I can't believe i'm posting this right now. I can't eat. I can't sleep. My girlfriend of almost one year dumped me yesterday because she is confused. I have been with many other girls and never gave a shit about ending those relationships, however I finally found a girl I live being in an ltr with.
My first major heartbreak... This one matters
We meet a year ago. She was having a rocky relationship with her ex. I had a bad relationship with my old ex. We both ended our relationships and began seeing rather causally. After a couple of months we became exclusive and had an amazing summer.
I am five years younger than her. This has always been an issue for her, even though I've told her my priorities are the same. She is pms'ing really bad this week and yesterday said she is feeling very confused and feels like her heart isn't in it right now. I have a feeling this might have to do with her ex as well. I have gone no contact but I feel lille I want to see her one last time to get some things off my chest.
I never told her I loved her (I didn't want to rush things), and how I really was planning for a future with her. I feel like her knowing these things might help her come back to her senses, or maybe i'm completely wrong.
I've never been hurt this bad my whole life. I was convinced this was the girl I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I haven't spoken to her since yesterday and don't know what the best way to salvage the relationship is, or if it is even possible.
I really need your advice guys cause right now my head is super clouded and I have no faith in being able to meetanother girl who can make me feel like she did.