SP: My sister wants to fuck me.

[miaddict]

A few of you, in which I have confided, have known about my biggest secret and the recent plight in which I found myself for the past 1 month. It takes me great courage and humility to come clean in front of the community about this dark secret which has been slowly rotting my inner game lately. Given that it's my 3000th post, I see it fit to ask for advice this time around. I just want to throw it out there in case ANYBODY has any piece of advice on that matter. I have been to counseling, talked to close friends and it's NOT going away!!! HELLLPP MEE!!!

I think I am in love with my own fresh and blood, my sister. What can i do?


My younger sister, let's call her Ann, is 2 years younger than me. And yes, she's over 18 and so am I. She is stunningly beautiful in my eyes. She's easily a solid 8.5, if you are concerned about HB ratings. Gorgeous smile, firm perky breasts that hold well by themselves, a firm ass on which you can polish your palms, and long toned legs[she used to be a gymnast till her teens]. I dont want you to get turned on by writing about my sister. So, you get the fucking picture. She's HOT.

We've grown up together until the age of 18 until I left for college in another state. We were close as brothers and sisters could be. Strangers often commented that we could be twins. She was my best friend until I was transferred to a boys school in year 7 but we've always been close and kept in touch.

As siblings, hers was the first vagina I ever touched, even before we both reached puberty. But we never went further than that. As kids, we often walked around the backyard pool naked, flaunting our genitals as if it was the most natural thing in the world. The baby pictures of the two of us in our naked embrace can still be found in the family album.

As we grew older, our attention naturally turned to members of the opposite sex. I was the smart shy one in the family, she was a social butterfly who has a lot of girl friends who giggled at me when they come over to our house and locked themselves in my sister's room. God knows what happened inside. I could only hear muffled noises and laughter. Her hot gymnast friends scared me to death. And she probably found it amusing that I could be so
uncomfortable around girls. I was perfectly comfortable around her. I could tell her about my sexual fears and she was always a good listener. But being a woman, she had no idea how to best advise me in dating. To her, it seemed easy. Guys just come to her and that was it. Needless to say, she lost her virginity before I did. (And I am 2 years older than her, fyi).

When I moved out of the family home, we kinda grew apart but we were only a phone call away and I saw her during the college breaks and during the holidays. My college dorm friends always joked that my sister is hot and that they would bang her anytime any day. But I always furtively dismiss their crass comments as the normal ball busting guys do to each other.

Now, forward to 1 month ago. My sister broke up with her LTR of 2 years, a jackass douchebag named Jeff[his real name, I want to cook his testicles and feed it to his witchy mum with some fava beans and a nice chanti]. I dont want to go into details but it was so bad that she had to move out of their rented flat and moved in with me. FIRST MISTAKE.

I was being the kind brother. So I say, "sure". There is a guest room. Barely a week later, her stuff ended up in my appartment. I spent a fair bit of time consoling her at night. We talked for hours about relationships and I, being a master at comfort game, told her what she wanted to hear. In fact, I was using some of Sinn's Breakthrough comfort ideas on her. SECOND MISTAKE. The point of no return was when we were both on the couch, cuddling against each other, with the tv in the background in the darkened living room.
We looked into each other's eyes. There is nothing more beautiful than a woman's eyes filled with tears. I dont mean to say that in a sadistic way, but it's just morning dew on flower petals. Fucking stunning. Anyway we are in each other's arms, looking at each other. I could feel her warmth against me. I could smell her sweet scent. She smiled and I noticed her eyes do a TRIANGULAR GAZING on me. THIRD MISTAKE.

Now, I am just a weak man and when you put me in this situation, I am like on Auto-pilot. WE KISSED. I cant tell for sure who made the first move, but our faces were so close to each other that we could feel our breath on each other's skin. It was as if magnetic field forced our lips together. Now, you may think it was just an innocent peck. But after our lips first touched, she kissed me back. The sexual tension was such that I didn't give a damn at that moment. My right hand grabbed the back of her head and I pulled her hair and I french kissed her. Our tongues touched, as if for the first time. It was like we found each other again, back in our childhood when we played naked in the backyard, next to the swimming pool. After the kiss, which probably lasted 30 seconds, none of us dared say a word. I did not know what MAGIC happened or whether I should apologize. But there was no shame in her eyes. So, I just left the room, with a boner in my pants. No words were exchanged. We both knew it was bad. It was ESP. It was our little secret, but little did I know that it would get worse.

For the next 2 weeks, things got better and we never mentioned our special moment on the couch. It was awesome fun to have her around. After her break up, she is always wanting to spend time with me instead of her girl friends. I, on the other hand, wanted badly to meet her girl friends. Our bond grew and I have to tell you, sometimes when she hugs me i don't ever want to let her go. I feel her breasts against my chest. And then, the dreams start coming... 2 weeks ago, I started having dreams about me fucking my sister, in every possible position, in every hole, her giving me oral, me delecting her sweet shaved pussy(which is the only memory I have of her pre pubescent pussy). I would wake up with the biggest cock ever, sweating and horny as hell. My fucking mind was playing tricks on me. How can I ever fantasize about banging my sister??

Then, the inevitable happened. Last Saturday night, I walked in on my sister masturbating in the bathtub! It was around 1 am. I came back from an early night with my 2 wings. I would not say I was drunk, but I had maybe a few bourbon and coke inside me. I did not drive so. Now, given the hours of the night, I came in as quietly as I could. It was all a daze. As I approached the bathroom, I could hear a few splattering of water and the lights were on, the bathroom door slightly opened. Someone was clearly inside. Now, when you are drunk, commonsense usually dictates that it's a silly idea to walk in on someone, esp if it may be your sister taking a late bath. But then, alcohol tells you that it might be fun (self amusement anyone?). So, I tip toed towards the bathroom until I could see through and hear some moans. My curiosity got the better of me and I opend it wide open. Here, she was, legs spread out, and yes, she's shaven heaven, 2 fingers moving around in her pussy, the other arm around the bathtub, which was filled 2 feet with water.

My jaws dropped to the ground at that heavenly sight. And simultaneously, my cock pounded against my briefs, gasping to be free. I was in total shock. For probably about 5 seconds, where I just stared at my hot naked sister who was getting herself off. She was probably as surprised as I was, but she seemed to be less affected by it, as if she actually wanted it to happen, as if she actually set it up so that I could catch her in the act. What would you have done? Would you have dropped your pants and get your sister to give you head? Would you have satisfied her sexually if she had asked you?

But I did not wait for the 'invitation' to join her. I got out of the bathroom without a word. My brains were scared out of my skull. There is a primitive masculine part of me that says "FUCK HER. SHE'S HOT." But then the logical mind says "NO, SHE'S YOUR SISTER, DAMN IT". Let me assure you that if I did, I would use protection of course. I am not keen on taking care of any baby miaddict, not even one from my sister.

But the next day, my mind got into hindsight mode. The 'what if I fucked my sister' scenarios have been causing much trouble since. I dream about her all the time and not in a sisterly way. I can't get her out of my head. I am just not interested in other women anymore. And I know it's wrong to fuck someone of your own blood. And i dont know what to do. I have been trying to avoid her, and she probably knows why.

Like i said i know its wrong to feel this way. I should have this abundance mentality that DeadEyeDick talks about. Fader has tried to help me but I can't let it go, bro. Thanks for the phone call bro. It helped a bit, but I still need to find it within me to come to terms to it. Every inch of my body is yearning to penetrate her shaved pussy and violate her in an ocean of orgasmic bliss. But then i think why is it wrong? She's just another human being and its only modern society that tells us its wrong. We are very comfortable each other and we both love each other in a brother/sister way. Help me resolve this inner turmoil. What would you do in my place?

UPDATE:
Find out what I finally decided to do about it here.

[koven]

Dude.

[DeadEyeDick]

I don't know about this specific situation, but among Kinsey's reports on sexual behavior, incest (which was in some un-published data, although if you've read the stuff that was published, it's pretty amazing) showed evidence that incest in general, and sibling incest specifically is not only not harmful in most cases, but can be a positive experience.

In his sample (there were about 18,000 participants in Kinsey's research) one of the principle researchers said he couldn't recall a single negative outcome from reported sibling incest. (The guy could be full of crap, and I'm sure that in situations of forced incest they are ALL negative outcomes.) Keep in mind that they are discussing consensual experiences, as would be miaddict's situation.

Naturally, your brain screams and strains against it, because it seems wrong (and, in fact, the "incest taboo" is universal -- it's been observed in every studied culture on earth).

But the fact is that the sibling bond is among the strongest bond there is between two people. You've probably heard or read accounts of siblings (especially twins) separated at birth "finding" each other through implausible means or circumstances later in life.

So, I think there's the balance of one's natural inclinations and the sibling bond crashing into "absolute moralism" that preaches against it ...

Interesting quandary ...

[Maje]

Very interesting situation indeed.

But not nearly as uncommon as you may think.

Brother and sister and cousin-cousin incest is actually very common. It has been characterized as gross and immoral by society, so those who have done it are not open about it so it is difficult to get an accurate estimate of how much it actually happens.

One of my best friends confided in me (when we were in high school) that he had had sex with his (very hot) sister who was 2 years older than him. I didn't judge him for it, and told him that I had similar feelings for my cousin that I never acted on.

So yeah it seems f-ed up to most people, so be careful who you tell if you decide to go through with it.

So if the moral issue seems to be "rotting" your inner game, then maybe it would not be the best thing for you to act on your desire.

But the feelings you feel are not abnormal or uncommon at all and you should not be ashamed. But for your own mental health, in your particular situation, I would try to get over your sister. Go out and meet other girls. Find a true girlfriend.

Just my thoughts.

-Maje

[tommyboyuk]

Dood!!!!!!! Wot good do you think you will get out of f*cking ur sister??? Its just a fantasy!!

This is the down-side of the game!!!
1. You can't help but run game on people. Its become part of who you are.
2. You have run-out of challenges.
3. You want to prove to yourself that you can get anyone.

I think you have to look at it like this...

-If you did sleep with her, down the line you may/will regret it. Things will change. It will never be the same with your sis ever again. You may not forgive yourself for the incest you committed. Theres no turning back the clock. You may get mental health issues!!!
-If you did not sleep with her. Things will be the same. No awkwardness. She is still your sis.

Go and get laid by a HB10 and stop thinking about this. It shudn't have even got to this stage.

Keep us posted on the up-dates tho. I hope you make the right choice bro. We are all here for you..

[solidc]

This really sucks...
First off don't do it. Don't consider it. t's outside of your reality.

Now here are a few things you can do.
1- Never be in a situation where it's only you 2 alone.
2- Avoid her when possible. Don't mix social circles.
3- Use NLP and other hypnosys to anchor discusting/non sexual things to your sister. See a profesinal NLP hypnosys if you have to.
4- Stop fucking thinking about it. Don't be an idiot. Get yourself together

[Beanz]

On behalf of everyone here I want to thank you for having the courage to bring this situation public. It's probably one of, if not the most unusual problems in love anyone could ever experience and I commend you for looking to others for help with your situation.

It's clear that you are looking for reasons NOT to go through with this. If you really REALLY wanted to do it then you would have by now and would not have posted about it. I'm sure you've weighed all of the con's in your mind that everyone would dictate. Notice I used the word everyone and not society. Because I think if you were to go public with it (and eventually you would if you want to live a normal life with her) you'd most likely alienate EVERYONE in your lives. From your parents, cousins, other siblings, friends, as well as all strangers. To live a "normal" life you'd have to start a completely new life with new people and never share who your true identity's are with others. I mean we can see how hard it is for interracial couples to live their lives. A white man with a black woman or vice versa is always a headturner. People are ass holes and judge and talk about them behind their back. They are uncomfortable around them and when people are uncomfortable they prefer to avoid those things that make them uncomfortable. This situation would be perceived as 1,000 times more extreme. I think you'd have a very hard time convincing people you both care about to accept this. Is it really worth throwing all of this away?

It's obvious from your post that you have very strong sexual urges towards her. The way you speak about her and the flattering adjectives you use to describe her and her body reveal your sexual feelings toward her. I think the first thing you need to do is ask her to find a place of her own. If she's not around you all the time the temptation will not be there. She'll be out doing her own thing and you will be doing your own thing as well. I think you should limit all communication with her for at least a month or so. Time heals all wounds and love is probably the best example of this.

Secondly, you spoke of going to counseling for this. What did he/she recommend? Perhaps you should confront your sister with your feelings and tell her you cannot go through with it. Tell her your plan for how you want to stop the temptation and what things she can do on her part to also cut out the temptation. Perhaps if both of you were to go to counseling for it (at separate times) you would both have the education on what to do to avoid going down your current path.

Also, you said she is recently out of a LTR. She is probably in a very vulnerable situation right now and upset with low self-esteem. You are the closest male figure in her life and she looks to you as the shoulder to lean on. You are the man in her life that she can count on and talk to things about. Because she's opened her life up to you so much and has such a strong bond of trust with you she's opened up her vulnerability in all the areas of her life now... that is, emotional, mental, and now physical. I suspect you might be looking a little to deeply into the fact that you used to run around naked with your sister when you were kids. The fact that you were very close is also normal because you're siblings. I remember and have seen pictures of me taking a bath and running around the house with my brother. It was completely innocent and there was not sexual connotations behind it. Probably just lazy parents to bathe us separately. To think the fact that you were naked around each other as a precursor to your physical intimacy now is not accurate. It was simply little kids being little kids.

I'm not convinced she really wants it as much as you (I think her mental state isn't right because of the LTR breakup) and she may/will regret things if they progressed and you could potentially ruin any relationship you have with her. Are either of you currently on any drugs or medication right now? Are either of you taking any kind of prescription that could be altering how you think?

I know the movie tag lines are what we are suppose to go by. Follow your heart and the hell with society and who cares what others think? What you want is what matters and fuck all the haters. But I think there are a few exceptions to this rule and this situation is one of them. I think BOTH of you should seek outside professional assistance to avoid going down a road that could potentially destroy both your lives.

Good luck.

[matrixxx]

Wow. This reminds me of all those fake stories people used to post on forums, but I'll go along with this. I have absolutely no idea how to give you advice. Attraction is NOT a choice, so being attracted to your sister is basic human functions working normally. I think you need to distance yourself until you can get this under control. See a professional and see what they tell you. I wouldn't shut her out as you two are both close and it should be that way, but I think you would regret sleeping with her as well. It's probably something that will eat you up inside once it happened, and you'll probably never be the same. You know you'll never be able to tell anyone either. You think you'd be able to share with your wife that you and your sister fucked? I imagine that'll go over really well. Just refrain from putting yourself into positions where you as a man will get turned on. (cuddling, sitting close to each other, excessive hugging/kissing, etc)

These things are taboo, so I don't know if you two would be able to discuss it together. I know it would be awkward, but talking things over sometimes helps out. Again, I think you probably need to let a professional give you advice though.

[Hoopla]

Dude.. get proffesional help. Now!

[Wulfian]

Do it!