some bad passive body language that I need to work on. I eventually got into a good set with a super cute hair stylist from New York. It went super well until I got her back to the table, and for some reason my inner state faded and I let the interaction fizzle out.
    A few sets later I met the most awesome Canadian cutie ever! She was exactly my type, and was a strong challenge when it came to the banter. We bounced off each other all night, and it escalated sexually very quickly and I very likely would have taken her home had her angry friends who had been looking for her for the last couple hours not stormed in and dragged her away. Logistics shows its face yet again!!

    Was pretty crushed this morning about it, as I don’t think I’ve had such an awesome interaction with a chick in years… and I didn’t even get her number in the end.
    A lot of the rockstars are starting to click into this now… and a bunch of them have gotten laid several times already in just the first 1.5 weeks. If this is a sign of things to come, then the next few blogs are going to really start heating up…

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    21 June

    It’s Saturday morning, our 3rd and final day off of our first official break… and my head fucking HURTS! We have had a break since Thursday which means we’ve pretty much have been able to do our own thing, including drinking! Last night was EDC and the first time I’ve been drunk since early March when I got accepted into Rockstar and started on the fitness program… and the hangover brings back a thousand memories of painful Sundays! It’s actually got me thinking about whether I’ll ever go back to drinking like I used to… now that I’ve opened my eyes to this entire new world of partying sober, sharper, for longer and with no wasted hangover days!

    The last couple days with more time on our hands has given us rockstars more time to reflect on what has been a truly epic couple weeks. Although I’m one of the few that haven’t got laid on the program yet, I still feel like Im making progress in leaps and bounds. I’m not the same person I was when I arrived in Vegas a few weeks ago. I’m approaching without filter, drastically improved my natural conversation and banter with girls with strong underlying confidence, and have broken down major boundaries in sexualisation and sub communication. One week ago I could barely hold a girls hand… yet now I’m pulling them in, biting their necks and “H.O.D” them without thinking twice!

    I’m feeling like a completely different person… with a growing inner masculinity and stronger confidence in the person I am becoming!

    The bonds between the rockstars are also starting to grow pretty tight. A few days ago some of the alumni gave us an awesome chat about their own experiences on rockstar and also gave us some awesome advice on how to make the most of it. One of the core underlying messages was to stay true to fellow rockstars and avoid any competitive nature, and focus on building long lasting relationships. And to be honest, after giving it some serious thought… I think something really special is growing here. There doesn’t seem to be any issues between any of us. Other than a few minor debates and glitches, everything has been running pretty smoothly and we are all growing closer and closer as a brotherhood.

    There are some fucking awesome guys in this crew, and I’m building some awesome friendships with a bunch of them that I can already see will last long into the future. Some of them also have business talents that really interest me in relation to a few of my own business ideas that I will be pursuing after rockstar! So it’s all pretty exciting… the bonds are really starting to fuse together now as the rockstars unite!

    The hardest thing on this program has time management. Even with these few days to ourselves, there still just doesn’t seem to be enough hours in the day to get everything sorted… after gym, cardio, going out, shopping, reviewing notes, writing blogs, admin etc. So it’s going to get a lot tougher again when the lifestyle entrepreneur week starts on Monday (I am soooo looking forward to this by the way… it’s one of my main motives for being here, other than game).

    Thursday night was supposed to be a rest night, but one of the guys organised an epic cabana at Marquee which was too good to miss out on. So although a lot of us were still feeling sick we pushed through and had a pretty good night and I ended up getting a number from a super gorgeous Insomniac dancer who was here to do a show at EDC (Electric Daisy Carnival) this weekend. Oh my fuck she was hot, and had eyes that could pierce the soul! Am busy text gaming her, and trying to get her out for a date after the festival ends on Monday.

    Last night, Friday, was EDC and the chaos just upped a notch. A bunch of us had tickets for the Friday night, while a lot of the others are going tonight. Last night was mind blowing! I’ve been to music festivals all over the world, including loads of electronic festivals… and also hit up EDC in London last year. But nothing could prepare me for this. The visual displays were some of the best I’ve ever seen! We ended up losing a lot of the guys in the massive 150,000 strong crowd… but still had an insanely epic night, checking out all the different tents and as many of the DJ’s as we could! Was a ridiculously awesome night out bonding with a few of the rockstar brothers! We took the night off gaming girls, but the natural element exposed itself as we couldn’t help but hit on a few little belters running by from time to time.

    That’s another thing… I’ve noticed it’s really starting to feel more and more natural as the program evolves. On Thursday night we were sick and not in the mood to party at all… yet when we got there, our state just clicked and we couldn’t help but getting sucked into awesome conversations with cute girls all over the club. Really starting to click in a natural essence! I freaking love this thing called rockstar!!

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    The party continues. After coming off of my first pull on the program, I found myself in a bittersweet position. Some people might be thinking, “Why, you just got laid, that’s fucking awesome. You should be bouncing off the walls.” I am of a different strain. As this journey unfolds, I could care less about the results. I tend to be very critical of myself. Whether that is good or bad I’ve yet to discover, but I want to feel that I know every step of the process of having great game. I liken the process to the way a star is born.

    A cloud of hydrogen is floating in space, and gravity takes over. It pulls all the hydrogen together and compresses it all extremely densely. Once the compression meets a threshold, hydrogen fuses into helium and a star is born. Its like there’s this cloud of knowledge in learning game that’s slowly being gathered together in your mind, and little by little, it all clicks and then your skills explode. That’s exactly what I am doing every single day in Rockstar. I try to think what can I improve upon and go and practice that every night, irrespective of the results. Game works. I already have proof not only from those around me, but also from my own personal experience.

    One thing on this program that people listen to but don’t really hear is it’s really exhausting. You’re in seminar for 5-6 hours. Then you have maybe 2 hours to rest, get ready, or sneak a nap in. Then you’re out practicing your skills until at least 2am if not until 6am or later. I cannot count how many times I have seen the sunrise in Vegas or any other place for that matter. This is the real deal. You really have to steel yourself on this program but the results will come and you will not be the same person even a week into the transformation. Constantly being pushed to talk to girls you do not know gives me nervous system overload. I have to remind myself how simple the entire process really is. Getting out of my own way is my biggest sticking point. What I am really beginning to see but haven’t felt yet is getting comfortable being uncomfortable. I can feel it coming on and I know it will resonate within me soon. I’ve had flashes of it during certain interactions. Every chick at the club, especially in Vegas, is here to have fun and meet guys. The boys even got some lesbians to come to our table and hang out with us. Yes, lesbians. I know that’s the truth but I can’t really grasp it yet. Its there but I’ve yet to taste it, to feel it. This is what everyone means when they say, “fake it till you make it.” Its true. It sucks to go through the process but it definitely feels something like this: “The roots of game are bitter. But the fruits are sweet.”

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    The clubs in vegas are fucking awesome but the crowds can sometimes still be hit and miss. That said, on a Wednesday night there are very few places in the world like vegas. Lazers, huge confetti blasts and world class djs.

    Lifestyle Entrepreneur academy has started this week and has been extremely informative for me. Before taking this program I thought of success like that as this far off and quite vague thing. Jessie completely shattered that by showing us in a very systematic way that really all it takes is breaking down what your interested and passionate about and trying to find a career that matches along well with that. Top that off with his success in multiple different ventures and passion about teaching his life lessons and the course is really an amazing experience.

    The flinch is still there even just thinking about being bold with a women. Cant let that creep back in.

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    24 June

    Picking up where I left off on my last blog, after EDC on Friday night I spent the rest of the weekend trying to come to grips with reality and where I am at on this program. At the same time recovering from an intense 8 night run of constant partying. For a lot of the boys, massive festival raves were either quite a new thing for them, or something they are very much into at the moment… whereas for me, this was more of a blast from the past. I have been partying in that scene for over 10 years now and had more than my fair share, and I also felt the crowd was a bit too young for me (I’m 33 and it was packed with teenagers)… so one night chaos at EDC was more than enough for me. However I did get heavy FOMO (fear of missing out) levels when a lot of the other guys went back on both Saturday and Sunday, especially after checking out all the super sick pics. They were rolling with a seriously hot group of girls.

    However, that was the first two nights off I think I’ve had since we started the program, so it gave me time to reflect on both my shortcomings and my progress… and get a good overall self-assessment of where I am at, and where I need to get to. I also spent a lot of that time going through all my notes from the 10-Day, and trying to categorise everything we’ve learnt and how much of it I’m actually applying naturally already and what I still need to work on. I think I made some really good progress and spent the spare time well. A couple of the other guys also were home on Sunday, so we did some exercises together and ramped up for week 3.

    One of the things I needed to get sorted was to figure out a maintainable fitness program. After the Kris Gethin 12 week program ended after week 1 in Vegas, I found myself letting my fitness levels fade away under the intensity of Rockstar. So I spent some time researching various programs, including a custom one that one of the Rockstars has spent his life working on. But I ended up going with a sick program called “Rewired” where they focus on rewiring bad mental habits and building a fitness lifestyle that is maintainable, which will be perfect for the time limitations on Rockstar. So I’m pretty stoked on that. I also had some time to do my first laundry wash in 2 weeks, and other admin things I needed to take care of.

    Last night, Monday, we went to Marquee. My night started slow as I wasn’t in state and a bit rusty after the 2 nights off. I wasn’t opening relentlessly or without filter anymore which was quite frustrating. However I did end up meeting an absolute gorgeous Swiss girl, and spent the last 2 or 3 hours of the night flirting with her. I think I osolated pretty well, pushing the thresholds from normal to flirty more and more outwards, however I think I ended up going to deep in warmth and could have pushed the sexual boundaries more. I pushed the sub comms, but they were clunky. She was clearly attracted to me, but by not sexualising I was not able to close in the end. We’ve been texting since, and she is keen to meet up later, so we will see.

    I’m starting to get a bit frustrated about having these awesome 3 hour long sets with girls without closing. So I’ve reached out to a lot of the instructors about it and been getting some really helpful advice and support. So tonight we are hitting the pool party at Drai’s… and I’m going in guns blazing!!

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    So it’s Thursday morning, and we’ve been out partying the last 3 nights straight. The last 2 nights have been AWESOME, with insane breakthroughs…and I finally got laid last night! It took me 2 weeks and 2 nights to get my first ‘same night lay’ on Rockstar, and I can’t begin to express the relief this brings. I was started to get super anxious about falling behind the rest of the guys who are making insane progress, plus I’ve been super fucking horny… so last night couldn’t have come any sooner!

    Despite the awesome result, I’m trying to focus less on that and more on the process itself that it took to getting there. It’s all about the journey, not the destination! So I’ve been trying to break down the progress I made in various areas that led to the success, which I will talk about below.

    Tuesday night I went out with a few things in mind… to sexualise the hell out of anything moving, and to display strong sexual sub comms. One of the alumni had also talked to me about setting non-judgemental frames. So I went out and just started opening relentlessly, and quickly got my state levels pumping hard… bantering off the boys and just really enjoying myself. I had a few good quick sets until I met this cute Californian gal. She opened glowing green, but for some reason I held back… she gave me her number and I left. I regrouped and came back later with a new mindset and started pushing it hard. One of the guys had been watching me earlier and told me to focus on bringing her into my world, rather than falling into hers and to try and build compliance by moving her around. So I grabbed her hand and took her to the bar, back to our table, back to her friends, to the dancefloor, upstairs to see the view, back to the dancefloor where we started grinding each other and kissing etc. And then I ended up finger blasting her in one of the uni bathrooms. I later got screwed by logistics when her friends dragged her off. She was definitely DTF. Later that morning she started texting me for a booty call… but it was 6am, and I was sleeping with no access to cars as everyone was sleeping. So that sucked, but overall it was a good night, and I broke down lots of sexual and sub com boundaries.

    Last night, Wednesday we went to Surrender. I immediately got into a super energetic state, talking shit with everyone, and messing with random chicks I wasn’t keen on. Quickly got into a good set with a gorgeous half latino girl and brought her back to the table and onto the couch. She had literally just arrived in Vegas a few hours before, walked into the club at 12:00 which was her birthday, met me, and next thing is on the couch with this dude going full “creep” on her. I wanted to see how far I could push sexualisation… and I did exactly that. I overdid it ashard as I could to try and see where the thresholds lay. Staring into her eyes, telling her how much she was turning me on, then she would be like “you can’t say that, that’s so forward”, whilst still being open to me with her sub comms… so this allowed me to be like “yeah ok, blah blah blah” for a few seconds, and immediately push it again. This went on for ages until eventually she left with her stranded friend. I could have nailed that, but I felt I had to break the threshold for once.

    After that I kept approaching all night, but focussing on having awesome times with the boys inbetween sets… which is something I would naturally do with my crew back home, but I’ve been so distracted and neglected that since I got on rockstar. So I got myself in a real good vibe doing this… and then met a cute little Canadian. She wasn’t the hottest thing on earth, but I remember recent conversations about not setting the bar too high on rockstar and to bang as many 7’s as possible to get the feeling of “sex worthiness”, which is something that Venture had grinded into my brain the night before. So I knew I had to go for this. I also remembered Vercetti saying that you need to focus on the things about her that turn you on… so I focussed on all of this and very quickly turned her from a yellow into a green. I quickly spiked a deep warmth dive, mixed within lots of solid osolation between flirting and sexualising (something I hadn’t done with the first girl earlier in the night that I went ‘creep’ on)… and within 5 minutes of sexualising I was kissing her. Next thing I know we were on the couch talking about the things that turn us on, craziest place we’d ever had sex and so on. I was super aroused, and put her hand on my crotch and said ‘look at what you doing to me’. She melted and next thing I know we were making plans to get out of there with her friend who was hooking up with one of the other rockstars.

    Logistics were a bit of a nightmare, seeing as we didn’t have a limo anymore… but we ploughed through, and I took her back to the mansion, straight into my room and unleashed the African Heat on her! Awesome night, and a much needed rockstar milestone for me! Now it’s time to really set sail! Looking forward to the weekend BIGTIME!

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    I have been keeping up my sexual visualization and sexual sub-comms when speaking with women (as opposed to trying to visualize when conversing) for about a week now. Unfortunately, I have seen very little change with regard to the “feelings” side of it. For example, if I go and smile right now and genuinely move my mouth and eyes when I smile and hold it for 2-3 seconds or more I can feel a good mood or emotion come over me. It’s the old saying, “You’re don’t smile because you’re happy, you’re happy because you smile”. I think action and emotion can influence each other, but because action is under more control, you might as well act the way you want (as opposed to trying to feel the way you want). Back to the point, acting sexual and visualizing sexual moments has yet to make me feel sexual or turned on.

    On Wednesday night two sets stood out to me with regards to feeling sexual. The first was a nice looking blonde who opened up glowing green. Within 2 minutes I had us facing each other with our hips pressed together. Give or take another minute or two we were making out. I was whispering in her ear how sexy she was and how badly she was turning me on. Despite me doing and saying sexual things I did not feel a bit of arousal. We continued this interaction for maybe ten minutes and then moved to her bungalow. There we stood out on the balcony and continued to flirt and kiss but I just didn’t feel anything. Eventually 5 or 6 of her friends showed up and I hung out there for a while. I purposely stayed to practice being in a situation when you are with the girl’s friends and getting them to like you. I had a good time with them and feel that they had a good time too. I grabbed her phone number and ejected after 20 minutes or so and rejoined the group.

    The second set was one of the hottest girls I have spoken to here in Vegas thus far. A very attractive asian girl from Canada. I have never been with an Asian before and I was certainly willing to put my Asian virginity to rest with her. I tried to build sexual tension with her by doing a lot of the same sexual sub-comms but leaving out the kissing. I instead whispered in her ear how sexy she was and how badly I wanted to kiss her. My plan was instead to build some sexual tension instead of releasing it with a kiss. We talked for an hour or so before we bounced to the Rockstar house. Unfortunately at some point between the club and the house I could feel her going cold. Even with this girl I was not aroused/turn on. I honestly thought in my head “I’m not turned on” and when I felt her going cold I said to myself, “I don’t blame you”. I tried escalating once at the house but could not get beyond kissing. She had a plane to catch so I drove her back early in the morning.

    All of the instructors here say you have to use your masculinity and arousal in a healthy way to become a true me. I now believe it to be true but unfortunately my rewiring just has not kicked in yet. We will see what the weekend brings.

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    I am improving every day to a huge degree. A lot of this (almost all) is coming down to finally nailing down how to manipulate my state. Without depth your connections with women are nothing. They are vapid and they will dissolve as quickly as they came into begin. This is getting exciting as fuck.

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    Project Rockstar 2014 - Daily Journals

    I look forward to waking up each morning and reading these journals. I'm envious of you guys and wish I was in your shoes. Thanks for the detailed and compelling updates.

    I'll actually be in Vegas the weekend of July 11. My wingmen an I usually get a table at Marquee but the new Drai's nightclub sounds cool too. Since you guys have been to both, which do you prefer for pickups and why?

    Thanks again. Go get it!!!!


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    To the above – go to drais on a Tuesday. The pool party is the best night for talking to girls. Otherwise it’s inside the club which is loud as fuck and poorly designed for foot traffic around a table. Marquee if you can get a table outside is perfect for talking to girls.

    30/6
    Killed it tonight. Been killing the last few nights really. Am starting to seriously feel the model becoming much more natural for me now. My body language is getting much stronger and evening out, I am getting better at warmth and all around my game is really starting to jump in leaps and bounds. The flinch point isn’t stopping me anymore – its just something that I know is coming and feel and do it anyway.

    Set with B
    The warmth side of things is really critical in game. You have to go deep enough to a point that the connection is tangible for both of you. Unless you start to feel a bubble where they are only two of you in the whole nightclub (a combo of warmth and eye contact) then you haven’t gone deep enough. The moment it clicked for us tonight was when I said to her you’re staying with me tonight. She tried to shit test me (by asking how many girls I had said that to) which I just answered by going real (I don’t connect with girls like you very often) and she opened herself up after that completely. Its analogous to the first time when your dating a girl that you both openly admit how much you like each other. We went from two people attracted and being cool with each other to a connection.

    Keep working on the masculinity in the sexuality. There is still a little bit off on my sexual side – like I feel that it’s wrong or rude that I am escalating and expressing myself that way.

    My game is growing daily. I am no longer making the mistakes that I used to make even last week. We are only three weeks into today. A goal of mine now is to really start helping those around me. Anytime I find myself out of a conversation or like with B when she was with me I need to walk around with the boys and help them get laid like a boss. We are in this together and I want to spread the love.

    By far the biggest takeaway from tonight is how fucking awesome it is to connect with a chick. Even if only for one night. I might never see the girl I was with tonight again but that doesn’t demean what we had in any way shape or form. I WANT to go into depth with chicks because I want to see what makes them tick and build commonalities so that we can connect together for however fleeting it maybe. That’s really what my life is about and that’s what I love about this model. Connecting with Brittney tonight was awesome and she really was a cool chick. And all the girls that I have been speaking to in set are like that but it’s on me to LEAD the interaction to a place where we can do that. And that is through warmth.

    I love learning this shit and this process and where I am right now. It’s not easy, but if you build your fucking habits and practice hard on a nightly basis you make tremendous strides with the right mindsets. My process is humming along. Be it for 2 minutes, 2 hours, 2 days, 2 years or a lifetime. Being blessed enough to share a part of myself with a women and see where we align is fucking glorious and one of the greatest things on this earth.

    Another really good night at marquee tonight. I have said this in almost every single entry but you have to find out how to manipulate your state if you want any success in game.

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    Today is Tuesday, July 1st, and we’ve now been going out 8 nights straight without a break… and will probably continue like this for another 6 or 7 nights straight until we leave Vegas to fly to Europe next week. Although it’s been pretty full on and I haven’t slept much more than 4-5 hours per night in well over a week…my body is somehow adapting and figuring out ways to maintain energy levels to keep on going.

    However, at the same time I’ve been finding it harder and harder to get into state the last few nights which is probably a result of this relentless partying, and not having had a drink in over 4 months now (3 months on the fitness program and 1 month on rockstar). Yet somehow I am still getting better results and progress than I would have had on nights before rockstar when I was pumped with energy or nicely boozed up. This for me proves how this natural game is slowly starting to internalise.

    It’s funny though as lately I don’t even know what day it is anymore. We go out so often and there is so much chaos happening on a consistent basis that it’s all started to merge together into one big blurry ongoing party! This morning Vercetti asked me how my night was last night, and it honestly took me a good few minutes to remember which night it was, where we were at, and what the hell happened.

    The guys are really starting to get into the swing of things on the gaming side. A bunch of the guys are getting laid on a consistent basis now, night after night, and the quality of the girls are getting better and better. On my side, last week I got laid once, but also did everything else with 4 other girls. So I am hooking up with girls almost every night, but then in most cases just not sealing the deal due to either LMR or logistics (mostly drunken worried friends). This week my goal is ideally to turn all those hook ups into conversions and increase my SNL’s…

    That being said, one of the things the instructors have been driving into our brains is to focus on the process and not the results. In which case my progress has been up and down, but mostly up. On some nights, regardless of results, I’ve felt that I have absolutely smashed my goals… which over the past few days have been in the areas of improving specific active sub coms, sexualising, takeaways and coming across as more of a badass and someone who doesn’t give a fuck. Each night I pick a handful of specific things I want to do within one or two of the above categories, and go out with the intention to apply that within my game. Most nights I hit them successfully, and then after that in the nights that follow I tend to repeat these without even thinking about it, as if it’s internalised. It’s so damn awesome to notice how various elements of my game are just coming out completely naturally without even thinking about it!!

    Last week Thursday was supposed to be a break night, but I want to ride the momentum from getting laid the previous night, so decided to push through… we hit Drai’s Industrial night. Following that we hit Marquee, XS (Dead Mouse playing), XS Nightswim and Marquee last night.
    Tonight we have Drai’s beach party… and after spending the last 3 days focusing on fashion and style, all the rockstars are looking more bad ass than ever. We literally turn heads when we make an entrance and walk through the clubs together, on our way to VIP reserved table, cabana or bungalow.

    Just a quick shout out to Rockstar Richard, who has been using his connections to get us VIP entrance literally everywhere we go. I can’t remember what it’s like to stand in a normal general admission queue. Everywhere we go we effortlessly slide through these little tunnels, being escorted past all the queues to our pimped out party areas. It’s insanely awesome, and in true rockstar spirit!

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    Have taken the night off to prepare for the oncoming shenanigans that will be 4th of July weekend in America. It’s given me a chance to read over my notes, highlight some of my biggest lessons learned so far on the program and reflect on what I have seen so far.

    One big thing that was highlighted again today was the power of eye contact. I need to take full advantage of this environment while I am here or I am wasting a chance that I was gifted that many others missed out on.

    Again – this superiority complex that I have where I wont talk to specific women needs to disappear. I tried being a lot nicer to people tonight and it really helped.

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    Thursday, June 26, 2014

    I have been keeping up my sexual visualization and sexual sub-comms when speaking with women (as opposed to trying to visualize when conversing) for about a week now. Unfortunately, I have seen very little change with regard to the “feelings” side of it. For example, if I go and smile right now and genuinely move my mouth and eyes when I smile and hold it for 2-3 seconds or more I can feel a good mood or emotion come over me. It’s the old saying, “You’re don’t smile because you’re happy, you’re happy because you smile”. I think action and emotion can influence each other, but because action is under more control, you might as well act the way you want (as opposed to trying to feel the way you want). Back to the point, acting sexual and visualizing sexual moments has yet to make me feel sexual or turned on.

    On Wednesday night two sets stood out to me with regards to feeling sexual. The first was a nice looking blonde who opened up glowing green. Within 2 minutes I had us facing each other with our hips pressed together. Give or take another minute or two we were making out. I was whispering in her ear how sexy she was and how badly she was turning me on. Despite me doing and saying sexual things I did not feel a bit of arousal. We continued this interaction for maybe ten minutes and then moved to her bungalow. There we stood out on the balcony and continued to flirt and kiss but I just didn’t feel anything. Eventually 5 or 6 of her friends showed up and I hung out there for a while. I purposely stayed to practice being in a situation when you are with the girls friends and getting them to like you. I had a good time with them and feel that they had a good time too. I grabbed her phone number and ejected after 20 minutes or so and rejoined the group.

    The second set was one of the hottest girls I have spoken to here in Vegas thus far. A very attractive asian girl from Canada. I have never been with an Asian before and I was certainly willing to put my Asian virginity to rest with her. I tried to build sexual tension with her by doing a lot of the same sexual sub-comms but leaving out the kissing. I instead whispered in her ear how sexy she want and how badly I wanted to kiss her. My plan was instead to build some sexual tension instead of releasing it with a kiss. We talked for an hour or so before we bounced to the Rockstar house. Unfortunately at some point between the club and the house I could feel her going cold. Even with this girl I was not aroused/turn on. I honestly thought in my head “I’m not turned on” and when I felt her going cold I said to myself, “I don’t blame you”. I tried escalating once at the house but could not get beyond kissing. She had a plane to catch so I drove her back early in the morning.

    All of the instructors here say you have to use your masculinity and arousal in a healthy way to become a true me. I now believe it to be true but unfortunately my rewiring just has not kicked in yet. We will see what the weekend brings.

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    Sunday, June 29, 2014

    One of my biggest problems when sexualizing is getting genuinely turned on. It is difficult for me to go up to a girl and say, “You’re fucking gorgeous, what’s your name?” or, “You’re definitely not turning me on right now,” (while holding her close so that is a push/pull routine). On Friday night my goal was to work on this extensively so I wanted to get into sets with girls that at the very least I was not questioning whether or not she was hot. I wanted the girls to be passable. Unfortunately at the Marquee on Friday it was slim pickings. A lot of guys and not very many good looking girls. I did get into a few sets anyway, touched and talked for a while but not one girl I was really interested in. This ended up working in my favour however as I had 2 light bulb moments because of it.

    The first was one of the guys was talking to me about his problem not being able to convey emotions in his stories and working that. I realized that I could definitely work on that as well. The light bulb came when I thought maybe when working on the stories and conveying the emotion I could work on sexual stories too and conveying that emotion, even if I am practicing in front of a mirror. My all time passion is flying. I hardly have to work at all when talking about it to convey the emotions I have when doing it. It is so easy, being in control of all 3 axis’s, the view, the freedom, the challenge of getting it, having your and other peoples lives in your hands, it really is quite a ride and if you can afford it I highly, highly recommend. The point being I need to find those things that spike emotions, feel them, and tell the story to myself a bunch of times to really identify and believe it. When we get a chance during the day I am going to start practicing a bunch of stories about different emotions to see if it makes a difference on being able to access it.

    The second realization came from Nick (who is an instructor). I am almost embarrassed to write this but honestly some of the best advice I have ever got in my life has been so obvious I overlooked it. He said he have to develop a love for women. You have to genuinely love to talk to them, love to joke, to be around, and to fuck them. A lot of the time I am nervous around them which kills any love for the interaction. Not only does loving women put you into a great state for being around them, but it also serves as a massive motivator for getting great at game. As I said, it is a silly realization, but at the end of the day we are all running our own race and in order for me to win I have to put it into action.

    There are really so many light bulb moments in Rockstar I want to internalize but still have the problem of time. It is still incredible how busy we are with all the stuff we are doing. They say a lot of the guys hit their stride after Rockstar finishes which to me is because of the time to internalize everything we are taught. While I would love to have all the inner game shit figured out before rockstar ends, I think my main priority is to not forget all the moments to put them into practice when this amazing journey ends.

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    We were at XS for the swim night and to paraphrase Tom Cruise in Top Gun, “Goose, this is what I call, a target rich environment.” One of the lead instructors had a friend out on this particular night and he and I were I suppose, Maverick and Goose. He is a great guy, and likely could be a LS instructor the way he was helping me out and the knowledge he had. We go into a few sets together, but the warm-ups were nothing to write home about. My ideal girl physically is a tall, lean, slightly athletic, brunette and a gorgeous one was headed towards us. I opened her and her friend with a great delivery my friend just helped me perfect. I had been using, “Hi, I’m Paul” all along but he added in a pause and a great look to go along with it. I hooked the brunette and her friend and within 60 seconds we were on our way back to the cabana. I have a hard enough time sexualizing and this girls attractiveness was not helping. We must have been in the bungalow for 30 minutes plus with the conversation and interaction between us going nowhere. She was cold, turned and I was thought I was going to lose her. Might as well whisper in her ear how sexy I find her. Bingo. To my amazement it instantly changed the dynamic of the entire conversation. I find it odd that a simple statement could do such a thing. Now we were touching and teasing each other with great ease. After a little while her friend wanted to leave so I took my girl out of the cabana. I kept doing the physical sub-comms like hand on back of neck, pulling her in and talking into her ear, and holding her lower back/waist when walking around. We started making out with her friends there which I do not like doing in clubs but fuck it, here to learn right? It ended up probably hurting more than helping because she kept on wanting to kiss. I would not some of the time but she must have tried to kiss on 10 separate occasions to which I probably denied 2 or 3. In hindsight kissing that many times was likely a tension killer. I got a few lines and how to properly transition from the kiss and properly build tension, although not until the next day. I could have turned my head or pulled back and said with a smile,
    - “No I don’t do that in clubs.”
    - “Stop it, you’re moving way too fast.”
    - “Quit it, I don’t do that, I’m old school!
    Just make sure there’s a shit eating grin when you’re saying these.

    The set was going well but I could feel it was off a bit which was that the tension was not being allowed to build up. I managed to pull her away from her friends a few times and on one occasion her friends ended up leaving the club, so we left the club together.

    Back at the Rockstar house I was fucked by logistics. Everyone was home and all the beds were taken (I share a room with another guy and he brought home a chick before me). So my girl and I went outside to chill by the room. We were making out and doing some heavy petting but I could not get her past there. Finally my roommate finished up in our room and came out to give it to us. At this point it was 6am or shortly after. We went to the room and I tried to escalate there but couldn’t get any farther than I had outside. After attempting on and off for an hour she had to go back to her hotel to pack catch her flight home. Fuuuuuuuuuuck. Second hot girl I got home that I couldn’t close. I am attributing it mostly to my game but a portion goes to logistics as well. Specifically with game I have to get better at pushing (as in push/pull) and with logistics I have to get home before my roommate!

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    I am still grappling with the time constraint here on Rockstar. Lots to do, not enough time to do it. I am a guy who even writes a journal every night back home, and I mean hand writes which takes some extra time. I run a business, keep myself at or below 10% body fat year round, read about a book a week, have a social life, and other various hobbies, and still have an easy time writing a journal daily. One habit I also have is rolling or playing with problems or thoughts around in my head. I love turning them over and asking deep questions. As you can well imagine in Rockstar you are constantly confronted with some problems and inner game thoughts that are quite lengthy to think about. We are about 1.5 weeks away from our one week break and I am definitely looking forward to having that extra time to try and catch up on the extras. At this point in Rockstar we are hearing stories about past Rockstars and their growth schedule. Some really exploded during Rockstar and changed completely, the other it was not until a few months afterwards that they took off. All of them however continued to grow after Rockstar concluded. My hypothesis is that once Rockstar concludes you find yourself with the time to go over everything that was taught that you could not internalize during the program. Nonetheless, I am still going to attempt to be one of those guys who really explodes during the program.

    We did not go out on last night as we are not required to on Thursday. It was a good chance to catch up. As mentioned above I keep myself in good shape year round. Like everything else in my life I still want to improve so I booked a trainer in Vegas whose name I will leave out. He specializes in HIT (High Intensity Training) which fits my schedule well because of the short time element to HIT. It is quick and effective as long as you are a person who can push himself. You get to the place where your body wants to quit but you keep going a few times after that point. One of the most effective workouts I have found are sprints. There is a field nearby that is large enough to do sprints for 20 seconds. A couple of the guys and I have been going out there and doing 8 sets of 20 second sprints with 90 seconds rest. If the field was larger we would do 30 second sprints. This is was Rockstar is all about, continuing to build strong pieces of your identity no matter the situation. Back to the trainer, he kicked my ass. There is a lack of sleep already to just function as a normal human being but here I am adding intense weight training. Seems appropriate for the already intense program!

    After training I actually got some things done I wanted to do for a while. Meditate, visualize, go over notes and practicing he said/she said. I instantly noticed that it is like going over them for the first time. I really want it to feel like it is more of a refresher. Also I note how I want to incorporate everything into my daily life when I get back home. How can I take everything I have learned and calibrate it for life at work, at home, with friends? Add another to the list of to-do’s before the end of Rockstar!

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    Went to Marquee at the Cosmo hotel last night. Out of all the venues this is the one that feels like we are really living the Rockstar lifestyle. One of the past Rockstar alumni and current Love Systems instructors always gets a bungalow when we go there. The bungalows are attached to the club and are 3 floors and have 2 bathrooms, kitchen, living room, bedroom, hot tub room, and a balcony room overlooking the Bellagio water fountains. Not a bad spot to pull to…. In fact a couple times throughout the night a few of the instructors were trying to pull girls back there using just one word, “Bungalow?”. And yes, it worked. The 3 floors in the bungalow are all gorgeous and obviously provide immediate high value. Plus you have all the instructors and now a bunch of students with a minimum of 3 weeks Rockstar training. It’s a deadly combination. Not sure how many successful closes have occurred in the bungalows to date but it is a lot.

    Unfortunately tonight was a slow night talent wise, not sure why in particular. I got there early to get warmed up and into a bunch of sets. While I did get into a few none were anything I was impressed with. I instead proceeded to get blown out a bunch of times. That included approaching the same girl 4-5 times after getting blown out the first haha. Previously I maybe approached a girl twice in the same night but because of the lack of talent I might as well do it a bunch more. Oddly enough I had quite a bit of AA approaching multiple times. Maybe because I had not done it before and that I knew I was going to get blown out horribly? I don’t know, however in the spirit of pushing through that anxiety feeling maybe I should try to do a few of these “multiple approaches” because it is something that currently is outside my comfort zone.

    I finally settled on a set with an Orlando girl. She was alright but again not something I would normally go home with. I decided to try to escalate and practice anyway. I assume that because she can feel I was not really into the interaction we didn’t get to far. I was right on with banter, teasing, warmth, and normal conversation however so she stayed around and I actually had a good time doing it. A part of me feels like it was the right thing to do (not sexually escalate). Why? Because I had a good time doing what I did. I wasn’t attracted to her so why would I lie to myself and to her by pushing it sexually? I feel that naturals are natural because they do what is natural! It would not be natural for me to escalate with a girl who I find unattractive (or better yet, doesn’t pass the physical attraction test). I still got to practice all the other parts of the conversation and make them flow as naturally as possible AND I got to enjoy myself. It is a much better feeling than trying to push through something that your gut tells you is not right. In other words, I push myself in the ways and situations I want to get better at instead of ways someone tells me I should…Is that not that living honestly and growing in accordance with your true self and what a natural would do?? I will have to play around with this idea because I feel like I am onto something.

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    Tonight we headed over to Drai’s nightclub, the first place I successfully pulled in Vegas. Wicked bar, easily the best club view in town. We got a table at the next of the pull on the strip side (as opposed to the dance floor side). Good spot for a table with the high traffic and the music isn’t too loud there. It started off very slow, hardly anyone there. We arrived early (10:30) to do some warm ups. Only set that was decent to start was a bachelorette party. I was in set with the bride-to-be while the other guys were with her friends. Wasn’t really attracted to her and she had an hour of sleep last night which made her tired and very difficult to engage with. I decided I wanted to stay in set a little longer anyway to practice bringing someones state up. I felt pretty on and was able to raise her a little bit which felt like progress. By now people were starting to come in and it was time to move on.

    I got in two or three more sets within a short time frame and had the help of an instructor physically forcing me to escalate with the girls. He would stand behind them and put my hand different places all over them. At one point he went to move my hand over her shoulder and my hand went right into her curly hair and yanked her head back...we found it funny, she didn’t.

    A nice looking blonde was nearby one of my sets and I opened her with a friend. She ended up sticking with me so my wingman bounced and I proceeded to escalate with her. Worked like a charm, hips together, sexy talk, etc. It moved so quickly she actually made the move to kiss me. We were told to own the kiss so if she goes in on you either make it look like you made the move or don’t kiss at all. We kissed, not sure if I owned it or not, doesn’t matter though because it is not what I want to do in the future anyway. I have to go over the method on not kissing again and internalize it. We danced and then I pulled her to our table where she sat on me. We hung out for maybe a little over an hour. I guess she was ready to go before I thought she was. One of the instructors held up his phone to me with the text on it reading, “Say ‘Let’s Go’ and just lead out of here.” I said it without hesitation, moved up and grabbed her hand. There was no resistance. Again one of the benefits of Rockstar is not being allowed to drink. I grabbed one of the rented cars and drove us back to the Rockstar house. I beat my roommate back and had the room to myself.

    Everything worked out perfectly. Still I felt I could have pushed the interaction faster, I could have pulled sooner, and I could have not kissed at the bar and built more tension. I did not get enough sleep because we had to get up early for skydiving. First world problems...

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    These are the biggest lightbulb moments I have had about game thus for on Rockstar. I am sure that I will have even more across this final weekend and I have had a lot about life happen as well. But ill save those for the week off when I have a bit more time to myself to write them up.

    Probably the coolest thing I have seen so far on Rockstar outside of the improvement of everyone as people was on Tuesday night. I was standing near the pool at Drais after just getting out of a set and Vici was all of a sudden standing next to me with the look on his face that makes you know that he is planning to fuck a girl. We talked and he was trying to figure out how to approach not only the hottest girl in the club, but a girl sitting on the side of the pool surrounded by friends between him and her outside the pool and speaking to one next to them in the pool. In all honesty, I wouldn’t have even bothered to talk to her because of how much of a clusterfuck it would have been to get to her but after a few minutes of planning he took of his shirt, got into the pool with a wing and opened her direct. She opened green as fuck. It was awesome to see the exact type of ‘I am going to fuck you, it wont be easy, but I am going to fuck you’ mindset that all the instructors here have. Not only did he not use the logistics of the approach as an excuse, he found a way to make it work for him. That’s the core of good game right there. Too bad she wasn’t Australian so he wouldn’t take her home.

    Problems in game seem to be drawn down into two categories. There are things like opening and passive subcomms which you can small chunk and work on one at a time. But then there are other problems that are usually accompanied by fear – for me it was sexualising and active subcomms. Those problems are not things you can small chunk, they are things that you need to go out and take. Sure – there are shortcuts along the way like trying it out on girls that you are not intimidated on, but at the end of the day you just need to man up, go out there and take want you want. This is an exceptionally masculine way to go after the things you want but it’s the only way that works.

    This deep well of masculinity really filters through all things. You have to find wherever it is inside of you and own it when speaking to a women. Its what will cause women to open green and the attraction and tension between the two of you to skyrocket. Owning your sexuality and presence around women creates a world that they can fall into where you can provide them everything that they desire from a man in their life. You will be the rock that women desire in their life to build their world around.
    Eye contact and pausing during speech have been two other huge takeaways. One of the alumni pointed out that I wasn’t making eye contact on my opener BEFORE I started speaking to them. This small tweak in my game probably tripled the amount of girls that were opening green and gave me presence from the get go. If you couple this in with regular pausing (you can almost never have too much pausing) your ability to create tension is fucking incredible. Eye contact has allowed me to stop women who wanted to keep walking and pausing creates these spikes of tension that keep her interested throughout the interaction.

    The process of game is all about maximising your chances of taking right action over emotion. That means that you have to expect to be uncomfortable. The first three sets of the night always suck dick. When you are not in state the flinch can sometimes seem insurmountable. But you can move past it if you focus on the right things. Having fun is a huge part of this. So is focusing on the process rather than results. When you are just starting out it might take you a year to get a make out. It took me 14 months to bang a girl from cold approach the first time. I would have given up if I didn’t focus on the process and whether I was progressing or not. You have to focus on the long arc of your progression and use any mini victory you can to move forward. Even making a girl laugh is a victory that you can take to the bank

    Different people have different motives for game but at the end of the day what matters is the connections that you make with the women you meet. It doesn’t matter how long its for but its so rare that connection with anyone should be treasured. Warmth is the most fun part of game for me now, connecting emotionally with a women is a fucking incredible experience and something I highly recommend.

    Lastly – take a fucking 10 day bootcamp. Sell your car, sell your house, fire your dog. Do whatever it takes to get yourself around these people. The game they teach WORKS. Not in a gimmicking way – but how it should be. It builds connections like those you see in the movies. Not only that, but you will change yourself as a person to become more well rounded and better in many aspects of your life.

    Simplified natural works. Learn it or regret it.

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    Thursday July 3rd

    July 4th public holiday is near (tomorrow) and Vegas is hotting up bigtime! The tourists are pouring in from all over and this place is heating up like the dungeons of hell! But in a good way though… as with the masses comes an entire new entourage of gorgeous women for the taking! Tomorrow we are having a massive barbeque, where all the instructors, alumni, rockstars and our girls will be getting together at the rockstar mansion for a mad throw down! We’re all looking forward to this weekend… as it’s going to be pretty full on from tomorrow until we leave for Croatia next Tuesday.

    I’ve been going out non-stop for 10 days in a row now, so think I might use the Thursday night off to take some time to go through some notes tonight and just relax for a bit while I catch up on things. A few of the guys are thinking of hitting Hakassan as it’s going to be mental with all the people that are in town… so will see what happens.
    I also have a dinner on at the alumni house and am super excited to hang out and get to know those guys better. They all have such an awesome passion about the program and so much knowledge and experience to bring and share. Plus they are just really awesome dudes in general. So I’m pumped for that.

    On Tuesday night we had our last pool party at my favourite club in Vegas, Drai’s… rooftop pool party club! It’s just such a sick club and I’ve hooked up pretty much every night we’ve been there I think. My night started fast, as I was purely focusing on just having epic proportions of FUN with the people around me. I’ve recently noticed that some nights I am on, and some nights I am off… but this is largely down to my mindset when going out. I don’t like to dwell on the term ‘being in state’ that much… but I just know that when I go out focused on particular routines or tasks I set myself... it can come off well sometimes, but if I’m lacking energy from deprived sleeping patterns then I plummet hard, especially towards the end of the night.

    But regardless of my energy levels, if I go out to JUST HAVE FUCKING FUN… then I end up getting in an unstoppable mood where I just approach the hottest girls without filter and don’t really give a shit about the outcome. And when I get into this fun state I seem to lose all neediness or feelings of investment in her liking me, and then all my natural game just pours out, including everything we have learnt on the program. My biggest focus areas has recently been on sub comms, sexualising, takeaways and coming across as someone who doesn’t give a fuck (to try kill off my supplicating boyishness that I arrived on rockstar with). And I’ve noticed that when I am in this fun mindset, not trying to conjour up these specific things I have been learning… then they come out naturally. So it’s all about “practice vs. performance” for me… where by going over my notes and theory as much as possible at home (practice), then completely forgetting about the theory when I go out and focus on just ‘bringing the heat’ when in the clubs (performace)… then the theory comes out in a more natural less contrived fashion. Which is SICK!

    So at Drai’s on Tuesday I met loads of girls and then finally hit it off really well with a cute little blonde from Colorado who had so much awesome energy and good vibes. She was super intelligence and really challenged my game! I love that shit. I probably escalated sexually more with her than any other girl I’ve met… telling her how I was going to bend her over the railing and fuck the shit out of her and so on. We were all over each other for most of the night, as I built compliance by moving her all over the club, dancefloor, table, couch, bar, dancefloor, balcony area etc… and it was game on… until logistics showed it’s face and fucked me over yet again. Get this… she was at the club with her sister and father, who eventually showed face and she had to leave. Kinda sucks as she explicitly made it clear that if she was out with her girls she would have “fucked my brains out” as she put it!

    Wednesday night we returned to the land of my first same night lay on rockster, club Surrender. I was completely off for some reason… and as much as I searched I really struggled to find girls that I was attracted to. For some reason I just couldn’t find too many girls that I was into, and found myself approaching girls that I couldn’t bring myself to go sexual on. And this effected my overall vibe, and so when I approached the extremely rare few girls that I was in to, I came across almost desperate, and it backfired. So I ended up leaving a bit earlier than normal with a few of the guys that were also not into it.

    So today I’ve had a little extra sleep than normal (6.5 hours as opposed to the normal 4 or 5)… and so I plan to hit the gym harder than normal. Also looking forward to two epic seminars today… one on body language and the other on “threesomes”!!! Oh yeah, something tells me things are going to get out of control when the rockstars land in Europe…. !!!

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    Sunday, July 13

    The last few nights on Rockstar have shown some serious gradual progress! I’ve been making out with cute girls on a consistent basis. Before Rockstar I would barely ever make out with random girls on cold approach, never mind same night lays. Now I am making out with girls I am attracted to pretty much every single night I go out, and having deep meaningful interactions with them at the same time. Plus last night, I got laid again!!! So things are starting to heat up…

    After an awesome night with the blonde from Colorado earlier in the week, I then took a rest on Thursday night. My first night off in 11 days. It’s kind of funny how on Rockstar a night off is never actually a night of completely relaxing. It just meant I never hit the clubs until 6am the next morning… instead I went and had an awesome dinner with the alumni over at their house. Oh my fuck they have a sick pad. I thought the Rockstar mansion was pimping, but their palace is on a whole different level… as super modern and stylish as you can imagine.
    It was one of the alumni’s birthday so we had an awesome gathering of both instructors and Rockstar alumni… and they welcomed us in with open arms and really took the time to get to know us more. Had my first glass of red wine in four months and an awesome Thai dinner. Was super rad getting to know the guys on a deeper level. They are a super fun crowd of awesome dudes, and you can really see how their natural normal behaviours when just hanging around each other can come off super well when they are out chatting up ladies. They make being awesome and constantly having fun a real part of their natural lifestyles, so they don’t have to change or try be someone else when chatting up girls. It’s just who they are! A key ‘aha’ moment for me…

    The next day was the much anticipated July 4th! We had a massive barbeque at the Rockstar house, followed by setting off some awesome fireworks before heading out into the carnage at Marquee Nightclub. Again I went out focusing on not giving a fuck about the results and just to self-entertain myself whilst having fun, and allowing to let all the game come out completely naturally.

    I’ve noticed my active sub comms are starting to get really good, and becoming effortless now. I feel like I’m really starting to connect with my girls on deeper levels through my active sub comms. However, in parallel to that I think I still have work to do on my passive sub comms. This is a much harder area to target, as they happen as a part of your sub conscious and are based on 33 years of old habits... so it takes much longer to improve than active sub comms which are on a more conscious level. But I’m focusing on this and I’ve been told I’m improving a lot.

    That Friday night I spent the whole night making out with by far the hottest girl I’ve hooked up with on Rockstar so far! She was absolutely gorgeous in my eyes, and super fun too… needless to say one of the best nights I’ve had so far! And I would have pulled her back to the house too, had her friends not pulled her off me three times that night… the last time being as I was walking her towards the elevator (god damn logistics). But we’ve been staying in touch the last couple days, and she actually booty call texted me at 5am this morning… when I was busy in bed with another girl (WTF, the problems of a Rockstar.

    I also had a bit of a “moment” that night. There was a point when the DJ was playing “if you close your eyes” (my current favourite beat) when my blonde and I were dancing up on the side chairs of our amazingly located table directly in front of the DJ, with her arms all over me… when I looked around as the song was building up and suddenly soaked in the epic proportions of my surroundings… Rockstars and an absolute abundance of gorgeous girls literally everywhere! Surrounded by so many awesome friends, all with loads of cute girls around them and all just having an absolute ripper of a time… It honestly felt like a dream as I looked around with this massive smile on my face thinking… is this shit for real, how can it be?!!!

    The next night, last night, we went back to Marquee. Another epic DJ was playing, Kaskade, and the place was crawling with cute girls! Pumped up with good vibes, the first cute girl I approached quickly turned from yellow to green within a couple minutes… and I ended up spending the whole night with her. This was a great learning curve for me, as I spent the whole night applying the things I have learnt… building compliance, takeaways (when I asked a buddy to look after her while I went away for a while), oscillating constantly between the 4 conversational strands, pushing verbal and physical sexual boundaries further than I’ve EVER pushed them, and also leading and dominance, to the point when we were at a ‘high point’ in the interaction and I grabbed her wrist and led her out the table area and out of the club and back to the house where the magic happened! And the best part for me is... the way I look back at the experience. Although I’m stoked I closed again and got a solid result… I’m actually more stoked about the amount I learned and the progress within the process of natural game that I made.

    Onwards and upwards! Two more nights in Vegas, so I hope to make it count. I’m writing this blog at 10:30 PM… and tonight we are hitting XS Nightswim. I need to go get my boardies on now. Til next time…

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    4/7 – Marquee
    Tonight I played a really solid game and got fucked by logistics. My ability to do a few different things has taken a quantum leap over the past few days. Having some time to go all the way through my notes and have a night off just to rest really motivated me like a motherfucker tonight. Probably the past week I went out with a vague notion of what I wanted to work on rather than something specific. Changing that back to having something to work on tonight really caused my learning to increase greatly.

    Considering how shit I was feeling in the first 10 minutes of the club it was a shitfight to get

    Being able to read the interaction that I am in is probably the biggest thing that has grown. Tonight with shorty I was able to turn the tension on and off and be very push pull with my subcomms. Its actually bringing them in and pushing them away playfully. Also my confidence and instincts on where I need to go in the model is fantastic. Pushing deeper here and there or needing to spike here and there worked really well.

    My set with H was good as well. It felt good to be able to use the subcomms mike taught me to really escalate things with her and even when she was being high energy I could do it. It was still a little clunky and it could use some work but whispering in her ear how hot I thought she was and holding the silence afterwards made a huge difference. I had an opportunity to stay with her all night but I just really didn’t want to build that connection – it was there for the taking but I needed eye contact and I was a little coming down during that set.

    I was after it tonight and I don’t really need to worry about state so much. In gaming now its almost like at different points of the interaction I am focusing naturally on different things, eye contact and pausing on opening, mirroring investment, pushing forward sexually etc etc. I still need to work on warmth a little more but the confidence I have in my game and myself are at all-time highs.

    Set with shorty
    Eye contact, tension, push and pull. On and OFF. Eye contact and calling up the connection. Being playful and warm when you need to be with compliments and when you find girls you like letting them know why and how you like them. Letting that sexual tension build, leading her around and moving her three of four times. Putting legs in-between hers. Subtext. Lots and lots of subtext. Lots of heavy banter. A really cute girl.

    Night at marquee 5/7
    Remember to focus and keep pushing forward – always have that faith in your game. Opener was pretty good – just not a whole bunch of girls that I was attracted to tonight. Don’t stand still– doing that doesn’t get you into state as well as walking around and shooting the shit.

    Next goal is to bang and try to pull every green that I come in contact with.

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    More!!! =D

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    Final night in vegas

    Tonight I ran for the first time the entire model successfully and competently. It wasn’t clunky, it wasn’t forced, there were parts where I could have said things better. I opened solidly all night until I found a set that I was actually interested in. A smoking hot half French half Canadian who was tall and a brunette (which I have come to admit maybe my type.) I opened with intention, played with some banter, was strong and aggressive with my subcomms, moved her around, dipped into warmth and connected with her, voiced that connection and eventually just clicked over into boyfriend and girlfriend with occasional sexual spikes. Eventually it just became evident that around 1:30 we just wanted to go somewhere private and away from everyone so we left. There wasn’t any forcing of the issue, it was just the natural progression of our connection that it was time to leave and go somewhere private. We spend the next 6 or so hours together in her hotel room connecting like fucking crazy.

    Guys are on this program for different things. Some want to bang a fuckload of girls, some want to learn about the business side of things. For me it was the brotherhood of the Rockstars and connection exactly like I had last night. Walking around after I left her I just had this feeling in my gut that’s very hard to describe but if you’ve ever met someone you connect with straight away you know is a sign that you’ve met someone special. Very fucking cool experience, a great way to end Vegas, and a testament to the model that these guys teach. The entire thing was just natural, there was no lines or any gimmicks or any part of me that felt I needed to do things here or there. It just flowed.

    A lot of things clicked for me that night. Venture gave me some feedback that I was overcomplicating things in my head and I can see that now. I was searching for complexity where really it’s a simple as boy meets girl and shit happens. Or in terms of model, you open, show her you’re a cool dude, open up a little about your world and hear some of hers, be strong with your intent and show it, then move into the bf/gf frame and go somewhere private. Its that easy.

    After vegas we have flown to Croatia and are currently sitting on a balcony in Hvar overlooking a beautiful island. We celebrated a birthday, couple of the boys made a guy think they were stealing his car, gamed a stripper on a plane and talked an inappropriate amount about pretty face and putting your god damn cock away. Were spending the next few days just hanging the fuck out and getting some sun, and Hvar is the best place to do that I have seen. It’s a beautiful island with crazy chill vibes.

    Vegas reflection
    When I look back at where I was a month ago to where I am right now it’s crazy how much I have grown. We are currently all at different points in our game. Maybe the biggest thing that I have noticed during the conclusion of Vegas was that the guys who are killing it just assume that they are closing girls every night. Its such a powerful belief to have and something that I realized after speaking to Intrigue that I personally didn’t have. Without realizing it I wasn’t trying to close any of the greens that I was talking to. As Sterling said I had a great front end that would eventually just fizzle out because I wasn’t trying to close. That’s the biggest thing for me to work on moving forward.

    Vegas is a fucking crazy city and we did it in just about the most balling style possible. Outside of being an actual celebrity or someone who owns a club in Vegas I honestly don’t think you could have had a more VIP experience in the clubs. Every single night we were cutting lines, getting 20 dudes in on one table, that table being usually the best in the house with its own bouncer and to top it all off – 90% of the guys are jacked as fuck and 100% all have wicked game. The power of the group of guys was crazy around girls we were hitting on – it was common to hear ‘you guys are fucking amazing’ or ‘you’re the coolest bunch of guys we’ve ever met.’ The Rockstar crew is a crutch but something that I plan on riding fucking HARD while I can.

    Outside of game vegas was a fucking blast. Having a house with all the boys in it provided a base for us to constantly be hanging out and learning from one another and it really helped us al bond tremendously. I already consider the Rockstars family to me and that feeling will only grow over the back end of the program. With so much jointly held experiences and learning together we are getting better at functioning as a group. Each of us brings something very unique to the table and I think we all recognize that and respect each other in that dimension, which has allowed us to generally get along really well. Its very rare for me and I think for all of us to be surrounded by such successful people who are their core are all really about becoming their best selves.
    I learned a lot about business on this part of the trip as well. With jessies LEA program and some of the alumni giving talks a whole new world was opened up to me. I have the least business experience of the group and just listening to the expertise situated around me has shown me how long and tough the process of business will be. But getting good at game teaches you a ridiculous amount about how to get good at anything. Fail hard, push yourself, take right action and trust yourself.

    This program is not for pussies. The environment is amazing and a fantastic help to learning but if don’t push yourself you will get called out and it will be obvious to everyone else that you’re slacking off. We are truly being forged into new men on this program but that doesn’t come without its challenges. It is worth it though, everyone is growing at tremendous rates and were all excited as fuck to get to Sweden. I personally want to focus on building my beliefs there – the game side of things for most of us is just becoming experienced based, meaning that we just have to go out and learn in the trenches because the mechanics are mostly down. I really want to build or start to build those almost delusion ally confident beliefs that everyone that is the best in game has. You must focus on becoming comfortable being uncomfortable if you want to get good at game. The whole process is interlinked with fear and you must overcome that fear to get the women that you desire in life there is no other way around it.

    I also need to get back to the gym hard. I sacrificed going to the gym everyday in Vegas because I wanted to sleep as much as possible so I could hit it every night hard. And it worked, I only took one night off the whole of the vegas leg. But it shows in where my body is at – I want to get back to where I was or approach where I was pre Rockstar. Getting back to a solid diet and working out 4 times a week should be much easier in Stockholm where it wont be crazy every night of the week and we wont be out until 6am every single day.

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    Tuesday, 8 July

    It’s Tuesday morning and I find myself hungover for the first time in a very long time. And I literally have 2 or 3 hours to somehow consolidate the mess that is my room into one medium size bag to take to Europe with me. I have a flight to catch, and time is of the essence, so I am going to have to keep today’s blog super short.

    Sunday afternoon we had the Rockstar Mastermind, when rockstars, alumni and instructors came together to offload their themes and topics of conversation that they have found themselves using over the last month within the conversational strands of flirting and sexualising. It was really interesting to see the different approaches between the guys who have been doing okay and the guys who have been seeing unbelievable results. Some of the funniest and most brilliant verbal bombs I have ever heard were unveiled and captured into an awesome mastermind document for all rockstars to review and play with over the next few weeks. Epic!

    Sunday night we hit XS Nightswim for the fifth and final time. Once again we were blessed with yet another epic table, right near the dancefloor and DJ. It started as a pretty slow night for me due low energy after minimum sleep from the previous night’s successes (up all morning with the girl from Texas). However I quickly remembered back to the last Nightswim the week before when Vercetti said to me that when your energy levels are super low you should go with it, rather than resist it. So I immediately dropped into a low hippy stoner vibe and just rolled with the flow with this semi-arrogant chilled persona.

    I quickly got approaching and my momentum started to build. Was a strange night for me, in that I hooked 3 girls who were super into me but later got dragged off me by their friends proclaiming that she had a boyfriend, fiancé or husband. This seemed to prove the cornerstone of my night, as later I met this cute little Canadian blonde from Toronto (since when does half of Toronto live in Vegas anyway?) and things escalated extremely quickly. She was wearing a bikini and within 15 minutes of pushing flirting and sexual boundaries we were making out quite aggressively in the middle of the walkway that swings around the massive pool area. I kept trying to practice what I had learnt about avoiding kissing in order to ramp up sexual tension, but this was escalating so fast in that direction that I just let it slide. I later lost her for a while but then she later jumped me again on the dance floor, and just as I was about to bounce her out of there into one of the hotel bathrooms… her friend pulled her away. Turns out she was a bachelorette (WTF!), so I didn’t pursue any further.

    Yesterday we had an awesome seminar on Email Marketing, which included strategies on list building, providing value, auto response setup and much more. That was followed up with a pretty damn awesome seminar on Same Night Lays… which came with a different perspective to what we learnt on the 10 Day Bootcamp. Very interesting to see the approach to this from a different angle. I gave it my extra attention, as this is still an area of my game I really want to improve on… and I have a feeling this journey will continue long after Rockstar, hence the abundance of notes I took. We finished off with one of the Alumni guys giving an awesome farewell speech, and directing personal words of wisdom to each of the rockstars. Some moving words were said which were pretty damn humbling as the reality began to sink in… tonight was our last night in Vegas and we may not see a lot of these awesome guys that have become dear friends for a pretty long time.

    Last night we hit Marquee for the grand finale, armed with the best dancefloor table in the club and the insanely pimping bungalow. We were allowed to drink again, and I quickly got my tipsy oonnnn! This was a night where the war stories that were shared the next day would represent the coming together and culmination of all the learnings and reference experience of a team of awesome rockstars having spent one month partying in Vegas almost every single night! If I were to sit here with my ridiculous hangover and try to explain all the juicy details of all the success stories from this morning… I would no doubt miss my plane to Europe in a few hours. So I will instead part with the potentially overused yet extremely poetic words… “what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas”.

    Until next time Sin City!

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    Thursday, 10 July

    Greeting from Split, Croatia. We made it to the halfway point of Rockstar and everyone is still alive and kicking! I have to admit, there were points in Vegas where I wasn’t sure I had the stamina and endurance to push through… but the visions of getting to Croatia and a week of relaxing with the boys to recharge the batteries was what kept me motivated!

    On Tuesday we started what was an extremely long haul journey, where it kinda felt like we got lost in time a little as the time zones and extreme lack of sleep ripped what felt like entire days from our lives. I hardly know what day or time it is anymore…
    All I know is it felt like last night we were in Marquee nightclub and have been flying all day today. But no, somehow we were actually in Marquee THREE nights ago, slept 3 hours, then with a massive hangover we left that afternoon and flew all day/night to Frankfurt, Germany, slept maybe 2 or 3 hours on the flight which was only 11 hours, but add on another 8 hours for time zones, and next thing we suddenly having late afternoon lunch (weiners, schnitzels and hofbrau lagers) in Germany, then on a flight to Zagreb, connection late night flight to Zadar, followed by a painful bumpy mini van ride down to Split in Croatia, where we arrived and checked in at around 2am and probably only got to bed at 4am this morning. What day is it again?

    Needless to say after all that… most of us managed to sleep well into the morning and feel a little better, stronger… and super fucking stoked of my surroundings. As I sit here on the couch in our apartment, writing this blog, I notice the sounds coming in through the window. Something tells me we are not in Vegas anymore. The sounds of vibrant European village life fills my presence. I look out the window and we are just outside ‘Old Town’… a dainty cobblestone village near Split harbour, rich with history and abundance of hustle and bustle. I like what I see… and excitement begins to creep over me as the fact sinks in that we are at the start of the Rockstar break. We really have a week to ourselves.

    It almost doesn’t feel real. After a whole month of strict agendas jam packed with constant self-development, seminars, gaming and clubbing… where the only free time scraped together was spent taking care of well overdue tasks… I almost don’t know what to do with myself. What is this concept of “free time”? Haha, this is going to be pretty dame AWESOME!! 

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    Saturday, 12 July

    Life doesn’t get a whole lot better than this… chilling on my balcony as I write this blog, overlooking the beautiful cove that infiltrates into the harbour of Hvar Island, our current location. I literally just got back from a relaxing session on the rocky pebble stone beach down below where a bunch of us were hitting on (or being hit on?) and flexing the P90x abs for a bunch of cute English girls. You would think that after a month of constant hitting on girls in clubs around Vegas that hitting on girls would be the last thing on our minds… yet in Europe it seems that “they approach us”! Haha, it’s got to that level now… the girls just sense it. So they do the approaching, and we just do what we do best

    Thursday in Split we spent most of the day relaxing and wondering around the cobblestone streets and markets that surround the Split Harbour. Split is the city in Croatia that commences the popular “Yacht Week”… so travellers from all over the world descend upon this vibing city every Friday in preparation to sail off towards the islands the following Saturday morning. Add to that the fact that this weekend is one of the European EDM highlights of the year, “Ultra – Croatia”, and you could imagine the international presence and excitement penetrating the ocean air.

    That night we went out for a rockstar dinner in old town, and then later met up with a girl from Miami that one of the boys had met on the plane from Zagreb to Zadar. She was rolling with a few Swedish girls which is always a plus and sooner or later we had pulled together a massive group of European guys and girls from Germany, Croatia, Sweden, US, and god knows where else. An entourage of us marched on one of the local club areas and we let loose in true rockstar style. A bunch of us later then made a move on the famous Vanilla Nightclub, only to find out that it wasn’t open due to the Ultra Pre-Party at nightclub Hemingways… so we went there instead. A pretty decent club with some good beats and a bunch of cute girls from all over the globe.

    It was kinda cool to see that even though we all went out with the intention to just have some fun, maybe get a little boozed and just hang out… it’s impossible for us to NOT get into fun interactions with cute girls. It’s become so natural to us, that no matter what we are doing and even if it’s the absolute last thing on our minds… the next thing you know you look around, and each rockstar is scattered around the place each talking to one or a bunch of gorgeous girls. It’s becoming a natural part of who we are, which is so fucking awesome, as it means we get to spend more time just being normal and having fun hanging out with each other… knowing that at some point the fun vibes with members of the opposite sex will happen anyway, regardless!!

    Up early the next morning, bags packed, awesome team breakfast, mission down to the harbour, ferry across the Adriatic sea and next thing we are on Hvar Island. The land of the celebrities so I am told (apparently the likes Angeline Jolie and co spend a lot of time here in the summer). Last night we decided to take the first night off… I.e. we just had dinner out and took the rest of the night to do our own thing, wondering the windy streets and boulevards that stretch along the island’s beaches. I took some time to catch up on some self-development reading that had been recommended by one of the instructors, as well as catching up on a few other overdue tasks that I needed to take care of.

    Thus feeling super relaxed today I managed to get in some more reading this morning, followed by a much needed workout (oh yeah, ab ripper x baby) and an awesome run along the beach! Followed by a relaxing swim and chill sessions on the rocky beach area where the girls couldn’t help but hit on us! Thank you Sports Food for the irresistibly epic abs, guns and v-shape bods!

    Tonight we meeting up with some of the girls we met earlier at one of the top Nightclubs on the Island, Carp Diem, which is on a small remote island off the island that we need to catch a boat across to. And from what we saw on the beach today, where there were at least 5 girls to every guy… this could be an extremely fun night for this group of Rockstars.

    Lock up your daughters… Rockstars about to be let loose on Hvar Island!

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    More thoughts on the blonde chick from last night. It was a decently fun interaction at Drai’s with her. She was younger so it was a little harder keeping a conversation. It felt at times like a place I didn’t really want to be in because of the lack of depth in the conversation. Don’t get me wrong, in most conversations I enjoy the lack of depth but this one had very little if any at all. Trying to have a conversation with a 21 year old who is still in university while you are 28 years old, running two businesses one of which you started yourself, have tons of travelling experience, read a book a week, cook and keep yourself in great shape year round, ad nauseum. The point is while young good looking chicks are fun, it’s only because they are young and good looking! Unless I am really horny I think I would prefer to have a same night lay with someone who can hold a decent conversation.

    I have noticed that since we are so busy and up late partying my arousal likely is not going to be peaking in any way. In past times when I have partied really hard for a long weekend (3 days) on the final day I have always had a hard time fending off negative feelings. For example, if I were to party Thursday, Friday, and Saturday on Sunday I notice myself being easily agitated, overly sad that the weekend is over, little patience for small talk, and other trait I consider negative.

    To bring it back to the blonde, after waking up the next day to a girl who had bad conversation and quite honestly was maaaaaaybe a 5/10 in bed, I think I am going to start screening for better people to converse with. I am also going to have to figure out how to screen for girls who are better in bed! So far it has been hit or miss, with this one being a big miss! After all, it is the process that should make you happy to get better at game, not the number of closes. In other words, meeting, attracting, and enjoying girls in the happiest way possible should be the goal.. for me anyway.

    I was not really looking forward to skydiving the next day. Having to get up early after a long night to jump out of a plane which I had done 6 times before really didn’t get me excited. It was required however and so we all hopped into the cars and headed to the airstrip. As previously mentioned, I have jumped 6 times previously (solo) and I am a pilot. I don’t think my heart rate started increasing until my feet were literally outside the plane….but boy did it increase. It was awesome falling through the air once he pushed us out. Vegas in July is deadly hot, and being 15,000 feet up meant much cooler air (on average in dry air the temperature decreases 3 degrees per 1000 increase). Which meant an oddly situation where I was excited because we are now free falling towards the ground at 120mph and where the cool air was so damn refreshing it was almost relaxing! I would have welcomed the experience normally but the material we have is so damn exciting I would rather have been home working and going over it!

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    July 5/14

    Well today was a very interesting day indeed. It has been 4 weeks today that I have been in Las Vegas. Not once have I been to a pool party (because we are so busy during the day). I think a couple of the guys managed to make it to one since our time here. With our time quickly winding down in this leg of the journey a few of us decided to head over to Encore Beach Club for the afternoon. I think it spoiled me forever in terms of day club parties. Zedd was DJing and we got a table there. Those are not normal events back home… plus it was the 4th of July weekend. However to be fair I must say the ‘talent’ was not as good as I would have expected.

    Almost immediately you could sense that pool party game was different than day game or club game, at least for me. It felt much more sexual than the other two types, and that makes sense. It is a place where it is expected that you hit on girls and the girls are all in their skimpy bikinis. You still touch and escalate as if you are in a nightclub but whenever you touch it is almost impossible to touch clothing, so it makes it that much more intimate and sexual.

    An instructor and I got into a set with two smoking Swedish girls halfway through the day that would prove to be our last set that day. I have never hit on a Swedish girl before and since we are going to Sweden I figured this would be great practice. Apparently Swedish girls give you almost no indications that they are into you, which was fine by me. I still struggle a little bit with progressing quickly sexually (something I am still working on) so having a witty banter conversation is probably my strong suit. Oddly enough I felt like she was really digging me and that it was on despite the instructors telling me Swedish girls are impossible to read.

    The instructor, myself and our two girls spoke for over an hour and then we pulled them back to the instructors room for an after party. As a side note, we rented a convertible VW Beetle which initially we all said, “Why the fuck did we get this?” but let me tell you it was probably one of the best parts of the trip. We owned that car and getting the girls in it and driving down the strip with the top down was an great state builder for everyone.

    Once back at instructors apartment we spoke for a bit and touched a bit more. I escalated sexually a bit and that was all that was needed. We went into the hallway and started touching hardcore building the tension until we both ran into the instructors bedroom and...enjoyed each others company (sorry instructor!). 1 out of 1 for Swedish girls! They both were awesome to talk to conversation wise and very friendly. I am definitely looking forward to Sweden now…

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    The previous night we went out to Marquee at the Cosmopolitan. As anyone reading this is well aware it is an amazing nightclub. Probably the best and my favourite in Las Vegas. I got into a few sets here and had a decent night. I did not pull but had a good conversation with a girl from Vancouver, Canada. She is an athlete post university which I am really really into. If a girl says to me she eats like crap or does not like going to the gym I can literally feel my interest level in them drop. I cannot think of another single metric that I care about more other than if they pass the physical attraction test or not. This girl was a fun one to talk to (unlike the young Drai’s girl for those that have read my past blogs). She friend was getting approached by a few of the Rockstars and was not into it at all. The friend wanted to leave and ended up pulling the girl I was with away. I went for a kiss just because and was rejected hard. She “does not kiss on the first night”...I would love to have got in bed with her just to know if it translated to how good she is sexually in bed. My guess would be that she isn’t that good.

    At the end of the night we went to eat at Henry’s in the Cosmopolitan. A couple of the guys ended up meeting two sisters outside the club and took them to eat with us. One of the sisters was very attractive and I actually ended up getting her to like me by accident. I was mostly talking to the guys who did not pull the girls to the table while there. I was on however and she was listening to me most of the time. Lately my banter and conversation has had flashes of greatness and tonight was one of those times. We all left and the next day I got a text from one of the guys saying the girl wants my phone number. This game works in strange ways sometimes.

    The next day we had a seminar which lasted until shortly after 9PM. I however skipped the last two hours of it, without getting into trouble. How? My buddy gave the girl my number and we started chatting. I escalated sexually in the text conversation and to my fucking surprise she was into and down to hang out ‘for an hour or two’. I did not have the time to bring her to the Rockstar house and back so I asked another instructor for his room. While the lecture was important it is obvious that I could pull now he was going to help out. With the room card in hand the logistics were not taken care of and I said meet me in the lobby in 5 minutes. The reply back, “Leaving now”. Prior to Rockstar I never would have imagined that I could have done this before. I stood in the lobby waiting for a minute or two before she showed up almost shaking my head in disbelief that this was going to happen. She walked around the corner and with all the confidence I would muster we started conversation and headed for the elevators. She was pretty decent in bed. She was a medium/small girl and I am ‘decently’ endowed so we had to back off a few times but I could definitely see us having really great sex if given sufficient time. 1 or 2 hours just is not going to cut it.

    This pull was so much different than the others because of the quick time, the good conversation and feeling we had with each other, and it was pretty good sex (2nd best since I have started Rockstar). In hindsight I should have led her more sexually. Add another thing to the mountain of inner game things I need to take care of as soon as possible.

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    On Sunday night we went to our final XS swim. We have seen so many good DJs since we have been here I cannot recall who it was tonight except that he was very well known (first world problems). For the past few nights the room I am in at the Rockstar house has been leaking terribly. The A/C unit is directly above my room and the drain part apparently was clogged. I have had to have drip bucket in there to catch the enormous amount of water coming down. As you can imagine that thing runs constantly in the 105F+ heat….and that is at night. I have driven the clubs a few times with the temperature in the car reading 105F at 10:30PM. Needless to say after a few nights of have short terrible sleeps I was completely out of state tonight at XS. The girl who I pulled during the seminar the previous night was also at XS too so I decided I would leave with her eventually but still work on my game with others in the meantime. I got into one decent set with three girls all of which passed the physical attraction test (which is very unusual for a 3 set). Unfortunately for me the one I picked had almost no voice at all and two of the other Rockstar’s were now on top of the other two. As I mentioned earlier I had the option to go home with another girl so I exercised that (what a painful lifestyle).

    The FINAL night in Vegas! We got a table and a bungalow at the Marquee night club. This would have made it epic enough but we were also allowed to drink! Oddly after 4 weeks of drinking I really did not feel like hammering it too much tonight. Might have had a total of 5 or 6 shots over the entire night which lasted until 5AM or so...to a 190 lbs male that really does not do much.

    I had a very odd set this night. The lead instructor and I pulled a Swiss set back to the bungalow. Mine was a taller blonde that barely passed the physical attraction test. Whatever, I was winging and down to learn anyway. I ended up escalating and got some good green lights along the way. I moved her a couple of times until finally got her in the bathroom. Door shut and locked, bingo right? Nope. We kissed and started touching each other until she stopped it all and said she had a boyfriend. My bad I did not screen for it more closely prior but she dropped another bomb on me. She did not want to tell me about it because she wanted to kiss me. Why? Because her boyfriend had cheated on her by kissing another girl so she was out for a cheating kiss revenge and she had now got it. Greaaat. Thank you for using me a pawn in your fucked up revenge scheme, now here’s the door.

    Not exactly how I wanted my last night in Vegas to end it with regards to girls but I was not upset. The boys were all in the bungalow, we were feeling good, nostalgic, and genuinely enjoying each others company. It was an amazing ride and we aren’t halfway done yet.

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    Vegas Reflection

    Sin City, Las Vegas, Nevada, USA. I sometimes wonder what those first settlers were thinking when in the sweltering heat of the desert sun they stumbled upon a particular plot of land and decided they were going to set up camp. Little did they know that they had just discovered a piece of the earth’s crust that in time would tell a story jam packed with some of the planet’s most awesome and wild experiences! I’m just so grateful and stoked we got to be a part of that story!

    I arrived in Las Vegas a reasonably confused man who had done a lot of good in some areas of his life with so many awesome experiences and stories to tell… yet seriously lacking in other areas causing a weakness in masculinity. I stand here now looking back on one month in a city with a group of incredible individuals that has been the catalyst for change in my life.

    I look at the man I am now, in comparison to who I was, and so much has already changed. I’m already starting not to recognise myself in certain ways, and I’m sure that will become more apparent over the back end of this program. But even still, this entire program is still only the beginning. We are learning so much about who we are as men, and who we want to strive to become… and the transformation will no doubt continue long after rockstar draws to a close. Project Rockstar has inspired me to do so much more with my life and take a leap of faith to change in so many areas that this is going to continue at rapid pace for many years to come!

    One of the biggest realisations for me is that I have been chasing the wrong dreams over the years… channelling all my energy to build a life solely around wealth, rather than designing a life built on passion and freedom. And maybe that is because I didn’t believe I could do it, and chose the easier route to depend on my proven intellect rather than explore my hidden talent in creativity. Rockstar has already given me the direction and some of the tools to go after these new found dreams… but even more so, it has given me the belief that I can reach them.

    After breaking down so many fitness and health boundaries, and thus rewiring so many internal beliefs, before even getting to Las Vegas… I then continued to crush belief after belief with regards to my ability to meet and attract beautiful women. These breakthroughs have created the belief building momentum that I can do so much more with my life than I had previously believed possible… and so is the catalyst that I plan on carrying forward with me through life as it opens doors where previously there were walls!

    Living together in our Rockstar mansion was probably the best thing that could have happened. This allowed the group to bond super quickly and form strong relationships and a sense of comradery. I had concerns at the beginning of the program that living in each other’s personal space 24/7 might prove too much and cause internal rivalries to form… but in all honesty, it hasn’t. Sure there have been a few arguments over various things, and the odd little cat fight here and there… but everything has been overcome and everyone has been pretty damn considerate towards each other. I really think that starting the program this way has helped unite the rockstars and assemble us for the march on Europe!

    Las Vegas as a city, kind of feels like it was one big giant club to me… with 5 or 6 floors that each represent one of the different clubs that we frequented. I would have to say that 90% of our time in Vegas was spent between the Rockstar mansion, seminars at the Cosmo, our local gym and the clubs themselves… with the other 10% allocated to shopping malls, EDC music fest, adventure trips (rock climbing, gun range and flying combat planes) and the odd gambling spree.

    Along the way I made some really good connections with most of the guys in the crew. From alumni to rockstars to instructors. But mostly within the rockstars themselves. We have got such an awesome bunch of dudes… and it almost feels like we’ve known each other for years and years. I’ve become really close with a lot of the guys, and am pretty sure we’ll be meeting up and hanging out around the world for many years to come. It’s an awesome thought to know that going forward I’ll be a part of this rockstar alumni, and I hope that in the years to come I will be able to give back in ways that add even a fraction of the value that they have already added to my life.

    As far as my fitness goes… it’s been hard maintaining the same levels of training and nutrition from the 3 months fitness program prior to Vegas. There honestly hasn’t been enough time to get in all the workouts and cardio that I would have liked to. A lot of the time it came down to… “well, I slept 3 hours last night…so should I get another 2 hours sleep or hit the gym”? And admittedly there were a few slip ups on the way home from the clubs where a burrito or burger joint might just have been paid a rockstar visit. When energy levels are rock bottom, which happens often on a program this intense, it can become pretty hard to stick to the fitness rules. So this has led me towards working on and putting together a more easily maintainable training and diet program that I will be able to use to maintain current physique during intense times in my life. This will be an awesome addition to the new lifestyle that I am developing through this program which will allow me to spend a lot of my life travelling around the globe. Then during less intense periods I will turn the fitness focus up again with more intense programs like the Gethin 12 week and others.

    In terms of my game, I wouldn’t say I am where I was originally hoping to be at this stage. But in hindsight I think this is down to the fact that I had set my expectations based on results rather than progress. And if I think about progress, if I broke it down I could probably write a trilogy on the amount of improvements I have made. I open without filter now, I don’t feel hardly any anxiety when it comes to approaching anymore (even the hottest girls in the club, and even if I my energy levels are rock bottom) my active sub coms have improved dramatically, and years of bad passive sub coms are slowly unwinding, I am able to sexualise to the point just before blowout without any form of social anxiety, and am learning how to calibrate depending on the signals I feel off a girl, I’m also becoming more and more dominant and learning to lead and build compliance a lot more.

    But for me the key takeaway is that it’s starting to genuinely feel natural. Even on nights when I am completely off my game, not feeling it at all, and haven’t reviewed my notes in a good few days… next thing I know I will be in a conversation with a girl, with her wrists pinned to her hips which are pulled up against my hips, staring deep into her eyes, talking about what I am going to do to her when I take her home later… all this without having even thought about what I was doing. Banter is becoming natural too. Sometimes its firing, and sometimes its not… but even when its not, I am still generating more attraction than 90% of the guys in the club. Admittedly my results in terms of same night lays is not where I had hoped, and some way behind some of the other guys who are killing it… but at the same time I have been having amazing interactions and making out with cute girls almost every single night of the last 2 weeks in Vegas. This is something that would be a massive big deal for me before I came on this program, yet now it feels completely normal and expected. Plus I think I now know what has been the cause of my fear of success which has stopped my full conversions… which I can now easily address going forward and long after rockstar!

    When I look back over our time in Vegas it almost feels like a dream. I was talking to some of the rockstars last night who have similar feelings in that it felt like a Video game out there… where you could hit the restart button whenever you felt like it. I have to say it’s kind of true. Any rejection from a girl, and boring girl, any fizzling conversation, any fugly girl… “Next please”, move on and grab the next cutie that you lay eyes on. This mentality, combined with building inner game strength and the skills we had learnt is what led us towards insane abundance with women! There are countless memories of being in the middle of a conversation with a girl when the DJ would mix in a sick tune and I would look around and notice a massive abundance of cute girls hovering around our crew, trying to get a glimpse of the awe that we represented.

    I can’t even tell you how many times a girl said to me “you are honestly the coolest group of guys I’ve ever met” or “I want your life, you guys are rockstars” (haha and my personal favourite, “are you guys even real, how is all this even possible?!” Most of the time you would brush the words away with a modest “thanks sweetie” and then tell her how god damn sexy she looks or how badly she is turning you on. But when I think about it now, from their perspective looking in from the outside… it’s almost like we weren’t real. A bunch of incredibly talented individuals from all over the world, all with unique amazing stories, experiences and backgrounds… rallying together for an entire month in one of planet earth’s most exciting cities, to join swords and work towards the self-development of ourselves and one another. Intelligence cultivation and seminars by day, VIP partying by night, rolling like celebrities with the best tables, cabanas and bungalows in the clubs and never having to stand in a single queue… every day, every night. In reflection it feels a bit like a dream… a dream that you just don’t want to wake up from. No matter how tired, broken or soul destroyed you felt… you still wanted to keep going and going. It wasn’t easy leaving Vegas… and I am pretty sure I will be back soon. Hopefully next summer!

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    Sin City, Las Vegas, Nevada, USA. I sometimes wonder what those first settlers were thinking when in the sweltering heat of the desert sun they stumbled upon a particular plot of land and decided they were going to set up camp. Little did they know that they had just discovered a piece of the earth’s crust that in time would tell a story jam packed with some of the planet’s most awesome and wild experiences! I’m just so grateful and stoked we got to be a part of that story!

    I arrived in Las Vegas a reasonably confused man who had done a lot of good in some areas of his life with so many awesome experiences and stories to tell… yet seriously lacking in other areas causing a weakness in masculinity. I stand here now looking back on one month in a city with a group of incredible individuals that has been the catalyst for change in my life.

    I look at the man I am now, in comparison to who I was, and so much has already changed. I’m already starting not to recognise myself in certain ways, and I’m sure that will become more apparent over the back end of this program. But even still, this entire program is still only the beginning. We are learning so much about who we are as men, and who we want to strive to become… and the transformation will no doubt continue long after rockstar draws to a close. Project Rockstar has inspired me to do so much more with my life and take a leap of faith to change in so many areas that this is going to continue at rapid pace for many years to come!

    One of the biggest realisations for me is that I have been chasing the wrong dreams over the years… channelling all my energy to build a life solely around wealth, rather than designing a life built on passion and freedom. And maybe that is because I didn’t believe I could do it, and chose the easier route to depend on my proven intellect rather than explore my hidden talent in creativity. Rockstar has already given me the direction and some of the tools to go after these new found dreams… but even more so, it has given me the belief that I can reach them.

    After breaking down so many fitness and health boundaries, and thus rewiring so many internal beliefs, before even getting to Las Vegas… I then continued to crush belief after belief with regards to my ability to meet and attract beautiful women. These breakthroughs have created the belief building momentum that I can do so much more with my life than I had previously believed possible… and so is the catalyst that I plan on carrying forward with me through life as it opens doors where previously there were walls!

    Living together in our Rockstar mansion was probably the best thing that could have happened. This allowed the group to bond super quickly and form strong relationships and a sense of comradery. I had concerns at the beginning of the program that living in each other’s personal space 24/7 might prove too much and cause internal rivalries to form… but in all honesty, it hasn’t. Sure there have been a few arguments over various things, and the odd little cat fight here and there… but everything has been overcome and everyone has been pretty damn considerate towards each other. I really think that starting the program this way has helped unite the rockstars and assemble us for the march on Europe!

    Las Vegas as a city, kind of feels like it was one big giant club to me… with 5 or 6 floors that each represent one of the different clubs that we frequented. I would have to say that 90% of our time in Vegas was spent between the Rockstar mansion, seminars at the Cosmo, our local gym and the clubs themselves… with the other 10% allocated to shopping malls, EDC music fest, adventure trips (rock climbing, gun range and flying combat planes) and the odd gambling spree.

    Along the way I made some really good connections with most of the guys in the crew. From alumni to rockstars to instructors. But mostly within the rockstars themselves. We have got such an awesome bunch of dudes… and it almost feels like we’ve known each other for years and years. I’ve become really close with a lot of the guys, and am pretty sure we’ll be meeting up and hanging out around the world for many years to come. It’s an awesome thought to know that going forward I’ll be a part of this rockstar alumni, and I hope that in the years to come I will be able to give back in ways that add even a fraction of the value that they have already added to my life.

    As far as my fitness goes… it’s been hard maintaining the same levels of training and nutrition from the 3 months fitness program prior to Vegas. There honestly hasn’t been enough time to get in all the workouts and cardio that I would have liked to. A lot of the time it came down to… “well, I slept 3 hours last night…so should I get another 2 hours sleep or hit the gym”? And admittedly there were a few slip ups on the way home from the clubs where a burrito or burger joint might just have been paid a rockstar visit. When energy levels are rock bottom, which happens often on a program this intense, it can become pretty hard to stick to the fitness rules. So this has led me towards working on and putting together a more easily maintainable training and diet program that I will be able to use to maintain current physique during intense times in my life. This will be an awesome addition to the new lifestyle that I am developing through this program which will allow me to spend a lot of my life travelling around the globe. Then during less intense periods I will turn the fitness focus up again with more intense programs like the Gethin 12 week and others.

    In terms of my game, I wouldn’t say I am where I was originally hoping to be at this stage. But in hindsight I think this is down to the fact that I had set my expectations based on results rather than progress. And if I think about progress, if I broke it down I could probably write a trilogy on the amount of improvements I have made. I open without filter now, I don’t feel hardly any anxiety when it comes to approaching anymore (even the hottest girls in the club, and even if I my energy levels are rock bottom) my active sub coms have improved dramatically, and years of bad passive sub coms are slowly unwinding, I am able to sexualise to the point just before blowout without any form of social anxiety, and am learning how to calibrate depending on the signals I feel off a girl, I’m also becoming more and more dominant and learning to lead and build compliance a lot more.

    But for me the key takeaway is that it’s starting to genuinely feel natural. Even on nights when I am completely off my game, not feeling it at all, and haven’t reviewed my notes in a good few days… next thing I know I will be in a conversation with a girl, with her wrists pinned to her hips which are pulled up against my hips, staring deep into her eyes, talking about what I am going to do to her when I take her home later… all this without having even thought about what I was doing. Banter is becoming natural too. Sometimes its firing, and sometimes its not… but even when its not, I am still generating more attraction than 90% of the guys in the club. Admittedly my results in terms of same night lays is not where I had hoped, and some way behind some of the other guys who are killing it… but at the same time I have been having amazing interactions and making out with cute girls almost every single night of the last 2 weeks in Vegas. This is something that would be a massive big deal for me before I came on this program, yet now it feels completely normal and expected. Plus I think I now know what has been the cause of my fear of success which has stopped my full conversions… which I can now easily address going forward and long after rockstar!

    When I look back over our time in Vegas it almost feels like a dream. I was talking to some of the rockstars last night who have similar feelings in that it felt like a Video game out there… where you could hit the restart button whenever you felt like it. I have to say it’s kind of true. Any rejection from a girl, and boring girl, any fizzling conversation, any fugly girl… “Next please”, move on and grab the next cutie that you lay eyes on. This mentality, combined with building inner game strength and the skills we had learnt is what led us towards insane abundance with women! There are countless memories of being in the middle of a conversation with a girl when the DJ would mix in a sick tune and I would look around and notice a massive abundance of cute girls hovering around our crew, trying to get a glimpse of the awe that we represented.

    I can’t even tell you how many times a girl said to me “you are honestly the coolest group of guys I’ve ever met” or “I want your life, you guys are rockstars” (haha and my personal favourite, “are you guys even real, how is all this even possible?!” Most of the time you would brush the words away with a modest “thanks sweetie” and then tell her how god damn sexy she looks or how badly she is turning you on. But when I think about it now, from their perspective looking in from the outside… it’s almost like we weren’t real. A bunch of incredibly talented individuals from all over the world, all with unique amazing stories, experiences and backgrounds… rallying together for an entire month in one of planet earth’s most exciting cities, to join swords and work towards the self-development of ourselves and one another. Intelligence cultivation and seminars by day, VIP partying by night, rolling like celebrities with the best tables, cabanas and bungalows in the clubs and never having to stand in a single queue… every day, every night. In reflection it feels a bit like a dream… a dream that you just don’t want to wake up from. No matter how tired, broken or soul destroyed you felt… you still wanted to keep going and going. It wasn’t easy leaving Vegas… and I am pretty sure I will be back soon. Hopefully next summer!

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    Sunday 13/7

    We are currently on the island of Hvar and have spent the last few days just chilling the fuck out. Coming from the fake world of Vegas where every night is a sunday night and there is just a constant stream of new women in the city its both good and bad to be back to reality. Hvar is a STUNNING island and croatian girls are beautiful. Weve spent the last few days just relaxing by the beach - and even then the girls cant stay away from us! We got approached by some hot english girls as we were minding our own business... We tried to snake them away from some guys who had a table at the club we were at in Hvar (apparently they have tables in croatia) and we came very close but ran out of luck. The nightlife over here is full of drunk Australians (who seem to be everywhere in the world and generally loud people) and english people. Its a fun environment but for a few of the older guys in the crew it might be a bit young for their liking.

    Being able to catch up on sleep, go over notes and work on some of the exercises suggested on the 10-day that we just didnt have time to do has been a great benefit for us. Having some time to just work over the whole experience of Vegas in my mind and listen to the guys who are killing it has helped my game greatly. Even in hvar when we were just fucking around the model was still just waiting to be used and naturally flowed out of me, and even when I felt off and not with it my banter flowed out of me. Its getting to the point were state is just a single conversation away and is something that I dont even need to worry about anymore. Its a cool feeling to have.

    The next few days will be spent going over my notes more and taking some time off. It feels good to just sleep like a normal person and hit the gym, even if the gym means finding some rocks and a bar to do chins on. And finding a bar means stealing someones property and getting yelled at 3 times for counting out reps to loudly and waking up some old guy. Croatias dont appreciate healthy people it seems. ps - the food is divine over here.

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    The break week has officially started! Something I have been looking forward for a few weeks now. It was a sad day leaving the Rockstar house and Las Vegas. The group had a lot of good times. Everyone I spoke to agrees that it really was unbelievable that we were there for over 4 weeks. I find that happens wherever I travel to. Once I land in a new plane I have got in the habit of thinking, “I have the whole vacation in front of me and it is going to flyby, remember this moment.” Inevitably I always remember the moment and it always flies by. Further to time moving fast, the Rockstar program is not designed for you to live in the moment as each moment there is something you are required to be doing.

    Fast or slow, it was time to leave. Boy did we leave the house in a shitty condition! The 4th of July party we had there was only a few days earlier and we had not cleaned up from it. The house caretaker sent us a ‘friendly’ message when he arrived there.

    Our first flight would be the longest, from Las Vegas to Frankfurt, Germany. It was 11.5 hours long if I remember correctly. I arrived at the airport with 5 other Rockstars and we negotiated a deal that for $490 we would be in first class. Done. For the entire flight we had our choice of on the house alcohol (yes, I will have many glasses of champagne, Bailey’s, and brandy), two full meals (yes, I will have 3 extra breakfasts), and of course a chair that reclines flat! I have been in first class before but without the fully reclinable chair. I cannot recommend enough first class when the seats recline totally flat. This was the epitome of leaving the Rockstar lifestyle! I must complain however that the other Rockstars in the economy class would come up and try to hang with us, damn peasants (kidding).

    After hitting Frankfurt we boarded a plane bound for Croatia, the final destination was Split. Everyone was exhausted after a month in Vegas and the flight over. I think 1 or 2 people remember the flight to Croatia. The rest of us passed out before taking off.

    Even after hitting Croatia we had one final flight (Zadar to Split). There was a cute blonde in the airport waiting for the plane as well so a couple of the guys approached. She was shorter, nicely tanned, and a big set of fake tits. Turns out she was from Miami and here for Ultra Music Festival (in Split this weekend). I cannot over exaggerate enough at how much she was hit on. To me it looked like she was after a particular Rockstar but a few of the others were not having it. In fact once we got on the plane she sat next to this Rockstar who I thought she was after which happened to be across the aisle from me. I had another Rockstar beside me who for the entire flight was nearly on my lap trying to get closer to the action. Apparently the game never stops!

    After arriving she exchanged numbers and we boarded our bus to Split. No going out tonight as we would arrive late and we still had a full week ahead of us.

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    Split was a okay place for the short time we were there (2 nights). I woke up early the first morning and went across the street for a European coffee. This is my first time ever to Europe, something I did not think I would do until I was much older. I actually just started drinking coffee for the first time this year. Despite my newness to coffee, I very much enjoyed going out and having one by myself. European coffees are espresso’s back home. Extremely small and extremely potent. I did not have any breakfast so I felt jittery after it. Today was the first time I can remember in the last four to five weeks that I was alone and had somewhat carefree. It felt so good to finally break. It has been like running on a treadmill for a month and someone finally says you can stop. In my normal life I work hard and take breaks frequently. No matter if it is work or a break I try to do it with earnestness so I will obtain the maximum I can out of it.

    We went out for the one night we had in Split and ended up meeting with the Miami girl from the airplane. She had a couple of friends here and we headed to their house for the after party with her, but not with them. Turns out they were not home yet so we were locked out for about 30 minutes (great after party!). The guy who she seemed into originally was there and we decided to boost each other up onto the balconies two floors up into order to break into the house. It was sketchy as hell but we got up and in, and proceeded to party! Some time later the actual guys showed up and broke out the booze and mary jane.

    As it turns out the girl was a stripper from Miami and to our best guess was ‘working’ with one of the guys who was there. We eventually agreed we wanted to get back to our hotel but with no way back and cabs extremely hard to get we one of the Croatian guys offered his vehicle, but ‘we had to drive’. Scary ass drive…. it was rainy and the tread on the tires was non-existent. A few sliding stops into intersections later we finally got back to our room. To state the obvious, getting fucked up and driving is not a good idea, and if I could go back I would have done it differently. We got lucky, a few times so I will chalk it up to luck and not something we or anyone should do. It just happens to be a crazy story instead of a stupid one. The Croatian guy whose car it was was so fucked up when we dropped off one of the Rockstars (we were in separate hotels) he went to go with him leaving us the car. He was like, “Well, thanks for the lift. Not sure how I am going to get the car back but I will worry about it tomorrow.” Myself and the other Rockstar who was driving were like, “What the fuck? Get back in man we’re not taking you car!” He said he was going for a walk before he drove again so we parked it near our hotel, gave him some money and separated. It was not a good night for gaming but it was for a story!

    Tomorrow we would be on our way to Hvar, Croatia, which would be our final stop before heading over to Stockholm, Sweden.

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    VEGAS REFLECTION

    So Vegas is all over. What a ride. I recall during my high school football days in the playoffs our coach was questioning our work ethic and he gave us a speech that moved me. He tried to tell us to work hard for each other because, “once the run is over this team will never ever exist again. Look around, these guys will never be back here again”. It was really one of the first times in my life I thought about time and how I am not going to be young forever. Our final night in Vegas took me back to that speech from my football coach. Looking around the bungalow at all the guys it hit me just how much fun the last month had been and that a lot of people were not going to be there in Stockholm, thus, this is the last time we would all be together. Now after a few days into our break in Croatia, I have been able to reflect a bit more over the whole month. Project Rockstar so far has had its share of ups and downs, with regards to almost every facet of life, most obviously the game part. There are many other cogs in there like friendships, lifestyle, education, and a few things I would change that would have helped me.

    The education portion of Rockstar I was very excited about. We started off with the 10 day bootcamp portion which is very different than what I learned in the Super Conference. I felt it was far more applicable to me, and I think everyone did as well. It is geared toward becoming a natural with woman as opposed to becoming good at game. It is simple put becoming a natural vs becoming ‘gamey’. It felt great from the first night we went out. There was no worry about having to remember lines. That pressure was immediately lifted from you. No question there was still pressure or anxiety, but it was not due to any unnecessary factors like a bad memory. I still got anxious when approaching which to me is fine. I would rather be anxious than not at all in my mind. It means to me that I still care enough to do well, or that I still care at all. Maybe down the road it will fade completely but from my vantage point right now I call it a useful source of energy.

    In my current business state I am quite advantaged and advanced but the business education part was still interesting to me. Most if not all the education had to do with online businesses which does not pertain to me but is still an interesting avenue I have yet to explore. It does not pertain to me because my businesses have physical locations in all cases and I have to be present as much as possible. In the future I am going to attempt to come up with solutions for myself needing to be present. In my case, because I found myself to be so busy with regard to learning game I would have preferred to take off these business lectures. My primary objective when I decided to apply for Rockstar was women and confidence in social situations and after one month I have not yet reached my goal (did not expect to) but maybe feel like I would be further along. Thus the hindsight look of I should be concentrating solely on game. In these 9 short weeks I want to be a master at women and socializing, not a ‘jack of all trades, master of none’. In Sweden I will ensure I am more proactive towards learning natural game and socializing. Even if I focus solely on what I want I do not believe I will get there, but I will be much further along.

    The lifestyle portion of Rockstar was a wild ride. We are partying 6 days a week, tables and bottle service every night in Las Vegas, with the baddest motherf*ckers on Earth. Need I say more? There is no question it was too over the top! I have to say I would have rathered it 5 nights a week. Yeah, yeah, yeah, first world problems, but seriously. There were nights where I would pull and be up until 8AM in the morning, drive her home, go to bed and have to be up at noon to eat and get to a seminar that would last until 8 or 9PM, go back to the house and get ready for the night. It was super intense. How many times in my life will I get to live a life where I have to back off the partying like this? Thus far it has been this one time. It really is incredible the amount of energy we spent keeping up this lifestyle. If what they say is true about accumulating a sleep debt I will have to sleep for 2 weeks straight in order to makeup for 2 months of Rockstar. Despite the lack of sleep we Rockstar’s mostly maintained our gym and workout routines during all the hectic days that were in Las Vegas. As I write this I am saddened that our time there was over. It was truly an experience I will never forget. Luckily to help save time we hired a chef to cook for us. Most of life's inconveniences were taken care of so we could concentrate on the tasks at hand. When I get back home I am actually stoked to try to do the same with the time sucking chores I have there and improve my lifestyle. Rockstar helped me see this a little more clearly.

    I had a few big successes from the program during our time in Las Vegas. The first being getting more out of my mind when speaking with women. I am still there a little bit but it has been greatly reduced. As a consequence I have found my confidence has increased vastly which is exactly what I am looking for. I find that there is a sliding scale among the Rockstars and within the population as well. There are some Rockstars that go into sets who do not give a shit about what other people think of them, and others (like myself) who do. The social difference I see is that the people who do not give a shit do things that go too far with regards to normal social dynamics. For other people who care too much, they do too little of coming across and a person of interest. There is a balance there that I am very close to figuring out. To not giving a shit but being socially calibrated at the same time. I can feel my true personally starting to come out and will obviously continue this trek into Sweden and beyond Rockstar.

    My biggest obstacle during Rockstar has already been mentioned in my blogs and a little bit in this article. It is the time factor. In my regular life I improve by working hard at something and reflecting deeply upon it. Since I know most of my issues are inner game and by definition it is a deeply rooted issue I wish I had a lot more spare time in order to sort it out. Even if it came at the expense of taking a 2nd night off a week. I think I could have used the time very wisely. Further the issue of battling fatigue while trying to remain in state was a great one. The extra night would have helped with that vastly. My beliefs with regards to getting up and out of bed are such that I love waking up and getting started so much I cannot nap during the day. I love getting out of bed and being productive so getting naps during Rockstar is something I struggled greatly with.

    Finally, the best thing about Rockstar is also the biggest takeaway, and worth the price of the program alone. You are with some of the greatest people you will ever meet. I would not trade them for anything. So many different walks of life, points of view, and all of them with the same drive for success and excellence. I have learned so many tricks, habits, and little techniques in almost all areas. We have discussed coming up with a round table and giving everyone a specific amount of time to come up with best habits and tricks. I wish back home I had made more of an effort to get to know different successful people and probe them for their best advice like we do on this program. Beyond the advice are the memories we will all share of this wild month in Las Vegas. Skydiving, partying at EDC, flying aerobatic airplanes and dog fighting each other, living in a mansion together, renting motorbikes and driving to the grand canyon, and getting out of comfort zones are some memories I will absolutely cherish and am glad I got to share with such a great group of people. I am sad Las Vegas is over but happy it happened. Now onto the 2nd leg of this amazing journey.

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    Hvar, Croatia. It is about as picturesque a seaside town as you can get. Nestled on a small harbour with a few small islands not far away out in the sea which help shelter it. The building are all made out of the islands natural white stone with orange clay roofs. It is extremely hilly here so while you may think you have a short easy walk somewhere it turns out the walk is up 100 steps. There is also an old castle at nearly the top of the mountain overlooking the harbour. It is quite a hike up the hill and a few hundred years ago it would have been no fun at all to attack.

    I think all of us Rockstar’s have commented on the ratio here. In Las Vegas the girl to guy ratio was not too bad, maybe 3:4 girl:guy. Here in Hvar, it is more like 5:3 girl:guy. Obviously a substantial difference. It seems to us the majority of the women here are either from Britain or Australia. Not that I would discriminate against a beautiful woman but for some reason those two accents (British and Australian) I just do not find sexy! I should also at an asterisk beside the ‘beautiful woman’ part. I am trying to get away from thinking along those lines. More specifically I am going to completely abandon the 1-10 scale used by most people. Why? What happens to you if I someone says there is a 10 standing right behind you, now open her! Usually a pang of anxiety will show itself. Instead if I must use a scale I am going to use a binary one, she is either a 0 or a 1, with the numbers representing a fail or a pass respectively. I want the beauty to carry less weight than I currently let it. To come back full circle, I am still on the line about making comments, using words, and making a big deal over a ‘beautiful woman’.

    The island is stunning and the women numerous. A Rockstar’s dream right? It certainly is, but unfortunately as the keeper of finance for this years Project Rockstar and selected to write blog’s as of today I have not had time to enjoy much of the island or women. I fell behind on my previous blogs and had quite a bit of writing to catch up on. Further as mentioned previous posts I have businesses that needed tending to and the Rockstar material to go over. I have spent my days here so far catching up on work and have yet to go out. As of today (Monday) it does not look good for going out at all. We leave tomorrow and there is still a bunch of work to do. One would think I would be a little frustrated in the situation but the truth is the work load has been on my mind for so long it feels so refreshing to start chipping away at it. If I can get 2-3 more days of just pure work done I think I could have it all completed and to a sustainable amount daily. As I sit writing this, there is only 1.5 more days left, so time will tell if I can catch up or not in Sweden.

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    VEGAS REFLECTION

    To everyone reading this: Your life is in your hands. Read that again. Your life is literally in your hands. You can do anything you want. You can go wherever you want, see whatever you want, taste whatever you want, and most key, be whoever you want to be. Whatever you do with your life is entirely up to you. Whether you get your mind around that idea is to be seen. I’ve had these mega knowledge bombs dropped on me these past four weeks. It’s really unfortunate that the people reading this won’t know what it feels like until they experience it. I know. I was once in your shoes, crawling the forums just to dip into the eyes of those experiencing this journey.

    I, too, once dreamed of being part of this program, as many of you may be doing now, and I made it happen. I can’t stress this point enough. It wasn’t handed to me. I had to cross many paths, travel across the world, overcome challenges both mental and physical, sleepless nights, endless arguments. Not to mention financially. Basically I’ve poured all my life savings into this program. I must be out of my skull. Crazy isn’t it?

    Risk all your money and 9 weeks of your life to be part of this program called Project Rockstar. What for? I can save my money, maybe buy a house, get married, have kids, work my life away to provide for what society says is a “good life.” What your father said you should do, your priest, your brother, your cousin or the guy on the street corner. Listen to them young man, and you will attain all the material wealth in the world. Buy that plasmatron TV that microwaves your burrito and scratches your balls at the same time. You might live to see 70, that is if you can see over your diabetes stricken belly. Hopefully every story you have doesn't involve your wife that you married when you were 22 because “it was the right thing to do.” Then while you constantly ask yourself, “what could I have been?” you try to convince yourself you did alright. Who me? I’m perfect just the way I am. They tell you that shit to keep you in line. Or worse, you blindly and happily accept another man’s definition of happiness as your own. It just feels better that way.

    You don’t want to think outside of the box, never mind beyond your the street corner. You’ve grown up constantly being bombarded by how you should live, eat, think, walk, talk. There’s a reason most men are pussies today. Society has fucked us up. They’ve made us into something we inherently aren’t happy with but don’t know how to argue and defend against. They’ve convinced us that they hold all chips. That change is bad. Talking about change is good. But the act of changing, noooo. That’s bad. You don’t want to know what that’s about. From the moment boys come out of the womb, and this is especially true in America, they are told what to do. Even the seemingly organic act of making friends and playing is planned out. Mommy has to schedule a “play date.” What was once spontaneous and free is rigid and planned. You can barely located your dick and your pressured to succeed for the sake of your parents. What the hell kind of upbringing is that? What are men going to look like in 30-50 years?

    Really think about the above part.

    Vegas was incredible. I didn’t fully appreciate it until the week off. I didn't know it would take this week off to really grasp the significance of Las Vegas and to truly appreciate and see how special this program is. On the first day, the instructors said, “You only get one Rockstar.” I didn't exactly know what that meant. Most of the class probably didn't either. Alas, about half way through the program, I don’t want it to end. It really has grown into a brotherhood. We really have meshed well into each other. Our mannerisms, our quirks, likes, ticks and all the little things that you come to know from close friends have begun to sink into our respective personalities. Our awesome group of gangsters is beginning to mesh, gel. I liken ourselves to the original NBA Dream Team. We know we are the most badass team in the club the moment skip the line, get the best table in the house, roll up our sleeves and do what we do best. We all possess great game and whether we have proven that is yet to be seen. But, the rarity and uniqueness of this group is what makes it truly special.

    From all walks of life. Different cultures, ideas, styles, personalities. Let me put this in perspective. Imagine your best friend. The one who you would call if you didn't have a place to stay, or if you didn't have a dime to your name, or needed to get bailed out of jail. You know that friend? Ok, now imagine if you have 10+ friends like that. That is what rolling with this group is like. Chicks in Vegas were slack jawed at what an awesome, and accomplished group of chaps we were. I literally had a girl ask me every night “how do you all know each other” and “you guys are the coolest dudes we’ve ever met.” Imagine hearing that every night you went out. In Vegas. In the best clubs in the world. With the best tables in the club. It’s inconceivable. Where else are you going to find that? Your local bar? Some touristy spot in Mexico that you’ve been to 17 times since you were twelve? Fuck that noise. It’s mind boggling how unique this group is. We are surely going to smash the house down in Sweden. I have no doubt. None at all. We have only begun to realize our power as a group. The moment we harness that, game over.

    I got laid on the 4th day of the program. Haven’t gotten laid since. It would have been fantastic to have pulled more but I’m fine with it. I’ve come close, super close 4 other times. I want mastery first and foremost. I want those reference experiences like a Leprechaun wants his lucky charms. One of the instructors told us early on you will lose a lot of 10s before you begin to pull them. It’s the truth. Dealing with failure is part of the process. You become good not by pulling 10s, rather you get good and as a result you pull 10s. Read that carefully and a few times too. I’ve had girls naked ready to go only to have them proclaim that they are not that type of girl, get dressed and bounce faster than a super ball. I’ll take that reference experience thank you very much. Now I know what to say when that shit happens again.

    Some of the other guys have pulled almost 10 times. Good for them. I am happy they have. Wanna know why? Their success will help me. You are the average of the 5 people you associate most. I am not the same guy I was at the beginning of this program. Don’t know that dude. Coming into this I had massive anxiety. Going out was a chore. I felt I had a knife to my back to perform, perform, perform. I thought I would magically sprout great game out of thin air. That one day I would suck, and voila, next I would be casanova. Nope. I had to bust my ass to get to this point. I am not where I ideally would like to be, but I sure as hell am laying a strong foundation that when my success amasses, I will be a beast. I already feel it growing in me. This feeling of invincibility. Drop me in any social situation and I will thrive. Put a 10 in front of me and i’ll handle it. Why shy away? She’s only human, just like you. She has hopes, desires, dreams, fears, opinions. I’ll be happy as shit to find out what they are. Point and click.

    An extremely important realization I had is this is not easy. The rabbit hole goes deep. This is not for the faint of heart. Most probably think this is just about chicks. This is about life. This is about proving to yourself that you are of a different stock. That you walk a higher path. The instructors are not selling snake oil. They are here to guide you, help push your boundaries and comfort zone. It takes hard work. Trench warfare, clawing for every inch. Great game must be earned. Day in day out. I don’t care if you’re tall short, fit, fat, ugly, handsome. You could look like Johnny Depp, if you don’t possess the ability and the comfort of talking to women, you won’t have abundance. The girl will choose you. And who the fuck has time for that? Uh-uh, I do the choosing.

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    Friday, June 27

    Last night was an interesting night. It was a Thursday night (industry night) at Drais and it was optional for us to go out. I want to gain as much reference experience as I can while I am here in Vegas and fully take advantage of the opportunities to get infield feedback from the instructors so I went out even though I have only gotten a few hours of sleep the last three or four nights. Things are starting to click, which is motivating, but I have a ways to go and want to get there as quickly as possible. I tried to get pumped and in state on the way to the club, but was feeling very low-energy. I still struggle with finding the balance of becoming fidgety when I am trying to pump up my state and my default state of being stoic and non-animated. With the aid of a couple energy drinks and warm-up sets I was feeling pretty good. There were plenty of hot girls in the club. I opened two decent-looking asian chicks and after a few seconds they asked if they could come sit at the table we had. This should have served as the first clue that something was up, but I thought maybe I had opened so well and the other guys at the table looked good that they just really wanted to come over. I introduced them to a couple of the instructors and after a few seconds I had to take off to use the bathroom. When I got back everything was still on and now one of the other Rockstars was talking to one of the chicks so I picked back up with the other one. Things progressed and after some banter/teasing, active subcomms, and normal conversation it seemed like things were progressing as they should. Throughout the interaction there were small things that felt a little off though, but at this point in my game I wasn't sure what it was. We lead them around the club (to the bathroom/dance floor/balcony to take a picture) and things had progressed to where both of us were basically getting lap dances at the table. I went in for the kiss and she turned away which I thought was off since she was just rubbing her ass all over me. Then a couple of the alumni/instructors gave us the heads up that these girls could be professionals (hookers). They told us to ask the girls if they were working tonight. I asked my girl and she said no, that she didn't have a job because she just moved here from Oregon where she was a nanny. Something still seemed off and I tried to move the conversation more normal and get some background. It was also confusing because earlier in the night I had asked her if the two of them wanted to go back to our house to party instead of at the club. If they were pro's I would have expected them to say yes at that point, but she had said, “Let's stay a while longer, we just got here, but we can later.” which seemed like something a normal girl would say. At this point we still didn't know what was up, so we took the two of them back to the house. We poured drinks, played some pool, and everything still had a fairly normal vibe, but something was off. When we split the girls up is when it came out that they were pro's. They both said basically the same thing, that they wanted to have fun but would ask for a donation. Not really my style, so after bullshitting with them a little bit longer, asked them to leave. Thought about heading back to the club since it seemed like the evening so far had been a huge waste, but it was already 3:30 so I decided sleep was probably the better option. Reference experience gained and I know to be more wary of off-duty working girls.

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    Sunday, June 29

    It has only been a couple days since my last post, but a lot has happened. I don't know that I have had any epiphanies, but there has been steady progress. I keep getting compliments and comments that I have never gotten before. “You are so funny.” “You are really into touching.” “You are so relaxed around me.” Etc.. Also, the guys in the program have also noticed a significant change. I am no longer the stoic guy who didn't know how to crack a joke and was worried about saying something wrong; I am the new and improved Keith D who smiles more and is looking for an excuse to practice bantering. I also escalate ten times more quickly than I did at the beginning of the program. I still have a long way to go in calibration, but it is coming with more and more reference experience. I am actually looking forward to the break after Vegas so that I can reflect and work on some of the things I have identified that I need to work on. The biggest things right now I have identified is taking all of my stories and separating the emotion from the content and making them relatable to others. I am usually very logical and my stories naturally follow a very logical, chronological sequence. I also learned to be very efficient in communication which meant focusing on brevity and getting a point across in a very concise manner. This led to a style that can be quite boring for story-telling, since it focuses on the transfer of a large amount of facts and cuts out emotion almost completely. Just like teasing and bantering, however, I have already seen some improvement and look forward to mastering the ability to tell an engaging story. Every time I am in set with one of the alumni or instructors and hear them tell a story, I am captivated and want to be able to relate a story and communicate in the same way. It is something that has definitely been lacking in my life. To aid in this endeavor the instructors gave us a list of youtube videos to watch from various celebrities as good examples of how to relate a story and communicate emotion effectively.

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    Wednesday, July 2

    So last night was the first night we went out to Hakkasan. Hakkasan is one of the most popular clubs in Vegas but its layout is not conducive to meeting to new people. The club is very loud compared to the other clubs and there are no large open areas; it is either cramped dance floor or tables. However, we all pitched in and got a table and it made all the difference. Body language and thin-slicing are huge, as you can't hear to talk to anyone unless you are screaming in their ear. The goal here was to basically direct passing girls into the table and then escalate. There is a certain status assumed if you have a table and if everyone is dressed the part then everyone else assumes that everyone at the table has their shit together. Toward the end of the night a couple of Australian chicks showed up that we had met the night before at Surrender. Things had went well the night before, but one of the instructors and I weren't able to pull that night although it was obvious the girls were into us. So when they showed up at Hakkasan it was on from the beginning, but we had to overcome the social pressures that each girl was putting on the other. To do that we isolated them from each other as much as possible. I eventually pulled my girl back to one of the instructor's room at the Cosmo, while the other girl stayed at the club. That was the turning point and both of us ended up closing. Much of the credit goes to Mr. M, however, as he put on a masterclass in winging. He dropped a lot of frames on Vici's and my behalf that paved the way for a successful close. These chicks were in their early thirties and he dropped the frame that as we get older we have less and less opportunity to be spontaneous and to go after what we want and that Vegas is the perfect time and place to do that. He also talked Vici up in a very subtle way.

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    Friday, July 4

    We started the day by prepping to have a big pool party at the house. Preparations were last minute and we had not invited any girls over. Biggest lesson learned is to decide on a time and location for the party a few days in advance so you can start inviting the girls you know and meet to the event. Because we didn't have any chicks already coming, we decided to hit a couple of the pool parties to recruit girls for it. We drove over to the Cosmo to hit the Marquee pool party but it was already at capacity by the time we got there. So, we hung around outside and down at the lobby and approached girls there instead. We actually got into quite a few sets, but most of the chicks were staying at the Cosmo and getting them to drive out to our place instead of going up to their rooms to rest up for that night proved more difficult. It was good practice though. We ended up heading back to the house empty handed, but wanted to chill with the fellas and set off some fireworks before heading out that night. It was nice to BBQ, drink, and relax by the pool at the house. After hanging at the house for a while, everyone got ready and we hit the club. As per usual, there were a lot of people in from California and Canada. At the beginning of the night I opened a few sets with Sterling that didn't open well and he gave me some great feed-back that has helped a lot. He noticed that I was approaching with too much intent. Instead of the interaction seeming spontantaneous and fun, I was making it seem serious and was putting a lot of pressure on the girl. I was making it seem too much like work. He told me to think of opening as turning over rocks to see what is underneath them, i.e. to approach with a sense of curiosity as to what this girl is like. There is less pressure on both sides this way. I adopted this mindset and saw an immediate change in the reactions I was getting. This was just another reminder of how narrow the margin is in social interactions and the impact the small details can have. It also reinforced how valuable quality feedback and advice is while infield. I wonder how long it would have taken me to learn this lesson on my own without the aid of Sterling or one of the other instructors. I continue to be thankful for the tremendous opportunity that this program represents.

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    Sunday, July 6

    Last night was our final XS night swim. The night went well. I am definitely finding the beginning of interactions going much more smoothly and I am able to hook most of the time. I also find it much easier to get into state, especially if there is decent music playing. I never used to dance, but now find myself wanting to almost the entire time I am in the club. I actually have to focus on ensure the dancing/moving I am doing is deliberate and smooth and not coming across as nervous and jerky. I began the night by opening a couple chicks who turned out to be locals that worked as go-go dancers at one of the other clubs in Vegas. After a few minutes, another Rockstar and I moved them to the table. The interaction was going pretty well, but the conversation started to get stale and I found myself asking a lot of questions. Looking back I should have escalated more quickly. As it was, one of the instructors had pulled a couple of chicks back to the table and introduced them to me. I started vibing with one of them and the interaction was going well until another girl that I have known for about three years showed up and broke in. She had dated my room mate from a few years back and that is how I knew her. We started catching up and I had originally planned not to hook up with her and instead keep her as a friend and hook-up with some of her friends. Her friends flaked and I decided to hook-up with her instead. She was definitely a lesson in listening to body language over verbals. I could tell she was interested in hooking up, but she kept saying things like, “Wait, isn't this weird, I mean we have always been friends” and “I don't want to ruin the friendship.” I basically said that it wasn't weird and that if we were both attracted to each other then there was nothing weird about it. I kept escalating with touching and verbally telling her how much she turned me on and how sexy she was until we eventually made-out in the club. After that I brought things back down to more normal and started working logistics harder. I ended up driving her back to her place in her car. Obviously it was on, but she was still putting up a lot of token resistance and was testing me. She showed me the guest room and told me I could sleep in there. I just ignored it, grabbed her and started kissing/biting her neck from behind. She was still saying verbally that we shouldn't hook-up, but with everything else she was saying she wanted to. Eventually I spun her around, we made-out, I picked her up and carried her to her bed and threw her on it. Once I got her hand on dick (HOD) it was on and she was fully into it. The whole interaction really drove home the point that girls are going to test and offer token resistance to see how you will react. You have to keep your frame strong and keep pushing forward; it is what she wants you to do.

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    I can't believe the program is nearly half over. A lot has happened in the last few weeks, but I am already getting anxious that the end of the program is going to come way too soon. I have gotten a taste of this lifestyle and I want more. A few of us are already making plans to hang out after Rockstar ends and I know that I have made some friends for life. The future seems so wide open right now and like anything is possible... because it is. In a way I feel like my life is just beginning and that is very exciting. I have cast off a lot of the things that were holding me back before, but there is still much work to be done. I keep remembering one of my favorite quotes, “Amateurs practice until they get it right, professionals practice until they never get it wrong.” All of the skills we have learned so far are perishable. It would be the gravest of injustices to let everything that we have worked for atrophy after the end of the program and to revert to our old habits and ways of doing things. That is why I want to control my environment and surround myself with people who have similar goals and drive as I do. Those that truly believe that anything is possible and who are continually positive and I want to be that person for others. Today was entirely a travel day. We flew from Las Vegas to Frankfurt, which was an eleven hour flight and we lost about nine hours with the time difference. We then had about a five hour layover before flying to Croatia and another two hours driving to Split where we spent the first night. We made it however and Croatia is beautiful. The women are also gorgeous and we made some friends along the way. While on layover in Croatia, I was approached by a cute, little blonde who was obviously from the states. I had seen her sitting across from me, but made a lot of excuses for not approaching, much to my shame. I had told myself that I was tired, that I just wanted to relax, etc., etc.. These are things I would have said before and I am obviously not over them, but this is another lesson in not making excuses and approaching whenever I see a girl I want to talk to instead of letting resistance take over. Turned out she was a stripper on her way to Ultra, which is an electronic dance music (EDM) festival that was happening this weekend near Split. We ended up sitting together on the flight, exchanged numbers, and made plans to meet-up in Split.

    Friday 11 July:
    Before we met up with the stripper that we met at the airport in Croatia, one of the other Rockstars approached a couple of cute Germans and I winged him. The interaction went well and we ended up pulling them to another club along with the stripper. At this point, I had both girls into me. Learning from past experience, I knew that at some point I would have to choose one or lose them both unless I could pull a threesome. After testing the water for a threesome and realizing it probably wouldn't happen given the circumstances with the German girls, I focused on escalating with the German girl I was with, because I thought it would only make the stripper more into me, but I would probably lose the German if I escalated with the stripper in front of her. I made out with the German girl and pushed the active subcomms. I also whispered in her ear after we made out “I think you should spend the night with me tonight.” The problem was that they were a group of four friends and were staying an hour away from where we were staying. One of the other girls was into a fellow Rockstar and I thought we could split the group by offering an after party. It was not enough, and I think I may have allowed her to release too much sexual tension with the make-out, although I was the first one to pull away and could tell she wanted more. It was just not a good situation logistically. She also had an out, because they are coming to Hvar after Ultra and suggested we meet up then. Logistics will be better then and I should be able to pull her back to the apartment we are staying at without too much trouble.

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    Friday, July 11

    Before we met up with the stripper that we met at the airport in Croatia, one of the other Rockstars approached a couple of cute Germans and I winged him. The interaction went well and we ended up pulling them to another club along with the stripper. At this point, I had both girls into me. Learning from past experience, I knew that at some point I would have to choose one or lose them both unless I could pull a threesome. After testing the water for a threesome and realizing it probably wouldn't happen given the circumstances with the German girls, I focused on escalating with the German girl I was with, because I thought it would only make the stripper more into me, but I would probably lose the German if I escalated with the stripper in front of her. I made out with the German girl and pushed the active subcomms. I also whispered in her ear after we made out “I think you should spend the night with me tonight.” The problem was that they were a group of four friends and were staying an hour away from where we were staying. One of the other girls was into a fellow Rockstar and I thought we could split the group by offering an after party. It was not enough, and I think I may have allowed her to release too much sexual tension with the make-out, although I was the first one to pull away and could tell she wanted more. It was just not a good situation logistically. She also had an out, because they are coming to Hvar after Ultra and suggested we meet up then. Logistics will be better then and I should be able to pull her back to the apartment we are staying at without too much trouble.

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    Thursday, July 17/14

    As predicted I did not get the chance to go out on the final night in Croatia which was unfortunate because most of the guys did and it was a decent night. It could have been worse however. Three of the Rockstars decided to rent bikes and drive around the island Hvar is located on. There were only 2 bikes available so 2 guys got on one and 1 guy on the other. Hvar is like most European towns where the streets and roads are very narrow, built back before cars were abundant. Apparently they were driving along and 2 cars tried to pass them. The first car side swiped the bike with 2 guys on it sending them sliding on the pavement at 30MPH. The driver who hit them sped away after. A hit and run on Project Rockstar. A message was put out on the group chat that there had been an accident and they would be in the hospital. The rest of us went to the hospital right away to see how they were doing and what had happened.

    When we arrived we were shocked but glad at the same time. When you hear a motorbike accident you imagine some pretty horrific injuries. Luckily, the only thing they had to endure was sliding across the pavement at speed, as opposed to getting hit head on or something else. That said their skin was pretty torn up. Elbows, knees, thighs, backs, shoulders, rib cages, and hands. Pretty well everywhere you can imagine. Neither had body armor on and one of them wore sandals so his feet were pretty bad. All that said there were no broken bones and not one stitch required. Considering what had occurred they were relatively lucky. Flash forward a couple of days and they have been pretty sore but healing well! They are still going out too, troopers!

    It was great seeing all the guys come together and help each other out in this event. It is one of the forgotten parts of Rockstar that you do not think about when joining. The friendships you make will last forever and when events like this happen everyone joins in to help each other out. It was just an unfortunate event to display it.

    We went out on Wednesday night in Sweden which marks the first night out here. The clubs are vastly smaller than Vegas and on this night we was not all that crowded. There were a few attractive girls there and I would say on average it was better than the Vegas crowd. I was in a few sets and found I really enjoy the personalities of Swedish girls. They are very friendly and bold. If they do not want to talk to you, they leave, if they do, they leave. Kidding….a bit. They know what they want and the social rules are not like North America. There is little judgement in Sweden so the girls act more so on how they truly feel (is that not the way it should be anyway?) I had a few sets going well but did not like them enough to pull them back. Tomorrow is the first of day game and as always, I have a ton of work to catch up on.

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    First nights out in Sweden

    We finally packed up and left Hvar behind and have made it to Sweden. A couple of the boys are sick as hell and there seems to be a Rockstar plague floating around at the moment but we all made it in one piece. The women here in Sweden are ridiculously hot. We went out last night for our first night and the 6’s are like 8’s over here. Its fucking great. They all speak really good English as well. Game over here rests mostly in the fun section with a little bit of sexualisation, but I already have noticed a few differences that I need to be careful of. One is making sure every time I make a joke over here that I have a big ass smile on my face so they know I am kidding because last night I made some jokes about not liking Swedish people and it did NOT go over well here.

    I think we are doing day game today all day and that really excites me. Approaching a girl in the day to tell her that shes beautiful is one of the most ballsy things I think you can do as a man and I want to get it to the point that I can do that with ease by myself so that when I go home if I do see a women that’s incredibly beautiful I can go up and talk to her. Although we didn’t get to do any day game today because the seminar went a little over, something pretty cool happened whilst we were waiting around. When we were talking about going up and talking to women in the day I was stressing out hard, was already getting nervous and clammy. Then we practiced opening on each other and I just went on auto-pilot. We have spoken to SO MANY girls on Rockstar and I have opened so many god damn times that I know exactly what I was supposed to do and I just didn’t need to think about it. After that one try on one of the other Rockstars I was excited to go and do it for real and pumped up. Its crazy how much your view of something can shift it you just frame it right.

    Tomorrow night will be a big night here in Sweden and im excited to have a few nights in a row of night game to keep practicing. Ill check back in then.

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    Saturday, July 19/14

    It has been 3 full days since we have been in Sweden now and I love it here. I am from the north and thus very used to the long hours of daylight and mildly warm temperatures during the day. It felt like I was going home when we were landing outside of Stockholm because of all the green vegetation around. Luckily that was not the case as there are still 3 weeks left of Rockstar.

    To date we have gone out twice and day gamed once here so far. The clubs are vastly different than Las Vegas. Much smaller and you can see that there are bigger social groups around with far more mixed sets. In Vegas a group of all girls or all guys would travel together so I had little experience approaching the mixed sets. Having had a good experience with a Swedish girl in Vegas I was looking forward to what it was going to be like here. I have not had any successful closes yet but I have been fucked by logistics.

    The first night we went out to a cool little club (on Wednesday night). It was not packed but it had enough to work and practice on. I love Swedish girls for the two obvious reasons. One, they are hot. Two, they have the best attitudes. The girls here are very sexually liberated and they are very bold. If they like you they talk to you, leave for a little while, then come back and take you home. If they do not like you, they just leave. Either way they leave you in the middle of the conversation which I find absolutely bold and strangely attractive (in a ‘this girl is independant way!’). I dislike girls personalities who I have to constantly look after.

    The first night I could have pushed it harder in a set with a girl but I was not particularly attracted to her and I was up the night before sick as a dog. Went home to get some rest instead.

    On our first day game another Rockstar and I were in set with 2 cute girls who met us out that night at our hotel. Pretty much means they were good to go but because my phone and the other Rockstars weren’t working properly they ended up leaving the bar after waiting for us for a while! It hurt even worse because I left the club we were at when I got the message they were there. It was just bad timing that I got it too late to occupy them until the other Rockstar showed up.

    I actually think I am going to really come to love day game which I did not expect. How easy will it be to keep practising social situations than on your lunch break, at the grocery store, or wherever back home? We are going to day game again today and tomorrow but I can definitely see myself going out much more than that while we are here.

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    Tuesday, 15 July

    Sadly I write this blog from my sickbed. And I’m in a whole world of pain.

    Saturday night however, was a pretty fun night on the island of Hvar. We were firstly reunited with a couple of the rockstars that did a detour trip to Amsterdam… and it was awesome to have them back and hear their crazy stories about what happened in Europe’s city of sin. Then we all went out for an awesome dinner at this secretly famous fresh fish restaurant that one of the guys had discovered down the narrow back roads of these authentic cobble stone streets.

    After that, a few drinks later, we started hitting the bars along the broadwalk. A mix of gorgeous European women, some local Croats and some foreign, cobined with a bombardment of Australians… filled the streets. Again we naturally jumped straight into it and had a lot of fun. Later around midnight we jumped on a boat that took us across to a remote ‘club island’. I kid you not… it’s a small island that has nothing but one big club on it. EDM beats and strobe lights lit up the naked sky and we all just got sucked into it… meeting girl after girl after girl. It seemed for the most part that they were all super fun. I found myself hitting on a bunch of 19 year olds time and time again. But the night was more about bonding with the boys in a completely random setting. For some of the guys it seemed a little strange no longer being in the video game setting of Vegas, and thrown into this completely new world. But for others, like myself, who had already spent a bunch of time travelling through Europe before… this was very familiar. For me personally, I have visited the island of Hvar, and this club island twice before… so it just felt like home to me!

    In fact Europe in general feels like home to me. I have lived in London for a combined 7 or 8 years throughout my life. And in that time have done a hell of a lot of European exploration, for both business and pleasure… so I really kinda of feel like we playing on my turf now. Vegas was away game, and now we playing at home 

    However… that feeling of positivity came tumbling down on Tuesday morning, when I woke up and immediately knew I was coming down with a heavy flu or fever of some kind. Knowing this I decided to find a room in another hotel… as I could tell it was going to be bad and didn’t want my rockstar roommate to have to suffer through it with me. I knew he would totally be there for me with anything I needed… but the fact is, if I had stayed in that room, he would have definitely caught it off me… and then it would more likely have spread out through to the rest of the rockstars. And we definitely don’t want that. So I quickly found another room in a small hotel by the broadwalk and shipped out.

    Then it hit my like a hurricane. I wont go into the details… but I don’t get sick a lot. In fact I cant remember the last time I’ve ever had proper flu/ fever in the last couple years. But this thing smashed me hard. I finally decided to drag myself up to the emergency room on the hill. It was Sunday night and no one was there accept for 2 emergency unit guys. As I arrived they were rushing out to an emergency that had been called in and asked me to wait outside until they got back, as no one else was there (not nice when you can barely breathe and are passing out periodically). Whilst I waited I heard from the other rockstars that 2 of our boys were in a motorbike hit and run accident and had just been picked up by the ambulance. The coincidence! As the ambulance pulled back in an hour later, I knew it was my boys… they opened the back and I heard their voices as they pulled them out. Thankfully, other than a few nasty cuts and burns and bandage care for the next few weeks, they were okay!

    Anyway, the next day I was destroyed. Spent the whole day bed ridden.

    This morning, Tuesday, I am in no better shape. And managed to get myself back up to the hospital again (god that walk is painful in my state). I got anti biotics this time round and hopefully will be better soon.

    Today we fly to Sweden. Despite the agonising I’m going through, the thought of Scandinavian girls excites my soul! Travelling in this state is not going to be fun though….

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    Thursday, 17 July

    It’s Thursday and we have been in Sweden for 2 days I think. Yet I’ve barely left the hotel room. I’ve been sick with this damn fever for a good few days now, and it’s starting to become soul destroying. The anti biotics are slowly making me better, but they are taking there time at it.

    Tuesday was a painful experience. At the height of my fever, shakes, aches, hot and cold sweats, throat infection etc etc… I had to drag all my bags etc onto a ferry to get from Hvar back to Split… then walk miles to find a taxi to airport… wait hours in airport (thank god my rockstar pal got me into the business lounge with him, as I was dying at that point)… then fly to Stockholm, and get a taxi to the Hotel. Along the way it was awesome to see how much we’ve bonded as all the guys would help me at certain points of the travelling… knowing I could barely walk, they wold help carry my bags or even me at various points, and just help in whatever way they could. Legends!! I can’t explain how happy I was to see my hotel room when we got there… and just crashed.

    Then last night, most of the gang went on the first Swedish night game session, but myself and one of the other guys who also recently got sick, had to stay in and try recover. I am feeling slightly better today, but still not great. Looking forward to hearing how everyone’s first night out in Sweden was!

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    Saturday, 19 July

    OH MY GOD, SWEDEN I LOVE YOU! I call it “the land of milk and honey”… I have not seen so many gorgeous girls in one place in my life! I’ve been to Stockholm before, like 8 years ago… but clearly I wasn’t doing it right, cos I don’t remember there being this many girls here. Vegas does not compare… sorry, but from what I’ve seen, this place puts Vegas to shame in terms of quality and abundance of cute girls! And apparently there have been a lot less around than normal. WTF!

    So on Thursday night, we had a night off. Apparently Tuesdays and Thursdays are dead in Stockholm so we won’t be going out on these nights whilst we are here. This came as a blessing for me, as I was still destroyed with this god damn fever on Thursday and doubt I could have gone out anyway.
    Yesterday, Friday, I finally started getting out and about… checking out the local shopping areas and trying to take care of a few things.

    Whilst still not feeling great we then had our first daygame experience. After a daygame seminar presented by the legendary Vybe, we felt super well equipped to hit the streets in broad daylight. From what we learnt, daygame is not that that different from night game, other than you obviously hold back on the active sub comms and sexualising. It’s mostly a combination of normal conversation and some fun banter. The approach has to be strong as you need to come across confident and genuine at the same time, like the masculine and novel man who is going to sweep her off her feet (no girls really want to meet the man of their dreams drunk in a club). Other than that, you just keep the interactions brief and go for the number so you can try meet up later… unless of course it goes super well and you try pull her for an instant date of some kind.

    We had a lot of fun out there, although there weren’t too many girls around for some reason. I think daygame is something I am really going to enjoy on this program. I can see myself doing it everyday if possible… just as soon as I start to feel 100% normal again.

    Last night was my first experience of clubbing in Stockholm. We hit a sweet bar-club which had gorgeous girls everywhere… but yet again I was told that this was not normal Sweden style and I should expect so much more! How is this possible?!?! I think I might have to move here after rockstar! I frikken love Swedish girls. Even the ugliest girls in the bar are cute in some ways.
    So after a little approach anxiety that I think comes normally when you go out in a foreign or new place… I finally got approaching. One of my buddies and I decided to go “atomic bomb” on the bar to crush any anxiety… whereby we would walk through and literally just talk to every single girl we see, no matter how big, small, fat, ugly, cute, hot… whatever. And very soon my anxiety was gone, and it was back to normal proceedings. Met a couple super hot blondes and got their numbers…

    Then we all moved to another club… but we got there a little late and ended up stuck in a line, until myself and the other rockstar who was also still sick decided we’d rather get an early night and hopefully feel better the next day. But standing in that line I saw more girls in the entrance steps up to the club than I’ve probably ever seen at any other club in my life. And the great news is that it’s literally around the corner from out hotel! I can see myself spending a looooooot of time in that place!

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    I finally figured out the swedish sense of humor over here and its helped me tremendously. I love really witty girls and so my banter is calibrated towards that so it took a few nights to slow everything down and drop all the innuendo etc from my game. But focusing on speaking slowly and really smiling at all times so that they girls know its a joke has reall helped. My game in Vegas was to the point that after one or two openers I could open an 8 reasonably confident of success but here I am not at that stage yet here just because of the cultural differences. The clubs are a massively different vibe to vegas so thats also changing but its a good step down to start going to a little more normal nightclubs. These girls also all live here so there isnt the option of just walking into a club and burning it to the ground or getting into state by being a little bit of a douche - because you will see these girls again.

    I havent had a chance to do as much day game as I would have liked so I intend on hitting it hard over these next few days. The program has changed significantly since vegas. Its much more relaxed in sweden and we actually have the chance to spend some more time together with the instructors and start to build friendships. The pressure cooker of vegas doesnt exist here and the program is more about just going out with a bunch of buddies and having a fucking blast. Its pretty cool and also allows us to get feedback in a much more relaxed way.

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    Monday July 21, 2014

    I cannot overemphasize this enough but I am loving life here in Sweden. There are a lot of differences between life here and in Vegas and I find most of them great and refreshing. Being downtown is sweet as everything is within walking distance. Having a hotel room is great because of personal space and it is cleaned daily (although I do miss being in the same house as all of the guys, that was indeed a great way to bond and ensure you are being social a lot of the time). We do have a lot more free time here which is great because it means more time to get things done and quality time with the guys. As of today we are now under the 3 week mark until Project Rockstar 2014 ends. Sometimes to make myself appreciate the remaining time on a trip I will purposely imagine it being the last day and we are all leaving. I have done it a few times to date now and I feel like it will be one of the harder things I will have to do this entire year. I am not looking forward to it and will start stocking up on kleenex and handkerchiefs now...

    As I mentioned in my last post, day gaming is quickly becoming a favorite of mine. Apparently during this past weekend there is a massive party outside of Stockholm so most of the young people are there. The point being during daygame and our nights out the number of people have been few. There are still diamonds out there however and I have been successful in both day and night game.

    During daygame I saw a pretty cute blonde and approached her, turns out she did not know english very well and her friend (who spoke great english) came in to find out what was going on. Turns out her friend was VERY attractive and fun to talk to. Logistics was in my favor today when the one I approached had her cell phone ring and she left the conversation. I ended up getting the friends number instead and will try to setup a date with her. I find in day game my approach anxiety disappears before I am even finished with the opener. In night game, it still lingers a little bit past. Probably another reason why I like day game more!

    We went out to a club called The Wall on Saturday night and I spoke with most of the girls there. Nothing really successful and we ended up leaving a bit early to go to The Room of White. There a buddy opened a two set and the girl he was after ended up taking a liking to me more. I tried winging the friend for 30 minutes or so but it was obvious the other one was into me so he did a wicked thing and basically pushed her into me and built me up. It was a selfless act and might I add there was no hint of jealousy there. It really impressed me truth be told. We moved around the bar a couple of times, hit the dance floor, and I said, “You should come back with me tonight.” She said, “My place is close, lets go there.” Bingo, it was pretty fun but my fuck her room was hot. After the deed was done I tried to get some sleep but it was around 4,532 degrees in there so I think I just laid in her bed sweating for a few hours. Again I need to start screening for girls who are better in bed or just try to get them to let go more because I felt it could have been a better time sex wise. Not exactly sure how I am going to do that just yet.

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    Our first week in Sweden has just passed and its been a pretty fun week. Ive been doing at least one day game approach every day and the flinch is still there for me but I am slowly overcoming it. Doing night game after hitting it hard in the day or even just doing one day game approach is so much fun because approach anxiety is just a thing of the past. Day game is such an amazing thing that doesn’t hit all the time but when it does it just floors women and creates a connection that you can really capitalize on.

    With night game I have been frustrated the last week or so because of my lack of results. Its not a good headspace to be in because learning game is so fucking hard that if you only focus on the amount of results you are getting you will not get far in this. Ive been fucked by logistics a fair amount of times and it’s a very frustrating place to be because the overarching and massive pieces have all fallen into place, which means that my progress is no longer so obvious. I am no longer in a place like I was in Vegas where every night I could see a difference in my ability to game so its hard to remain focused on the process.

    All of this had been weighing on me and I felt like I was truly letting down the guys on the program and not giving it my all because I hadn’t had the success that the other had been having. I had a long chat with Vici tonight which really helped me to keep my head straight. I was focusing too much on sex as being the only available reference experience for me and holding myself back from seeing the progess I had made. Focusing on just going out and having fun makes a HUGE difference to your game and gives you the carefree and playful attitude that you need to become successful at this sort of stuff.

    The program is in its final stages and its fucking awesome to see everyone just having fun with each other. When we go out there is no real pressure anymore its just shooting shit with the boys and bringing girls into our world. Now that everyone is back from holiday Sweden is now PACKED with hotties, the club we were at last night probably had only 1 or 2 girls in the entire fucking club that you wouldn’t want to bang. That sort of ratio is fucking stupid. Being forced to recalibrate our game is challenging but also makes sense. Once we have Swedish game downpat we can really have the entire spectrum from bouncing of the walls super witty game to retarded and slow Swedish game. Should be a fun few weeks to close.

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    Thursday, July 24/14

    I last wrote a blog on Monday which means there were 3 nights from this post (Mon/Tue/Wed). I did not go out any of this nights mostly because of a slightly unforeseen event. I had a bunch of work to get caught up on and Monday night was optional to go out so I stayed in. Tuesday night we have off thus no one went out. In Sweden Wednesday’s are pretty big nights out so we take full advantage of that. I had to stay in because of a personal reason regarding my best friend that started just a few weeks prior to Rockstar. On Wednesday night I had to be on the phone for most of the evening trying to help come up with solutions. Vybe, one of the instructors here at Rockstar stay down with me prior to and gave me his input. He has actually been a huge help all along but this particular night he went above and beyond. It is a good example of the kind of help and bonding you get to do while you are here. The instructors are clearly here to teach you game but Vybe spent the evening not catching up on much needed sleep or chores he had to do but instead to try to figure out a solution to MY very complex personal issue back home. Rockstar is such an amazing and helpful environment.

    We are staying 2 to a room here in Stockholm but we recently added a 3rd guy to our room. Normally I would not want to squeeze another person in a hotel room that is clearly designed for only 2 people however this was not just any guy. He was the honey badger for one of the past Rockstar’s. For those unaware of the honey badger award given out during Rockstar it is an award given out for being the most fearless and socially aware person. Thus someone who just approaches blindly and without fear will not get the award. You have to approach all kinds of crazy situations but do it in a manner which exemplifies good game. In other words, this is a guy who you want to make space for in your 2 person hotel room. We actually had the opportunity to party with him a bunch in Las Vegas and he showed that he would have been worthy of the honey badger award. The guy is fearless and has solid game and will be great to live with for the next 2.5 weeks.

    That being said we are getting close to the end. Whenever talking with the guys the short time left seems to be finding its way into the conversations more and more. As someone who had trouble finding the time to get off for Rockstar I have to go back immediately the day after we finish. It is a day I never thought would come and somehow it now seems like it is almost here. I know when it arrives I will be just as surprised despite being able to see it coming 2.5 weeks and every other day before.

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    Saturday, July 26/14

    It has been a very interesting and eventful two days since my last post. There have been 2 large events that took place. The first being that starting Friday there was a boot camp being held here in Stockholm and we were helping out on it. The second big event was what transpired on Friday night… but I will get to that in a moment.

    They informed us at the beginning of Rockstar that some time in Sweden we would be given an opportunity to teach the material we learned during a bootcamp and this weekend is that time. They say you do not truly understand something until you can teach it. Well this weekend was going to be an opportunity to really find that out. I had to teach two sections, normal conversation on Friday and sub-comms on Saturday. It really did point out to me some flaws I still have on the two and made my understanding a bit deeper because of it. It was great being on the other side of the room this time giving examples we have from our experience thus far. I did not really realize how far I had come on Project Rockstar until I got in from and started talking about it. It is quite amazing that because you progress at a slower pace you do not really see a difference in yourself, or see it very easily. The experience was so good teaching that I think it would be useful to do once I get home. I am not literally going to teach it but rather pretend that I am teaching it because it deepens my understanding of it.

    The second event was something I have never even remotely been apart of. In university I had my own apartment from day 1 so I was never on a frat or had roommates. Here I am in Stockholm with two wicked guys and people whom are much better at picking up women than I. On Friday night I came home alone and sat in bed with the light on texting a couple girls trying to hook something up. About an hour later my Rockstar roommate comes in with a girl who upon seeing me she says, “Oh, you have a friend,” and that was all that was said. About 10-15 minutes later they were naked fucking beside me on their bed. Remember I am still sitting up in bed with my light on. They finish and are lying naked on the bed for about 5 minutes when our other roommate, the honey badger walks in. Oh boy. The very first thing he says when he sees them naked is, “Have you ever squirted before?” She doesn’t hear him so he repeats himself. I am thinking, “where the fuck is this going?” I go use the washroom and come back out to him going to town with his hand in her trying to make her squirt. I was in the bathroom for a solid minute at best. This goes on for about 15 minutes with her squirting everywhere. I do not know about the people reading this, but I am from a small town, and went to a small school. This shit does not happen where I am from. My roommates bed was so damn soaked he slept with me. The girl was so tired afterwards she passed out on the spot. There has been some wild shit going on during Rockstar but this one definitely takes the cake. Add ‘learning how to make a girl squirt’ to my list of things to do. A word of advice to those who do want to learn, make sure to do it in a area where it is easy to clean up. It absolutely soaked the bed. Also, you may not want to take a career in being a hotel cleaning staffer wherever Project Rockstars stay.

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    We changed out our venue this weekend, we started going to a place called Traflegarden which is much more like my type of club. Its a massive outdoor area that is full of young students and a much artier and underground crowd which is exactly my style. It showed in my game as well, I have done so much better this past weekend. I have cracked the swedish sense of humor and my game feels like its back in full swing. I just have to focus on being playful and having a smile at all times and everything will be fine. Swedes are so blase about sex its fucking great. A thing that came out of seminar today from one of the guys was that swedish people are energy communicators and not content communicators like a normal english speaking person. That is a fucking amazing piece right there and something that makes a tremendous difference in set. I still want to work on sexualising a little harder but its good. We helped teach a bootcamp this weekend and it was really good to experience that. The students killed it and it also showed me how far I have actually come. When I was literally having to force them into set and push them to go it showed me how far I had actually come. I was terrified of talking to women before this whole experience and now its just a natural part of who I am that I am going to socialize...

    I have had a number of conversations over the past few days about masculinity in its various forms. Something that has come out of this program is that I still have a long way to go when capturing what it means to be a man in certain aspects of my life. They specifically have to do with sexuality around women and also being okay with going after what I want in terms of women. The first one I came about when I noticed that there was still a part of me that didn’t want to dominate a girl because the word dominate just holds such bad connotations within my mind. Assertive is a much better word. But something that he pointed out is that women are very insecure, like we all are. And is an insecure person ever going to ask to be choked or spanked or fucked like a toy? Its not going to happen. So if you don’t do it then you are doing a disservice to the women because you are not giving her something that she needs and not allowed her to be a WOMEN.

    I also have to understand that they do actually need that. What a women wants sexually is different from what a man what’s sexually and dominance is a huge part of that. I feel like I don’t want to cross any lines but that stems from a nice guy mentality that just wants to please everyone. I think deep down I don’t want to dominate anyone because I am worried that in doing so will change their minds. But that is a very corrosive way to think about not only my actions but also women. It really is making me think that I am somehow tricking a women into what I want to do if I am dominating but even worse than that is the fact that its not allowing them the option to say no. Women are strong enough in who they are that if you are doing something that you want or going after what you want and they don’t want to do it they are going to say so.

    The program has changed gears now that we are in sweden and everyone is having a lot of fun together. It is much more fun now because we are just a massive group of fucking kick ass friends every club we go out to. The program will be over two weeks from today which fucking sucks but until then I am going to enjoy every moment while I can. Some of the guys are having huge amounts of success and its fucking great to see because I can learn from them so much and they deserve it. Everything is kinda coming together now.

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    Things are heating up in Sweden… our first weekend out here was banging! I’ve still been recovering a bit, so haven’t been back to my normal self the last few nights out… but today I feel a hundred percent better. Oh and I got laid again at about 4am this morning with a cute little French girl!

    On Saturday night we split the crew into groups, so not to burn down the clubs, and went out in different directions. My group went out to F12, the same club we went to the night before where we got stuck in the line. Still wasn’t feeling great but forced myself to start approaching girls. I started to notice what everyone had recently been saying about the Swedish humor being very different to what we were used to in Vegas. All the sarcasm you throw at them seems to go straight over their heads… so I found myself recalibrating and resorting to normal conversation strands, with very light banter and almost no sexuality. It is really hard to calibrate as in some situations you feel you should be going more sexual or flirty, mostly when the girl is drunk and a bit crazy. But you just don’t know what reaction you will get… as often it will just be a blank stare, or the famous response of “gaaaaay”!

    So after a bit of calibration I got back into it, and had a pretty good night, getting a bunch of numbers… one of which I then had a date with the next day. After a bit of next morning text game, I invited her around to the hotel for a drink. She was meeting her friends at 7pm and so came round 5:30pm for a few hours. The plan was to get her into the hotel lobby bar area, so that logistically I could swiftly get her upstairs to the room if I escalated fast enough. Though I quickly realised that my ability to escalate and ramp it up quickly on dates needs some work. It took me a while to get physical with her on the couch in the bar, which slowed things down and the 1.5 hour window proved too short. We ended up making out before she left, and I will probably see her again when she gets back from her vacation surfing in southern France.

    That night we went back to F12. I met the cuuutest seziest little Swede ever! She had really brokedn English but for some reason it made her acsent so much sexier. She was yellow at first, but I managed to turn her green and then she was all over me... to the point that she was actually leading me around the club (not good). She dragged me to the dancefloor where she was grinding on me so hard and getting me ridiculously horny, which seems to have become a common event on this rockstar program… and then all of a sudden she just vanished into thin air! At first I wasn’t worried, because I know Swedish girls are notorious for leaving you to go hang with their friends and then coming back later… something which is very different to Vegas where if a girl likes you she will spend the night with you. In Sweden that would be weird, so they bounce back and forth. But I made the rookie error of not getting her number, and then when we couldn’t find each other later I had no way of contacting her. I was super pissed off with that mistake, as she was so god damn sexy and was definitely down to fuck!

    Then last night, Monday, we went out to a bar Café Opera. When we got there it was empty aside from two French girls which we quickly got talking to. The one was a bit of a rash while the other was pretty cute. The bar quickly filled up and one of the instructors and I got talking to two hot swedes, and I got to watch his approach to Swedish game. Somehow he had found this level of humor combined with normal witty conversation that really got them into the moment. This resonated with me, and I took some mental notes which have since proved really useful to my game here in Sweden.
    Later on that night we moved clubs back to F12, the two French girls came with us. F12 was also a bit slow and we mostly hung out together with just the guys. Later on most of the guys left to go home and I was left with one buddy and the two Frenchies… so I decided to go for it. Knowing that the French are quite sexual I ramped it up super sexually, super quickly, and it was on! However, when we left, her friend managed to convince her to go home with her. But I kept pursuing it on text message, and managed to convince her to drop her friend off… and then walk by herself for like 30 minutes to my hotel, where I proceeded to fuck her brains out!

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    Thursday, 24 July

    Okay, so a bunch of us have decided we might be moving back to Stockholm. This place is truly like the land of milk and honey! All the city girls seem to have recently got back from a week of partying on the party island, Gotland. And now the clubs have all of a sudden just filled up with a sea of gorgeous blonde girls. The stories are true… let me tell you. They are true. I came here a critic, and seriously doubted the rumors of this place having the hottest girls in the world… but I saw it first hand last night.

    We went to a club called Rose, and at first it was empty… but it quickly filled up. I would say 70% of the club was filled with girls… of which at least 90% were hot! It’s actually ridiculous. Now of course they are not all blonde (yes, there are a lot of brunettes in Sweden too), and of course they are not all 10’s… but the average and consistency of hot girls out there destroys anything I’ve ever seen before (and I’ve done a lot of travelling in my days). Even the ugliest girls in the bar are cute in some way. And for some reason they all have these soul piercing eyes… literally every girl I’ve spoken to has nearly hypnotised me with her gorgeous eyes, cute as fuck ascent and overall hottness!

    And first I was a bit overwhelmed, trying to take it all in. Then one of the instructors literally grabbed me by the shoulders, aimed me at a super hot blonde and said “go”. And so I did… and hello, green light! First cutie I approached was all over me… with more active sub comms on me than I normally do to girls. I continued with her for the rest of the night, bouncing back and forth… and in between approaching girls all over the club. I finally felt I had gotten back to where I left off in Vegas, and started to realise that Swedish girls love being approached. They open so warm here… it’s awesome!

    All this practice with all these different girls allowed me to mould my own personal style of Swedish game. I had been working all afternoon on my normal and banter conversational strands, where I’ve tried to apply Swedish stereotypes into my humor (so much lighter on the accusatory and sarcasm than I would normally use, but also more relatable). This came out strongly and I could see it was working well in my interactions. I had so much fun with a whole bunch of hotties, and then brought the first girl back to the table (yes, they have tables in Sweden too) and we started making out. I eventually lost her to logistics when her friends dragged her to another club. In hindsight, there are some things I could have done better to pull her back to the hotel… but I was just enjoying the night so much I didn’t care.

    Later we went to another after hours club, the White Room. Right before we left the Rose, after my first girl left with her friends, I saw another girl I had been flirting with earlier. I quickly ramped it up with her and within 5 minutes convinced her to come with us to White Room… and so I pulled her out of the club to the next club where we were making out for most of the morning. She had to get up for work at 7am this next morning, so at about 5am she had to leave (haha, what is this “work thing” anyway?)! I’m pretty sure I could have pulled her as well, if I was more persistent and led more. So a few lessons learnt for next time regarding being more dominant in leading. But I was just stoked to be back to my best again!

    The last few days we have also been doing business seminars on “real estate” during the days. One of the mentors has been teaching some of his skills from like 30 years in the business. Some truly invaluable information is being shared. I cannot wait to dive deeper into this stuff, and figure out ways to adapt and apply it into the new businesses I am setting up for my future lifestyle!

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    Saturday, 26 July

    Wow, I am absolutely drained and exhausted as I write this blog today. Last night was fucking insane!!! I am sitting here in a 3 Day Bootcamp and about to give my lecture on State, while running on just one hour of sleep.

    So jumping back a couple nights to Thursday… I think it was the first night in a while we decided not to party. I think I may have mentioned it in previous blogs, but Sweden is generally dead on Tuesdays and Thursdays. So instead a few of the guys and I went out for dinner with Sterling. It was pretty awesome just to hang with him in a non-club or non-seminar situation and just get to know the guy a bit more. And the more I get to know him the more you see what an awesome humble dude he is. So it was a healthy dinner as always, followed by reviewing some of my notes, and then an early night sleep.

    The next day was the start of the 3 Day Bootcamp, where a handful of students from around Europe had come to Stockholm to learn from not only the usual instructors, but also from us Rockstars. Each of the Rockstars had chosen particular section of the course material that they wanted to teach. I chose to teach normal conversation as well as state.
    It was crazy to think that in just February this year I was sitting in a 3 Day Bootcamp as a normal student… and just a few months later I was now sitting in the instructors seat. It was the first time that it really hit home as to how far we had come in our development. I did my lecture on normal conversation with one of the other rockstars, explaining how to open up multiple thread pockets of organic conversation, as well as the in depth skill sets of storytelling.

    Then last night I decided to be part of the group that went with the 3 Day students to a very rustic club just outside of town. It was completely different to all the high class clubs we have been accustomed to… a more grungey open air type of club with ping pong tables, multiple dance floors and bars all over. The place was like a giant maize with secret hip hop dance floors hidden away in upstairs lofts and so on. And yes… it was massive and packed to the rim with cuties!

    I wanted to come here to be a part of the teaching experience and to see what it is like to be on the side of the instructors in-field. And I can tell you, it’s a lot harder than it looks. Constantly trying to urge the students to approach, and then when they do you would have to watch from distance, analysing their active and passive sub comms, and trying to signal to them what they are doing wrong from distance… and when you could see the time was right for them to go more sexual you would go in and talk over their shoulder in a way that the girl couldn’t hear. At the same time, there was a constant flow of cute girls walking past that your natural reaction was to stop them and speak to them, but tonight we had to control this instinct as much as possible to focus on the students (though I think I still got a whole bunch of phone numbers anyway.

    It was pretty awesome to get that feeling of ‘giving back’. When you explained something to the student after he was in set, and his eyes would open up with the sense of realisation or an ‘aha’ moment. That felt pretty good. And at the same time I really got a sense of how good I have become… when pointing out all the things I used to do wrong myself and then realising that I have now mastered all those areas. It’s weird because I didn’t notice it before… it kind of sneaks up on you over the course of Rockstar.

    At the end of the night we dropped the students off at their hotels, and the instructors and rockstars all met at the after hours club… the White Room. This is when shit got CRAZY!!!
    I very quickly hooked a smoking hot Swedish girl and took her back to meet the rest of the crew. By this point we had arranged a sick table right next to the DJ booth and one of the Rockstars had arranged a GIANT bottle of Champagne to be brought to our table, while the DJ played a star wars tune in the background, in celebration of one of our friend’s birthday. It was at this point that I had another one of those “Rockstar moments”… when while dancing to a sick tune with my girl, up on side of the table booth, whilst champagne glasses were being handed around… I looked around and our table was exploding! Everyone was there and everyone had one or two gorgeous girls dancing with them. It was ridiculous, and literally gave me goose bumps! We were owning that club!

    Ended up pulling the super hot swede back to my hotel, and things got pretty sexual very quickly, especially the next morning when we were going at it for hours and hours. However, she wouldn’t let me fuck her in the end as it turns out she had a boyfriend and she felt bad (god dammit, why don’t they mention these things in the beginning of the night). Though it was still a pretty successful and fun encounter in my books… she had the sexiest little naked body I’ve seen in a while!

    So yeah, didn’t really get any sleep at all as we were fucking around all night and morning. Need an extra shot of expresso in my coffee to get me through the seminars today. We just finished debrief with the students now, giving them feedback from their in field sessions last night.

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    Tuesday, 29 July

    The last couple days we have been doing awesome seminars on business strategy with one of the top guys in one of the biggest online businesses in the world. It’s been pretty full on, and I’ve been learning so much invaluable knowledge that it is extremely relevant to my future business startup plans. It’s really got my creative business mind active again, and so at the same time I’ve been catching up with fellow rockstars in discussing prospective ideas that we have been looking into. I actually struggled to sleep after the club last night, as my mind was stuck in a cloud of future business prospects. It’s reminded me that although I’m sad that Rockstar is drawing closer and closer to an end… I’m also really amped about my new life that dwells in the mist beyond, and all the exciting challenges that it comes with.

    Following the mayhem on Friday night… Saturday night did not fail to deliver in the same manner. After some really good lectures on sub-comms, banter and much more to the 3-Day students we went back to our new favourite club, Tradgarden (the same one from the night before). We worked with the student mosts of the night again, and they were much more confident approaching girls and really tried to apply what they learnt as best they could. It was awesome to see all the course corrections they had made from the previous night as well. One of the guys did really well and got into a super long discussion with a super cute little blonde, and I’m pretty sure if he had sexualised just a little bit further he would have easily pulled her out of there. Was good stuff… I felt really proud!
    I also met the first of three dream girls that I would meet throughout the night. Fuck me she was hot! I approached her so strong, and oscillated through the threshold model better than I think I’ve ever done before. My game was so solid! If I didn’t have to eventually leave her to get back to the students I would definitely have pulled her out of there.

    Later that morning we ended up at the White Room again where once again we had the most vibing table in the club, packed to the rim with girls and champagne! Epic times yet again! That’s when I met another hottie from south Sweden. We got sexual really quickly, but her friends eventually pulled her out of there as she had a boyfriend back home (yet she has been sex texting me ever since).
    On that note… this morning I looked at my messages in my phone and nearly freaked out. I’ve never in my life had soooo many girls constantly messaging me… by text, whatsapp, facebook etc. I can keep scrolling down for ages and the messages just keep going. It was quite an awesome realisation! And thus my text game is getting pretty strong from all the constant practice.

    As I write this, I’m starting to realise that it would just be impossible to try blog about every girl I have awesome interactions with. The more I think about it, the more girls keep popping into my head. Sometimes I lie in bed trying to put it all into perspective, cos this shit just doesn’t feel real. It’s like a weird twist in the matrix into some other world where I am the same guy… but having unlocked my limitless potential. It’s sounds like a cliché, but it honestly feels like I’m dreaming sometimes. Every single night I have so many different awesome encounters with amazing women! This didn’t seem remotely possible at the beginning of the program. Anyway… I’m going to try keep my blogs at a more high level from now on, as I don’t know how to fit everything in.

    I also have to say that I really feel like my game has started to fall into place lately. And it’s all down to the continuous practice and being surrounded by so many awesome, fun and inspiring dudes! I think the course material refresh during the 3 day bootcamp also helped a lot.
    On Sunday we finished the bootcamp off with the two best lectures on of the program on Warmth and Sexualisation. They were taught by the rockstars who are in my opinion the best in those two areas, and so there was so much added interest and enthusiasm that the lectures turned into a whirlwind of mastermind knowledge! I definitely gained a lot from those sessions.

    Sunday I had to take a night off to catch up on some tasks that I have been needing to do… as with the real estate seminars last week and intense bootcamp all weekend I had started to fall behind. So really needed to get up to speed with some things. Then last night we hit the club down the road again, F12. The club was absolutely rammed packed, and I very quickly hooked a little cutie and got talking to her and making out with her all night.

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    Monday, July 28/14

    While in my pre-rockstar life the past Saturday and Sunday night would have been epic nights I cannot help but compare them to Friday nights ridiculousness and thus label them as slow nights.

    On Saturday night myself and a few other Rockstars went to dinner with 4 Swedish girls. It was setup from one of the instructors here so most people did not know each other before. It was an interesting experience because it was the first time I had been in a dinner/date environment during this Rockstar period. From a state point of view I found it much easier to do because there was no pressure to keep the conversation going as the girls of socially obligated to stay (she’s not going to leave during dinner). Out of the 3 that were available only 1 was who I would call attractive and she had monkey called on her so I did not pursue anyone else.

    At night we went to a club called The Wall and got a table there. As I may have mentioned before this is Sweden’s main vacation months and the clubs here a quite a while to get busy. In fact right now every Swedish person is saying that the weather here is the hottest they can ever remember. That means most people are away at their cottages and vacation homes which is hurting the club life. We have to divide up the groups and go to many different clubs otherwise we will burn down a club in minutes. While at the club despite the fact you are in a small group you still have to calibrate your approaches and behaviour. There are a couple hundred people in each club max. Not 2000 like Vegas, so you cannot do ridiculous stuff and expect everyone in the club not to see it. On Saturday the club was empty basically for the majority of the night but started to fill up towards the end. It was a slow night for girls but in Sweden the average is higher than in America so that helps out a bit. I met a cute Swedish girl who was slightly overweight and thus did not pass the physical attraction test (remember they are either a 1 or a 0, pass or fail). However it did give me an opportunity to practice escalating. We bounced around the club a few times and ended up heading over to the White Room (another club) at around 2am. I really was not into her and knew the time was coming where she was going to realize I wasn’t going home. I still have difficulty letting people down but have noticed it has come a long way. One other skill that has come a long way is sexualizing. It really starts to matter less and less what you say to the girl in order to turn her on. Keeping eye contact without smiling with close proximity is enough to turn her on. Whispering absolutely anything into her ear turns her on (loud club? perfect, get in her ear). The girl at the end of the night did not interest me so I left to go back to the hotel. Hopefully the weather turns a little bit for the worse so everyone comes back to Stockholm for next weekend.

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    Thursday, July 31/14

    I have trying to get in as much information as possible as the end of Rockstar nears. The last few nights have been great because our ex-honey badger roommate has been helping in pointing out the subtle things in our game that are hurting us. On Monday night he pointed out something huge that I had no idea I was doing it and how much of an impact it was going to make.

    My preference in girls is that they are tall. I have honestly never dated a short girl every. The shortest I have ever dated was maybe 5’6”. The last three however were all 5’8” and above (yes, I am a leg guy). On Monday night at College we were opening a bunch of sets that did not interest me at all and are not worth going into detail about. Eventually we landed upon a 4 set with one girl who was, with heels on, getting very close to my height (I stand with shoes slightly above 6’3”). She was a quintessential Swedish with her lean body, blonde hair, and blue eyes. I did not know it at the time but this was going to be my final set of the night and it was not going to end up in my favor.

    We open and you can immediately tell she is a yellow, with regards to her energy level at least. I had asked the ex-honey badger to watch my set for a bit so the pressure was on. I still struggle at times to pull girls up who come into the set with a lower energy and this one was no different. I eventually got her to come around and it ended up being a great conversation. I was actually impressed with my ability to go through the different parts of the conversation with regards to normal, teasing/humor, and warmth. I also noted I need to work on my sexual conversation more. All in all though I was happy by my growth. The biggest mistake I made in set was not screening for the boyfriend. I ended up spending the better part of my night with this girl only to have to tell me 5 minutes before she left that she had a boyfriend. I think that may be a big part of the reason why she was very low energy to us at first. Did not matter to me because of the lesson I was about to learn.

    After she left the ex-honey badger said my set was fine, he would not change a thing if it were him in the first 5 minutes and very little for the rest. However what I failed to do during the whole conversation was build sexual tension. I knew that I needed work on the sexual conversation, but he pointed out to me that it was more fundamental. When I was talking to her I would glance away, smile or laugh, or use humor during the whole conversation. I had no idea I was doing that. In fact I thought my eye contact was one of the strongest parts. Plus, there I was using humor and teasing a lot not realizing that it was killing the sexual tension. I knew exactly what he meant when he told me these. During the conversation I could feel it building myself and I would release it by doing any of those movements. I cannot wait to go out again another night because I really feel this is such an easy thing to fix and a fundamental part of the game. Time will tell this weekend..

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    Saturday, August 2/14

    If you have been following you may have noticed we do not go out Tuesday or Thursday nights thus this post will only include one night's worth of of experience. That is not to say we did not use Thursday to its full benefit however. In fact this Thursday was one of the most productive on Rockstar thus far.

    On Thursday we all gathered at 2pm with the Rockstars, instructors, and everyone. Today was a day I was looking forward to for a long time. We were holding the ‘Circle of Truth’ today. In our Circle of Truth someone is nominated and we all take turns going around in a circle and give that person honest feedback on things that may have been bothering us, things that they could improve, or other things considered constructive criticisms. In fact we were not allowed to say anything good about the person whatsoever. We were instructed to stick to negative feedback only. My first thoughts about this were how great it was going to be because you might hear something you have not been able to see yourself or to put in another way, behaviours or actions you are blind to. I had no idea just how sharp or pointed it was going to feel.

    During the feedback session it was a lot of fun giving criticism for the reason above. I tried to give it as best I could and on issues that the guys might not be aware of and the deeper reason behind it. I also tried to frame it as positively as I could, however, it could have been better. We took a break at one point and I ate twice as much as I should have. Upon returning I felt groggy and tired, and the next guys feedback came off so harshly I surprised myself. It really hit home when the feedback came to me. I was the last one to go that night and I would argue that mine might have been the lightest of them all, it still stung a bit. After feeling that sting I put myself into the shoes of the other guys I was giving feedback to. I ended up seeking a few of them out that I particularly felt I was harsh towards and reassured them that it was coming from a good place and I could have said it in a much better way.

    The feedback session was valuable however I took away a 2 other important notes from it. The first is to be patient but cautious with who you take advice from. Like any skill some people are better than others. Once you take the advice play with it in your head whether or not you agree and how truthful it is. Some of the advice I got was that I was aiming too low with regard to some aspects of my life. Maybe, but how well do they really know my life back home? The second is that do not take advice for granted. That Circle of Truth is probably the last time in my life I will have the opportunity for people to go around the room and critic me like that. These are people who have lived with me for the last 8 weeks and do know a thing or two about my personality. These sessions do not happen in the real world. Thus I will not take criticism in the future for granted as unless given explicit instructions, most people do not want to offend others with their honest opinions.

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    Monday, August 4/14

    The fixes the ex honey badger told me the other night have been great strides with my game. I cannot believe it has taken me this long to find it out and fix. I knew it was a problem as soon as I tried to fix it because as soon I would hold eye contact longer than I would have before I could feel the tension building. It is one of the best fixes for me because as I said in previous posts I have had trouble sexualizing and now I can do it without having to come up with sexual verbal statements. I can do it with my eyes, proximity, and speech. As the conversation progresses I continually get closer now and hold the eye contact until she breaks it. I also make sure to talk in her ear so that she can feel my breath on her and pull her into me by the waist.

    One of the past nights we went out to a club called Rose. It was a decent night to practice considering the club was quite small. Every single girl I tried the above sexual physical communications with I could feel it working with. In fact there was not one girl I spoke to that night I did not believe would come home with me if I pressed for it. Unfortunately I was not attracted to any of them highly enough that I wanted to push it very far. The lowest amount of attraction I built with any of the girls this night was once I could feel it was on I would start to leave the conversation and their friend would come up to me and say “My friend really likes you.” The most amount of attraction with one of the girls that night was one of the girls had a friend come up to me and say “My friend wants to fuck you.” As I said none of them I was really attracted so I went home alone but I was more than happy with this. I was really starting to get worried about my sexualization aspect of interacting with woman and I now finally feel like I am on to it. I have struggled greatly with sex back home and have repressed it most of my life which probably explains why I would dart my eyes away once I could feel it building with a girl. Now I have started progressing farther than I ever have in my life with sexuality in as little as a few days. Speaking and interacting with a sexual presence feels so much more powerful and fulfilling in conversations, an element I have never experienced before. I have read “Think and Grow Rich” by Napoleon Hill and the chapter on Sexual Transmutation comes to mind here. It said something like every interaction and project in life is enriched when you add sexual presence to it. I never knew what it meant at the time or how to incorporate it but now that I can feel it I think I have a direction on where to take it. It is not a clear direction, but it is a direction nonetheless.

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    Thursday, 31 July

    Last night was up there with one of my best nights on Rockstar! But first I will start with Tuesday night…

    So we are in the middle of one of the best business seminars of the program so far, where we are learning skills that will help us find our path to greatness in either the corporate world or in our own start up businesses. It’s really epic, and because of that we have been running over time in seminars. So it was pretty late at night, and I was suuuuper tired. One of the mentors came down to have a business chat with my roommate that ran on pretty late into the next morning… and then at about 3am the guys decided to go across the road to the club that was about to close and see what was out there.
    At first I was way too tired, but somehow they twisted my arm… and when we got there the clubbers were pouring out the gate. We very quickly did our thing and within 15 minutes we found a couple hot swedes that wanted ze ‘afta partee’. We got back to the hotel room, music pumping, vodka flowing (for them, not us) and it looked like it was surely on… but all of a sudden their drunken vikingness took over and it quickly got out of hand, as drunken swedes flew like superman across the room. The guys then tried a change of plans and took them to find a way to the roof of the hotel, which apparently didn’t exist. Who knows what happened from there!

    Then last night I met probably one of the hottest girls I’ve ever hooked up with in my life! The night started super slow at club solidaritech. I was absolutely exhausted from the previous night’s adventures which had lasted until 7am in the morning, followed by an intense business seminar all day. The club quickly picked up and was packed with an abundance of young Swedish students. It was loud, busy and I was getting pushed all over the place… not great when you are sober and can barely keep your eyes open.
    But I kept going and started approaching everything in sight… but my low energy led to a lot of blow outs. For the first time in a while I was getting rejected all over the place. But I noticed something… something was different. I was rock solid. Fearless and relentless inside. In the first few weeks of Rockstar, a night like this would have spiralled down very quickly for me as my state would have dropped and I would most likely have left the club early. But for some reason I was completely resilient to the rejection. I think after so many awesome interactions, you eventually just know for a fact, without any doubt, that you are AWESOME, and any rejection is probably just because you are being lazy or maybe something is up with the girl. I found myself internally just laughing off the rejection as if the girl was missing out on the best night of her life!

    Then after 4 or 5 hours, out of nowhere I met an insanely gorgeous and awesome Swedish TV presenter girl. Oh my god she brought the good vibes! We hit it off super quick, and I got her number before she had to find her friends (as I am writing this blog a few days later than the actual date, I can tell you that this story is ‘to be continued’). So much of hotness!

    But then it gets better… this interaction spiked my energy right back up and I started fucking around and having fun with my fellow rockstars, doing the normal stupid fun shit we would do to bring the good vibes! Making fun of girls, hitting on guys, introducing our buddy’s to ugly girls and so on. Then all of a sudden in the distance, through the crowd, was a glowing light of blondeness. It was like something out of a movie scene as she threw her blonde hair back! I felt my heart stop and I was about to just ignore it, when one of the junior instructors told me to go for it… and so I B-lined across to her and approached as strong and with as much confidence as I fucking could, “excuse me but I saw you dancing over here, and you… pause (eye contact)… are absolutely fucking gorgeous… who the hell are you?” She turned and opened glowing green!
    I was almost in shock as this girl was by far the hottest girl in the club, and had to gather myself for a second… and then it’s like I went into max output! (I’m starting to notice how my auto response to the hotter girls is to bring the heat more than normal… in the past I would talk to a hot girl and my fear would take over… whereas instead now my game automatically goes through the roof as I want her so bad). So I got her laughing and I could just tell she was in to me, from her openness to my active sub comms! I quickly moved her off the chaotic dancefloor, to the bar to get a drink, then over to another table, building compliance all the way. The conversation just flowed so naturally with loads of light Swedish style humor!
    Then I pulled her out of the club to go to our after-hours club, but on the way I got word from the others that the club was dead… and so instead we went for an after party back at the hotel room. Unfortunately her drunken friend was tagging along… but the beauty of Rockstar is that you have wings all over the place, and as soon as I got back to the hotel a wing pulled in and very easily took the friend off my hands. It was an amazing night, and a breakthrough for me in terms of the quality of girls I now believe I can pull! This story is also ‘to be continued’...

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    Saturday, 02 August

    That next Thursday afternoon was a super long day! The gorgeous blonde from the night before had stayed over and only left around midday… which meant I barely got an hour of sleep. Which in hindsight was not a great idea as the next day was the much anticipated ‘Circle of Truth’.

    Basically all the rockstars, mentors and instructors got together in one big circle and one by one the baton was handed from rockstar to rockstar to receive feedback and constructive criticism from every other person in the room. It was a slow and gruelling process, but possibly the most impactful session of the entire program. Not only did this allow us the opportunity to give feedback to other rockstars on various things that we may have been keeping inside for a while, but also to receive. There was a moment when I came to the realisation that this is something that does not happen anywhere else in the world. I never did anything like this in school, university or any of the largest corporations I have worked for… and I have never heard anyone else speak of doing anything similar. Which is kind of mind blowing when you realise how beneficial something like this can be.
    Some of the guys were brought to tears as they had some of the biggest realisations of their lives. I too was given critical feedback on bad habits, negative mindsets and bad characteristics that I didn’t even know I had. Yet when so many people in one room agree on it, the realisations are then grounded into something you will always strive to correct and improve upon. The entire process took around 12 hours as we only finished up at around 3/4am the next morning. I was completely broken afterwards, as were most of us, and walked out of there with more food for thought than I’ve ever had in my life.

    The next day it felt like the group had immediately grown closer. After the realisations from the critical feedback, and the acceptance that then follows… you can’t help but feel closer to those that have cared enough to be honest like that with you and help you to develop more as a person. It was possibly one of the strongest bonding experiences I’ve ever had with a bunch of guys. We’ve only been around each other for 7 or 8 weeks now, but it feels like I’ve known these guys for many many years.

    Last night I went with a few of the guys to Rose nightclub. It had a higher than normal age restriction, so there was a lot less young student and a lot more couples which made it a little trickier than normal. The club started slow but around 1am it was packed to the rim. Met a few cuties, got a few numbers, and then we made our way across to the after hours club. We had a table, but it wasn’t going as mental as normal as I think everyone was a bit drained from the previous night.
    Although in saying that, one of the guys actually double dipped after having also pulled a girl the night before (3 from 2). He is a really good friend of mine on the program, and seeing his progression from where he came from in the start to where he is now is absolutely mind blowing. He went from a super serious quirky corporate guy to being one of the most bad ass dudes on the program. It is so fucking awesome to see, and is a testament to what a program like Rockstar can do!

    For me, I think I was not really my usual self last night… as the two stunners from Wednesday night have been on my mind constantly since then. Constantly texting with them has distracted me a little.
    Today a cute blonde from Helsingborg (5 hours outside Stockholm) who I met in the first week in Stockholm is travelling in to see me. I’ve been texting her pretty hard since she left, and by sexualising it super hard I managed to convince her to come see me again. So I am pretty sure I know how tonight is going to end up…

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    Tuesday, 05 Aug

    As the program draws towards the point when you can count the number of days left in one hand, I can a sense of overwhelming sadness. On one hand I am super excited about the lifestyle I get to go away and start building, but on the other hand I am kind of anxious what those first few nights will feel like when at home not going out… and more so, not having my boys around me.
    However, we have recently spoken in an internal debrief amongst the rockstars alone, and put together various plans that will help us all keep the momentum going post rockstar… to continue in our progress and self-development in game, lifestyle, business and fitness. So I have a lot of faith that we will all really internalise everything we have learnt and carry it forward into our new lifestyles, whilst staying in touch and visiting each other on a regular basis!

    Today we had the final debrief, where the instructors gave us their overall impressions of our growth over the program, where our strengths have developed and areas we still need to work on. Apparently my growth has been one of the cleanest, as it has been very gradual whereby the foundation blocks were put in place first which lead to a slow and steady development. It’s strange because this is actually how I approach a lot of things in my life in general… always laying down the foundation before I take the bold leaps forward. This has been very different to some of the other guys who had much sharper spikes of progress at various stages throughout, some at the beginning and some much later on. The good news is that gradual growth like mine is apparently much easier to carry forward into the future, after rockstar ends. I know I also still have a lot of work to do in certain areas such as masculinity, leading and dominance, passive sub comms and non-judgmental frame setting, so this will give me drive to continue pushing myself going forward!

    The instructors gave me some really awesome feedback, which I am truly grateful for. And it made me think back to all the daily debriefs we had in the first few weeks of the program, and then the more scattered debriefs that followed throughout the program. I honestly think the feedback from these sessions were an integral key in my growth and development in game on this program. They helped identify my glaring weaknesses and course redirect my focus when it was needed. I think by learning from our mistakes when they are exposed after action is taken, you have a more natural learning curve than when constantly studying new techniques and theory. It’s like when you learn to drive a car, at first you learn all the theory that is needed, but then you get in and drive… at first you make bad mistakes like turning too hard on the steering wheel or slamming brakes too hard… but as you learn from these mistakes they naturally become less and less and before you know it you are driving like a pro. By taking action, making mistakes and then course redirecting I have gradually developed a natural style game. To be honest I don’t even think about game anymore, unless something is pointed out in a debrief or by an instructor, and I barely look at my notes either. The rest of the time it just comes out smoothly and naturally. The trick going forward for me will be maintaining it and sharpening the sword when needed.

    On Saturday night I tried so hard to set up a double dip with two of the hottest girls I met on this program. The gorgeous swede from the week before, along with the girl that came in from Helsingborg to see me. At one point I thought I had it sorted… whereby I had made plans to go see the first one at her house, but told her I had to head out alone to see an old “colleague” around midnight… when the other one was coming in from some rave in the woods. It all started to backfire when the first one flaked on me, and the other one said she ways staying at the rave. So I went to see my boys at a club Berns. It was Pride week in Stockholm so half the girls were lesbian which made approaching seem like a ‘lucky dip’! Not much luck was had, but then all of a sudden the second girl text me to say she had made in back into the city centre and her and her friend ready to hit up an after party.

    I quickly got two other rockstars involved and we got some booze together and met them back at the hotel. What followed was a pretty frustrating cat and mouse chase, as they were super prude… which led to a massive smackdown where I basically told them to get the fuck out. This laid things on the table for what they were, and next thing after my two wings left I got in a situation with the two girls where a threesome seemed inevitable. They were actually bisexual, so I was sure it was on. I started getting physical with my girl whilst her friend watched. Slowly she got more and more involved as I was kissing mine… and then as I was making a move to bring her into the mix of things, she suddenly jumped up and decided to leave us in private. ‘Close but no cigar’, but still ended up having probably the best sex I’ve had on the program, all morning, 4 or 5 times. She blew my mind and all expectations! Gotta love swedes!

    Sunday and Monday were pretty slow nights and I didn’t end up going out, due to constantly trying to set up a date with the first girl that flaked the night before. I’ve never had to work my text game so hard before, as this smoking hot princess has been really make me work hard for it. I’ve actually had to reach out to some of the instructors for text help, as I have become way too emotionally invested in her now… and it’s effecting the way I speak to her by over reaching a lot. The value investment has been shifting back and forth between me and her, as at some points she is chasing me and then it swings into the reverse. I really want to see her again, as she is by far the hottest and most awesome, interesting girl I have met on this program (bar the swiss girl I met in Vegas) but she is making it super difficult and I fear it may not happen. She flaked on a date last Monday night, so I thinking about laying down a hard smackdown now. However am trying not to let her get into my head, as I really don’t want it effecting my last week and upcoming final weekend.

    6 days and counting! I can’t believe it’s nearly coming to an end!

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    29/7
    Swedish game hasn’t come to me as easily as it has for the other guys in the program but I have still been making a lot of progress recently. A lot of it came from my roommate coming to the realization that game is exactly the same here for the vast majority of things and really it’s the same all over the world for what really matters – subcomms and sexual tension. We are emotional creatures and what we are talking about is pointless. Venture spoke about this at length today when he was discussing the model that Sterling and he had created. It’s a very natural way for humans to interact, meaning that it is the way that modern’s humans interact. Have some fun together and so want to know a little about them, dig deeper on some of the decisions they have made and start to get turned on by them and make that feeling bigger and bigger and then go somewhere private and act on that feeling.


    You can have two very distinctive nights when you’re hitting this stuff hard. Sometimes you go out and you’re absolutely on fire and every set that you speak to hits and you feel like the man. But the flip side is some nights you go out and just get blow out every single set. But what we have found over here in Sweden is that its usually those that you get. And the analogy we use is that you are just turning over stones to try and find something that sparkles on the other side. You approach again and again and again and get blown out fucking hard but one set will open glowing green and be amazing. Its funny how the nights work. You have to be disciplined in your intent and push it fucking hard and the rewards will come.

    Ive been having more success over here. Some of it has been because I have worked out the Swedish humor and others is just being put into positions by other Rockstars. Gang bangs, guys bringing two girls home and needing an extra wing man is always a great way to get laid haha. Its going to be an exciting last few weeks, the program is well into its closing phases and so everyone is gelling pretty well.

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    These past few days we have been learning business strategy and had a number of great discussions that I didn’t really think would relate to game but do in a big way. We had a long discussion about the differences between introverts and extraverts and who needs who more. It was actually very enlightening for me to be able to get along with introverts now. You can be much more of an energy communicator with them because they often don’t really need to have a huge amount of communication. Many of my friends back home don’t contribute a lot to the conversation and just prefer to listen and now I understand the reasons behind that.

    I also had a massive breakthrough for myself in terms of warmth last night. I brought a girl home that I liked. She wouldn’t let me bang her because she was on her period and didn’t want a bar of it but we did go into warmth naturally as we were laying there naked. When warmth is done correctly there should be this pit of feeling in your chest that you actually like a girl and leaving her or having her leaving you should tough. That exact thing happened last night but the thing was there were no words this time. We barely spoke, I didn’t talk about any of the stories in my life it was all subcomms. It makes sense that all of the other parts of the models work primarily with the subcomms and warmth should be no different.

    One of the other big things to happen in the last few days is the amount of conversations ive been able to have with the instructors about masculinity and how to be masculine around women. I have problems going after what I want sometimes because I don’t want to make decisions for people but that type of mindset is really hurting my ability to get women. I need to have a better understanding of the male and female and what they respectively want from women and I’ve been directed towards books that will help me with that. I have a lot of things to work on post Rockstar. For anyone out there thinking of applying, don’t think that Rockstar will be the end of the work. For most of us its only the beginning, and that’s the way it should be.

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    Yesterday was easily the toughest day of the program so far. We had the circle of truth, which other guys have spoken about but for me was really tough. I wasn’t expecting a lot of the feedback that I was given by people and it stung. My time in the ringer came out to about an hour and honestly it was fucking tough to sit through because a lot of the points that were raised for me where things that I thought I had gotten a lot better at and things that I had spent a lot of conscious time working on in the past.

    Nevertheless that record I have of the hour of conversation is probably one of the most important things I own. I made sure to immediately back it up in a few different locations because I was given about 10 years of life experience and a bunch of people with my best interests at heart telling me how it is, without sugar coating. There is a lot of things to work on in the future and it will probably take me a few years to really get there. But I am excited because its going to make me a much better person.
    On the game front my ability to get over the flinch is getting better and better and I find myself more and more taking right action over emotion. Taking positive bold action in life puts you in such a positive mind frame and will propel you towards the success that you desire. Rockstar is starting to get into its final stages now so all the boys are bonding really well. After the circle of truth there was an obvious change in the group dynamic, things have cleared up between us all and now we can just focus on getting along with each other and enjoying the final few weeks.

    On the game front my ability to get over the flinch is getting better and better and I find myself more and more taking right action over emotion. Taking positive bold action in life puts you in such a positive mind frame and will propel you towards the success that you desire. Rockstar is starting to get into its final stages now so all the boys are bonding really well. After the circle of truth there was an obvious change in the group dynamic, things have cleared up between us all and now we can just focus on getting along with each other and enjoying the final few weeks.

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    5/8
    Ive had a date and gone out in the past few nights but there is nothing huge to report on the game front. The date went well because when you have a bar in your hotel logistics are a dream but one thing that did come out with it is how simple subcomms can be. We were sitting a way that made touching a little difficult so at a few stages during our conversation I just stared deeply into her eyes and held my silence. The tension shot through the roof and it was all I really needed to change the interaction into something with a lot of attraction.

    One thing that we have done these past few days was the Rockstar internal debrief, where we were able to speak to each other and give each other feedback without anyone else in the room. I wont go into any detail about what was said but the experience was really fucking great for everybody. Getting honest feedback is so hard to find in the world but its so beneficial. Being able to talk about problem that your having and connecting with other people that have the same problems or have overcome them in the past is very rare and something that I don’t take for granted being able to access on Rockstar. Rockstar is such an amazing environment to grow as a person and I feel very blessed to have been able to experience it in my life. To be around so many people who are all pushing to get the most out of life is definitely rare, but was rarer is that differs in so many ways for everyone on the program. Being surrounded by that day in and day out has been an amazing experience.

    The program will be over in a week. And I know I will be sad to see everyone go. But on top of that I know that I have made brothers for life all over the world. We are already planning on how we will stay in contact after rockstar and I know this wont be the last I see of everyone here.

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    Its become evident over the last few nights of going out that I just need to force myself to start closing all the girls I am talking to. Sexual tension is very different in Sweden to in vegas because heavy sexual intent is just not needed over here. That makes it hard for me to get really turned on in set and so closing doesn’t feel natural. But that’s all bullshit. We had our final game debrief today and mine basically came down to for the next few months of game I just need to focus on going out, having fun and fucking girls. The knowledge is all in my head, I don’t need to sit at home and read notes and I don’t need to worry about calibration or anything like that. Its all there and its naturally ready to come to the forefront. I don’t need to worry about any of that. I tried implementing that last night and although I didn’t pull successfully I still tried and came very close. That’s all I want to focus on from now on. Going in, be fun, then try and fuck them and create that sexual vibe.

    I have spent too long analysing game and trying to break down all the interactions and where I can get better. I have good game I just dont believe it yet, but the way I start believing it is to close and close and close. Its taken me a long time to unfuck my mind in relation to women and how I think of myself around them. But I have come a long fucking way. When I look back over rockstar I can see so many different obstacles that I have overcome. There were times when just approaching a girl scared the shit out of me, now its natural. Touching used to terrify me, now its a part of all my sets. Going sexual used to stress me out, now I love expressing that. All of these things were awesome to overcome but also put me in the loop of thinking that I needed to get better and better game and that I needed to add more things in before I could actually start having success. But I didnt, it was there and its been there for quite some time but its only now that I have finally cleared the shit out of my head and started chasing after what I want.

    So many things go into that. Inner game issues, actual game issues, stopping my natural tendancy to break thing down and try and come to my own conclusions. Its been the work of a plethora of different instructors all giving me their advice and the rockstars helping me to. But we got there. Now its time to fuck shit up.

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    Wednesday 18 June

    To be honest I don’t even know what to think. I have definitely entered what they call “the hard yards.” I’m still trying to get a feel for all this approaching. I can get into my head often. I’ve let some of the instructors know of this and their feedback is to just keep on pushing out of the mindset. One of my mantras is to get comfortable being uncomfortable. In my mind, from the outside looking in, always though that I somehow would magically have “great game.” I find that I roll too often with a wing, let him open most of the sets and I just swing in. Now its not a bad thing to do this if you just feel like hanging with your boys. However, for me, being in the mindset of gaining as much as reference experience during these 9 weeks, its not the best way to get to where I want to be. For me being on this program is a massive overhaul of my inner game. I’m not very solid one night, and a firecracker the next. I try to keep the momentum going, but it seems that I’m trying to chase it all the while trying to practice as much as possible.

    I really thought at the onset of this journey of great game, that it would magically just click and I magically have baller status. Its not that at all. It really is hard work just like anything else in life. Now its just running after what you want constantly until you get there. This weekend is EDC and honestly I’m not too exited about it. I mean, its like a big outdoor party with this type of techie music but thats just not my thing. I don't see any depth or meaning in that type of music. But I do like the fact that they’re a ton of pretty much naked chicks there and they're there to party. I’m anxious. A good chuck of the group is going so its be sweet to just be surrounded by some great friends with cool vibes. But by the same token, I don’t know what to expect, maybe thats the fun part, but I hope I will have a blast.

    The our official weekend off kicks in this Friday and some of the boys and I decided to rent motorcycles and ride out to the Grand Canyon. It’s about a 2/3 hour ride but its going to be sick. There’s part of me that think its a bit cliche but fuck it. This is Project Rockstar. We make our own rules. Personally, I can’t wait to see what the desert looks like. I’ve never seen just barren wasteland. I’m sure we’ll run into some sort of shenanigans. With this group of pros, something sick will happen. It will also be a great bonding experience. We are all getting along surprisingly well, but there’s still an element of unknown. We’ve only known each other for 2 weeks or so and I feel we’re not entirely comfortable with each other, say a friend of a few years would be. Its all good though.

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    Monday 23 June

    EDC was it. Holy fuck. I now have a new found love for electronic dance music. I hated that music beforehand. I saw it as a silly way for people to act like retards. I actually enjoyed making fun of people who listened to that music. Man, was I wrong. Most of the boys came out and it was a blast. We were let loose upon this mass wasteland. Picture like a disneyland with a very sharp edge to it. There were different fields with different styles of EDM music. Rides, food booths, and most importantly free water. We partied all night and were completely in the moment. For me it was a productive step forward. EDC is not really a place you want to go to practice game. I mean theres tons of hot girls there with next to nothing on but the energy and feel of the place is not conducive to my progression in game. Thats not to say I didn't have fun. I did. I had 4 different make outs with complete randos that I will never see again. These went something like this, “Hey, you’re cute” followed by holding her arm, pulling her into me and going for the make out. Granted it didn't work every time but so what. It was fun to try and land the mahouts that I did. And there it is. I got out of my mind that making out with completely random girls…is normal. Obviously in the club I can’t go arbitrarily start plucking chicks left and right and expect a high success rate of making out with them without saying a word. The feel, vibe and downright experience of the place was magnetic. I recommend everyone go at least once in their lifetime to EDC. Epic.

    A few of the boys and I also went on a bike ride to the Grand Canyon. Dude, there’s just something inherently badass about riding off with your boys like a boss from Vegas to the Grand Canyon. We stopped by the Hoover Dam, raced each other on barren desert highways, and took tons of pic. It was really cool actually. Definitely a great bonding experience. I’m beginning to understand that the more you know the people you are rolling with to the club, the better your chances of success. I know it might sound counterintuitive but it really helps. Also the serenity of the Grand Canyon, and the observation of the power of nature over this earth. If you have not visited the Grand Canyon you are shortchanging yourself. It is a sight to behold. Such natural beauty. Rockstar for me is largely a spiritual journey so having the setting as a backdrop really resonated with me. Taking a break from our break neck schedule really let all the info that was thrown at us take a chance to sink in. Oh yeah, we even managed to drop a bike or two while we were at it. Haha. Then, when we returned the bikes, no one at the shop even noticed. Life is pretty crazy on Rockstar.

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    Monday was nuts. The crazy high from EDC was still wearing down and going out at Marquee and opening sets proved to be a challenge. Not because we were rusty, but because we were exhausted. I was rolling with one of my Rockstar boys pushing ourselves to open sets left and right whilst staying awake. We ended up pulling 2 chicks back to the bungalow from the dance floor. We literally told them they were cute and that they were going to hang with us that night and to come to our bungalow. At first they didn't believe we had a bungalow. But ain’t nobody got time for their denial. As soon as we rolled into the caged area just outside the bungalow to get it their jaws dropped. They were completely amazed that we were in the bungalow partying with the rest of the Rockstar crew. Sometimes I have to remind myself. It’s starting to sink in but I find it all pretty unbelievable. Anyway we took our chicks to a quiet part of one of the balconies overseeing the Vegas strip and proceeding to go through the conversation model. This is where I fucked up. I tend to get into my head if I don’t take immediate bold action. I came in strong and set a non judgmental sexual frame but I failed to sexualize. I can’t stress this enough. In order for the interaction to go well I have to lead, lead, lead motherfucking lead. This is the mans job but its something I’m not used to. I’ve had a bad history of fumbling at the one yard line by not sexualizing early and often. And so my conversation was largely normal and warm. My wing on the other hand was killing it with his chick. This fucked with my head more as I put more false pressure on myself to be sexual which made me become even less sexual. Game can seem complex when you are learning. Looks easy but can be difficult to implement.

    Long story short, we bounced them to their hotel at the Westin and smoked with them. This is where we fucked up since we really got into our heads afterwards. The girls started getting very weird and cold and after a few hail marys to divide and conquer, we excused ourselves and bounced. Was nice talking to them though. They were in their late 20s trying to catch up on their youth. I found it interesting that older people put their lives on hold momentarily to relive their youth. Potential insight there. I still took it as a lesson. All in all, it wasn't a bad night. We did manage to pull two chicks back to their hotel room. Ran into some stiff LMR but nevertheless, I want to have these problems. It means that I am making progress and moving the interaction forward. Had I done a proper job sexualizing we could of banged those chicks right next to each other haha. Its all good though. This being Vegas, loads of new chicks roll in daily.

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    Monday was nuts. The crazy high from EDC was still wearing down and going out at Marquee and opening sets proved to be a challenge. Not because we were rusty, but because we were exhausted. I was rolling with one of my Rockstar boys pushing ourselves to open sets left and right whilst staying awake. We ended up pulling 2 chicks back to the bungalow from the dance floor. We literally told them they were cute and that they were going to hang with us that night and to come to our bungalow. At first they didn't believe we had a bungalow. But ain’t nobody got time for their denial. As soon as we rolled into the caged area just outside the bungalow to get it their jaws dropped. They were completely amazed that we were in the bungalow partying with the rest of the Rockstar crew. Sometimes I have to remind myself. It’s starting to sink in but I find it all pretty unbelievable. Anyway we took our chicks to a quiet part of one of the balconies overseeing the Vegas strip and proceeding to go through the conversation model. This is where I fucked up. I tend to get into my head if I don’t take immediate bold action. I came in strong and set a non judgmental sexual frame but I failed to sexualize. I can’t stress this enough. In order for the interaction to go well I have to lead, lead, lead motherfucking lead. This is the mans job but its something I’m not used to. I’ve had a bad history of fumbling at the one yard line by not sexualizing early and often. And so my conversation was largely normal and warm. My wing on the other hand was killing it with his chick. This fucked with my head more as I put more false pressure on myself to be sexual which made me become even less sexual. Game can seem complex when you are learning. Looks easy but can be difficult to implement.

    Long story short, we bounced them to their hotel at the Westin and smoked with them. This is where we fucked up since we really got into our heads afterwards. The girls started getting very weird and cold and after a few hail marys to divide and conquer, we excused ourselves and bounced. Was nice talking to them though. They were in their late 20s trying to catch up on their youth. I found it interesting that older people put their lives on hold momentarily to relive their youth. Potential insight there. I still took it as a lesson. All in all, it wasn't a bad night. We did manage to pull two chicks back to their hotel room. Ran into some stiff LMR but nevertheless, I want to have these problems. It means that I am making progress and moving the interaction forward. Had I done a proper job sexualizing we could of banged those chicks right next to each other haha. Its all good though. This being Vegas, loads of new chicks roll in daily.

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    Monday was nuts. The crazy high from EDC was still wearing down and going out at Marquee and opening sets proved to be a challenge. Not because we were rusty, but because we were exhausted. I was rolling with one of my Rockstar boys pushing ourselves to open sets left and right whilst staying awake. We ended up pulling 2 chicks back to the bungalow from the dance floor. We literally told them they were cute and that they were going to hang with us that night and to come to our bungalow. At first they didn't believe we had a bungalow. But ain’t nobody got time for their denial. As soon as we rolled into the caged area just outside the bungalow to get it their jaws dropped. They were completely amazed that we were in the bungalow partying with the rest of the Rockstar crew. Sometimes I have to remind myself. It’s starting to sink in but I find it all pretty unbelievable. Anyway we took our chicks to a quiet part of one of the balconies overseeing the Vegas strip and proceeding to go through the conversation model. This is where I fucked up. I tend to get into my head if I don’t take immediate bold action. I came in strong and set a non judgmental sexual frame but I failed to sexualize. I can’t stress this enough. In order for the interaction to go well I have to lead, lead, lead motherfucking lead. This is the mans job but its something I’m not used to. I’ve had a bad history of fumbling at the one yard line by not sexualizing early and often. And so my conversation was largely normal and warm. My wing on the other hand was killing it with his chick. This fucked with my head more as I put more false pressure on myself to be sexual which made me become even less sexual. Game can seem complex when you are learning. Looks easy but can be difficult to implement.

    Long story short, we bounced them to their hotel at the Westin and smoked with them. This is where we fucked up since we really got into our heads afterwards. The girls started getting very weird and cold and after a few hail marys to divide and conquer, we excused ourselves and bounced. Was nice talking to them though. They were in their late 20s trying to catch up on their youth. I found it interesting that older people put their lives on hold momentarily to relive their youth. Potential insight there. I still took it as a lesson. All in all, it wasn't a bad night. We did manage to pull two chicks back to their hotel room. Ran into some stiff LMR but nevertheless, I want to have these problems. It means that I am making progress and moving the interaction forward. Had I done a proper job sexualizing we could of banged those chicks right next to each other haha. Its all good though. This being Vegas, loads of new chicks roll in daily.

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    Thursday, August 6/14

    This is my penultimate blog post for Rockstar. Just saying that probably would have hit home that this amazing journey is coming to an end but today some bigger happened. Normally there are 2 guys to a room here in Stockholm but because we wanted the ex-honey badger here with us we flew him out and he stayed in our room. He unfortunately had some business to get to and left us today. Thus him leaving was a big reminder that Rockstar 2014 is coming to a close very soon.

    On Sunday night I had to stay in this week because of an issue back home. That actually allowed me to go to sleep much earlier than I would have normally, maybe two to three hours earlier. I woke up on Monday and felt completely rejuvenated, something I have not felt for a long time here because of all the late nights out. Going out on Monday night with full energy I could see how far my game had come. I did not even go into the club and I was into two sets. The second set would prove to be the last one of the night that I would need to do. Her friends ended up with mine and we brought them back to the hotel for an after party. This is where things got interesting.

    We got them to the hotel and immediately ran into a logistical problem of not having any free rooms to go into. We ended up using one the guys here whose roommate was went to bed early (sorry buddy!). We got there, woke him up, moved everyone in, and started pouring drinks. We had 3 girls there and 4 guys. The 4th guy was a friend they brought from the bar. We were going to need to get rid of him somehow. One of the guys decided to send out a message on the whatsapp group thread saying, ‘Rockstars we need your help’. Well, we got it. I think 6 more guys ended up showing up and started partying. The guy friend ended up going to use the washroom soon after they arrived and that's when the additional rockstar help jumped on the opportunity. They completely surrounded the girl on the bed who he was after. There was no way for him to get close now and after about 5 minutes of him trying, he got frustrated and left.

    Now this is where you would think they would now leave. The ex-honey badger (my roommate) was videotaping the 3rd girl saying sexual humor to her and she was not having it. She was drinking quite a bit and flew off the handle (Swedish humor is different). After he asked her a few things she tossed her full drink at him. What a state break. A brief argument ensued but that was enough to kill the moment. After everything that happened (that I did not mention) that night it was a pretty funny event and funny way to get the additional Rockstars that joined to finally leave the room!

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    Stockholm we have arrived. We all arrived in Sweden yesterday and have spent the day preparing for the festivities to begin for the Sweden leg of our journey. So far Stockholm has been awesome. As one would expect there are a ton of good-looking girls, but I wouldn't say that it is too much higher than any big city in the US or other parts of Europe. I am really looking forward to getting into day game since I have never tried my hand at it before. The thought of approaching a girl on the street is a little bit nerve racking. Whereas I can tell myself in a nightclub that girls came there to meet guys, I have a harder time reconciling in my head that a girl walking to work, is as keen to meet a guy. I know it is just something that I will have to overcome, but I know that it will be an obstacle. One of the reasons I am looking forward to day game is because it is something that you can do at pretty much anytime. For so long I have seen girls walking down the street or in the mall or a myriad of other places and have been afraid to approach them. Soon I will begin the process of getting over this fear and that is very exciting to me. Another thing I find interesting about approaching girls in the day is that you can meet girls you would otherwise never meet if you only went out to night clubs. Some girls never, or very rarely, go out to night clubs, but they all go shopping, or walk to work, or are out during the day for whatever reason. It seems like opening up a whole new world of opportunity.

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    So today was the first day of day game. I was able to get over my approach anxiety much quicker than I thought I would be able to. I think because I had already dealt with it so much and have approached so many girls by this point that it really didn't phase me a whole lot. After all, the only thing that really changed is the environment. Girls still like guys and want to be approached. Girls have romantic ideas about how they will meet guys and a guy coming up to them in their day-to-day seemingly at random is usually out of the ordinary from them. Also, who doesn't like a sincere and genuine compliment. The first couple of girls I approached I actually startled because I was too far behind before I touched their arm. So the first lesson I quickly learned was that I need to get into their periphal vision before opening, so that I wasn't coming out of no where and startling them. Also, I had much better luck when I did not approach from the front and instead let them walk past while trying to establish eye contact and then turning around and approaching them from behind. They key for me I think is to make approaching during the day a habit as soon as possible. If it is something that I don't do during my normal daily routine while I am out then I think it will be very hard to maintain because I will always be busy and dedicating even an hour during the day a couple times a week will become a chore. If instead it is something I naturally do while I am at the supermarket or shopping I think it will serve me better and be much more maintainable. In the near future though, I need to make a concerted effort to go out with the sole purpose of meeting girls during the day to build the competency, confidence, and mindset.

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    Circle of truth. What an amazing concept and tool. So, all of us spent almost twelve hours going around and providing constructive criticism to each person. So imagine a room full of guys and one person receiving feedback from each of those guys. Then it rotates to the next guy and so on and so forth. It is incredibly powerful, because it is so rare to receive the honest opinions of others. So often we don't say what we really feel and we sugarcoat and shy away from hard truths or presenting our opinion because we fear how the other person will take it. This is often to their detriment. It is very hard for us to know how other people percieve us. The circle of truth was akin to having someone video tape you and then play it back for you to see. In your head you look and sound one way and then you hear your voice and see yourself on video and what you see is different. That is very powerful. The key is to set up an environment where everybody believes that everybody else is coming from of place of genuinely wanting to see them get better. Often we come across a certain way simply because we are unaware. It was also I chance to clear the air. After living together for so long, there are bond to be things about each other that start to annoy us. For some, I think it was especially beneficial because they had built up walls to resist certain changes and any one person alone would be unable to break those walls down. With the power of the group however, those walls could be demolished. It was no longer what this one person saw, but how the group viewed them. Social pressure and influence is an extremely powerful thing.

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    The circle of truth definitely brought the group closer together. Some hard truths were shared and everyone took that and took a good hard look at themselves. The exercise generated a lot of honest, candid discussion. Because very few people ever get down to the root of how they feel about each other, when it does happen in a scenario like this, the bond becomes very strong. You learn to trust each other and realize you can be vulnerable with each and not be taken advantage of. On the contrary, you can count on the other person to hear you out, accept you, and support you out in whatever way they can. I feel extremely fortunate to be part of such a group. For me, the guys let me know that I come across as cold and unapproachable when they first met me. They called out the walls that I put up and my naturally stoic nature. I say naturally, but that is not exactly accurate. It is a personality that I have nurtured from a young age and that has only became more ingrained as I have gotten older. It is actually one of the biggest things I wanted to change coming on the program. I would always be envious of those people who could interact with other people very freely and easily. I have gotten better with it, but I still have a long way to go. Hearing the feedback from all of the other guys is definitely helping in that endeavor though. In my head, I am not open because I am afraid of not being accepted by others. I find it very hard to find the right words when I am meeting someone too. I am genuinely interested in getting to know other people, I always just feel very awkward making the first overtures. It is something that I am getting better at though and some of the guys even said just that. It's a journey and a path that I will continue down.

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    I can't believe Rockstar is almost over. I felt a tinge of anxious and anxiety at the end of Vegas when I knew the program was halfway over. Now that the entire program is wrapping up I am feeling a lot of emotions. I feel very lucky and fortunate to have been a part of the program this summer. I know I have benefitted from it greatly. From all of the great business advice, to the social support that has allowed me to develop socially, to the lessons in game and overcoming those fears, to meeting an awesome group of guys and developing friendships that will last a life-time. I also feel very inspired and motivated to take some of my newly acquired skills and ideas and put them into action. A lot of Rockstar has been about exposure and now comes the time to take the ball and keep running. I am a bit bummed because I know that I am going to miss this environment of constant positive energy and unconditional support. I find solace in the fact that all of us are making plans to keep in contact. Some of us are traveling together and we are making plans to live together and work together. It has been an extremely exciting summer and I must say that I see nothing but exciting times ahead. I feel like I am in a very good place in my life right now and I can honestly say I can't remember a time when I have been this happy and positive about all of the opportunities that life has to offer. I feel like the world is within my grasp. I recognize that there is a lot of work ahead, but I welcome the challenges and a chance to meet them head on and overcome them.

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    PR Reflection

    This special event called Project Rockstar has been over now for 12 days. Saying it has been over for that long is hard to believe let alone I was gone for 65 days. The time goes by so fast. Right now I can see us back in Vegas in the Rockstar house. I am a nostalgic person by nature and so events like this and reflecting on them come with quite a bit of emotion. It was a wild journey to say the least. I learned a lot of myself, my strengths and weaknesses, and a lot about other people. I gained a plethora of high achieving, great friends, and had many terrific and not so terrific experiences. Luckily I have a great life to come back to, I have things to look forward to. This is a very good thing because it would be rough to come back after such an epic journey with little prospects in business, women, and life.

    When I first arrived at the Rockstar house and met the guys I was nervous, and as far as I could tell, everyone else felt the same way. Rockstar is unique event that no one can really prepare for. It took maybe a week to start feeling comfortable there, and not in a way I felt I belonged because I did not feel that way until Sweden. After a week I started to feel like the house was a home. By that time however we were deep into the material and going out in Vegas. Thus there was the pressure from everything you are learning and from trying to perform. This is where I had my worst feelings and experiences of the program. I have an extremely hard time expressing my sexuality towards women. I can think of two reasons for this. The first is that I am from a very small town and there just was not the quantity of women around to put yourself out there unless you want to develop a reputation. The second and most damaging reason is I studied religiously for 8 years a book called, “The System” by Doc Love. This book taught me to not be sexual and not to touch women. Clearly being on a course that teaches you the exact opposite and throws you into the fire to do so created a lot of cognitive dissonance for me. Expressing my sexuality at times felt like a Sisyphean task. It was so difficult getting motivated to go out nearly every night of the week to a club where I knew I was going to have to touch, build tension, and honestly feel turned on by a girl. With all guys around talking about their successes and me seeing them made me feel out of place. Luckily in Vegas we had an instructor, Vybe, staying with us that helped me out a lot. Vybe was actually in the Rockstar house with us and on several occasions we chatted about my issue. It was the first time I felt a bit as ease with where I was. Without the talk it felt like I was going to have to go from 0 to 100 instantly. It would not be until Sweden when I would really start to crack my sexuality problem but at the very least thanks to Vybe I had a more pleasant and productive Vegas experience.

    In Sweden everything changed with regard to my outlook and feelings about the course. If I could do the course over again I would make sure that I enjoyed every night I went out. A lot of the time I was trying to overcome an issue and I would come at it with a negative or bad state. In Sweden we got to relax a lot more which helped my state immensely. We had more time to ourselves and more time to bond naturally (as opposed to bonding on a planned day trip). We also went out less which I found actually made a huge difference. I noticed that when I do not get enough sleep I have to work twice as hard to get into a positive state than I do otherwise. If I had to in one word compare the difference between going out rested versus tired I would say going out rested is ‘effortless’. Believe me after a month in Vegas and Sweden I now know the difference for myself. It was Sweden that made me think back to Vegas and wonder how I could have enjoyed it more, and that through enjoying it more I would have got more out of it.

    Sitting here in my small town I cannot believe that just a short time ago I was one of the biggest clubbers in the world. When you actually stop and think about it, who else for the month of June and part of July went out 6 days a week to the hottest night clubs on the planet? Let’s also throw in the Electronic Daisy Carnival, Independance Day, and day clubs. It is pretty surreal to me considering that if I were to go out this weekend in my hometown the busiest bar is going to have at the very most 50 people in it half of which I will know their first name. When we were going to the clubs in Sweden they were infinitely smaller compared to Vegas but they were still much bigger than my home.

    One of the things I took out of Rockstar the most was my next steps. While no one can with 100% accuracy predict or determine their future but still Rockstar has given me a clearer path than I had previously. I have so much now I want to accomplish and after extending my comfort zone I have the mental means to at least start it. Clearly I have to start to develop my life where I do not have to be in my small town forever, and the fact is I do not. While I have an excellent career now I can leverage it to have a better lifestyle. That part is up to me to create and with the help of Rockstar I now have excellent ideas on what I want it to be like. Lifestyle is the easy part however. With a great career and financial situation anyone can create a lifestyle they enjoy. The bigger path Rockstar has shown me is my own mental hurdles I have to overcome to become the man I want to be. Clearly I still have pieces I need to put together and I am so excited to do it. Instead of looking at the small town as something holding me back I now look at it by saying, ‘how can I implement what I have learned into my everyday life no matter the situation?’ I think there is a tremendous opportunity here in this regards. Even if I was in a big city I would not want there to be a ‘pickup’ version, ‘friend’ version, and ‘business’ version of myself. Now I can see that everything you want to be should overlap as much as possible because the more you can overlap, the simpler and easier it is to learn and become. Again, with Rockstar I now have so many ideas and path to go on now.

    Rockstar just would not have been the same without the guys who were on it. Every guy there was unique in his own way, from the Rockstars to the instructors. Without Rockstar I would have walked right past these guys on the street. I would never have known the difference nor what I was going to be missing out on. As mentioned earlier we were the biggest party animals on the planet for 9 straight weeks, that would have been enough of a bonding experience. Of course that not the only way we got to know each other. We lived with one another, worked out together, and partied at EDC. A few of us rented motorbikes and drove to the Grand Canyon, something that will be permanently burned in my memory. It was such an iconic American thing to do, driving through the desert passing thousands of cactus until you arrive as one of the most incredible nature created destinations on the planet. We rented 6 aerobatic airplanes and dog fought each other. We shot machine guns, skydived, and backpacked through Croatia. We took first class to Europe, lived in a hotel for a month, and on the final night we rented out the VIP sections at not one but two clubs in Stockholm. Oh, and on the final night in Vegas we rented two tables and got a bungalow at the Marquee (rated #1 night club in the world). But the best way we bonded was pushing ourselves outside our comfort zone together. There were massive changes in every single guy there and we experienced those with one another. I can do all those material things I listed with anyone in the world tomorrow if I wanted to, but it will be nothing like it was with our group. And sadly, as it is with any large group, Project Rockstar 2014 will never exist again like it did. There were too many people from too many parts of the world. I can say with 100% certainty that we will never be all together again. Which is a big reason why Rockstar is so damn special.

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    So it’s the final Friday and there are literally just 2 official nights of rockstar left. This leaves super much sad in my heart place. And most of this week I have been stuck in a frame battle on text with the hot blonde from last week, and after coming super close to losing her it seems things might actually be on again…..

    On Tuesday night, surprisingly a lot of us decided not to go out yet again. I know Tuesdays is a super slow night in Stockholm, but I kinda thought we would all take full advantage of every night left. That being said I guess everyone was saving a little energy for the final stretch. So after a long awesome seminar on human emotions from the most successful business mentor on the program, which provided so many self-realisations, we decided to take the night off again. So with extra time available I took the opportunity to finally have my photo shoot in the narrow cobblestone streets of Stockholm old town. It’s amazing how insanely good a professional photo can make you look. Later that night we all met up in one of the instructors rooms where we were treated to a spontaneous sex seminar, where all the secrets to ‘being the best a girl has ever had’ were revealed (super much awesome)!

    Wednesday we started off with a seminar on photography, which was followed by part 2 of Mastermind. In part 1 all the rockstars revealed all the awesome flirty and sexual stuff they had been using in their conversations. So in part 2 we did the same with normal and warmth. On the warmth side I didn’t expect much as no one had been using a lot of warmth in Sweden, but lots of normal had been going down due to the lack of Swedish sarcasm. However it ended up being a barrage of insanely useful information, especially hearing Venture’s take on warmth which was just mind blowing.

    All the whilst I had been in back forth texting with the blonde model and it got to a point where her flakiness and mind games had gone too far. So after much advice from a couple of the instructors it was time for a massive smackdown. I called her out sooooo hard, along with a willingness to walk away. It was the hardest boundary I have ever laid down with a girl, ever, and I was sure I was gonna lose her… and her immediate response was something to do with me just wanting her for sex. This opened up the opportunity for me to send an even stronger follow on which pretty much ended any hope for the interaction going forward, in my mind anyway, and then I just left it there and went out with the boys.

    That night at solidaritech I was completely off because of everything that had just happened. I think I approached a couple girls but was so out of the moment that nothing really went anywhere for me. I pushed right til the end of the night but I just couldn’t get my mind off her.

    What followed the next day was something I would never have expected… her frame completely shifted and she fell into mine. She texted me around midday to very subtly apologise and slowly started chasing me a little. From that point onwards the interaction was bliss… no games, no flaking, just her being super in to me. I still cannot believe how it had turned, but I am pretty sure I will see her this weekend and she is desperate to meet up.

    Anyway last night no one went out again, so I went with one my roommate and one of the business mentors to see his oldest friend, a Russian girl and her two Latvian friends at her place just outside of Stockholm. I think it was the first time I had done any real social circle game of any kind on the program and it really felt good. The girls were super friendly and excited to meet us, and we drank whisky and shared stories all night. It was a super nice change… and also got to practice my warmth to quite a large degree, which is something that I hadn’t got enough practice of in Sweden. Good times.

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