Camel: The Transformation

Hey everyone just want to introduce myself
This is going to be a long post so I'll put some quick points up first

I'm 20 years old from the Seattle area
and I'm looking to improve my game and maybe find some better places to sarge.

if your interested...

Heres the story of my life:

I've always been an AFC.
Growing up I was teased often for being skinny (8th grade I was 5'9'' and 97lbs). As I've grown older/taller/bigger (still skinny though) I've had trouble getting past that self concious anxiety of thinking I'm somehow less of a man, even though I'm probably fairly intimidating with my 6'4'' frame. I was a fool in middle school and high school, I didn't know how to talk to anyone, especially girls. But since then I've started to look at myself and what I've been doing wrong.
And here I am, a 20 year old virgin (not saying I haven't gotten play though just haven't gone all the way) and I'm looking to change my life.

For a long time I had huge one-itis syndrome. I was stuck up on a couple girls who I was close to and thought that if maybe they just liked me everything would be good. How lame I was.
One girl in particular would often lead me on, teasing and getting close to me but then saying to my friends that I'm not her type.

So, I got fed up and said FUCK IT.

I recently started going to clubs and got over a lot of my fears. I'm comfortable with going up and dancing with girls now and talking to them. The only problem was that I just didn't know what I was doing.

A couple of weeks ago I saw a blonde 9 at the club dancing by herself (but with friends) and I was smitten. After about 15 minutes I finally got the courage to go up to her, we danced for a long ass time and talked.
I asked some AFC questions

"Whats your name?"
"Where do you go to school?"
"What do you do for fun other than going to the club?"
blah blah blah blah

I did surprise myself by saying to her:
"To be honest I was pretty intimidated to ask you to dance"
"Oh yea? how come?"
"You're very pretty"

As we kept dancing I started getting self concious, i was like
"I'm dancing like a fuckin idiot right now, i can't even hear the beat"
"Oh god I probably have beer breath"

She finally excused herself and said she had to go to the bathroom. I walked away with my half-staff boner and feeling pretty good about myself.
Then my friends found me and said "Did you get her number?"
The though hadn't even crossed my mind.
"You better get her number dude, go talk to her"
So i walked over and asked for her number
I noticed she hesitated for a second and then typed it into my phone.

I was feeling AWESOME
heres where my world crashes.
I call her up 3 days later and she HANGS UP ON ME.
So for a day I felt pretty shitty then I thought to myself
'Look how easy that was, even if it was a failure, I didn't even know what I was doing and I got that far'

I talked to my friend about it and he said
"You're a humble guy, and you really want to learn, let me show you what got me motivated"

That weekend he brought me to the bookstore and I got the book The Game by Neil Strauss (Style)

This book has blown my mind, and I'm only halfway through it.

and I realized.

I can do this.

The jokes, the cocky attitude, etc. They were all things I did with girls that I wasn't into!
If I can find a way to break down my barrier and get past those sticking points with the hotties I won't have any trouble.

Anyways, sorry to bore you all.
If anyone needs a wingman while they're in Seattle or surrounding let me know.


- Camel