birmingham/bloomfield MI

what up all?
i'm 21, live in bloomfield hills michigan, and know of many great places to find HB8-10s
i need to hone my skills. the raw talent is there, i promise you this. i've always had great inner/natural game, and just an ability to atrract all sorts of people to within my parameter. i'm saying this trying not to sound concieded, but i have too many friends, they treat me like a social nexus. my problem is i'm too fucking nice. it's previously been an impossibility for me to go caveman. this is changing. i am changing it. who like to help me?