and daygame is even harder as this isn't it. ?
solo and sober is so tough
Last weekend I visited my FB and I had sex. But I had one day at the weekend I decided to go out.
I was slightly ill and the party wasn't good So I opened zero sets, I only stayed for 30 Minutes or something.
Thanks to me keeping logs about every single sarge I am able to do statistics. Most of the time when going out solo and sober I am not opening at all. Still better than staying at home. But I have to get good at this in order to do daygame in some not so far future....
Then there is another think about alcohol: Back in the times before I quit I usually once a week ended up shitfaced, waking up finding all my clothes somewhere in my room, not remembering how I came home and so on. But now however I only drink till 1.2 per mill maximum. I rarely end up totally wasted, the day after drinking still feels like shit, and If I want to sarge again I have to do alc as well in order to compensate the pain and bad mood. But in short I don't have those negative aspects about drinking I used to have. Still I think relying on alc can never be the solution, to circumvent fear. Back in my drinking days I had two main problems that continuously prevented me from getting laid:
Number one: I did not dare to open. So I drank.
Number two: I got too drunk so I blew all sets I accidentally hat.. And for most of the time I didn't open even though I drank my poisonous courage.
Anyways there was this big party during the week and I went there solo as well but I drank. This was some really huge festival and while lining up I hat enough time to check out the other audience. I guess 80 percent males, and all chicks tiny and so young. I thought to myself fuck it then I am not opening and just enjoying myself. But after a while I just couldn't help but opening. I even opened those young girls, and they mostly did open and some really hotties returned my kino right from the beginning. One was dragged away, one fled etc etc. So I dont have any results like closes. But I learned that those girls like to be opened by me. I went home slept, and went right to the afterhour. There was this cute but really like 19yo HB_8 and she opened me. We danced It was hard for me to understand her because of the music. And she opened another quite handsome guy. And I at the beginning doubted do hook up with her. Because she was marked from a hard night of party, and this was slightly disgusting. So I had to compete with this other guy.. Anyways she was clearly into me, and I idiot did two times engage a conversation with other guys while in set with her. I should have escalated to a KC.. how can I be so stupid ?
Anyway the party was fun game on.