So I have been behind on my posts. As you know, I’m really dedicated to this blog. Unfortunately, my housemate and I have been at war with multiple internet providers for a week now. BT are liars and really treated us poorly. Now they have put some kind of tag on our phone line to prevent other companies from giving us internet. What kind of world is that? I am hopeful that o2 will sort me out in the end. Anyways, a lack of internet at home and nearly getting attacked at McDonald’s has left me with limited options. I have been thinking a lot though!
I will try to update you on some highlights, but first let’s talk about the Rockstar Finale. We are all going down to Essex to burn that town down this weekend. You better getter ready for LRs and SRs (or is it SRRs?). I am sharing a room with Starlight and now that both of us have had sex with Soul , we are keen to see which of us really has the bigger dick. Then again it’s not the size of the boat….it’s the size of the ocean. So you better get ready.
So last week I started at a new Muay Thai club. This one is brutal. It’s in the middle of a super ghetto estate and it just has concrete walls and mats on the floor. It is really brutal and really tough. I almost passed out last week. My skills are very high, but my agility is crap. I really need to get my aerobic skills honed again. It was so embarassing and I had invited a girl to come watch my first class with Ghost. Fortunately, she got lost and just went over to Mr M ’s. Nights out last week are kind of a blur, just really not a lot of good conversations.
Friday night I had a French girl visiting on her way back home. I’ve started letting backpackers crash on my couch in London. She was my first one and it was a really cool experience. I will definately do it more in the future . She went out for a curry with Zigzag, Ghost and me. We had a really good time. The we did some dancing on Brick Lane. It was nice to be around a girl and totally not try to game her. We were all on the same page and having a really nice time.
We got back to my house and Sasha came round for a bit. He went straight into routines and I kept asking him to stop. He kept joking that he was just messing with me, while he was running textbook mystery method . He kept telling jokes, negging the girl, kinoing and trying to get her to go over to his apartment. I kept asking him to stop but he was ignoring me. It was a real lack of social calibration. There is a time and a place for everything. Eventually I had to throw him and ZigZag out. And dude’s Ziggy was totally innocent, but it was the only way I could get Sasha to leave. I feel like I can’t let him come over to my place again. I mean he totally disrespected me by refusing to stop gaming when I asked him too. I mean there is no way you can run routines I wrote in front of me without me realizing it. I will have to think about this a lot, but I was super angry at the time. It was really important to me that the girl have a really nice, comfortable time.
Saturday night, I went out to Tiger Tiger with Crossfire. We met up with some of her friends, one of whom was super cute. I was really just being myself, but it kind of imploded late night. I was really really off my game. I was trying to run Shane-game in front of Vercetti , but I was just so nervous that I couldn’t get out of my head. It didn’t help that the club was so ugly. I mean some days London just breaks your heart. I am trying to break through my final mental shame barriers. I am so close to exploding. Once I defeat my final aa monster, I will be unstoppable. It’s not a question of if. It is only a question of when. So Saturday night was kind of a bust.
Sunday we all went to Carnival, which was sooooo average. It’s like they took all the people I never want to meet and had them ruin a nice neighborhood for a weekend. Then they end if off with some good, old-fashioned cop fighting. I was not impressed with any of it. I can see why most people I like never go. Then we went to see Batman, but we were in the back row in the corner. At least I was all drunk. Good movie though.
Right now I am trying to rest from gaming to save my strength for Essex this weekend. I am gonna drop some serious Paladin on that town.



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