thanks for your responses,I realy apreciate that
well, I guess I needed some push from you people to keep going....you know, I had a terrible night...I got no problem open sets...but on one of those I realised something I do mostly all the time and that's the reason I fucked up.
The thing is this: I open the set but after one minute talking....I start to THINK....and suddenly I start to feel anxious, my mouth gets dry....I can't even smile naturally....I get serious face and I can't stop it...and everything goes wrong...
it's like a sabotage by myself... I hate when that happens, shit!!!!
What I want is just chill and relax...that's all...the total opposite of what I do.