"Not tonight dear..."

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no one seems to believe me but i started dating this stripper (HB8 with low light and makeup) HB6or7 because i woke up next to her and realized what makeup and strip club lighting can do for a girl... but 2 weeks into relationship i stopped wanting to have sex with her. I'd make excuses(too sore from the gym, too tired, too hungry) and just... get outta it. Hell we were watching a movie in the den and i snuck off to get myself off so i wouldn't be tempted to sleep with her later for some reason. She ALWAYS wanted to but i never did. And i don't understand why. Especially since i was on a testosterone booster... i shoulda been humping everything with legs and a vagina (not literally) i'm not sure if i had a mental block or just got bored after i got her
maybe the thrill of the chase was all that aroused me?
And everyone i tell for some reason thinks i'm full of crap (since i'm a guy and "all guys are dogs" which is nonsense because i say no alot more than i say yes.... back on topic...) i honestly denied this girl sex for 2 weeks straight til i got pist drunk one night and gave it up... lol ONCE.
Anyone got any insight?

*Cheers!*
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[FemmeFatale]

Sometimes you want what you cant have.. and if you get something TOO easily, its boring and you're not excited by it. Remember when you were a tween.. the things that were just given to you were always boring.. but the things you had to work your ass off on that part time job were the ones you really enjoyed and valued. Hence why the rich kid smashes that BMW and doesnt give a shit.. but the not so rich kid takes good care of that 95' Honda and doesnt even let his GF drive it.

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honestly strippers aren't what people build them up to be. not as exciting as i had hoped for.

either way,
it was almost like i was talking myself outta it though....?

i think i may have initially not been attracted to her, but liked the fact that all these men wanted her and were paying to see her when i could have her whenever i wanted.
and denying her maybe gave me more of a sense of power. like..
"Guys want you, but you.... you want me."