nice to find a kind of home

hi,

A time ago there was that click in my mind. It was the day my glasses fell on the groud. A smooth salesman adviced me to try out contacts while my glasses were repaired. Since that day I realise how restricting my glasses have been on my personallity. Since that day my self-esteem got a real boost, thanks to female collegues and females in my direct neighbourhood who gave a lot of compliments (and keep doing by the way).

I don't consider myself as being social disturbed and in my personal life and professional life a meet a lot of women.
Though, the friends zone.......

These last few weeks I feel something wanting to come out of me...a dark side of me wich I have enprissonned for too long time. Only the idea gives me a wave of energy. I don't want to know yet how big the energy will be when I play the game right.
Because that's what I want. I want to play the game

But i realise that i'm not that good player and that's why i'm going to come here from time to time.
Thx by the way to the organisers of this forum

grtz
zEm