Thread: Who's Next?
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07-27-2012, 08:52 AM #21
NP: "Bet I got sum weed" by Schoolboy Q
I've decide if there's a chance I'm gonna do this relationship thing soon, I'm going to leave the single life with a bang!
Why not just have an open relationship, you ask? Because I think the idea of an open relationship is ridiculous. Either I'm your boyfriend or I'm not, plain and simple. No fucking or dating other people; that's what bei g SINGLE is all about.
I started thinking about this girl who I couldn't f-close; I mean, her LMR kicked my ass every time. I went through my contacts and found her number then sent her a text. Simply:
Me: what's up, ***
Me: what are you doing next week, I'm going to see you sometime soon, and I'd prefer it to be next week?
Her: lol okay. I haven't got my schedule, but I'll let you know next week.
*phone is dying, to be continued...
07-27-2012, 03:13 PM #22
Her: that sounds good though
I text her a few days later...
Me: what's the schedule looking like?
Her: when are you trying to meet?
Her: (she already made plans) how about Thursday?
Me: I already have someone booked for Thursday. But, I like you more. So, Thursday it is.
Her: lmao great can't wait!
Her: where are we going?
Me: I'll let you know tomorrow
Her: ok mystery man
Me: my super hero name is supposed to be secret!
Her: lol whatever!
Text her the next day with all the info. My value and pre selection with her is way high, so I can pretty much do and say as I please with her and still get a good reaction.
So, I meet her there and I'm feeling good. Really good.
* I've been out of it lately. Now, it seems like the only time I really forget about the bad stuff is when I'm with a girl.
The moment we meet I start the kino (it's been a couple of years since I've seen her, but it's not awkward at all) I hug her tightly and kiss her on the cheek.
We go in and sit. The conversation was flowing nicely throughout the night, we were laughing and having a good time; especially compared to the bored couples in there who looked extremely annoyed with each other.
The first thing out of my mouth when we sat down was "what's been going on with you? Bring me abreast" and I laughed my ass off, because: 1) her breast looked amazing, 2) it's a funny word.
She got me back later on when the waitress asked me if I needed anything else "I'm straight" I look at my girl "are you straight?" she looked back at me and said "are you straight or are you curved?" haha, penis joke.
I kept kino going all night: hugging her, pulling her to me, hand on her lower back, she kept her hand on my thigh and touched my face a couple times. At what I just turned her face to me and kissed her.
We were at an open mic night, and it got me thinking: getting up on stage for the open mic has to be great for attraction. Even my girl checked this one guy out a couple times (of course I pulled her back in though).
*also, I may have flirted with the waitress through out the night. Not purposely though, I was just being social. Wonder how my date felt about that.
Anyway, the date ended with me getting a boot on my car, me amog'ing the shit out of the giant that put the boot on my baby, and me and the girl making out for a half an hour.
No condom, and logistics killed my shot at finally f-closing her, but it will happen soon (she couldnt stop talking sexually) Also, she has a LONGTERM boyfriend, who of course she's completely over and ready to break up with. I didn't have to do any bf destroyers, because she did that herself.
About the girl I'm considering making my girlfriend: we still see each other constantly, and yes, my feelings continue to grow for her. The thing is: if I make her my girl I WILL be good to her and keep my dick in my pants. Again, I'm just not completely there yet, and I won't commit until I am 100% there. She knows this though, so neither of us are really wasting each others time.
I'm gonna go back and do the open mic at some point in the near future.
08-01-2012, 03:58 PM #23
Here's a little irony for you:
This same time last year I was hospitalized with pneumonia. My ex (from my most serious relationship) took care of me for the first couple days at my house, then took me to the hospital when shit really got bad (even though we hadn't een together in years). I loved her for that. She saw me at my absolute worst and still showed some serious love.
Here I am now in bed feeling some of those same symptoms, and the new girl (who I'm hesitant to get serious with because of the way things got bad with my ex) is taking care of me (again). At this point, I'm hers...she's showing that same kind of love my ex did last summer.
Is that irony? I may be wrong
08-04-2012, 07:04 AM #24
NP: "T.R.O.Y." by Pete Rock and CL Smooth
Want to know how I woke up this morning?
In a hospital bed with a damn blood clot in my lungs!
I'm highly offended by the breakfast I just ate, and they keep sticking this long ass needle in my stomach; worst pain ever!
Aside from all the seriously disgusting stuff I've been exposed to over the last 24 hours, I witnessed one of the greatest displays of just not giving a damn I've ever seen.
This 71 year old lady (that's right) was near by when I was sitting in the hall way waiting to be admitted. She was LOUD as hell! And for a few hours I was given the wonderful opportunity to listen to magic.
It was non stop comedic gold! They weren't even rehearsed jokes; it was just right there on the spot genius. At one point I was in pain from laughing so hard.
She was the ultimate alpha! No consideration for anyone around her, every time a nurse tried to get her quiet she would just say something to make the nurses laugh their asses off.
The jokes, topped of with her Cajun accent were just great. The only people annoyed with her were this former beauty queen looking chick (who said some of the most douchie superficial stuff I ever heard) and her parents. It was looking witnessing a love-able asshole vs a douche bag.
It got me thinking: this woman has lived my life 3 times over plus some. But, how long did it take her to get that way: where she's doing and saying things soley for her own amusement, while bringing smiles to other people at the same time.
Isn't that what being alpha really is: being completely satisfied with who you are, and effortlessly making people enjoy being around you?
It was just nice to see it like this. Also, while feeling like absolute crap and probably looking like I didn't want to be bothered, 3 different people started conversations with me, and it actually made my day better (before the greatest old lady in the world came into play). It goes to show: just because someone looks like they're having a crappy day doesn't mean that you should avoid talking to them; you socializing with that person could be what makes their day better. You won't know if you don't try.
On another note: I feel like absolute crap right now. And just like the pneumonia, this is most likely the result of picking an infection up from unprotected sex, and the infection working its way to my lungs.
That goes to say: even when stuff like HIV and other deadly disease aren't involved, unprotected sex can be life threatening! After something like this happening again, I'm over it. I'm over meaningless sex (protected or unprotected) with girls who I hardly even like once I get to know.
When I get fixed up and out of here, I'm going to have the relationship talk again. I'm over this shit.
08-07-2012, 07:05 AM #25
NP: "My Shit's Fucked Up" by Warren Zevon
08-10-2012, 10:39 PM #26
NP# "Little Wing" by Jimi Hendrix
Life is a roller coaster.
You go up, you go down. It's those ups that make you feel so damn good after experiencing those downs that remind you that you're human.
Unlike a roller coaster, life is way less predictable. The important thing is that you get back up every single time.
With that being said...
I got of the hospital after a full week. I'm just going to say: those nurses were...wow. I got some nice experience in being flirty and social even under the harsh circumstances of...well you know. A lot of nice people there too. I really appreciate nice people.
I don't know exactly where things are gonna go from here, or just how much my life is going to change (if at all) from this, but what I do know is: I can't live in fear of what could go wrong, and I have to make the rest of my years mean something; not just to me, but to everyone that means something to me.
Making the most of life: I just made it official with my girl.
This is probably going to be the last entry here. I've enjoyed sharing some of my thoughts and stories of the last few months with you guys. I really have.
To the guys who I've spoken to over PM: you guys are doing fine, just keep moving forward and stay focused on what you want most out of life. You'll achieve the greatness you seek. I'll still be answering my PM's.
I wish everyone at TAF the best of luck!
Stay true to yourselves, and don't let anyone take your color. Peace & Love.