Worst year ever, I mean I'm here, never knew about this kind of stuff.
Vent and Future Focus
4+ Year girlfriend I invested far too much in (read areas about mistakes about feeling a girl is irreplaceable, deep shit is right)
Now left me on Christmas day for another guy, drug out it out recontacting me through Valentine's day, all along the usual shit with this guy is happening (including facebook status 'relationship')
I have not talked to her or looked anything up on her for 2 months now and it is no better. Not helping that I have absolutely nothing going on, new place, no friends, no activities, hardly a job; all the while I can only think of the disgusting sweat between their bodies.
Now I'm desperately trying to find social contact, obviously sexual preferentially, the whole rebound I'm missing out on.
But here's the problem; nothing going for me in my life, no value, no confidence. shit.
I mean, fuck this forum, where's the gun? Therapy is probably in order but wtf do they do.