Hey guys, It's been almost a month since the
Inner Game seminar with
Daxx and
Bonsai because
Braddock couldn’t make it. I wanted to wait a while to see how I would begin changing after the
seminar.
Short story: It was awesome.
Long story: I felt I made a mistake, like the
seminar was useless. You see, I had pages of notes but a huge headache from information overload, a parking ticket, my dad’s car got towed when I wasn’t even supposed to be in LA, I had to spend almost 3 hours driving to and from he
seminar. Worst of all was the fact that I was so motivated to go to this
seminar that I was forced to wash dishes, working minimum wage, in order to raise the money. On the 3 hour drive home after paying ridiculous towing fees and thinking about all the time I spent working for this, I had an interesting thought: “How can the
inner game seminar apply to what just happened to me.” Letting negative events affect me, negative thought patterns, emotion swings, beliefs, the list goes on and I didn’t even being to apply it to a social situation. I realized that maybe
Bonsai was right, I should keep an open mind to this.
Over the last month I’ve dedicated myself to re-reading the notes, working on stopping bad thoughts (The welts on my wrists fucking hate both of you
Daxx and
Bonsai), keeping a journal, I just literally dove into it. And it pays off.
They say there are 4 stages of mastery, unconscious incompetence, conscious incompetence, conscious competence and then unconscious competence. The
seminar, more than anything else, showed me what I was completely unaware of in myself. That day I became fully conscious of my incompetence, and I loved it.
Now I have to give props to the instructors because they were both cool as shit and both gave off this fucking indescribable aura. I only talked with
Daxx briefly during one of the breaks and he is genuinely so easy going and sociable its mind blowing, I've seen nothing like it.
Bonsai’s ability to break shit down to make it understandable is out of this world, I wish I had talked to him personally too. Either way I want to say thanks to both of them and thanks to
Braddock and
Mr M for creating the
seminar.
- Andrew
PS. Don’t let me fool you, its going to take a lot of time and work before you get close to your goals, it’s not a quick fix.
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