Defeating My Ego

Hey everyone - This actually took about 9 months to actually defeat my ego and make a registration name. I'm 22 and a recent college grad. My ego kept telling me that it wasn't me that was the problem, but girls were stupid shallow etc. However, I think I'm coming to terms with the fact that my game is just not anywhere near where it should/could be.

I've never actually had a traditional girlfriend, but I've had some success - mostly always initiated by them. It's not that I'm shy, but I think it's some sort of worthiness problem (I would see a girl and just KNOW that she could never be interested in me). So finally, here I am, I'm ready to start. I use the word start rather than change because I actually like the person that I am. I have good friends and good support systems, I'm just always stopped by my usual "nice guy" routine that leaves me in the LJBF zone with the girls I'm actually interested in.

Anyway, this is my start to change that - I want to actuallly be with the girls I like, not just be their friend. I live in Jersey and feel that my social skill set is excellent, I just stay in the comfort zone, mostly because I'm uncomfortable taking it anywhere from there.

I hope that I can learn and contribute and finally start creating relationships with people I actually desire to be with.