Hey look Steveo lost his fuckin mind!!!!
Well 3 weeks ago I had two HB10s, two HB9s, and a mixed bag of 7s and 8s, I thought I was THE SHIT!!! Well I been out with this HB10 a few times, talk to her every few days, text almost daliy. We were like peas and carrots Forest! THere was some serious chemistry between us!!!
Heres my fucked up day yesterday... well first on Tuesday I had a date with the HB10 that casted this one-itis spell on me and two hours before the date she texted and said "i cant go tonight I will explain later" I thought nothing of it because this HB has been throwing serious IOIs at me just being super sweet on me. Well yesterday she informed me that she has been dating this other guy for 6 weeks and "he was very upset that she was seeing me and wanted to date her exclusive" and she agreed! My only fault I could see with this girl is that I can see she has been controled by men BIGTIME in the past and this was her weekness. He threw a baby fit and she caved in I read her email and laughed at how she kept making excusses and saying sorry over and over again to me.
Now it gets better I texted her and let her know I sent her an email(which I regret) and she starts texting me back like NOTHING HAS CHANGED!!! To be honest bros this PISSED ME OFF!!! Im like WTF are you trying to make me your GIRLFRIEND??? GRRRRRRR!!!! This HB10 is acting like she is still into me but now has a BF and the fucked up thing this was the FIRST women in years that I was 100% into for countless reasons besides the FACT she could be in playboy even on her worse day.
Well to make matters worse I know how to beat the One-itis so I made a text round to my other HB 10 the 9s and the 8s and got no answers from a few and the others said "3 weeks no call?... bitch bitch bitch" so Im like NEXT! fuck these little bitches time to get my game on... So today Im at the gym and this little rock solid HB9 Cameron Diaz look alike that I was gaming about 2 months ago approaches me when Im doing cable cross-overs and she says "hey! how you been?" I turned and looked at her and said "Im not here to socialize... go on now" as I pointed my finger away like she was a dog. I didnt do this in my cocky funny manner but more like a cock-fuckhead manner. My workout partner almost shit himself and he said "Im here to socialize!"
FUCK!!! My shit is messed up in a whole new way as this little case of one-itis has bloomed into a monster!!! The thought of going back to a 7 or 8 seriously makes me feel sick!!! Then my proformace at the gym today on a HB9 that OPENED ME well just makes me question my mental health.
Wow I seen myself in a healthy relationship with the HB10 and taking a break from the PUA rockstar lifestyle Ive created.... FUCK FUCK FUCK I am just burned the fuck out!!!
I could put my cock on the table right now and smash it with my laptop SMASH!!!

ball matter alll over the walls!!! Holly shit wheres my Extra Strength Excedrin???
My one-itis has advanced into a sudo TOS or 10-Only Syndrome plus now I feel a little burned out with the PUA lifestyle that I once loved.
QUESTION: Any you bros ever get PUA burned out??? Or set your sights on 9s or 10s only then find yourself turned off by 7s and 8s to the point you feel like barfing on their faces?
NEED a little help here bros!
Steveo