Ok tonight i'm planning to sarge again, and again open at least 10 sets. I'm posting here so i don't chicken out. Again i am drinking a bit of alcohol to get myself in state but it's less than last time, i keep decreasing it.
I also made the realisation that I need approaching to become a habit. I'm starting off really easy and something i can keep up with, and as i grow used to it, i will increase difficulty and intensity. I made the commitment to atleast open/approach one girl every day in my everyday life. Starting today, when i got home from work when walking out of the train station i opened a moving HB8 with "Hey, do you know what time it is?" I paced myself so i would be walking slightly ahead of her and opened over the shoulder. She giggled and looked at her watch and told me the time. I said: "ok thx". The mission this week will be just that and just to open. When i grow fully comfortable with that, i will add transition and/or increase intensity to two sets per day. Daygame is somehow much more intimidating to me than night game so i will ease into it very slowly.
In order for this daygame mission to succeed, I made a list with all the places i usually go to during the day and prepare a suitable opener for every one of those places.
For tonight, i looked at a list of parties in town and didn't really find something i like unlike the past two weeks. I fear it will be very loud there. Nevertheless i will do my best. If i want to get good i have to be able to operate in pretty much every environment, that's also why i'm including day game into my life.