I think i finally grew tired of this. I'm travelling the world, talking to women, sometimes chasing them and getting almost no results.
What to do when you finally grow tired of the whole thing.
I'm frankly saturated of the whole process. I'm depleted. I have no more energy left.
I want to try no more. It does not work for me. If i have to talk to 100 women to fuck one, well it's not worth it. It's a huge effort for such little result.
I know it's my responsability and i know that i don't have to be Brad Pitt to get laid but i'm lacking motivation. I'm so tired of chasing the dragon that i'm honestly wishing i met a nice woman and get married or something. I rather live married with children than going through this lonely guy hell.
All my friends say 'but you are attractive, you're funny, you should have no problems blah blah', i've heard it before a thousand times. Actually paying for sex is a much better idea than trying to meet a girl and get it for free. It's probably my fault, my issues, i know.
I don't even know exactly why i'm posting this.