But he was planning on bringing me home for Christmas to meet his family and we were always talking about it, right up to our last conversation we had when we were together. If they had the knowledge that he was cheating, I'm sure he wouldn't have wanted to bring me there.
But it makes sense that you guys think he was cheating. It's a possibility. I don't have the feeling that he had been cheating because I think he really does love me and our relationship has been good up until this point, but he's just so conflicted inside.